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GASP. GASP. GASP.

Hey! Remember the prizes for my DTIYS? YEAH! here they (finally) are!

I wont go into all the reasons why this is SOOOOO late (i intended to have them done new years.... yeah...) but i hope the prize winners enjoy their prizes.

Firsts :

@tuxibirdie

@goddessofdragons-alt

Seconds :

@alexovskii (platonic drawing) @sunnymainecoonx

Thirds :

@elizakai @asterclaw

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Ask : Favorite moment with Papyrus [Unfinished]

A bit too triggering for Fae to draw.

He asked me to post it anyway.

Perhaps one day he'll finish it.

Or perhaps he won't. It's whatever. Both endings are fine.

It's important the he gets to express his side of things. Just so things can move forward in a healthy way for a better future.

- Cali

Undertale by Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic the Underfella

Chaostale of Underdorks by C&A&F

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BPD vent 2

TW : drawn injuries, scars, s3lf H@r.m

after the cut.

This was drawn as a way to cope. And put here for all to see how certain crisis feels like, at least for me.

If you struggle with BPD, or any type of problem that would push you to S3lf H@r.m, please do not give in to the impulse.

I know some ways to cope are incredibly frustrating but it's worth it to use them. It's so worth it in the end. Ask for help. Talk to friends if you have some, talk with professionals, family, strangers on the internet, anyone.

Just know that, that pain you feel. That nobody can see. I know 's real. I don' t need to see it with my eyes to believe that you're in pain. I do not pretend to know what you're going through. Nor do I know your struggles. But if you tell me that you suffer, I do believe you.

Se.lf h@.rm isn't a solution. Nor is it a good way to cope.. You don't deserve to get hurt even more. Even if you feel that it brings you back to reality. Even if BPD tells you that you deserve it, 's not true. BPD feeds you lies. Distords reality. Blinds you. Haunts you with all your past mistakes and fears to remind you of how awful you are, even if you're at heart a very kind person. It mentally tortures you. I wish that pain to nobody.

But in the end the crisis always pass. The scars... They stay. That's also why it's such a terrible way to cope.

I hope, if you're in such pain or in crisis, that you'll find some inner peace soon. I wish you the best.

- Fae.

PS : Here I put a little website I found about it. I use some of the coping techniques in it. Like drawing. Cali tends to be on the sport side of things, running until her legs give up. To each their own. Once again, please don't give up.

PPS : I needed it out. But if I wrote something stupid, it isn't intentional, so please warn me so I can correct it and make it right.

Tons of love ❤️

Undertale by Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic the Underfella

Chaostale of Underdorks by C&A&F

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Belladone aka Nightshade

He's a slime affiliated to Axolotls.

He's Clover's partner.

Questions for him are open.

Undertale by Toby Fox

Chaostale of Underdorks by C&A&F

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Fae's mental theater 1

Minor Hazbin Hotel song spoiler under the cut.

So, Fae has very very invasive day dreams.

Sometimes we illustrate them. Or not. Do they make sense? No not really. But like some would hum a tune that is stuck in their head, it feels good to doodle an invasive reccuring daydream to try to move on.

Hazbin Hotel song : You didn't know - Hazbin Hotel. (Vivziepop)

Undertale belongs to Toby Fox

Zeatale (*And Rune*) By @goddessofdragons-zt

Animatic by well. Us.

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Sugar Plum Fairy

Undertale By Toby Fox

Clover loves Ballet, probably his most long lasting passion. His partners gladly join him in his dancing moments.

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Twins being tweens

Done for the Day 28 of the Badsansuary : Shield ! (ft Fae as Fell)

For Owl-Bones's event.

We have no clue if Fell!Sans count as a bad Sans.

But I can guarantee that Fae is a bad one. LOOK AT THIS MESS. SERIOUSLY.

Sorry. We wanted to participate. Even if we may be off topic. Sorry. Tons of love.

Undertale by Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic the Underfella

Chaostale of Underdorks by C&A&F

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Home

There are places that may not be yours. But the second you enter, all of it feels like home. And you wouldn't trade that for anything in the world.

Sugar (right) from Zeatale AU belongs to @goddessofdragons-zt

Clover (left) from Chaostale of Underdorks by C&A&F23

Undertale by Toby Fox

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How to flirt in 4 steps

(According to Fae)

Undertale by Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic the Underfella

Zeatale and Rune by @goddessofdragons-zt

Chaostale of Underdorks by C&A&F

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The poses are a reference to a bird's flirting moves that he saw somewhere on the internet during an intense session of doom scrolling.

We've managed to find back the source for credit, but we aren't good enough with pets to be sure if all of the behaviors displayed on that channel are OK. Some animal behaviors can be seen as cute when in reality they are the sign of something bad. We do not have the knowledge to determine it. We give the name but not as a publicity.

We support animal's rights. If there is something bad we are unaware of it so please inform us. Thank you.

The reference : @BeakerBeak on YouTube.

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Fae validate that dress ❤️

Undertale by Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic the Underfella

Zeatale by @goddessofdragons-zt

Chaostale of Underdork(s) by C&A&F

The Stage is His

This was originally supposed to be an AU of Rune fitting into zucchiyeni’s Idolverse. However, since it won’t be canon to their multiverse anyway, it made more sense that it would just be Rune channeling his inner singer and acting side to dress and fit into the multiverse despite not being a separate AU of himself to fit in.

Let’s face it- it was just another good excuse to make a new outfit. Which- there will be more of! This is just his dramatic stage outfit. He has a separate one that I will be trying to get up soon that he would wear more casually.

Undertale belongs to Toby Fox

Idolverse belongs to @zucchiyeni

ZeaTale belongs to me

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Doodle of Fae's human Form

Woman Edition

We sorta told her that the red eyes are going to raise questions but she said it's "lenses"

Doesn't matter. She is adorbs that way.

Soon enough, her Man form, so she can have costumes depending on how she feels internally

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Fae in the wind Doodle (That recorder solo seriously)

Undertale belongs to Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic the Underfella

Chaostale of Underdorks by C&A&F

Song and Ref :

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Who am I ?

Undertale belongs to Toby Fox

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Random interactions doodlez

Undertale by Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic The Underfella

Chaostale of underdorks by C&A&F

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Stutter awareness day 2023 (Clover in human form)

And we've decided to celebrate it by recreating the cover of that beautiful book down below, that we really recommend if you are currently struggling with any type of stutter.

No matter why you stutter, wether it is similar to Clover, with the throat and mouth that locks on certain letters, or something different entirely, your voice DESERVES TO BE HEARD. Speech disfluency can feel like an iceberg sometimes. People are going to hear the stutter and see the tip of that iceberg, but not many realizes all the pain it can bring, how much shame it can generate, the hit on the self esteem, the fact of starting to actively avoid situations where people might hear our stutter, the looks we get at as if we were dumb or weird, just because Body decided to not cooperate with us. The fact of avoiding phone calls, and not having a text option. The absolute anxiety social interactions can bring. How tough it can become to convey our emotions ...

And that's why spreading awareness on that subject is so important. Because it can be tough for fluent people to understand and even realize how much speech disfluency can plague one's daily life. It's an invisible disability. So let's turn the light toward it. Do you suffer from a speech disfluency for any reason ? Please share your experience if you wish, we'd love to hear it. We hear you. You do art about your speech disfluency ? We would also love to see it. You are all worthy. And we love you all. Never forget : It is okay to talk like a river. 💚

Stutter Flag (Design by Conor Foran)

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"Say Clover, can ya roughly doodle how ya felt at dat moment? 's for da storyboard"

"Sure ! 💚"

..... To this day 'm still laughin bout that Masterpiece. Makes me wanna hug him.

If 'm slow 's his fault.

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Lil Doodle of Fae as a break from bigger projects.

Undertale belongs to Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic the underfella

Chaostale of Underdorks