&. ๐ฃ๐จ๐ฃ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฌ.
( ย lyric ย sentence ย starters ย taken ย from ย various ย jojiย songs.ย free ย to ย change ย how ย you ย seem ย fit.ย )
โ will your tongue still remember the taste of my lips? โ
โ will your lover caress you the way, that i did? โ
โ i just wanna make sure youโre okay. โ
โ i thought weโd last forever. โ
โ the demons told me everything. they whisper in the night. โ
โ you donโt know me, what the fuck you mean? โ
โ iโm a bitter fuck. โ
โ i donโt wanna live in my skin no more. โ
โ i wonโt fuck with you if you donโt fuck with me. โ
โ so tell me, am i crazy? โ
โ i donโt wanna waste my time if i canโt be by your side. โ
โ youโre only on my mind when i need you. โ
โ i promise you my heart is made of gold. โ
โ would it kill you just to throw a little bit of attention?ย โ
โ would you hate me if i said goodbye? โ
โ i donโt smile for the camera, only smile for you. โ
โ donโt follow me, youโll end up in my arms. โ
โ you should be with him, i canโt compete. โ
โ iโll see you in the next life. โ
โ i promise i wonโt lie, weโll make it out alive. โ
โ so punish me, iโm hanging on your noose. โ
โ so pull me up so i can breathe with you. โ
โ i canโt get over you. โ
โ teach me to love just to let me go. โ
โ but right now iโm just not strong enough for you. โ
โ i donโt feel the way they programmed me to feel today. โ
โ you and i, we are one in the same. โ
โ i wish you were here with me now. โ
โ right now, laying here alone is heaven. โ
โ i just need you one more time to get it right, you know. โ
โ i fell for your magic, i tasted your skin. โ
โ i know youโre not in love like you used to be. โ
โ when night falls i am your escape. โ
โ when you lay alone, i ache. โ
โ if youโve been waiting for falling in love, you donโt have to wait on me. โ
โ iโve been aiming for heaven above, but an angel ainโt what i need. โ
โ not anyone, youโre the one. โ
โ what you want is what i want, sincerity. โ
โ hold me close cause you never know just how long our lives will be. โ
โ thereโs something in your laugh that makes me fear the way you smile. โ
โ we can pretend weโre normal people. โ
โ we donโt gotta love each other right, we just gotta make it through the night. โ
โ by the way you move, i know you want me to. โ
โ if you ever go, all the songs that we like will sound like bittersweet lullabies. โ
โ those chills that i knew, they were nothing without you. โ
โ youโre the one i canโt lose. โ
โ no one loves me like you do. โ
โ since i met you, all the gloomy days just seem to shine a little more brightly. โ
โ have you ever loved? would you go again?ย โ
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The Language Of Flowers
Acacia: Hidden love, beauty in withdrawal
Amaryllis: Pride, a hard won success
Anemone: Vanishing hopes
Bells of Ireland: Wish for good luck
Carnation: Fascination, love and distinction
Daffodil (Narcissus): Honesty and truth
Dahlia flower: Warnings and change
Daisy: Innocence, loyal love and purity
Delphinium: Open heart, ardent attachement
Gardenia: Symbol of secret love
Gladiolus: Remembrance, faithfulness and sincerity
Hyacinth: I'm sorry, please forgive me.
Iris: Eloquence
Lily (general) : Purity of the heart and refined beauty
Lily of the valley: Return of happiness
Marigold: Passion and creativity
Orchid: Beauty, refinement and love
Peony: Happy marriage
Lavender: Love at first sight
Red rose: Love, respect, courage and passion
White rose: Purity, secrecy, silence, innocence and charm
Sunflower: Good luck and ambition
Tulip: Irresistible love
Violet: Faithfulness, modesty and delicate love
Zinnia: Lasting affection, daily remembrance and good memories
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No cause Ali Sethi had no right to be like
Mere Dhol Judaiyaan Di Tenu Khabar Kiwein Hove
My love how can you know what happens when we part
Aa Jaave Dil Tera Poora Vi Na Hove
I hope you fall in love, I hope it breaks your heart
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05/03/2022
Saturday
4:35 AM
You cannot love me just a little more to stay
Dil bharta nahi
Aankhen rajjti nahi
Chaahe kitna bhi dekhti jaaun
Waqt jaaye main rok na paaun
It's been ages since Iโve missed you like so,
but donโt for once think; that Iโve forgotten about you.
Youโve always been the person I could never get enough of.
The time spent with you was never enough, I was selfish you see; wanted all of you to myself.
The way I looked at you, sun on your face; and wanted nothing more than to burn with you.
There was nothing sweeter than this for me.
Even though I knew it would hurt when you would have to go.
It was like handing over the knife to my killer itself and expecting to walk away; unharmed.
You,
penning down in your journal pretending not to notice the way I started at you; as time slipped away.
You never stopped me, because you knew how hard it was for me to say bye to you even if it was for a few hours.
Compensating for it, werenโt you?
It was like knowing that your hands could end me and I still chose to hold them anyways.
Each day, I turned into a painter; noticing every detail of your beautiful face.
Wanting to register everything in my mind, holding onto your face like someday I might not be able to look at it again.
Dil minnate kare
Na tu ja na pare
Tere jaane se jee na paaunTu thodi der aur thehar ja sohneya
Tu thodi der aur thehar ja
Remember how you told me that โweโ felt like something youโve always wanted, something youโve always craved?
How you always wanted love, and how I was there at the right place?
I think that you lied.
You left.
It killed me, infact it kills me every single moment of everyday and I just let you get away with it.
You promised me, that at the end of the day it would be us against everything.
Now I look around and itโs just me. Iโm the only one left here.
Our souls were made of the same elements; half-broken; half-love.
I gave you all the good parts and kept what was left.
But you hid a return ticket in your back pocket after telling me this was a one-way journey.
That this was a flight which will never land.
That we will drive until the sunset bleeds into the night and the wheels are nothing but the marks that they leave on the road; and weโll still keep walking after.
But one day,
you told me about that return ticket; you told me that you had to leave.
That this journey that we were on, was over; you told me I wasnโt the companion that you wanted anymore.
I kept holding your hand and whispering, begging โI love you. Please donโt leave. Everybody leaves. Iโll fix it. Iโll fix everything. Please donโt leave me. Please donโt take away my only hope to wake up in the morning.โ
It was then that you told me that you never intended to stay, that I was just a pitstop. A hotel that you faked to be a home.
I swear I died that day.
It just felt as if all the seasons were poured out of me.
Like I was reborn.
Like I was snatched away from the place where the heart and the soul meet.
I could feel the explosion of a different, distant universe.
People had always come and gone but this felt so different.
Nothing like I had ever felt before.
Like someone had ripped my heart from my chest.
My love you made sure that I was headed for the void, why didnโt you see this through with me; like you promised? I am torn that you are not here.
My hand misses the shape of yours, and I am drowning myself in my own silence.
I lay still, but the stillness is no longer familiar.
Though the night is filled with enough sadness to make me feel like, I can get another chance of finding you again; and weโd get to share another moment.
I know that even then, I still wouldnโt love you any less, and you cannot love me just a little more to stay.
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08/03/2022
Tuesday
2:25PM
Itโs okay to still miss you, right?
It's okay to still miss you, right?
Being strong isnโt equal to stop missing you, is it?
I love you
And I loved you
But I still lost you.
Is this how itโs supposed to feel? Missing you; Every dawn tastes sunless.
Yesterday, I was so tired.
But thatโs how itโs been for me lately- tiring.
I walk along the earth with my bare feet to the ground, trying to feel connected to something; anything.
But I remain untethered.
I donโt know if I have a body anymore.
And even if I do, it for sure doesnโt belong to me.
I wish someone had warned me that when you look into the eyes of a ghost you are left with the feeling of being haunted.
You took so much from me that I donโt even have any of myself left.
Yesterday, I dreamt of you.
I was reading and I dozed off.
There you were, beautiful as ever.
With that breath-taking smile of yours.
And even in my dream all I could think of was how much I miss you.
How much I miss your voice.
I miss how it sounded when you told your stories; our stories.
And when you said I love you.
And when you said โIโve waited for you half my life, Iโll wait till the end of it. Iโll take you home to meet mom & dad.โ
I miss your eyes; those eyes which have always had more stars in them than the universe itself.
Not just my dreams. I still see you in glimpses. I see you in my arms. I see you in my future (as my future).
I still have all your pictures. I still have the voice notes you sent me. What could be sweeter than this?
In beers and lonely nights, in dull afternoons; I miss you.
I miss you in ways you cannot imagine.
I miss you so much it hurts.
It tears off pieces of my flesh and I am willing to let it because I am not ready to give up the feeling of missing you.
I promised to never let you feel cold again.
But I no longer know how to fulfil it from this far apart.
I never wanted you to leave, because without you Iโm lost.
Since the moment youโve gone it feels like an outstretched eternity.
But you know Iโve always been greedy when it came to you.
So,
I will love you from afar.
I will love you like a flower in its full bloom even when seasons start to change.
I will hold you in my memories for as long as I can, not one less second, not one less heartbeat.
That even if I am only standing still without saying a word and the world around me is turning, I will be satisfied with my silence (your silence because youโre no longer here to tell me your stories; our stories).
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