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🪻» "and when i water the roses, i can't trust you to stay."

˚₊ · »-♡→ Hi! I’m Two Time! You can call me Nightshade!

🍇 » they / them mostly , occasionally xe / xem . non-binary and achillean

🍇 23-25 y.o , bodily a minor

🍇 single, looking for an azu >///<

🍇 srcmates feel free to interact !! doubles iwc (nothing against you all !! i just get a lil uncomfy sometimes is all,,,,)

🍇 endo neutral , would rather not bring it up tho

🍇 same sys with and caretaker of @c00lkidds-purgatory !

☔️ » "rain or shine, i'm by your side, so why won’t you look my way?"

Boundaries ;

🌧️ don’t rlly mind srctalk but would prefer if there were TWs for stuff abt my past

🌧️ would prefer if the spawn cult / spawnism in gen would not be brought up ^^ while i do still occasionally turn to the spawn i would rather not hear about it (esp the drama)

🌧️ don’t bring up syscourse and stuff

🌧️ feel free to dm any time but be warned it might take a while , talking to ppl scare us sometimes , mostly when it’s dms .. asks are easier for us

🥩 » "grab a plate, have a taste, 这口味让我陶醉! i’m still preying on a butcher's vein!"

DNI and Thin Ice ;

🍽️ basic dni , bigots and stuff

🍽️ pro / dark ship . while i do believe in being able to ship what you want (as long as it’s LEGAL) , some things are overboard in that community

🍽️ ai supporters … if you are recovering from ai use you’re fine because we are too but like … blegh

🍽️ the actual weird people running the real spawnism cults

🍽️ thin ice ; spawnists (the insane ones) > please get help. talk to someone about this.

🍽️ thin ice ; pizzatime , secondchance , decoydagger shippers and stuff. nothing against the ship or the shippers , it js makes me uncomfy ^^

🎤 » "the days go by so uniformly, tightly controlled and determined for me, yeah!"

Tag System ;

💫 #everything that i can say is spoken for me ~ text posts

💫 #i don't get the messages! they don't come to me! ~ asks

💫 #aortic work of art ~ art ! if i ever make some

💫 #nothing but a shadow it seems ~ vent tag

💫 #bewitching electric dreams ~ save / fave tag

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"we all disappeared as a part of my prank you should’ve seen the look on your face" 0h th4nks i h4d a fuck1ng p4n1c 4tt4ck

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OK . i’m normal

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“th3 3l3ctr1c1ty b1ll 1s t00 h1gh” D1D Y0U 3V3R TH1NK Y0U W3R3 TH3 FUCK1NG PR0BL3M

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1M G0NN4 0FF MYS3LF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i sh0uld pr0b4bly 34t s0m3th1ng s00n

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1m st4rt1ng t0 r34l1z3 why 1 sh0uldnt h4v3 drunk s0d4 0n 4n 3mpty st0m4ch

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wh4t d0 y0u m34n y0ur3 n0t supp0s3d t0 dr1nk s0d4 0n 4n 3mpty st0m4ch …..

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0k4y . 1m f1n3 n0th1ng h4pp3n3d

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my stomach . aches a little

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i go to sleep early and wake up early for once but now i want to kill myself

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i n33d t0 ch4ng3 th4t pfp AUGH

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h4h4 . 1m 0k4y

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why d0 0th3r ppl b31ng s4d m4k3 m3 w4nt t0 uhhhhh

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huiii

imma c00lkidd fictkin but I don't feel like fictkin itz weird but we ignore it lollzzz

thought we'd come in and zay hui :3

if u wanna call me by zome other name u can call me Bee :]

- @c00lkiddzzz

0H H41 N3W FR13ND!! 1 th1nk 1v3 s33n y0u 4r0und b3f0r3 .. /s1lly h0p3 u h4v3 4 gr34t d4y bud :D

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More accurate diagram of safer* spots for self injury.

Yellow is for safer. Black and red is for unsafe. Due to many nerves, tendons/ligaments, high likelihood of major bleed or permanent disability.

[Designed this with the help of a phlebotomist, paramedic, and nurse friend. I am an EMT.]

*safer does not mean safe. All self harm has risks and dangers. And even these spots still have nerves and other things present so be cautious always. And prepared just in case.

Also remember the thinner you are the less depth you can safely do. As you have less tissue available to protect your vital organs, circulatory system and the like.

Also take into account bleed risk, fainting risk or infection risk:

-if your tool or your skin is not properly cleaned beforehand

-you have a bleeding disorder

-you are immunocompromised

-you took medication that thins your blood like aspirin, ibuprofen, blood thinners, lithium, clozapine, carbamazepine, valproic acid and SSRI antidepressants, ...

-your skin easily tears/is thin or fragile

-you do not have enough vitamin C which causes reopening of healed wounds and scars due to Scurvy

-you have low blood sugar or are dehydrated

-an animal licked or rubbed against the wound

-you drank alcohol which is a blood thinner

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wait you can overdose on ibuprofen????