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i wanna do something so unhealthy and irresponsible

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crazy how I think I'm not brave enough to do some things and then I just go and get them done. and it's always like this

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I love that the ibuprofen knows where to go

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asking myself “is this really who i want to be forever?” a lot lately

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sometimes you have to let certain feelings just pass through you. you feel it, then you let it go. you don’t hold on and you don’t act on it. it’s just visiting you for a moment and doesn’t have to mean much more

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sometimes making tea is less about drinking it and more about it keeping you company

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what do you mean I can't control everything, why not

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sometimes i think "well maybe i'm not actually depressed" and then i catch myself going about daily life feeling 85% certain that human existence is probably some sort of purgatorial punishment for sins committed by the soul in some vaster cosmic past life

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therapy isn't working i need to be exiled to siberia and sentenced to death by firing squad only for my sentence to be commuted at the last possible moment

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it's so fucked up you cant start working on your life at 3 am. when it most matters

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I'm just a girl trying to get through all the books she wants to read

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i am extremely well-adjusted and mentally healthy as long as nothing goes wrong ever at all even a little bit

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this time scrolling social media as a substitute for genuine human connection will work. i know it

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One day I'll forgive myself for all the years I wasted!!! But today I think I'm going to lay down in my bed and torture myself with it