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davey  makes  it  to  the  grizzlies  au

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❝ hands  go  up, ❞  independent  multi-muse  for  𝐦𝐚𝐜 &  𝐝𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫  of  the  𝘙𝘌𝘋 𝘋𝘌𝘈𝘋  series.  mostly  headcanon  based.  written  by  lucy.  established  jan  2020.  ❝  knees  to  the  floor. ❞

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𝐎𝐎𝐂 ; hope y'all are good & taking care of yourselves ! gonna be back here eventually when work stops kicking my ass xo

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me writing up a fc5 verse: i just know these bastards joined eden’s gate i just know it

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❝ hands  go  up, ❞  independent  multi-muse  for  𝐦𝐚𝐜 &  𝐝𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫  of  the  𝘙𝘌𝘋 𝘋𝘌𝘈𝘋  series.  mostly  headcanon  based.  written  by  lucy.  established  jan  2020.  ❝  knees  to  the  floor. ❞

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𝟎𝟎𝟐 ;mac  died  feeling  hopeful  that  davey  got  out  of  blackwater  &  had  a  chance  at  survival  with  the  gang.  davey  died  feeling  relieved  that  he  wouldn’t  be  alone  on  the  other  side  &  that  his  brother  would  be  right  there  with  him.

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starters from the 1864 dostoyevsky novella, NOTES FROM THE UNDERGROUND

“i say let the world go to hell, but i shall always have my tea.”

“i swear to you that to be overly conscious is a sickness.”

“to love is to suffer and there can be no love otherwise.”

“it is in despair that we find the most acute pleasure.”

“the less you can understand, the more it hurts.”

“i love.”

“whether it’s good or bad, it is sometimes very pleasant, too, to smash things.”

“i’ve never been a coward at heart, although i’ve always been a coward in action.”

“that’s not what i call free will.”

“i often looked at myself with furious discontent, which verged on loathing, and so i inwardly attributed the same feeling to everyone.”

“i tell you solemnly, that i have many times tried to become an insect.”

“now answer me, sincerely, honestly: who lives past forty? i’ll tell you who does: fools and scoundrels.”

“i’ll go this minute!”

“man is stupid, you know, phenomenally stupid.”

“i am a sick man.”

“i am a spiteful man.”

“i’m bored and i constantly do nothing.”

“the best definition of man is: a being that goes on two legs and is ungrateful.”

“i am alone and they are everyone.”

“that’s virginity, to be sure!”

“i want peace.”

“i know that i am a blackguard, a scoundrel, an egoist, a sluggard.”

“which is better?”

“we have an infinite supply of information and yet we cannot read.”

“do not fear.”

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𝟎𝟎𝟖 ;  davey  will  literally  stop  whatever  he  is  doing  &  chase  after  animals  to  pet  them.  davey  ‘ oh  i  know  i  was  supposed  to  be  lookout  but  i  saw  a  dog  that  i  needed  to  say  hello  to ’  callander.

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𝐎𝐎𝐂 ;  howdy !  i  am  back  &  feeling  a  little  better.  thank  u  to  those  who  were  kind  &  sent  me  your  good  vibes.  anyway,  going  to  try  to  reply  to  my  messages  &  maybe  start  working  on  drafts !

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Sam Heughan in Men In Kilts: A Roadtrip with Sam and Graham 

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𝐎𝐎𝐂 ; sorry i am a bit slow with replies & plotting. i have had a migraine since i woke up so i just curled up & watched AOT for most of my day. i am hoping to get on & do replies tomorrow, as well as continue plotting. take care y’all ❤️

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richard madden appreciation: [13/??]

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          BOOK STARTERS VOL.13     FIGHT CLUB     CHUCK PALAHNIUK

❛ It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do anything. ❜

❛ I don’t want to die without any scars. ❜

❛ This is your life and it’s ending one moment at a time. ❜

❛ You know how they say you only hurt the ones you love? Well, it works both ways. ❜

❛ You are not your job, you’re not how much money you have in the bank. You are not the car you drive. You’re not the contents of your wallet. ❜

❛ You are not special. ❜

❛ You’re not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else. ❜

❛ The things you used to own, now they own you. ❜

❛ Today is the sort of day where the sun only comes up to humiliate you. ❜

❛ Maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves. ❜

❛ Only after disaster can we be resurrected. ❜

❛ Everything is evolving, everything is falling apart. ❜

❛ We’ve all been raised believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t. ❜

❛ Don’t you have other things to do? ❜

❛ Prove you’re alive. If you don’t claim your humanity you will become a statistic. ❜

❛ You have been warned. ❜

❛ If you don’t know what you want, you end up with a lot you don’t. ❜

❛ It’s not love or anything, but I think I like you, too. ❜

❛ If I could wake up in a different place, at a different time, could I wake up as a different person? ❜

❛ Why did I cause so much pain? ❜

❛ The lower you fall, the higher you’ll fly. ❜

❛ Maybe self-improvement isn’t the answer, maybe self-destruction is the answer. ❜

❛ May I never be complete. May I never be content. May I never be perfect. ❜

❛ Everyone smiles with that invisible gun to their head. ❜

❛ We are not special. We are not crap or trash, either. We just are. We just are, and what happens just happens. ❜

❛ The girl is infectious human waste. ❜

❛ I want to destroy everything beautiful I’ll never have. ❜

❛ On a long enough time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero. ❜

❛ If you could be either God’s worst enemy or nothing, which would you choose? ���

❛ It is like you’re never really awake; but you’re never really asleep. ❜

❛ Worker bees can leave. Even drones can fly away. The Queen is their slave. ❜

❛ A moment is the most you could ever expect from perfection. ❜

❛ The people you’re trying to step on, we’re everyone you depend on. ❜

❛ You have to give up! ❜

❛ Reject the basic assumptions of civilisation, especially the importance of material possessions. ❜

❛ Without pain, without sacrifice we would have nothing. ❜

❛ You have to realise that someday you will die, Until you know that, you are useless. ❜

❛ A tiger can smile. A snake will say it loves you. ❜

❛ Lies make us evil. ❜

❛ If you died right now, how would you feel about your life? ❜

❛ You always kill the one you love. ❜

❛ Maybe we should always assume the worst. ❜

❛ Put a gun to my head and paint the wall with my brains. ❜

❛ Which is worse? Hell or nothing? ❜

❛ A minute of perfection is worth the effort. ❜

❛ You’re going to die, tonight. You might die in one second or in one hour, you decide. ❜

❛ Lie to me. Tell me the first thing off the top of your head. Make something up. ❜

❛ I don’t give a shit. I have a gun. ❜

❛ I know who you are. I know where you live. ❜

❛ Tomorrow will be the most beautiful day of your life. ❜

❛ My philosophy of life is that I can die at any moment. And the tragedy of my life is that I do not. ❜

❛ Everything is so far away, a copy of a copy of a copy. You can’t touch anything and nothing can touch you. ❜

❛ There are a lot of things we don’t want to know about the people we love. ❜

❛ We just had a near-life experience. ❜

❛ If people think you are dying, they give you their full attention. They listen instead of just waiting for their turn to speak. ❜

❛ I am nothing, and not even that. ❜

❛ This isn’t really death. —- We’ll be legends. We won’t grow old. ❜

❛ Stop trying to control everything and just let go. Let go. ❜

❛ The amazing miracle of death, when one second you’re walking and talking, and the next second you’re an object. ❜

❛ Only if we’re caught and punished can we be saved. ❜

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The Tallest Man on Earth / Pistol Dreams

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sean, joining the gang: hi i am sean macguire but you can just call me mac

mac, getting ready to terminate sean’s life:

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you’re  outlaw  &  chilling  with  mac  &  he  looks  at  you  like  this,  wyd ?

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is  this  allowed ... ?