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Im making this post so yall dont worry when i suddenly disappear haha. Doin it ahead of time so i dont forgor

On November 3rd im going to be having my surgery for my cochlear implant and of course, im gonna be sleeping and in pain for a while after that. So i wont be online or at least ill be online but very little so i can recover

For my @butterscotch-cookie blog: im so sorry for disappearing. Ive honestly not been keeping up with crk at all because it burns me out extremely fast, and i dont need that stress rn. I still love the story and game, but i just cant bring myself to play it. Im not abandoning this blog though, i might come back occasionally to write some of my past requests still sitting in my inbox. You can always send in more on the off chance ill get to it, but i wont be posting as frequently as i used to

For my @daily-dovewing blog: also sorry for disappearing! Life gets in the way, i hyperfixate on new things, and im obviously busy and stressed with school. I absolutely adore dovewing and think of her every day, but i cant do daily posts as of right now. I will post here more frequently than my crk blog, but not daily

For my @jsab-au-remix and @just-flowers-and-crystals blogs: ive been more frequent on here because im in the jsab mood again, but i might slow down a bit! When i feel like i have too many ‘obligations’ i shut down and dont do any of my stuff at all, and i dont wanna get burnt out of my stories. I will still be posting on these obviously just not like 3 or 8 hours apart or whatever anymore

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Im legit collapsed into my bed aftr filling water bottlr its rough

Man i cant really do anything at all

Got tested positive with cov*d and it hit me pretty hard

Knees weak arms are heavy (MOMS SPAGHTTI)

But fr i wont be doin anything until im feeling at leaat comprehesible or whatever

No draw, no write, all ghat stuff

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Y’know

I like drawing for people when i feel like im allowed to take my own time

But since this blog is mainly for crk writing,

You can request any art over on my main. It doesnt jus have to be cr characters (just not too difficult pls)

But just a note, i wont be doing digital requested. If i feel like digital, ill do digital. But mainly i draw at school or just grab my sketchbook at home and get too lazy to digitally draw it so all i have then is paper and pencil

Not expecting a lot of people to see this cuz im not tagging with the crk x reader tags ^^” its not related to it so id feel bad putting this in those tags when it could actually be writing for people to read

My main and important things before you head there under cut (so the post isnt too long)

Again, no pressure no rushing ect. Im still a student, i have many appointments to get stuff done for mental + physical health, i have far more down days and just need time for myself, and if i want to do multiple things, i have to choose just one. If i do one thing, im too tired to do other things and if i try im most likely to get overwhelmed and just stop and dont get back to it.

And be mindful, my main is my main. Its not a full on art blog. I reblog far more than i post. I reblog discourse stuff or posts to bring attention to important things but kinda rarely since i tend to avoid it too. Block the tag ‘discourse’ or just dont follow. I dont want my main to just be for drawing for others. I have MANY original stories and characters and would really appreciate asks about those because i love talking about what i create. Im not saying if you’re just there for art you have to leave. Im saying if all you want from me is to draw for you, please dont follow or interact. I dont owe anyone my art or time. And remember, i have major social anxiety and may not respond right away. And DONT DM ME. I get scared, freeze, and just leave the situation. Social situations are always a fight or flight instance and my mind always chooses to freeze. I only accept dms from people i know or if someone needs to inform me about something like asking me to tag something a certain way

My main is @pinksparklelps go wild but not too wild

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Could you do a drawing of espresso hugging anon cookie while they read a book together please? If your drawing requests are still open....I don't know if I'm too late or not...sorry...

This is late but bro i love coffee man too much and im in a drawing mood so yolo

Just smile and nod along, pretend you understand him

Bonus under cut

Me sitting in bed procrastinating but also not doing anything else:

And i had my other phone on with a pic of espresso so i kept glancing over cuz he was watching me like

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Saw fluffy morning cuddles as an example of the drawing event and had to ask....fluff cuddles or hugs where anon cuddles or hugs licorice? Btw saw your other drawings and love em!

I didnt draw this on friday and then forget to post it i swear

Also thamcc!! Im a lil self conscious about my drawing skills (especially digital) so it means a lot ^^

Anddd since this is the last rq heres the full ref of anon cookie as treat

I look at that face and it is devoid of gender

Its perfect

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Drawing requests are still open! Im gonna be closing them on friday to get back to writing

Send some in before its over!!

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Can ya do cursed anon cookie memes? 👀👀 (digital, do as many or as few as you'd like, as long as it's cursed👍)

a-ok if ya don't wanna do it tho, no pressure 👌

I got so many pics it was hard to choose some

Also first pic has a special butterscotch appearance!

HAHA YOU DONT GET TO SEE ANON COOKIES FACE!!! HAHAHAHA >:D

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Hi! I'm here to make a drawing request! I wanted to request a drawing of my OC, if it doesn't bother you of course! (digital and colored pls <3)

So if you decide to accept my request here she is :3

Her Name is Nutella Cookie! :D

Hoping you are having an excellent day / night /afternoon ♡

Im havin a good night! Just rewatching mystreet since its been forever

Hope u like it!!

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Havent gotten any drawing requests yet if yall wanna send some in ^^

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Fuck it im jus coming up with the design on the spot-

☆DRAWING EVENT☆

I will draw (to the best of my ability) anything you, yes YOU, want me to draw. Fluffy morning cuddles, sitting at the park, ect!!

Im p sure i might be asked about this so- i cannot accept money!!! Literally. Im not old enough for a paypal and stuff so literally cannot receive money. When i eventually have all that when im 18 in 2 years ill have comms for anything anything on my main, not here.

Rules

As usual NO NSFW!!!

You can request specific details to be added upon the anon cookie design SPECIFICALLY for your request

Im not the best at anatomy, especially so with cookies so nothing too extreme like fight scenes and stuff, please dont insist because i WILL get stressed and just not accept

If you would like your oc, jus send me a ref in submissions or asks (NO MESSAGING i have extreme social anxiety and cant handle dms from people i dont know that well)

Please specify traditional or digital and if you want it colored if digital (i dont color traditional cuz i cant get exact colors and it kinda gets me upset especially since my sister ruined my expensive copic markers which were the best things i could have to color with)

You can request as gifts for others and i will tag them (if not on tumblr you can send link or jus pic with credit)

You can request icons and art for your own cookie run stories too as long as you credit me (and @ me i love reading others works 👀)

I dont do deadlines! They get me stressed and frankly, just make me want to not do it at all. Ask some of my teachers theyll agree

If you wanna request something i havent listed here, jus ask me if im ok with it

Wait i jus remembered i can do human au too have fun

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Thought about doing a drawing event because im having trouble writing so i did a quick lil sketchy sketch of what reader~chan looks like

Fr tho i do wanna do a drawing event but i need to draw the ACTUAL reader design and that takes a bit (unless you like this design then im not complaining /j)

No requests for it yet please!! I wanna post reader design first before i get any requests for things!! And to ensure yall will listen to me im turning asks off ☺️

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How come you disappear for a random amount of days and then post 1 thing and then leave again? Not trying to be mean, just wondering.

Depression and stress mostly

When you have depression you tend to have a lot more ‘off days’ where you just dont feel yourself and want to sleep forever. And i still have school and edgenuity. Also, in school we’re looking at what courses and electives to do for next year so thats got me a bit worked up because ive never CHOSEN my own classes before.

Psats are happening on wednesday for juniors so anyone not doing that is allowed to stay home so thats nice. A few more weeks after that and we have another break. After break its about a month n a half before summer vacation so ill be more open then hopefully.

But all of this stuff results in me being too tired or lazy to write or just getting writers block entirely. I also havent been able to draw as much because of the same reasons. I try my best to do what i can but sometimes i just get completely stuck and i cant do anything but wait it out. I have a record of posting smth, disappearing for some time, and then posting another thing and disappearing again.

Theres some days when i feel better and more hyped and those are days i can get more than 1 piece of writing or art done. Speaking of which, another reason i dont post as much and disappear for days on end. Its rare i can do more than 1 or 2 things in a day because it takes up all my energy. So i have to make a choice. Spend my energy writing for someone on the internet, or spend my energy doing something i enjoy more (I really love writing but some things are above it).

Im both sorry and not sorry i cant be writing here everyday. Im sorry because i hate to keep people waiting, especially when im one of the few exclusive fluff writers. But im also not sorry because i need time for myself or ill get too overwhelmed again and again and again. I write when i want to. Not when other people want me to.

Creators feel more inclined to NOT do something the more people push them to. Thats why i ask people to not do that to me. I love to write and dont like being pushed away from it, especially if its a fandom im hyperfixated on. Its really discouraging because it seems like people only care about the content rather than the creator. We arent here to serve your every whim and demand. Luckily for me, it hasnt happened at all yet, ive had people tell me to rest instead and im super grateful. I love communities who take care of each other like that so im glad to be apart of it and im glad i get to write for them.

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rereading my own writing is just a constant fluctuation between "damn, girl, you wrote this? (affectionate)" and "damn, girl, you wrote this? (derogatory)"

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Im jus chilling, lookin around the guild domain and

Squib stuck

I sit around hoping that they just idling a bit too long and then

PV stuck

So i hang around more cuz its funny at this point and i wanna see others get stuck but then

Why is everyone in this one spot like jeez

I go back to waiting and then i realize

That cocoa has no name

Whos cocoa is this come get yo dog /j

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Jeez yall are fast at finding my writing

Do you jus spend your time refreshing the cookie run x reader tags? /hj /lh

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Could you do self-aware dark cacao with a teen reader who has low self-esteem platonic ofc

Dark Cacao comes to kingdom and now look; Simps, the lot o’ you /hj

Low self esteem is easy! I have that! :D /lh fr tho i do have the big sad diagnosed so yes, easy topic for me, but its not a light light thing so no joking in reblogs/comments please. Ive heard someone do a ‘parody’ of “if youre happy and you know it” with depression and it was really upsetting, especially when he refused to listen when i told him i didnt like it one bit

Life has been really stressful lately

You’ve had so much work, and chores, and you’ve been feeling overwhelmed and sad a lot

Games and other things have been a sort of escape from reality, even for just a bit

Youre favorite game at the moment was Cookie Run

And just recently Dark Cacao, your favorite ancient, has come to kingdom!

You had been pretty lucky and had gotten him in your first 10 pull with the light of resolution, and you were ecstatic

Creating a space just for him, and leveling him up immediately to put on your team

Occasionally, you’d talk to yourself about how hard life has been while you played

It was nice just to talk, but little did you know, a certain cookie was there listening to everything you said

Dark Cacao had started planning after hearing your thoughts

He was gonna make sure you could have happiness, even if it has to be done through a screen

On your next time opening the game, you immediately went to find Dark Cacao and interact with him

But he had different dialogue than usual. A new update maybe?

Speaking of updates, Dark Cacao had said “I have a surprise for you” and just after, the game crashed

You sat there for a moment and looked at the app which was… updating itself? Huh

You waited, wondering what just happened before opening the app once it was finished

Buuuut you pass out whoopsies

Waking up, you find a familiar cookie staring down at you with a small smile

“It worked… You’re here!”

You were confused so Dark Cacao sat with you and explained everything and that he wanted you to be happy

He mentioned one thing you said being that you wished you could be in crk to have less responsibilities

So he granted that wish

This is your life now Baker Cookie

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I dont really like how this came out but eh. I did my best and i cant think of anything else. Besides, you need that monthly dose of being isekai’ed into a show or game ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

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Self aware Soft headcanons of Dark choco cookie please?

Self Aware is a BIIG fav of mine in the fandom. I actually wanted to make an au and have some written down in my notebook but ehh its not too good. Also its funny that a lotta requests are dark choco or other darkness cookies cuz 1) i relate with dc so hes easy to write and 2) the darkness cookies are in my top 10 fav cookies

Imma be honest chief, Dark Choco is the best

Amazing how you agree because plot reasons :)

Anyway

Being your fav, Dark Choco is always on your team, you usually keep him out of working & expeditions, ect so you can interact with him more

He doesnt understand at all why you chose him of all cookies

Like, theres cookies like Madeleine and Sorbet Shark so why him??

Once he went off script just to ask you “why me?”

And then you go off for 29 hours about why hes cool even if youre talking to yourself (haha oblivion!!!)

Hes eternally grateful

And sometimes when you tap on him, you get ✨exclusive dialogue✨ you also sometimes get large amounts of crystals and, on occasion, cookie cutters

You spoiled him, so now it’s his turn to spoil you

Oh how the turn tables

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Sorry it’s so short im excited cuz i finished my english course on edgenuity and i havent written in a while so its hard to think straight ^^” sometimes theres too much happy