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I wish we could be like that!

would do anything in the world to be able to do this with you.

But life isn't that simple :(

But i'm yours!!

[c-section-mama]

Dont be afraid of loosing people. But be afraid of loosing yourself trying to make everyone happy

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He's different

I dont know what is it about him, but from the moment we started talking, i knew i could trust him with anything, i knew he was always telling me the truth, and most of all i knew he would never hurt me.

I love the feeling i get when im around him, i feel safe, and loved for being me, and i dont feel like im doing everything wrong, or pissing people of. And it is nice to feel like that, even if it is only for the short amount of time i let him close to me.

Because the problem with me is even though i know he would never hurt me, i still cant find it in me to let him close, because i have been hurt that many times, it honestly scares me to do so.

And i dont think id ever be able too let somebody close to me again!

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Sometimes you have to stay busy so you dont have time to feel.

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one thing that annoys me about people.

The one thing that people do that annoys me when it comes to mental health issues, is that if they dont see that you are in pain, or see symptoms of you struggling, they dont believe you, they always say things like 'oh you dont look poorly'. No we dont look poorly, some days we look like we have everything sussed out, when really in our heads its like a maze and we dont know what to concentrate on, we dont want to socialize, we dont want to do anything, we would rather be alone. and the worst part is, we smile to stop people worrying about us and asking questions that we dont even know the answers to ourselves. So before you sit there and say things like 'they look fine' sit and think that maybe the person your calling miserable or a drama queen or whatever you want to call them, are actually going through a battle in their heads that they cant even explain. And they could need help and support, rather than your negativity.

My inbox is always open if anybody needs to talk or rant, or even someone to just listen. dont be afraid to message me <3