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☆ ⼂ LOVE, TAILORED ﹗three

ꔫㅤㅤ ❜[ fashion designer khj x ceo fem!reader ] ㅤ⋆ ㅤfluff, crack, e2l 𓏧 for the company assets you have to work with solo designer kim hongjoong. even if it meant him annoying you at every step. ㅤ warnings flirting ㅤ﹢ㅤ3.4k wc ꔫㅤㅤ ❜part one . two . three ⁺
Suddenly you say, “Hey, can I ask you a question?”
“No, I hate mint chocolate,” he replies solemnly and then grins looking at your deadpan face.
“You are very annoying, you know that?” you grit your teeth and he laughs loudly at your sentence. His laughter had a giggling tone like a child’s and sounded so real, unlike the ones he usually gives in an interview. His smile is way too endearing and you find yourself laughing with him.
He steals a glance at your laughing face before blurting out, “You have a cute laugh underneath all that, don’t you?” And the car goes silent, shallow breaths filling up the noise moments ago. Hongjoong quietly focuses on the road trying not to think about your lingering gaze on his side profile while your mind gets fogged.
Though the sentence is supposed to be teasing you can’t help but note that he called your laugh cute. You are always smiling but there are very few people who have actually listened to you laughing. And suddenly Hongjoong has made his place in that small list that you keep so maintained and wrecked it up. And you hate to love it so much.
Hongjoong clears his throat lightly making you come back from your imagination as he asks, “What did you want to say?”
You quickly rack your brain and then remember the question and suddenly feel shy. What place are you two in for you to ask this anyway? But you can ask as a colleague so you went ahead, “What schedule do you have after this project is finished?”
Your voice is hesitant as your shy gaze lingers on him.
He is shocked at your question and all kinds of possibilities run through his head. Flustered even. Should he ask why? No, that would ruin his dignity and image. He quickly replies, “Just some stuff here and there and I might get an invite from Balman.”
“Balman? Wow, that- that’s great,” you reply smiling before looking out the window. You both have been driving for half an hour now and a ten-minute drive to your apartment is left.
Hongjoong is gripping the steering wheel tightly trying his best to focus on the road ahead. He was thinking about all the tiny details he had picked up over your month of working beside each other every day.
How you stare blankly when you don’t understand before he has to explain again and you nod. Not your fault though, fashion designing is a hard subject. How you chew with your front teeth like a kid, and he thinks it’s stupid even though he finds it way too cute.
No, it’s definitely stupid, he scolds his mind. And he isn’t definitely falling for such an organised person. He always needs and wants spontaneity. Someone like you definitely isn’t in his mind all the time
He hears you say to take a right and he obeys, driving inside the apartment after you show your ID at the entrance. He turns his car around to leave when you say, “Do you want to come in?”
“Oh, is this an invitation?” he wiggles his eyebrows playfully as you roll your eyes, slowly opening your seatbelt and waiting for an answer patiently. Okay, not patiently but eagerly.
“Where’s the guest parking?” he asks answering your doubts as you show him around.
Pressing the padlock for your apartment you push the door open and enter along with Hongjoong. Your apartment is nice and clean and you are relieved no stray bra is lying around or else you will have not lived to see another day due to Hongjoong’s teasing.
You take off your coat and look at Hongjoong who is still looking around. His eyes look so round, with his pretty eyelashes that you find yourself staring at his face.
“Your apartment is so cosy,” he whispers and you blink twice to regenerate his sentence in your mind.
“You say that as if it’s a bad thing,” you giggle and he shakes his head looking at you.
“It’s just I thought you would be in a more posh place,” he explains as you find yourself nodding at him. You become quiet looking around your own apartment and realise why he says it. The walls were beautifully decorated with some Polaroid lights, the desks had pictures and some books.
“I don’t like large places, makes me feel all alone,” you say and he looks around again.
“This one is large too,” he reasons.
“Yes, but not like those never-ending apartments with little furniture, like the day ends in just walking from one room to another,” you groan and he giggles the same laugh that makes you feel giddy all over again.
“Just sit down and I will order us something,” you propose and he nods sitting down on the couch and you scroll through the apps to order something.
The food and the drinks were quickly down as you laughed along with Hongjoong at one of the ridiculous stories of his teen crush and later bid him goodbye as he drove away to his own apartment.
You close the balcony door softly and find yourself grinning and biting your lips thinking of Hongjoong. Even though he is “all about spontaneity” his work ethic and after today his everything is making you way too happy.
And now you feel scared because you are falling for him and he isn’t there to catch you.
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The week passes over quickly, and you and Hongjoong are both busy preparing for the upcoming ramp walk and event to which your company is invited. You both had your own things to do and barely saw each other. You had to get some files ready and the documents, sign them up and seal some deals while Hongjoong was going over the designs, perfecting them, and a session with the models every day.
You huff in relief as you board the private plane of your company with everyone and slump down on your seat. Your seat was a bit secluded having a partition. You feel Seonghwa’s presence beside you as he sits down.
You hear some shuffling beside you and on the adjacent isle, you see Hongjoong and Mingi settle down. Mingi passes you a small smile which you greet him back with before turning around and closing your eyes.
Halfway through the journey, you find being pushed by someone as you rub your eyes and the familiar scent hits your nose. Hongjoong. You scramble up in your seat as he looks at you saying, “Had a good sleep? Darling.”
“You!” You exclaimed, but your tone wasn’t accusatory like it would have been two weeks ago. You playfully nudge him before your vision stabilizes and you look around and see Seonghwa sitting with Mingi playing what you probably thought was, “League of Legends.”
“Wow, he dared ditch me to play a damn game,” you murmur to yourself.
“Your head is so heavy, it is hurting my shoulder now,” Hongjoong says and you look at him narrowing your eyes.
“Why didn’t you just throw my head off then,” you argue back but before he can answer food gets served and he immediately digs in. You didn’t pay too much attention to him ignoring your question and instead dug in your own food, satisfied with the comeback, however lame it was.
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“I will sue this hotel,” you fume as you quietly scream at Seonghwa who is standing there and trying to calm you down.
Mingi is also standing feeling sorry for you and Hongjoong is doing something on his phone but still keeping you company.
“It’s not that bad, you know, only our rooms are not done, and they promised it will be done by the evening, Mingi and Hongjoong even have their rooms,” Seonghwa tries to make you understand.
Keyword- try.
“I don’t care,” you grit your teeth and then continue, “This is a reputed hotel, how can they be so careless?”
“Well not really their fault, how would they know that the couple would have sex in a random room and then check out,” Seonghwa says and you huff. There was no option and you felt like crying. After fifteen hours of journey, all you wanted to do was take some rest in the nice hotel bed and rest. But that wasn’t happening anytime soon.
Unless.
Hongjoong speaks up, “Well our very patient CEO can stay in my room till then while Seonghwa can go in with Mingi,” and looks at you.
You are so tired you didn’t even try to refute or tease him even when you heard him saying, “No we are doing whatever I am saying” to Seonghwa’s “We can do the opposite too.”
You drag your feet towards Hongjoong’s room as he opens the door with the card and you push past him, lying down on his bed. You don’t even feel like opening your shoes as you enjoy the soft bedsheets under your body.
“This is my room and you don’t even ask,” Hongjoong sighs smiling slightly at your slumped figure over his bed, before he takes off his own shoes.
“Shut up,” you reply, your voice muffling inside the pillows as he sees your cheeks getting squished while you speak. The bellman comes right after to leave his and your luggage inside and he closes the door softly so as to not disturb you.
You are aware you were lying diagonally hogging up the bed space so you try to move a bit to make space but stop as you feel a tug on your leg. You feel Hongjoong’s hands untie your Converse highs and take them off. You keep quiet not knowing what to do and after a few minutes you feel him take off your socks too.
Your heart thumps inside your body as you feel yourself breathing erratically at his domestic behaviour and you are glad that he cannot see your face which is probably adorning a hundred shades of red.
“Hello kitty socks under Nike’s Converse, really?” he comments cheekily trying to hide the adoration in his voice which you did not catch anyway because you are dense as hell.
“You just have to say something, don’t you?” you cross your arms sitting up and looking at him.
“What can I say? I love getting you all riled up,” he smirks walking towards the bed and standing in front of you.
You look up at his hovering figure and your breath hitches as you take in his parted hair which was styled with gel, his transparent glasses on his face and his brown eyes. Oh, those pretty eyes that you want to get lost in.
“Shut up,” you reply, your voice coming out as a whisper and he dips his head over you more making you inhale sharply.
“Make me, darling,” he whispers back and you have to clutch the bedsheets to stop yourself from grabbing his t-shirt and pulling him into a kiss.
Suddenly you both jump at your phone ringing as you reach for it and he clears his throat moving away from you. “Hello,” you say but your voice comes out hoarse and you can feel his effect on you already. Voice unstable, hands shaky, mind foggy, heart racing- he makes you go crazy.
You are screwed.
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“I’m screwed,” you tell Seonghwa as you share a drink with him in your room the next day. It was eleven at night and after a whole day of attending the event and giving everyone forced smiles and watching the several runways you and Seonghwa were in your room in your pyjamas discussing your own lives.
“Why? He isn’t bad as a person,” Seonghwa said taking in a sip before checking his phone again.
“Hwa, calm down, your wife and daughter are both sleeping, it’s seven in the morning there,” you console him as you see his face. You knew he was missing them badly and you felt sad for him.
“Yeah, true,” he sighed giving one last look at his phone and then looking at you smiling softly. You smile back, take a sip of your wine and look outside through the glass wall towards the blinking city lights.
“About Hongjoong,” Seonghwa hesitates and you encourage him to continue humming slightly and he says, “He is not a bad person as I said and he probably likes you back, I mean he flirts with you too.”
“He flirts with everybody, and I have fallen for it,” you groan leaning against the glass as Seonghwa raises his eyebrows at you.
“Did you really fall because of his flirty behaviour?” Seonghwa asks you rhetorically and you realise that sighing to yourself. He gets up and putting the wine glass down he says, “You need to think y/n, properly.”
Seonghwa leans back on his chair lightly and your eyes drop to the floor, your deep breaths echoing the room. Seonghwa looks up once and says, “You know on a completely different note, Mingi told me Hongjoong never flirts with his clients the amount he does to you. He is extremely professional and only does business.”
He abruptly gets up and leaves the room before you can muster a reply and you sigh locking the door and sitting down on the quiet bed. Looking around you turn off the lights and look outside at the star-studded view of Paris and feel lonely. And confused. And shaky.
It is the city of love.
And here you are wondering if the person you like likes you back or not.
You know Seonghwa’s question had an answer from you- ‘no’. No, you did not fall for his flirting skills.
You fell for his behaviour, his bright smile, his playfulness, his laugh, his sparkling eyes, his honest behaviour, and his work ethic. Honestly, you couldn’t help but admire how much wonderful he is in his field. He proved you right, spontaneity is the right way for fashion, for designing, for creativity.
You fell for his teasing comments, and his patient behaviour as he made you understand what he was doing and how designing works when you visited his room in the after-hours of your office. His laugh when you asked a stupid question was still your favourite as you remember him looking at your curious state with endearing eyes before he explained.
And you? You who always wanted to like a person who is organised, has interests like you, not very random have fallen for the most spontaneous and random person in the world. You knew he was just being friendly and flirting was in his behaviour, yet you fell and now you are alone in this.
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The shows are over and you are set to return the next day. Throughout the whole week, you had been with Hongjoong and made no progress with dealing with your stupid crush on him. Except it has grown bigger. Now, Hongjoong was on your mind every damn time of the day and you hated it. Mostly because you can’t be with him.
You pack up your suitcase and get up and hear your doorbell ring. “Coming,” you call out and expecting your food you open the door. You are surprised as you see Hongjoong standing there looking handsome as ever and you suddenly feel all self-conscious.
Like a schoolgirl in front of your crush.
You have your bed hair from your nap, the loose pyjamas you love wearing so much that the prints are basically fading and the prints are of Ninja Hatari. “H-hey,” you stutter out quickly running your hand over your front hair to get the loose strands praying and hoping the twin-braids are somewhat decent.
But all through your embarrassment, Hongjoong’s heart swelled at your sight. You look so fluffy that he just wants to hold you and kiss you all over the face, right then and there. He looks at you smiling lightly and thrusts his left hand towards you.
You are taken aback at what looks like a cover for a dress and look back at him as his eyes land everywhere except on yours. “It’s for you,” he says, letting a cough out again as you take it from his hand slowly and put it on your bed.
You keep quiet, knowing your voice will betray you and you undo the chain and gasp out loud.
There lay the dress of the design you had fallen in love with on the first day, the day he ruined your moment with the drawing by making a snarky comment, in a lilac colour. Your breath falls short as you realise the “mistake” he made of counting eleven models was just to show you this dress and see your reaction to it.
Seeing how you became quiet, Hongjoong panics and starts blabbering, “I asked Seonghwa and he said your favourite colour is lilac. I also had seen how you liked this design of mine so I decided why not make it? And of course, it’s a gift but if you want you can give it back, I mean no pressure, it’s just a small token of appreciation and not much, and again you can always return it or throw it-“
“Hongjoong shut up,” you deadpan looking at him straight in the eye as you interrupt his blabber and he stares back at you, blankly.
“I love it, it’s beautiful, thanks,” you whisper out looking at the dress and back up at him as he feels shy under your gaze and laughs nervously.
You fiddle through the layers of the dress, feeling the expensive fabric below your fingers. “You like it so much, you forget the one you made it,” Hongjoong whines jokingly and comes closer to your back, peering over your shoulders.
You can feel his shallow breath on your shoulder and you turn to face him feeling bold. It was now or never.
Tomorrow this opportunity will have left your hand as you will both go separate ways. Him staying in Paris for the Balman show while you return to Korea.
“I love it because I know it came from you,” you reply. You can see his eyes brighten up like stars as he smiles back, his hands hesitantly hovering over your waist and he looks at you.
Your bold demeanour vanishes as soon as it comes and you look down, fiddling with your pyjama strings. You were hyper-aware of the proximity between you two and you felt snowflakes in your stomachs which made you feel all giddy.
The kick-on-the-bed-while-lying type giddy. The giggling-while-texting-him type giddy. Like a high-school crush.
“I like you Hongjoong,” you speak fast, all in one breath as you see Hongjoong inhaling sharply and shock clear in his eyeballs and you know you messed up. Shit, why did you have to tell him? You could have been quiet and miserable your whole life instead of making a complete fool of yourself now.
You try to spin around and get out of his gaze but his grip on your waist tightens and makes you stay and you look at him surprised and stutter out, “Wh-what are you doing?”
“I like you too, you uptight idiot,” he whispers and you could feel the world spinning. Like what? He likes you back? How is that even possible?
“Do you want to kiss or I can leave and you can stay inside your thoughts,” he teases you and you glare at him. How could he ruin a moment like this? He giggles lightly at your glaring face before leaning in and attaching his lips to yours.
You stumble slightly, from the shock that you are actually kissing him, in a dark room in a hotel, the city lights being your only witness. You kiss him back with fervour and wrap your hands around his neck and he holds your waist and his other hands lands on your cheek. His lips felt impossibly soft and you could have described it as the best feeling in the world right then and there.
Eventually, you two part as he leaves one last peck which makes you giggle, hiding your face in his neck as he laughs teasing you about the calm and collected CEO falling apart for him. “If you do this after every kiss, I am never going to stop kissing you,” he laughs, and his voice fills the room making you feel incredibly happy.
“Shut up, Kim,” you whisper playfully and he looks down at your red face.
“Make me, darling,” he tempts and this time you pull him into another kiss. Yes, you got shy again afterwards and made him almost faint at your cuteness.

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☆ ⼂ LOVE, TAILORED ﹗three

ꔫㅤㅤ ❜[ fashion designer khj x ceo fem!reader ] ㅤ⋆ ㅤfluff, crack, e2l 𓏧 for the company assets you have to work with solo designer kim hongjoong. even if it meant him annoying you at every step. ㅤ warnings flirting ㅤ﹢ㅤ3.4k wc ꔫㅤㅤ ❜part one . two . three ⁺
Suddenly you say, “Hey, can I ask you a question?”
“No, I hate mint chocolate,” he replies solemnly and then grins looking at your deadpan face.
“You are very annoying, you know that?” you grit your teeth and he laughs loudly at your sentence. His laughter had a giggling tone like a child’s and sounded so real, unlike the ones he usually gives in an interview. His smile is way too endearing and you find yourself laughing with him.
He steals a glance at your laughing face before blurting out, “You have a cute laugh underneath all that, don’t you?” And the car goes silent, shallow breaths filling up the noise moments ago. Hongjoong quietly focuses on the road trying not to think about your lingering gaze on his side profile while your mind gets fogged.
Though the sentence is supposed to be teasing you can’t help but note that he called your laugh cute. You are always smiling but there are very few people who have actually listened to you laughing. And suddenly Hongjoong has made his place in that small list that you keep so maintained and wrecked it up. And you hate to love it so much.
Hongjoong clears his throat lightly making you come back from your imagination as he asks, “What did you want to say?”
You quickly rack your brain and then remember the question and suddenly feel shy. What place are you two in for you to ask this anyway? But you can ask as a colleague so you went ahead, “What schedule do you have after this project is finished?”
Your voice is hesitant as your shy gaze lingers on him.
He is shocked at your question and all kinds of possibilities run through his head. Flustered even. Should he ask why? No, that would ruin his dignity and image. He quickly replies, “Just some stuff here and there and I might get an invite from Balman.”
“Balman? Wow, that- that’s great,” you reply smiling before looking out the window. You both have been driving for half an hour now and a ten-minute drive to your apartment is left.
Hongjoong is gripping the steering wheel tightly trying his best to focus on the road ahead. He was thinking about all the tiny details he had picked up over your month of working beside each other every day.
How you stare blankly when you don’t understand before he has to explain again and you nod. Not your fault though, fashion designing is a hard subject. How you chew with your front teeth like a kid, and he thinks it’s stupid even though he finds it way too cute.
No, it’s definitely stupid, he scolds his mind. And he isn’t definitely falling for such an organised person. He always needs and wants spontaneity. Someone like you definitely isn’t in his mind all the time
He hears you say to take a right and he obeys, driving inside the apartment after you show your ID at the entrance. He turns his car around to leave when you say, “Do you want to come in?”
“Oh, is this an invitation?” he wiggles his eyebrows playfully as you roll your eyes, slowly opening your seatbelt and waiting for an answer patiently. Okay, not patiently but eagerly.
“Where’s the guest parking?” he asks answering your doubts as you show him around.
Pressing the padlock for your apartment you push the door open and enter along with Hongjoong. Your apartment is nice and clean and you are relieved no stray bra is lying around or else you will have not lived to see another day due to Hongjoong’s teasing.
You take off your coat and look at Hongjoong who is still looking around. His eyes look so round, with his pretty eyelashes that you find yourself staring at his face.
“Your apartment is so cosy,” he whispers and you blink twice to regenerate his sentence in your mind.
“You say that as if it’s a bad thing,” you giggle and he shakes his head looking at you.
“It’s just I thought you would be in a more posh place,” he explains as you find yourself nodding at him. You become quiet looking around your own apartment and realise why he says it. The walls were beautifully decorated with some Polaroid lights, the desks had pictures and some books.
“I don’t like large places, makes me feel all alone,” you say and he looks around again.
“This one is large too,” he reasons.
“Yes, but not like those never-ending apartments with little furniture, like the day ends in just walking from one room to another,” you groan and he giggles the same laugh that makes you feel giddy all over again.
“Just sit down and I will order us something,” you propose and he nods sitting down on the couch and you scroll through the apps to order something.
The food and the drinks were quickly down as you laughed along with Hongjoong at one of the ridiculous stories of his teen crush and later bid him goodbye as he drove away to his own apartment.
You close the balcony door softly and find yourself grinning and biting your lips thinking of Hongjoong. Even though he is “all about spontaneity” his work ethic and after today his everything is making you way too happy.
And now you feel scared because you are falling for him and he isn’t there to catch you.
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The week passes over quickly, and you and Hongjoong are both busy preparing for the upcoming ramp walk and event to which your company is invited. You both had your own things to do and barely saw each other. You had to get some files ready and the documents, sign them up and seal some deals while Hongjoong was going over the designs, perfecting them, and a session with the models every day.
You huff in relief as you board the private plane of your company with everyone and slump down on your seat. Your seat was a bit secluded having a partition. You feel Seonghwa’s presence beside you as he sits down.
You hear some shuffling beside you and on the adjacent isle, you see Hongjoong and Mingi settle down. Mingi passes you a small smile which you greet him back with before turning around and closing your eyes.
Halfway through the journey, you find being pushed by someone as you rub your eyes and the familiar scent hits your nose. Hongjoong. You scramble up in your seat as he looks at you saying, “Had a good sleep? Darling.”
“You!” You exclaimed, but your tone wasn’t accusatory like it would have been two weeks ago. You playfully nudge him before your vision stabilizes and you look around and see Seonghwa sitting with Mingi playing what you probably thought was, “League of Legends.”
“Wow, he dared ditch me to play a damn game,” you murmur to yourself.
“Your head is so heavy, it is hurting my shoulder now,” Hongjoong says and you look at him narrowing your eyes.
“Why didn’t you just throw my head off then,” you argue back but before he can answer food gets served and he immediately digs in. You didn’t pay too much attention to him ignoring your question and instead dug in your own food, satisfied with the comeback, however lame it was.
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“I will sue this hotel,” you fume as you quietly scream at Seonghwa who is standing there and trying to calm you down.
Mingi is also standing feeling sorry for you and Hongjoong is doing something on his phone but still keeping you company.
“It’s not that bad, you know, only our rooms are not done, and they promised it will be done by the evening, Mingi and Hongjoong even have their rooms,” Seonghwa tries to make you understand.
Keyword- try.
“I don’t care,” you grit your teeth and then continue, “This is a reputed hotel, how can they be so careless?”
“Well not really their fault, how would they know that the couple would have sex in a random room and then check out,” Seonghwa says and you huff. There was no option and you felt like crying. After fifteen hours of journey, all you wanted to do was take some rest in the nice hotel bed and rest. But that wasn’t happening anytime soon.
Unless.
Hongjoong speaks up, “Well our very patient CEO can stay in my room till then while Seonghwa can go in with Mingi,” and looks at you.
You are so tired you didn’t even try to refute or tease him even when you heard him saying, “No we are doing whatever I am saying” to Seonghwa’s “We can do the opposite too.”
You drag your feet towards Hongjoong’s room as he opens the door with the card and you push past him, lying down on his bed. You don’t even feel like opening your shoes as you enjoy the soft bedsheets under your body.
“This is my room and you don’t even ask,” Hongjoong sighs smiling slightly at your slumped figure over his bed, before he takes off his own shoes.
“Shut up,” you reply, your voice muffling inside the pillows as he sees your cheeks getting squished while you speak. The bellman comes right after to leave his and your luggage inside and he closes the door softly so as to not disturb you.
You are aware you were lying diagonally hogging up the bed space so you try to move a bit to make space but stop as you feel a tug on your leg. You feel Hongjoong’s hands untie your Converse highs and take them off. You keep quiet not knowing what to do and after a few minutes you feel him take off your socks too.
Your heart thumps inside your body as you feel yourself breathing erratically at his domestic behaviour and you are glad that he cannot see your face which is probably adorning a hundred shades of red.
“Hello kitty socks under Nike’s Converse, really?” he comments cheekily trying to hide the adoration in his voice which you did not catch anyway because you are dense as hell.
“You just have to say something, don’t you?” you cross your arms sitting up and looking at him.
“What can I say? I love getting you all riled up,” he smirks walking towards the bed and standing in front of you.
You look up at his hovering figure and your breath hitches as you take in his parted hair which was styled with gel, his transparent glasses on his face and his brown eyes. Oh, those pretty eyes that you want to get lost in.
“Shut up,” you reply, your voice coming out as a whisper and he dips his head over you more making you inhale sharply.
“Make me, darling,” he whispers back and you have to clutch the bedsheets to stop yourself from grabbing his t-shirt and pulling him into a kiss.
Suddenly you both jump at your phone ringing as you reach for it and he clears his throat moving away from you. “Hello,” you say but your voice comes out hoarse and you can feel his effect on you already. Voice unstable, hands shaky, mind foggy, heart racing- he makes you go crazy.
You are screwed.
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“I’m screwed,” you tell Seonghwa as you share a drink with him in your room the next day. It was eleven at night and after a whole day of attending the event and giving everyone forced smiles and watching the several runways you and Seonghwa were in your room in your pyjamas discussing your own lives.
“Why? He isn’t bad as a person,” Seonghwa said taking in a sip before checking his phone again.
“Hwa, calm down, your wife and daughter are both sleeping, it’s seven in the morning there,” you console him as you see his face. You knew he was missing them badly and you felt sad for him.
“Yeah, true,” he sighed giving one last look at his phone and then looking at you smiling softly. You smile back, take a sip of your wine and look outside through the glass wall towards the blinking city lights.
“About Hongjoong,” Seonghwa hesitates and you encourage him to continue humming slightly and he says, “He is not a bad person as I said and he probably likes you back, I mean he flirts with you too.”
“He flirts with everybody, and I have fallen for it,” you groan leaning against the glass as Seonghwa raises his eyebrows at you.
“Did you really fall because of his flirty behaviour?” Seonghwa asks you rhetorically and you realise that sighing to yourself. He gets up and putting the wine glass down he says, “You need to think y/n, properly.”
Seonghwa leans back on his chair lightly and your eyes drop to the floor, your deep breaths echoing the room. Seonghwa looks up once and says, “You know on a completely different note, Mingi told me Hongjoong never flirts with his clients the amount he does to you. He is extremely professional and only does business.”
He abruptly gets up and leaves the room before you can muster a reply and you sigh locking the door and sitting down on the quiet bed. Looking around you turn off the lights and look outside at the star-studded view of Paris and feel lonely. And confused. And shaky.
It is the city of love.
And here you are wondering if the person you like likes you back or not.
You know Seonghwa’s question had an answer from you- ‘no’. No, you did not fall for his flirting skills.
You fell for his behaviour, his bright smile, his playfulness, his laugh, his sparkling eyes, his honest behaviour, and his work ethic. Honestly, you couldn’t help but admire how much wonderful he is in his field. He proved you right, spontaneity is the right way for fashion, for designing, for creativity.
You fell for his teasing comments, and his patient behaviour as he made you understand what he was doing and how designing works when you visited his room in the after-hours of your office. His laugh when you asked a stupid question was still your favourite as you remember him looking at your curious state with endearing eyes before he explained.
And you? You who always wanted to like a person who is organised, has interests like you, not very random have fallen for the most spontaneous and random person in the world. You knew he was just being friendly and flirting was in his behaviour, yet you fell and now you are alone in this.
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The shows are over and you are set to return the next day. Throughout the whole week, you had been with Hongjoong and made no progress with dealing with your stupid crush on him. Except it has grown bigger. Now, Hongjoong was on your mind every damn time of the day and you hated it. Mostly because you can’t be with him.
You pack up your suitcase and get up and hear your doorbell ring. “Coming,” you call out and expecting your food you open the door. You are surprised as you see Hongjoong standing there looking handsome as ever and you suddenly feel all self-conscious.
Like a schoolgirl in front of your crush.
You have your bed hair from your nap, the loose pyjamas you love wearing so much that the prints are basically fading and the prints are of Ninja Hatari. “H-hey,” you stutter out quickly running your hand over your front hair to get the loose strands praying and hoping the twin-braids are somewhat decent.
But all through your embarrassment, Hongjoong’s heart swelled at your sight. You look so fluffy that he just wants to hold you and kiss you all over the face, right then and there. He looks at you smiling lightly and thrusts his left hand towards you.
You are taken aback at what looks like a cover for a dress and look back at him as his eyes land everywhere except on yours. “It’s for you,” he says, letting a cough out again as you take it from his hand slowly and put it on your bed.
You keep quiet, knowing your voice will betray you and you undo the chain and gasp out loud.
There lay the dress of the design you had fallen in love with on the first day, the day he ruined your moment with the drawing by making a snarky comment, in a lilac colour. Your breath falls short as you realise the “mistake” he made of counting eleven models was just to show you this dress and see your reaction to it.
Seeing how you became quiet, Hongjoong panics and starts blabbering, “I asked Seonghwa and he said your favourite colour is lilac. I also had seen how you liked this design of mine so I decided why not make it? And of course, it’s a gift but if you want you can give it back, I mean no pressure, it’s just a small token of appreciation and not much, and again you can always return it or throw it-“
“Hongjoong shut up,” you deadpan looking at him straight in the eye as you interrupt his blabber and he stares back at you, blankly.
“I love it, it’s beautiful, thanks,” you whisper out looking at the dress and back up at him as he feels shy under your gaze and laughs nervously.
You fiddle through the layers of the dress, feeling the expensive fabric below your fingers. “You like it so much, you forget the one you made it,” Hongjoong whines jokingly and comes closer to your back, peering over your shoulders.
You can feel his shallow breath on your shoulder and you turn to face him feeling bold. It was now or never.
Tomorrow this opportunity will have left your hand as you will both go separate ways. Him staying in Paris for the Balman show while you return to Korea.
“I love it because I know it came from you,” you reply. You can see his eyes brighten up like stars as he smiles back, his hands hesitantly hovering over your waist and he looks at you.
Your bold demeanour vanishes as soon as it comes and you look down, fiddling with your pyjama strings. You were hyper-aware of the proximity between you two and you felt snowflakes in your stomachs which made you feel all giddy.
The kick-on-the-bed-while-lying type giddy. The giggling-while-texting-him type giddy. Like a high-school crush.
“I like you Hongjoong,” you speak fast, all in one breath as you see Hongjoong inhaling sharply and shock clear in his eyeballs and you know you messed up. Shit, why did you have to tell him? You could have been quiet and miserable your whole life instead of making a complete fool of yourself now.
You try to spin around and get out of his gaze but his grip on your waist tightens and makes you stay and you look at him surprised and stutter out, “Wh-what are you doing?”
“I like you too, you uptight idiot,” he whispers and you could feel the world spinning. Like what? He likes you back? How is that even possible?
“Do you want to kiss or I can leave and you can stay inside your thoughts,” he teases you and you glare at him. How could he ruin a moment like this? He giggles lightly at your glaring face before leaning in and attaching his lips to yours.
You stumble slightly, from the shock that you are actually kissing him, in a dark room in a hotel, the city lights being your only witness. You kiss him back with fervour and wrap your hands around his neck and he holds your waist and his other hands lands on your cheek. His lips felt impossibly soft and you could have described it as the best feeling in the world right then and there.
Eventually, you two part as he leaves one last peck which makes you giggle, hiding your face in his neck as he laughs teasing you about the calm and collected CEO falling apart for him. “If you do this after every kiss, I am never going to stop kissing you,” he laughs, and his voice fills the room making you feel incredibly happy.
“Shut up, Kim,” you whisper playfully and he looks down at your red face.
“Make me, darling,” he tempts and this time you pull him into another kiss. Yes, you got shy again afterwards and made him almost faint at your cuteness.

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☆ ⼂ LOVE, TAILORED ﹗one

ꔫㅤㅤ ❜[ fashion designer khj x ceo fem!reader ] ㅤ⋆ ㅤfluff, crack, e2l 𓏧 for the company assets you have to work with solo designer kim hongjoong. even if it meant him annoying you at every step. ㅤ warnings flirting ㅤ﹢ㅤ2.1k wc ꔫㅤㅤ ❜part one . two . three
Headstrong. Calm. Organised.
This is how you are described everywhere you step foot in. Wearing a Chanel dress, Louis Vuitton handbag and Balenciaga shoes you made sure you are an icon wherever you step, and that typical red-lipped smile in every camera that is ready to capture you.
You aren’t afraid to show you are made from money. And of money too. Yes, you got the company from your father. But under you the company grew bigger, made overseas branches and had more affiliations with other companies.
Your father trusted you enough to hand it over to you on your twenty-fourth birthday. And by your twenty-sixth birthday, you proved to be one of the best CEOs among all leading companies worldwide.
Known among your workers for a bright smile, kind heart and nice behaviour you are never anyone’s bad example. Your working style is organised and you are always calm, strict when only there is an absolute need to be.
So why are you now holding your secretary cum best friend Park Seonghwa by the collar against your table?
Seonghwa’s eyes bulge looking at your fuming face while he tries to explain, “Calm down, he isn’t that bad.”
Leaving his collar, you stand back as you watch Seonghwa fix his tie and shirt which was wrinkled by you. You scoff lightly and look at him saying, “Not bad? Of course, he isn’t bad, he is just simply terrible.”
“How do you even know that? You haven’t worked with him yet” Seonghwa retorts as you roll your eyes.
“Yes,” you breathe, "but I have seen him on numerous shows. And he is the most arrogant, self-absorbed bit- I mean person I have ever seen. It is clear from his attitude."
The thing is, your company is about modelling. And though you do have your own fashion designers, Kim Hongjoong has a great influence on the world. He has no company behind him though. His bold fashion statements which he made alone and his dressing sense earned numerous applause from everywhere. At the mere age of twenty-seven, he can easily be called one of the most successful solo acts in the world.
“Look you understand right? How big this will be on the market? Kim Hongjoong is a self-made fashion designer. Collaborating with him will increase your company assets. And besides you know how people’s on-screen and off-screen personalities are different,” Seonghwa explains as you keep quiet.
Maybe he is right, maybe Kim Hongjoong isn’t such a person as he has built his image to be. You sigh quietly as you take your pen and sign into the contract paper, handing it over to Seonghwa.
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The cool November breeze hits your face as you see a black car stop and Kim Hongjoong getting out of it.
As soon as Kim Hongjoong enters your building you can feel the aura changing. He has a confident strut, holding a coffee in one hand and a black file in another. His body is covered by a black overcoat, simple light-blue jeans and a black silk shirt.
And you can say he makes it work.
You stand quietly at the entrance of your building in a black pantsuit with a black coat hanging loosely over your shoulders. But you feel extremely underdressed as you see the man and gasp a bit visibly but gain your composure back in seconds, a professional smile etching your face.
After the initial introduction, you shake hands with him as multiple reporters take photos before you head inside the building, ignoring the cries of the reporters. Seonghwa walks behind you and Hongjoong and reaching the elevator he presses the buttons while you stand there patiently waiting for it.
It feels calm, too calm for its own good, before Hongjoong leans in slowly and whispers to your ear, “Oh Darling, the reporters might not have noticed but I clearly saw you gawking at me.”
Your breath hitches in your throat feeling his face so close to you, face heating up as he stands up straight again casually and you try to process what just happened. His warm breath lingers in your ears as you take a deep breath trying to calm yourself.
And then you scoff lightly. You were absolutely right.
And Seonghwa was wrong.
Kim Hongjoong is a total jerk and you know it right then and there.
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You let him enter your office as Hongjoong’s eyes scan the room in a boring manner. You feel judged and that makes you glare at him from behind until Seonghwa nudges you and you look away.
Good lord, he has two-toned hair, what is this even? Why is one part of his hair black and the other white? You want to make a snarky remark so bad about it, especially after the elevator incident but you keep quiet.
Being a jerk is not how you deal with a jerk.
Seonghwa’s voice cuts your thoughts saying, “Mr. Kim, please take a seat.” Hongjoong simply nods before sitting down on the sofa as you sit down on the opposite side.
You cleared your throat lightly before nodding your head to the file and Seonghwa walked over to bring it.
“Nice to meet you Mr. Kim,” you say politely as he finally looks up and meets your eyes. “Yeah, nice to meet you too,” he replies before looking back at the file again.
You try your best to not gasp in disbelief. Seriously, like he can’t even say a greeting properly. You jerk in shock as Seonghwa’s hand touches your shoulder as he slips the file in between your hands whispering a quick “good luck” before leaving the room.
You sigh quietly before addressing Hongjoong and say, “Mr. Kim I believe we need to start worki-“ and immediately get interrupted by him saying, “Can you loosen up a bit?”
“What?” you stare at him as he makes himself comfortable leaning back on the sofa. “I said loosen up a little, what’s with all this uptight behaviour?” Hongjoong smiles as you roll your eyes visibly.
“In case you have forgotten Mr. Kim, I am a CEO. So yes I like things organised and I am not uptight, I am professional, unlike well,” you say laughing lightly, “you.”
“Damn you really are uptight, I used to think that was all for T.V,” Hongjoong says eyes boring into yours as you bite back a snarky remark.
Be professional. Do the business for the two months collaboration and then it will be over. You can deal with him for two months. You can.
“Anyways, I think we can plan this out-“ and again you get interrupted by Hongjoong saying, “Plan? Fashion needs no planning! It is all about spontaneity and with someone as uptight as you I can’t possibly do any work, darling.”
“Do not call me that, Kim Hongjoong,” you snap as he smirks, “Oh, leaving all formalities so soon?” he teases as you purse your lips. God this man is insufferable.
“Look, we need to work together for two months, and I want to make this work, Mr Kim, so please cooperate,” you try to make him listen as he finally gives in.
“Yeah alright, we can start with your plan now, but when we start real work we will follow my work ethic,” Hongjoong says as you mouth opens wide. You tilt your head slightly before opening your own file. This is some progress and you are willing to take it. Time was ticking away.
He nods at everything and much to your dismay never takes any notes but you don’t call him out as it will result in another pointless argument. After everything is done you close the file looking up at him as he keeps his eyes trained on his hands thinking something.
After a moment of silence, he gets up suddenly and extends his hand as you look back cautiously but shake it anyway. You voice out, “Pleasure doing business with you Mr. Kim.” You see him smirking lightly and you wait for what remark he is about to make.
“Pleasure doing business with you too darling,” he replies in a honey-laced voice as you shoot daggers at his back glaring at him.
This time you were wrong.
You cannot possibly work for two months with this man.
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It has been a week since Hongjoong came here. He had wanted a week to design the dresses in his copy before showing them to you. You had happily granted him the week, the less you see of him, the better.
Now, Hongjoong is late- by twenty minutes. Your patience is decreasing with each passing second and you warily look at Seonghwa who just gives you a sympathetic smile. You curse Hongjoong in your mind but soon enough your door swings open as you abruptly sit up.
Hongjoong walks in and Seonghwa takes his leave as you stare at him.
“Ah yes, your eyes will be blessed if you stare like that,” Hongjoong says smirking as you look away scoffing. The audacity of this man- first, twenty minutes late, second, has no decency of mere knocking, third, thinking you are swooning over him.
“I am not swooning over you Kim,” you snap before realising what you called him and your eyes widen.
“I did not say you were swooning, did I? Darling?” he smiles in an innocent manner that just makes your blood boil. God why is he so insufferable.
You dismiss his comment and hate at the same time how your ears grow warm at the mention of the pet name that he probably calls everybody.
But then again he was free of scandals, to the point where people thought he was asexual.
You scolded your mind for thinking of unnecessary details before delving into work.
“You know what? Just show me which designs you have made. We are already behind schedule,” you sighed as you cocked his eyebrows at you.
“You and your schedule, didn’t I tell you fashion is all about spontaneity?” Hongjoong says lightly and your eyes bore into him. “Yeah well be all spontaneous as you want, I am not the fashion designer here,” you comment as Hongjoong shrugs.
He hands you the file as you flip through the pages. You awe at the designs because they have impeccable style and every one was unique in its own way. As much as you hate Hongjoong you cannot not underestimate his talent at these.
Your eyes get stuck in a drawing of a dress which has flowers as the design. It was so beautiful you almost wish he made it specifically for you.
Keyword- almost!
“Well looks like Miss Schedule is speechless now,” Hongjoong’s cocky voice makes you glare at him as you slide back the file. Goddamn, he just had to ruin the fine moment you were having with the dress.
“I will just come right out and say it- your designs are impeccable,” you smile pausing and then saying, “but you are very fucking annoying,” you smirk satisfactorily as his face changes from confident to surprise.
“Well that was some smooth-talking, wasn’t it darling?” he gains back his composure within seconds and you fume saying, “Don’t call me that.”
He smiles cheekily before getting up and walking towards the door. You groan in your hands quietly before getting up whisper-shouting, “Kim wait up, you have to meet the models.”
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Meeting the models was a fairly easy process. Hongjoong asked for their proportions which Seonghwa promptly handed him over in a big copy.
You stood at the door quietly scoffing every time the models tried to flirt with him and he gave a deaf year to them. Where were people’s dignity nowadays?
After meeting with the models you are now walking with Hongjoong to show him his working area. Seonghwa leaves to get to some other work and you are now left alone with him again. The walk down the hallway was pretty quiet as Hongjoong looked around observing everything inside the building.
You quietly open the door to the lavish working room as he looks around and nods. You stand there patiently as he checks the drawers and sewing area. You now realise why he doesn’t take on any big projects, he has no workers and does all of this himself.
The tenacity he has is admirable. Only if he didn’t have such a big mouth.
He hums in satisfaction and turns towards you as you cock your eyebrows. “So do I get a schedule for this too? Maybe a binder?” he challenges as you roll your eyes.
“Just get along with your work Kim,” you replied gritting your teeth.
“Sure darling,” he grins and you turn on your heels to leave. The less time you are in the same room as him, the better.
“Did he just call you, darling?” you jump at the voice behind you as soon as you leave the room.
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me mentally: these characters have a relationship that cannot be defined by any one thing and reaches throughout the narrative and is so woven into their characters that trying to force it under one label would be inaccurate and doing it a disservice.
me out loud: idk man they're fuckin gay
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This is so foul tumblr 😭😭 why is neil perry right below that post 😭😭😭
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remember when ★ kim hong-joong



・❥・ summary: thanks to work, you had to attend a party you really didn't want to be at and that's where you run into your ex. ・❥・word count: 2k ・❥・warnings: angst, fluff, alcohol mentions. ・❥・authors note: hello, i love this man and wanted to attempt to write for him. go easy on me, it's my first time. okay, bye, i hide now.
Afterparty’s were always too noisy, too chaotic and most of the time you’d try to get out of attending but you couldn’t avoid this one. Your boss had insisted you go, explaining how there’d be many new clients for you to introduce yourself to. Apparently, your repertoire wasn’t up to scratch and you needed a few more top names to really kick off your career. Being a stylist wasn’t an easy job especially when you were just starting out. You had a few steady clients that you worked with often but you really needed a big name to push your name out there. So, that meant that tonight you had to put on your best smile, exude confidence and put yourself out there.
There had been a few conversations with some big names that had gone well but was it enough? There was always that doubt in your mind that no matter what you did, it would never be good enough. Your boss always wanted more. You could give all the effort in the world and he’d still expect more. It was tiring, exhausting even. Maybe you should go independent and work for yourself. That thought had crossed your mind many times. It was just a matter of taking that jump and putting yourself first for a change.
Noticing the drink in your hand was empty, you made your way towards the bar. As you did, you caught a glimpse of a flash of red hair. It almost stopped you in your tracks when the person turned around and you saw none other than your ex boyfriend.
Kim Hongjoong.
It was like time was frozen as you stood there, gaping at him. He hadn’t seen you yet but you couldn’t tear your eyes away. He looked just as incredible as the day you’d met him. No, he looked even better. The years had been kind to him – very, very kind. It almost took your breath away.
The breakup hadn’t been bad. Not in the slightest but it had still hurt nonetheless. Hongjoong was your very first love. You’d met when you were both young, growing up together. It was that cliche story of best friends realising they were in love with each other when they got older. It felt natural, real. It just worked. Hongjoong had been many of your firsts. Your first crush, your first kiss, your first intimate encounter and your first heartbreak. After many years being joined at the hip, it was only natural that at some point that had to all come crashing down. Neither of you had wanted to break up but when Hongjoong got busy with the band, the time the two of you spent together had dwindled. He hadn’t wanted you to sit there waiting for him constantly so, one night after a very long talk, you’d decided to go your separate ways. For weeks, there was no contact but one night, you’d reached out and texted him. Friends. You could be friends. The texts weren’t constant, just occasionally checking in on each other but it was still something. But, you hadn’t seen each other in person since that night you’d broken up.
Shaking yourself out of your thoughts, you hurried towards the bar only to walk into something hard. “Ouch.”
“I would’ve taken a hug over you headbutting me in the chest,” a familiar voice laughed and when you looked up, you saw Choi San standing before you. With a wide smile, you wrapped your arms around him.
“Sorry, headbutting is how I greet people now,” you joked.
“How have you been?” He asked, pulling away from you but keeping his hands on your shoulders as he looked you over. San had always been so kind to you. One of the things you missed most (besides Hongjoong) was the rest of the boys in Ateez. The breakup had caused you to grow distant from them all but they often crossed your mind.
“I’ve been good! Working mostly. That’s why I’m here tonight though I’d rather be sat at home with a glass of wine instead of listening to terrible music and making small talk with pretentious people.”
“Tell me about it.”
There was a beat of silence. That’s when you saw San’s eyes glance behind your shoulder. Your whole body tensed as if sensing what was coming. An all too familiar voice rang through your eyes, causing your stomach to do somersaults. “...Y/N?”
“I’ll take this as my cue to leave. Text me more, loser,” San said with a smile, giving your shoulder a gentle squeeze before he walked off leaving you alone with Hongjoong.
Taking a calming breath in, trying to ease your nerves, you turned around to come face to face with the man that still, to this day, owned your heart. “Hongjoong, hi.”
“What are you doing here?” He asked, a gentle smile on his face then his eyes widened. “Not that I’m not happy to see you! I’m sorry that came across so badly.”
“No, no, you’re fine,” an awkward laugh passing your lips. “I’m here for work. On a mission from the boss to make some ‘connections’.”
“How’s that going?”
“Fine, I guess.”
The silence that fell between you was awkward. The tension could be cut with a knife. Hongjoong was trying to catch your eyes but you were adamant to look everywhere but at him. You knew the second you met those gorgeous eyes of his, you’d be putty in his hands. You couldn’t go there. It would only end in heartbreak again and that wasn’t something you wanted to put yourself through again. It had taken so long to get over him the first time. Putting the pieces of yourself back together without him had been the hardest thing you’d ever done.
“Can we talk?” Hongjoong broke the silence, looking at you with pleading eyes. He reached out to try and take your hand but you pulled back, shaking your head.
“I’m sorry, I can’t do this.”
Running away probably wasn’t the best idea but you couldn’t bring yourself to have that kind of conversation with him. You were already at your breaking point trying to make small talk with him. Your heart had been pounding against your chest harder than ever before with every word he spoke to you. There was no way you could talk to him about what had happened between the two of you without breaking completely. It was hard still being in love with him. For all you knew, he had moved on, completely unaffected by your presence but here you were still pining for a man who had left you two years ago now. It was pathetic, really. Why couldn’t you move on? There had been many times you easily could have. So many date that you could have gone on but every person that asked you out, you turned them down. In your heart of hearts, you knew that you were still holding out hope that Hongjoong would find his way back to you but luck was never usually on your side. He probably wanted to talk to tell you that he had someone else now.
No, you couldn’t do it.
Walking away was for the best.
Unfortunately, Hongjoong wasn’t one to give up that easily and he’d followed you out onto the balcony you’d found. The cool, night air hitting you, giving you a little bit of a reprieve from the heat of the party inside. You rested your elbows on the stone balcony, looking up into the night sky. The stars twinkled, giving you a sense of calm but that was soon brought crashing down again when you realised Hongjoong was stood next to you.
“Why are you running away from me?” He asked, concern lacing his voice.
“...because this is too hard,” you stared forward, still refusing to look at him. “Seeing you in person, hearing your voice, it’s bringing back all these memories and it hurts because… because you’re not mine anymore.”
Hongjoong sighed heavily. “I’ve always been yours.”
“You can’t say that if it’s not true.”
“Who says it’s not true?” Hongjoong, having enough of you refusing to look at him, gently grabbed your wrist to turn you to face him, one of his fingers coming up to tilt your chin up so you could meet his eyes. “I didn’t end things because I wanted to. I did it so you could be happy and didn’t always have to wait for me.”
Tears stung at your eyes as you heard the sincerity in his words. One thing about Hongjoong was that he would never lie to you. He was always forthcoming about his feelings for you. That’s why you knew he meant what he said but that didn’t make it any better. In fact, it just annoyed you because why had he been the one to decide for you? Maybe you’d want to wait for him. Maybe he was worth it. In fact, he was worth it. There was nothing and nobody you wanted more than him and the fact that he had thought otherwise didn’t sit right with you.
“That wasn’t your call to make. You didn’t even consider the fact that I was okay with that. I have always been more than okay with the fact that the band has to come first. I want nothing more than for you to succeed. I wanted to be the person to support you and be there for you after all the days you spent working hard,” you took a shaky breath. “I would’ve been by your side every step of the way but you took it into your own hands to let me go thinking I would be happier without you when in fact I’ve been miserable. Do you know how hard it was to try and get over you?”
“It wasn’t any easier for me,” he’d now taken both of your hands in his. “I’m sorry. I… thought it would be best for you. I didn’t want you resenting me down the line for not being able to spend as much time with you. I couldn’t stand the thought of you ever hating me.”
“Hongjoong, I could never in my life hate you. God, it’s been two years since we broke up and I still love you. I’ve thought about you every single day wondering what could’ve been.”
“I’ve thought about you, too,” he spoke softly, barely above a whisper. “I was an idiot. Ever since we broke up, it’s felt like something's been missing. I can’t do any of this without you. I know I don’t deserve it but… I’d give anything for another chance.”
The tears that had been threatening to fall were now streaking down your cheeks. Hongjoong brought the pads of his thumbs up to wipe them away, resting his forehead against yours. His hot breath fanning over your face making you dizzy. Being this close to him was so intoxicating. It still felt like it had at the very start. You were drawn to him like a moth to a flame. So, it was no surprise when you felt yourself closing the small gap between you and pressing your lips to his. Everything else faded away as his lips moved against yours. One of his hands came to rest at the back of your neck, tilting your head back to deepen the kiss while yours grabbed at the jacket he was wearing.
Time seemed to pass by in a blur. Hongjoong eventually pulled back, his lips still ghosting over yours as he spoke. “Does that mean yes?”
“Of course it does. Just… no more making decisions for me, okay, captain?” You teased, knowing that the use of his nickname coming from your lips would drive him crazy.
He groaned, kissing you again. “Do you have to stay here or can I take you back to my hotel room to show you just exactly how much I missed you?”
“Please get me out of here.”
Hongjoong laughed, no more words needed as he grabbed your hand and led you away from the party you hadn’t wanted to come to in the first place. But, you were glad you had because now you were in for one of the best nights of your life.
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deepika padukone behind the scenes of om shanti om (2007)
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Hey don’t cry, all the hot girls put your hands up and say om shanti om ok?
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It’s all fun and games until the film producer who murdered you in a past life shows up at your awards party and ruins your giant group dance number
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OM SHANTI OM dir. Farah Khan — released November 9, 2007
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