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(experiences anything remotely similar to desire) i should be shot in the back of the head execution style

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indeed.com/jobs/living-weapon

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fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am tired of making a religion out of my suffering’.

[text id: i am too little, and too much, and never enough.]

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Martha Rhodes, ‘Why They Cannot Move’, Perfect Disappearances

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Margaret Atwood, from Paper Boat: Selected Poems; "He Shifts from East to West,"

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fatima aamer bilal, from shame sighs in my chest like a spare set of lungs.

[text id: a better punching bag than a person, and i try to make sure that i get the best punch out of everyone else. / it hurts less that way.]

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“I am steel trap crowned with a magpie’s glint: not a girl to be saved but a girl to be saved from.”

— Natalie Wee, from “The Theory of Magic,” Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines

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“Your father didn’t love you , so you assume no one else would either”

— Caroline Forbes (via antagxnized)

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-Ritika Jyala, A conversation with my dad after a dance competition or it could be God

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“O wrong, wrong—it was my nature. I was hard-hearted, remote. I was selfish, rigid to the point of tyranny.”

— Louise Glück, excerpt of “The Empty Glass”, in The Seven Ages (via antigonick)

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Death Bed: The Bed That Eats (1977)

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Mahtem Shiferraw, Your Body is War; “The Art of Invisibility”

[Text ID: So I have mastered the art of being invisible, so breathless, if I opened my mouth only clouds would come out,]

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“I was hard-hearted, remote […] I was always that person, even in early childhood. Small, dark-haired, dreaded by the other children. I never changed. Inside the glass, the abstract tide of fortune turned from high to low overnight.”

— Louise Glück, The Seven Ages

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cocoon pt.2 / insta

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i scare people lots because i walk very softly and they don’t hear me enter rooms so when they turn around i’m just kind of there and their fear fuels me

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the overwhelming feeling of sadness sometimes when someone treats me with kindness

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ooc . Thanks for being patient, guys! My black dog is the size of a bear at the moment, but I’m trying to make my way back. ♡