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I don't love my country.

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Hello everyone ❤️

I write to you with a heart full of hope despite everything we’ve been through. I’m a father of three little girls, and like any father, I dream of giving them a safe and dignified life. But since our home was destroyed in the war, these dreams have felt far away. We now live in a school that lacks even the most basic necessities. Yet, despite all the challenges, we hold on to hope. 🌟

My faith in the kindness of people reassures me that any help, no matter how small, will bring light to this darkness. Every bit of support brings us closer to stability and gives my daughters a better chance at life. 🙏💕

From the bottom of my heart, thank you for your time and generosity. May Allah reward you for all the good you do. 🤲❤️

If anyone can help donate pls do

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i've returned to post about a particular subject i've been fighting to or not to post, because i used to consider this person the closest person in my life and i even considered her as a best friend and a sister.

and we have fallen out and apologised to each other many times, but perhaps whenever we argued it was life telling me that she is not supposed to be in my circle. and you could be wondering why am i bringing this up and telling tumblr this but im telling tumblr this to be aware of @couerardent and her scamming behaviour.

couerardent also known as MYSTIICWINTER OR MYSTICWIINTER.

talk about WORSE SERVICE I HAVE EVER GOTTEN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

[other people have come to me and spoke about how bad her services were, but i tried to overlook it because i really cared for her, lessoned learn]

i have always been empathetic towards ardent and her money situation, but there are moments when excuses turn into reasons to not do something. on august, i sent alex money because she needed it, but she also said in return she will give me 4 packs she usually gives her clients and she told me she would give me my money back.

first pack is "tell me your story."

second and other packs she hadnt told me what they were but she informed me that i'll be receiving them weekly since august, and now its november.

at first i was empathetic, since i used to be close to ardent, i knew she went through a lot of stuff at home, so i was patient. until august turned into september, and september turned into october and then october turned into novemeber.

and slowly i became annoyed, [as i should] because her services arent even long or good, as someone who gives chart readings to other people that consists more than fourteen pages, the effort to write that would take long, but ardent doesnt even give five pages for her services, three at most, so why is it taking her so long?

previously, she has joked to me about scamming other people, but would put the blame on them and not want to take accountability until they start using threats to expose her, i think she deleted the making fun of scamming them but here is some of it:

and when i would message her for updates about my reading because it'll take months, she would ignore me and even change her pfp on tumblr or discord, until i reach out to her on more platforms to get her attention.

and what would annoy me even more is that she would talk about how she never has something to do or would focus on other stuff knowing she needs to get my reading done lmao and this would be like 1-2 months after i was supposed to receive any of it lol.

worrying about the layout for almost 3 months PLEASE.

i have received 1/4 readings, and that was now almost 2-3 weeks ago, we should've been on my 2nd or 3rd reading by now, the only reason i have received 1 reading is because i did threaten to expose her if she didnt send the money or reading my way, because even i had some issues because living in london has gotten really difficult and i have been trying to support my family as much as i can, but im doing better right now.

its all about the principle. and she has none of that. and even attempted to victimise herself and behave like she was in distress whenever she got called out about her behaviour.

she lost track of time, the time being 3-4 months lol.

and when i was speaking to her she ignored me for a bit again ha, it was almost comedic. for almost two weeks she didnt try and check what i was speaking about.

she has gotten ill, but this was still months after.

and i have remembered, she has used much of her earned money to fund for her nose job but also uni, but during the moments it was best to pay me back was at the job she said paid her well, she informed me that when she gets paid by her job she'll pay me back, and she never did and ended up quitting the job.

[the unfairness i was speaking about is how uni her country dont do student finances, she's from romania, because they do in the uk it was just a surprise].

i asked her recently on how i was supposed to receive a reading but she didnt reply but change her pfp on whatsapp and discord, again.

if there is any confused people comment please because i did this half asleep lmao

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pov : you're a desi girl showing off your fits <3

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I'm sincerely sorry as I won't able to do the readings.

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Asks are closed. The readings will be answered in few days and feedback is required. Any more asks for the mini readings will be deleted.

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is the mini reading free or paid?

It's free, love

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Opening mini [few lines] readings for 6 hours. Send in the asks with your initials and question.

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It’s crazy how you have to be careful with how much love you show.

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Pick a Letter

Letter 1

“Hey… I know this is a bit awkward as i’ve never sent you a any message nor have i ever reached out to you. I care about you, but why do i feel like you don’t care about me? Why? Am i that bad of a person? Do i not deserve love from you? I know that you’ve been hurt and you don’t want to think about getting hurt again but I’m also hurt… You should look around yourself instead of always staying in your room and away from people, you need to look around the things around you and find the joy in the little things… Don’t be so closed off. You are the one who is hurting yourself, That is why you can’t be happy, nor you can be happy in the future if you keep doing this. Get out of you shell and please go outside, look at people, look at flowers, look at sky, look at the sun and moon that shine for you. The stars scattered in the night sky for you to look at. There is so much happiness and joy, you just need to open your eyes…”

Letter 2

“Hii, how are you?? Hope you been gooooood. I’m also good, very good. There have been somethings happening that are not in your favor, more like they have caused alot of sadness, that you are trying to get over. And im so proud of you, love, so so proud. You still have hope that things will go back to how they once were and i know there is some doubt in your heart as well but you are trying the best you can and you have no idea how proud i am, seeing you stand tall infront of all the obstacles. You are brave, love. You are strong, love. Just know that i am out there, somewhere out there, praying for you and loving you even without knowing who you are but my love… its as strong as your desire to live… I am here, love. I have been here and i will always be. You are the most precious being to me in this world and i mean it, sweet… Don’t worry about anything love, it will all be alright and don’t cry while reading this letter, i can see you so don’t shed tears for now, you can shed your tears when we meet, love. Since i will be there beside you, to wipe your tears and take care of you…”

Letter 3

“Oh hi there, How was your day? Thinking about adventures and stuff? Well enjoy it all. We are also going to have so much fun we when we meet. SO many adventures hcfiwefhiweu YES im already excitied, i have everything planned out. Just don’t get tired, we’re going to have a lot of fun hiwehiu. Okay I’m too excited for all this after meeting you. Are you also excited to meet me? well i hope you are please? look forward to meeting me, you’ll enjoy things you could never. I will show you happiness with littlest things, bringing you flowers, making you coffee or tea, i think happiness starts from the within and just i’ll make you so happy and teach you how to be happy from within. You will be able to be yourself with me and that’s what i adore because i know you have never been able to  be yourself openly in front of anyone i think even your friends So im very grateful that you are going to open up to me.”

Letter 4

“Hi… How are you doing? How has life been? Has it been gentle for you? Its not gentle for me.. But its fine, Im used to it. All of it but still… It hurts, why does it hurt so much… can you come by my side? please? No one likes to stay by my side, no one stays by my side. Can you please stay instead of leaving me like everyone, can you show me the light? can you guide me? out of this darkness? Can you come to me? can i hold you, tight? So you don’t leave me? please…? Can we lay down peacefully on a bed in a cottage away in countryside? Away from all the city, people, worries and just be with each other? You in my arms, again? It was a dream but oh how peaceful i felt with you, Can we please be in the same room atleast even if we don’t know each other, i’ll recognize you.. I’ll come to find you… Am i obssessed with you? idk i just wanna be with you but i will never force you never will i ever harm you in any way but can you try loving me atleast once? Can you give me at least one chance to me? to make you fall in love with me? I just need one chance. My heart is beating… i guess for you”

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Pile 1

Shuffling cards was hard for this pile. So the people who chose this pile, you are thinking about someone, a crush or a person you feel like they are your soulmate but you are contemplating if you should go to them or talk to them or not, these thoughts are surrounding you but you can’t seem to figure out the answer so the answer is they are your soulmate and you should talk to them, i know it’s weird how they just get you and you feel like you know them from  a long time so go and talk to this person, okay? And it’s gonna end well so don’t worry so much about it.

The song i channeled for this pile is Heart like yours by Willamette Stone.

Pile 2

People who chose this pile, You have someone toxic in your life. You are or have been in a toxic friendship or relationship. Which has mentally drained you but you still can’t let that person go or you’re not willing to let them go. But you need to listen to your intuition, it keeps telling you that they are not good for you and you don’t listen to it and you just question it why, because love, your mental health is important, you need to let them go and build boundaries, You need to respect yourself and treat yourself good so that the people in your life learn how to treat you. You NEED to let them GO. And start healing, love… please? You deserve love, not someone treating you bad, you deserve so much, okay? Trust yourself, sweet. It’s all gonna be good when it ends.

The song i channeled for this pile is Already gone by sleeping at last.

Pile 3

So people who chose this pile are going through a transformation. So you are taking a break or you should take a lil break from school or work, one day at least and give it to yourself. Take a bath, put on a face mask, paint your nails, dress up for yourself, meditate and just relax, that’s what im trying to tell you, relax and give yourself time from your busy life style and just do it for yourself, trust me you’re gonna feel so good after giving yourself all the care and love. Maybe invite your friends over and have a sleepover and you guys play games and talk and have fun. 

The song i channeled for this pile is Good things by zedd and kehlani.

Pile 4

So you had a conflict with someone and they hurt you, but there are two sides of this story. You don’t want to understand their side of the story, not only did they hurt you but you also hurt but instead of listening to them, you’re ignoring them and this conflict and you’re ready to leave them but things don’t work that way, you need to listen to them and understand their side of the story and discuss what happened because things don’t end this way. you need to be mature and deal with this head on. And you’re only looking at the hurt they have caused you but you don’t remember the things they have done for you, remember all that and ask yourself, Do you still wanna leave them?

The song i channeled for this pile is I don’t miss you at all by finneas