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blood drip when i walk down the runway

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GUILT

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[ Things have been changing - I don't really know how to explain. How to give words to the chaos I currently exist of. ]

[ Things have been good. I'm growing. Slowly learning and unlearning. I've been trying, I've messed up and I've tried again. ]

It's weird, this new phase.

[ Self-destruction is the familiar thing, it is what got me through before but what I'm leaving behind now. ]

[ I'm still figuring out how to get through without it ]

[ I'm scared. I feel unsteady. At the same time I feel stronger, whole & more at ease than I have in a long time. ]

[ I need some time, but I'll figure it out. ]

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yung lean

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i fuck up just to feel something

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Bladee, Ecco2k, and Thaiboy Digital from the TL;DR music video

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i shine some glory on ur life

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im like if a girl was gross and you didnt like her

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