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some of my fave th!nsp0 as a birthday present to me

olivia neill is literally by biggest inspo, she’s so gorgeous

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what motivates me is remembering that somebodys ugw is my cw.

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something about me is that i always use pictures from when i was at my lowest weight of 37kg/81lbs to trigger myself. i end up bawling tho 🥰

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best feeling fr

best feelin when u miss count ur calories and realise u ate less than u thought

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learning about calories ruined my life. the knowledge of the calories in every single food haunts me food isn't food to me anymore it's a number

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i dont understand how sumthing so small can b so many calories fml

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to be thinner than the people that called you fat

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i was literally crying hysterically when the scale went up to 41.

now i’d kill to be 45 again.

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Sweetspo for those who need it:

Hi lovey !

I know that you keep messing up and you aren’t seeing the results you want but just wait!

Think about your pretty ribs showing! Your delicate collarbones ?

You are so pretty under all that fat my love, so just start over and know that you can absolutely hit all of your goals.

Think of how happy you’ll be my ana angel <3

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what i ate today:

6:35am (i get up early even on the weekends idk i just open my eyes and i’m no longer able to sleep):

360g of sour milk (172,8cal)

5 teaspoons of sugar (80cal)

about 50g of bread (133,5cal)

100g of sulguni (georgian lower cal cheese) (240 cal)

total: 626cal

this is gonna be the only time i’ll eat today btw

also i could’ve done better but uhm i ate all that cuz im starting today NOT ON MONDAY because this would be my 573726367th monday lmfao i quit being a quitter. anyway yeah i ate this much cuz i need to say my final goodbyes to sugar therefore sour milk cuz i cant eat that shi without sugar. also bye bye bread and any kind of cheese 🫦 i’ll be living off of boiled chicken breast again thank you very much

tomorrow im hoping to starve but i doubt i’ll be able to so i’ll limit myself to 400 cal send help 🥰

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

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okay so from today onwards i’ll form a food diary on here so uhm yea hopefully i wont have to embarass myself !! *shedding tears*

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if i managed to lose an alarming amount of weight in august, i can do it in april, too. and so can you. The only things stopping us are ourselves.

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If this weight doesn’t start dropping off my body I swear to god I’m going to go insane

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I need need need need need need need to be thin.

So many of my problems would go away