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I literally gatekeep myself so hard at this point. I am very selective about who I hang out with and the locations I go. The second I feel a sense of unease in any situation, I will immediately exit. The second someone crosses my boundaries, I’m done. If I’m socializing and someone in the group is negative, gives off bad energy, attracts (negative coded) chaos, attracts predators, talks about topics that are low vibrational, etc. etc. I will make a point to avoid interacting with them in the future. I avoid giving out my contact information and will block anyone with a quickness if they overstep or play games. If I walk into a public space or event and the environment gives off bad energy, I will find a reason to leave as soon as possible. It’s about meticulously pruning your influences, online and in real life.

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i was tired of saying “me and who?” so i started writing poetry about her.

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“Before you die, experience the love of a writer, poet, or painter. If you’re lucky enough to be an artist’s muse, they will immortalise you.”

― Soledad Francis

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Lora Mathis

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not sure if everyone left me or I left everyone. either ways, it was needed.

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double homicide.

i say im fine and then its 2 am again, romantic homicide playing on loop as my mind kills all our memories , i erase a happy version of me , because not doing so would mean we still exist.in parallel universes i wish i never met you.but parallel universes aren’t ideal.you and me, we weren’t ideal.

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Why is it “right person wrong time” and not “har ishq ka aik waqt hota hai, wo hamara waqt nhi tha lekin is ka matlab ye nhi ke wo ishq nhi tha.”

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what did he put in this song that makes it sO DHSHUSHEHDDHD ( i definitely do not relate )

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tolerate it // footnote

every line i would write for you

but a footnote will do ☹️

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whatever souls are made of hers and mine were meant 2 be

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They should invent something that automatically deletes the memories of the person who left.

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You don't attract what you want. You attract what you are. If you understand this you can have anything by becoming anything.

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YES !!

i really really really really really want to get into a good med school this year, and i will. watch me.

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Sometimes I think I have my life together and then I remember that I was one of the (many) people on Spotify who got a message from Conan Gray saying he was praying for me because my life is so shitty.

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Fake promises

All people promise me is a happiness in a distant imaginary utopia where I long to belong to,

Why, am I not someone to be prioritised over?

Am I not worthy of being loved by people when all I give back is love?

That's all I get.

Fake promises is all I collect, hoping one would be true and be kept.

But alas;

It's a pile of fake promises, all that's never kept.

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And if I'm dead to you, why are you at the wake?

Cursing my name, wishing I stayed

Look at how my tears ricochet

And you can aim for my heart, go for blood

But you would still miss me in your bones.