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redecorating my room by splattering my brains all over the wall

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reminder that despite being an ana blog, fatphobia is not welcome here!

all bodies are welcome, all bodies are beautiful. scars, fat, stretch marks, whatever.

just because I have a mental disorder which affects my perception of myself does not mean I condone mistreatment of others.

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i feel like a lot of the times the people hating on the skittles are adults because the skittles WERE KIDSSSS

they didn't want to join the war

THEY HAD NO CHOICE

THEY HAD NO SUPPORT SYSTEM

no NOT EVEN BARTY had a support system

and kids understand that

if u are raised in a certain way to believe certain things it's hard to get out

these kids (not even 17) had no where to run

they were still under their parents full control

and barty couldn't go to his parents, so he did the next best thing

YES they did the wrong thing

YES they made mistakes

YES they could have tried harder to get out

BUT THEY WERE FUCKING KIDS

THEY HAD NO FUCKING CHOICE

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having an e@t1ng disørder feels like this

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heyy everyone it’s hisredconverse aka viktor aka pickle man I finally got T worded at 800ish so please reblog so I can get my moots/followers back

@decayingdogteeth @momozilliness @g1rlinterrupt3d-blog @strawberri-bomb-bomb @one-piece-of-toast

do your magic y’all please 🙏

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mood always

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here i am once again running back here after almost a month of horrible binging and gaining back most of what i lost😍😍😍

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Control yourself.

You are the only one in control, not your family, not your friends, only you. You’re the only one who is in charge.

When you overeat like a pig, you’re the one who is deciding to do that. You’re the one who is picking up the fork and gorging yourself like an animal, and then you complain about how fat you are.

It’s completely your fault that you’re fat and you’re the only one who can fix that.

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i need to be so skinny that people ask if i'm okay

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i’m going to be MY definition of beautiful and NOBODY will stop me even if it KILLS ME.

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I hate it when people expect me to talk, like is my “mnn” not good enough for you? :/

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don't give up what you want the most for what you want in the moment

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that girl who ate nothing but an orange a day for 2 months and went from 58kgs to 36kgs lives rent free in my head omg

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do it not only to be skinny for certain plans or events, but also for those things that go unplanned. do it for when you unexpectedly come across your crush in public, for unprompted dinner invites, or even for when someone comes knocking at your door.

thin doesn’t only help you when you want it to, it helps always. it’s an instant life improvement. who wouldn’t want that?

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I’m sorry for calling you obese, lowest weight. Please come back to me and I promise to treat you right bbg.

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how about we stop shaming people with a mental disorder for having a mental disorder! i’m sorry that i’m not capable of viewing bodies in a normal or healthy way like you but that doesn’t make me a shitty person or judgmental. it’s not my fault. i don’t enjoy this disorder and if i could live life with a normal relationship with food i would. fatphobia is not the same thing as having a warped perception of what a healthy body is. i would never fatshame someone but that doesn’t change the fact that the thought of having that body does terrify me. if you’re still going around insulting ana’s for being “fatphobic” i think u rly need to do some work on urself and figure out what made u so naive