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I want to put myself out there and find sourcemates and maybe canonmates one day but it's also so so scary like what if my vibe is off what if I scare them away there's something inherently wrong with me and people don't like that but I can't see the flaw.

but maybe that's the abandonment trauma talking im sure it's fine

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Reblog if you kin a character from Honkai: Star Rail!

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got a bunch of gift cards from graduation announcements so I bought cosplay of myself! excited for it to get here yet I am a bit worried as to if it will fit. I have a wider body type and most cosplay doesn't fit on me. this one went up to 3x though so I am hopeful but I'm still unsure

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as a fun little thing, one of my friends has a south park kintype and he wanted me to draw him once, so this is what I ended up doing

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for this pride month I'll eventually get to making a bunch of images of how I remember people plus sexualities/genders. just wait a bit for that though.

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I wish I could say "I'm fictionkin" and people wouldn't assume I kin for fun and don't have memories

I also wish people didn't get upset when I took my past lives seriously

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It's so weird watching people treat fictionkin like something you grow out of. Maybe you were faking it, those years ago. Maybe it was a silly phase to you. I've known my kintypes since I was 13. I've known I was otherkin longer. I'm 23 now. Just because you weren't genuine doesn't mean no one was.

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"why do you ship yourself with that character" we dated in my kin source but i cant tell you that </3

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gopher wood. literally the fucking bird that I hate.

🪽Kin Question of the Day #24🪽

Is there anyone/anything you hate/despise as your kintype? Who or what is it?

(Please share whether you want a reply or not, as I like to engage with others and will likely reblog/reply if you don't say anything that lets me know not to.)

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recently graduated and made this to sort out my feelings and stuff. photo taken on vrchat (I need more kin friends so hmu if interested, not specifically hsr kin but its highly preferred)

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my journal, especially after leaving penacony and joining the express. it helped through a lot of tough times.

🪽Kin Question of the Day #19🪽

Did your kintype(s) have any comfort items? What were they?

(Please share whether you want a reply or not, as I like to engage with others and will likely reblog/reply if you don't say anything that lets me know not to.)

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I believe I act similar to my memories? but "high stress" is still kind of broad. most of my memories are of negative experiences, essentially all exotrauma, and I basically learned to shut down in stressful situations. thanks gopher wood.

🪽Kin Question of the Day #13🪽

How does your kintype(s) react to high stress situations? Do you still react that way as you are now?

(Please share whether you want a reply or not, as I like to engage with others and will likely reblog/reply if you don't say anything that lets me know not to.)

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it's dangerous to go alone, take this

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wow guys what a year

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I feel like we'd just fuse together. like I absorb them. there can only be one.

🪽Kin Question of the Day #11🪽

If you as you are now met your kintype(s), what do you think would happen?

Would you get along or fight?

(Please share whether you want a reply or not, as I like to engage with others and will likely reblog/reply if you don't say anything that lets me know not to.)

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he would fall for it. he would absolutely get mad and then be confused as to how people can play the game.

🪽Kin Question of the Day #11🪽

How would you as your kintype(s) react to rage games?

(Please share whether you want a reply or not, as I like to engage with others and will likely reblog/reply if you don't say anything that lets me know not to.)

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Weirdly religious undertones? In MY kin experience? It’s more likely than you think.