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He left bloody fingerprints on the rock, but there was something satisfying about that.

I was here. I exist. I’m alive, because I bleed.

He hadn’t stopped being thankful for his body. Hello, Adam Parrish’s formerly chapped hands, I’m happy to have you.

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ao3 manhandling me into andrew minyard appreciation, practice sketch

(opened commissions)

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I’ve brought you a new drawing featuring Andrew and Neil — I’d be so happy to hear your thoughts in the comments!

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no but i think nora put jean with trojans instead of with kevin and neil, not only for his own sanity, but also for the sanity of the teams in foxes district. cause imagine you’re some random exy player, you arrive at the banquet sitting at your table and see Kevin Diva Day, Jean ThatBitch Moreau and Neil Attitude Josten in front of you. five minutes and you’re convinced that even a cockroach is less of a waste of oxygen than you. and when you think it’s done, they switch to french. are they still trashing you? have they changed the topic? is the misery ever going to end?

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so maybe the gay mafia sports book changed my life. so what.

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" All that time fighting, and you never learned how to duck ? "

Aka me trying to animate andreil but then I got lazy lol the lineart is so bad 😭

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Winning streak.

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Jijiji

WE WILL HAVE TWO BOOKS FROM OUR QUEENyipiyipiyipi

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welcome to the family Ceri 💛💜

CERI — a character that represents Aou-Boom’s fans. CERI is a yellow star wearing overalls, with a purple jelly design (representing Boom) and white daisies (representing Aou) on the cheeks. CERI is ready to be a representative of the love and light that guide the way for everyone.

— 27-Jun-2025 on X @/GMMTV

see the conceptualization of Ceri:

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begging ppl to stop saying andrew’s meds are unrealistic bc that shit happens all the time. you’re bipolar, you get diagnosed w depression and go on antidepressants, and you become manic bc you’re only medicated for your lows and not your highs

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saw way too many cool hair styles andrew could have ok!! some andreils for the soul

full wips on patreon / ig / tiktok / shop

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sometimes when i want to feel really crazy about mary and neil i think about that part of the ec where neil says he wouldnt give up the life he has now for his mother and bee says she doesnt think mary would ever ask him to bcus mary only ever wanted him to be safe and its just so.

like often when people talk about how mary would react to neil's life if she were still alive its heavily negative with her being violent or her hating the decisions he's made but can you imagine the relief mary would've felt to see that her son is vibrantly alive and in love and free in a way that she had only seen previously when he was on little league courts. like despite it all this is still mary who only ever smiled while watching him play :(

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This part-

They ruined me forever

I still haven't finished the third book but I needed to draw that scene

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do y’all realize how tragic jean’s story really is? how tragic he is as a character. dead in every other universe except this one. a lot of those times by his own hand. just dead. no hope no life no future no love no nothing. and he’s alive in this one. only this one. this one final draft where he survives. he survives. and then he lives. good god. jean moreau i will never get over you.