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Things I’ve Watched During (and After) the Quarantine (updated 4/27/24)

9-1-1 - Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6

9-1-1: Lone Star - Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4

Abbott Elementary - Seasons 1, 2

Alert: Missing Persons Unit - Season 1

America’s Next Top Model - Cycles 3, 4, 5, 8, 12, 14, 22

American Horror Story - Seasons 10, 11, 12

The Bear - Seasons 1, 2

The Good Place - Season 1

Looking - Seasons 1, 2, Movie [FINISHED]

Love, Victor - Season 1, 2, 3 [FINISHED]

Make Me a Supermodel - Season 1

Monsieur Spade - Season 1 [FINISHED]

A Murder at the End of the World - Season 1 [FINISHED]

Murdoch Mysteries - Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17

New Amsterdam - Season 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 [FINISHED]

Only Murders in the Building - Season 1, 2, 3

Poker Face - Season 1

Queer as Folk - Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 [FINISHED]

Q-Force - Season 1

Reacher - Season 1

Real Housewives of New Jersey - Season 13

Riverdale - Season 5, 7

The Rookie - Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4

RuPaul’s Drag Race - Season 11,12, 13, 14, 15, 16

RuPaul’s Drag Race: All Stars - Season 5, 7

School Spirits - Season 1

Schitt’s Creek - Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 [FINISHED]

Sex/Life - Seasons 1, 2 [FINISHED]

Supernatural - Seasons 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9

S.W.A.T. - Season 1

Three Pines - Season 1

Under the Banner of Heaven

Walker - Seasons 1, 2, 3

Wednesday - Season 1

Will Trent - Seasons 1

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Fics Masterlist

you rule my heart (I am your royal slave) E

Looking around the balcony, Eddie sees a blanket and pillows on one of the chairs.“Wait for me a second”, Eddie kisses Buck’s birthmark and moves to make them a comfortable place on the floor of the balcony.He lays a blanket and puts all the pillows so that they have a good place for everything that happens next and to rest after.“Want to see your face. On your back here. Legs spread as wide as you can.”Eddie sits on his knees on the soft blanket, waiting till Buck finds the best position for him.Lord spreads his legs and even gets them up, holding himself open for Kind’s desires.“I love you so much,” kiss on the big thigh and King puts his hands on the soft skin of Lord’s legs. Squeezing incredible things, he starts to push inside his lover, splitting him open with his cock. He goes deep inch by inch, not wanting to make his lover feel anything other than love and satisfaction. or King Eddie and his Lord Buckley au. or buddie royal au with balcony sex

I am burning in your love

E / 7849 words “You are so beautiful, Your Majesty,” Buck kisses long neck, licking the sweat already forming here, not understanding how even this can be so perfect in his lover, so sweet and salty at the same time. “So beautiful and all mine,” Buck bites the collarbone right above the scar from the wound that almost took away his happiness two years ago. He loves to claim his man no less than his King loves to remind him to whom he belongs and serves. Lord Buckley is the slave of his King, always and forever. “No more than you, my soul,” Eddie uses his hand on his neck, putting just enough pressure on his diamond necklace, to make Buck feel dizzy from remembering that he wears the evidence of his King’s love, his claim of his lord on his body, everyday. Proudly showing it off to everyone, even if only some people know it was not just a present from the King to his best advisor. or, lord Buckley and King Eddie have fun times in the trone hall

I love you (all the ways possible)

T / 8811 words “I love you,” Buck says softly with his eyes closed and a smile, enjoying the aftertaste of the first sip, but then he abruptly opens his eyes and turns to the shocked Eddie. “I-I mean like a friend. Platonically. You - you my best friend, Eddie. And I never had one. I’m sorry if it’s strange. It’s probably strange. I'm just, you know, a really emotional person and …” “I love you too, man,” Eddie cuts his explanations that were already turning into panic. or, 5 times Buck and Eddie say "I love you" platonically, 1 time Buck says it and Eddie doesn't know it's not platonic, 1 time Eddie says it and Buck doesn't know it's not platonic, and 1 time they both now it's not platonic

Don’t spoil him because you feeling guilty (just love him how you really mean it) G 4,321 words

“First of all, if I remember right, two months ago you were too old to have plushies,” Eddie points, looking at his son. He even portrays how Chris said it to him, which causes Chris to roll his eyes in response. “Don't roll your eyes, Christopher Diaz. Secondly, we agreed that since I'm buying you the fancy console you dreamed of, you don't ask for anything else for a whole month, do you?” Christopher sighs but nods in agreement. Eddie can't help but smile at how cute his son looks and raises his head to share this moment with Buck, who is not standing next to them. Eddie almost starts to panic when he sees Buck at the checkout. He returns a minute later and hands the penguin to Chris, who lights up brighter than the sun. or, 5 times Eddie tries to understand why Buck spoils Chris more than ever after his coma, and 1 time Buck tells him why

I was always in front of you  G 2131 words

“Do you want to help me find a new couch?” “I thought you needed to choose the couch yourself?” Eddie wants to slap himself. Buck opened his heart in the hope that Eddie will understand him, and Eddie asks this question. But Buck smiles brightly. “Yes, that’s the point. I`m going to do it. I just would like some opinions from my partner. It’s not like you would choose for me. And I want an opinion from Chris,” Buck says and looks at Eddie like he should understand what he means and wait. But Eddie can’t fully tell or better say scared to hope what Buck means so another man helps him. “We can buy a couch together. Three of us,” Buck emphasizes the last part. And Eddie thinks he can’t breathe. He smiles bright and hopefully but he needs to be sure they both understand what it means correctly. “Like a family?” Eddie asks and hears how behind Chris comes to the kitchen. or, Eddie comes to see Buck after hospital, helps him to deliver Kameron's baby. then they have movie night with Chris, choose couch together and finally goes on a date Or, how they could end 6x18

I need to be here (with you in darkness of your mind)

buddie / G / 3255 words

“Do you feel it?” Eddie takes deep breaths, trying to make his breath way notable for Buck to feel it. “My chest is moving. I’m breathing,” then something hits Eddie. One little thing about Buck’s coma his friend told him being shy admitting it. Eddie never felt so happy to know he never was in Buck’s coma dream. “I’m here. With you. In the real world.” or Buck has a breakdown during the night on the first year anniversary of his death. Eddie helps him deal with it.

You always was a ghost around me (I want to keep you in our memory) T 3137

Tears were streaming down his face without his control, and Buck let them. He allowed himself this moment to break like a year ago when he first realized why this day every year in his family was such a way it was. Why did Buck always feel empty and sad, why did he hear how Maddie and mother and even father cried. Why his parents were especially absent on that day. The answer is: that day is forever recorded as Daniel's birthday, but he had too little of them. He cried and cried until the candles were about half the size, then Buck blew them out, but before doing that, he looked up and said. “I’m sorry. I'm so sorry. You should have more time. We should have more time. I wish I could help you, big brother.” Or, for three years Buck deals with grief of loosing Daniel alone at Daniel's birthday, and fourth time he is not alone anymore.

We are family (let`s buy pajamas to prove it) G 1787 words

A week. Eddie tried to find the perfect way to ask Buck to marry him for a week. It should be something cute and romantic, but also something only for them.Big romantic gestures are amazing,but Eddie feels like he needs it to be something quiet and domestic. So while Buck has a shift without him, he searches for the best idea on the Internet. But the last two hours gave him nothing except anxiety. “Dad!” Chris` scream near his ear scares him, and he almost drops his laptop. Chris smiles at it. “I called you five times. What are you doing?” the boy sits near him and tries to look at his screen. or Eddie and Chris propose to Buck with cute pajamas

kiss as a 'yes' T 1006 words

lazy morning when Buck asks Eddie to marry him

I wanna be yours E 6061

They both just melt into a kiss, enjoying the taste of each other's lips. It's a deep kiss that sends chills down Buck's spine. Eddie literally devours him with his mouth, and Buck doesn't even try to resist. But they both need to breathe, so they separate to get some air, but after a few seconds Eddie joins their lips again, pushing Buck to the counter in the center of the kitchen, so he hits his back pretty hard, but blue-eyed can't care more about a small bruise while Eddie presses him into the counter and kiss Buck like he's a water source, and Eddie is madly thirsty. or, after poker smut fic

We have time (let's use all of it) teen and up 5676 words

“You smile like an idiot right now. And speaks like you happy Eddie is not here,” so Chim heard it. “Which is a surprise for me because I thought you would prefer to spend time with him. He is your best friend.” “I would prefer not to be trapped with anyone at all,” Buck says with sadness in his voice . He doesn't like the idea that someone from his family is in danger. And he doesn't like the inability to do something about it. And he doesn't want to be in danger either. “And I am actually happy Eddie is not here. I hate seeing him in pain or in danger. Also one of us always should be ok to go home to Chris. And I always will do anything for it to be Eddie,” he doesn't want to die. And he doesn't want Eddie to die either. He wants to live with Eddie, but he would always choose Eddie over himself. or, 6x18 spec fic

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go 1k words G

Buck and Eddie watch Eddie's favourite telenovela, have pillow fight and then have first kiss

I was scared to love you before but not now G 1131 words

“EDDIE,” Buck calls the most important person in his life, as it seems to him, quietly in order not to distract other people, but everyone who does not make calls turns sharply to him, not that Buck cares about it. He only cares about Eddie who is looking at him and quickly approaches him. “Buck, what’s wrong? Why are you here? Wait, why are you so dirty?”Eddie's voice washes over Buck with love and care as he has never felt from anyone else. “Is that blood on your hand? God, Buck, Hen checked you? You need to go to the hospital. I swear to god, Buck if you hide something…” “I love you, Eddie,” Buck says it so fast that he's not sure if he himself had time to understand what he said. It's just that Eddie is so handsome and caring and he’s here, and Buck knows that Eddie is not even angry, but he's just scared and worried. Worried about him. or,Buck has close call last shift before Eddie's return to 118 and runs to the dispatch to tell Eddie about his feelings. Set after 5b

normal again?

G / 1041 words Buck and Eddie talk in the gym about what happened at the cruise call

kiss in a rush of adrenaline 927 words G

Buck doesn’t know exactly why he did it, except that he wanted to try the taste of Eddie's lips from the moment he first time smiled at him and when he saw him so close after they get out of the fire the moment before the whole building exploded, he just leaned in closer to Eddie and joined their lips in a kiss, feeling how adrenaline boils in his blood. For a second, the whole world went quiet and Buck found out what paradise tasted like until he realized that Eddie wasn't responding.

Showers and pranks T 2k words

Chimney Han is not the guy who seeks revenge. But his brother-in-law crossed all boundaries a week ago. Because of him, Chim walked around with his hands looking like he killed a smurf for a week. And all this week he thought out a plan of revenge. Chim knows how Buck loves his hair, the blue-eyed guy spends hundreds of dollars on his hair products. And that's why now Chim is pouring hair bleach into Buck's shampoo bottle while Hen distracts Buck and Eddie, and Ravi makes sure no one goes into the locker room, where Chim is hiding in the far corner, from where he is not visible through the glass walls. When he's done, he puts the shampoo back in Buck's bag and quickly leaves the crime scene. Chim hears Eddie and Buck saying goodbye to everyone, while he checks the equipment in the ambulance and can't hide his sly grin. He can't wait to see Buck tomorrow.

Eternity in your hands ao3 G 639 words

Buck, Eddie and their newborn daughter

show me your scars(so i can love them too) T 1085 words

Eddie never was insecure about the way he looks. He knew he was attractive. He knew people would find him hot. Shannon always made comments about how he could easily make a career in modeling or acting just because of his look. The thing that he liked to work out helped too.  He also had pretty much a lot of things to be insecure about, more meaningful like being a bad son, not mature enough, not masculine enough, not a good husband, awful dad, and so on. So Eddie never felt insecure about his body.  

your hands keep me warm G 959 words

Buck always is cold. As much as he remembers he always needed hoodies or jackets when most of his friends would prefer to wear T-shirts. But he wasn’t like them. His hands are always cold and his feets freezing when it's even a little bit chilly. So he tries to never leave the house without a hoodie or sweater to keep him warm, and for being at home he has a huge collection of comfortable, warm, and super soft hoodies and warm fluffy socks of all the possible colors, and a collection of tea which takes whole cupboard in his kitchen. Buck likes to keep himself warm. Especially because either way he wouldn’t be able to rest and sleep normally till he's warm and he can super easily catch a cold. Eddie still laughs a lot the moment Buck starts to have a runny nose and sore throat when he was cold for less than twenty minutes.

The story about plushies and love G 937 words

“Evan Diaz, if you buy one more plush to occupy my spot on the bed I'm kicking you out to sleep on the couch”, Eddie`s voice pulls Buck out of the trance, as the older man approaches him with a little bit annoyed expression and with his arms crossed on his chest. Buck has been standing at this stand with plushies for at least ten minutes. He can't decides which one he wants more. Cute little penguin or light pink rabbit. They both are so cute and soft, but Buck is almost pretty sure he has if not the same rabbit then really close to this one, but he definitely doesn't have any penguins. But it's offensive that his husband thinks he can buy plushies ONLY for himself.

Buck has scars on his face after tsunami

bad days(I'm not alone) G 654 words

It is a bad day. Just a bad day with a series of sad and bad events before it. It all just takes all the energy out of your body, and one day waking up you just can’t get up from the bed. That’s just a bad day that Buck is ready to spend under a blanket cause after he tried to make himself breakfast and cried after not wanting to choose anything he decided it’s better to just rest and try to recharge energy from a lazy day in bed without anything, even his phone. Just bed, pillow, blanket, and his sad tired body in the silence of his loft. Buck can’t even say which of the events of the last days led him to this not physical but deep in his mind exhaustion, and really he doesn’t want to try to understand. Just shut his brain for a day and not think about anything bigger than how comfy his little nest is. A warm blanket covers his big body, hiding him from everything, from all the problems and sadness, and coldness of life outside. He can just be here in emptiness alone and rest. or Buck start his bad day alone, but he doesn't alone for long

Little something about Bobby's opinion about Mag and Phi. Or Bobby hate Buckley parents and he is not alone

Buck and forgotten medicine G 271 words

"I feels like she sees me"

your smell drives me crazy  E 1001 words

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Another day, another thinking thoughts about Buck's stutter. How it gets worse when he's nervous. The first time Tommy clocks it is when they have their first 'not an arguement but a misunderstanding' and Buck tries to explain himself but he keeps tripping over his words, barely forms a full sentence without his voice shaking, his breath quickens up and Tommy's heart breaks all over because it's not even a big deal— the thing they're discussing, but seeing Evan struggle with his words, seeing him this nervous that he can barely talk, it's painful so he cups Evan's face, looks him in the eye, smiles and says "hey, breathe. it's okay."

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‘Buck’ is the facade Evan Buckley wears around everyone, including his 118 family. Every time Tommy calls him ‘Evan’ it’s him saying ‘I see you and you don’t have to hide’. We’ve gone from Buck to Buck 2.0 to Evan. This is officially my favorite Pokémon evolution.

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HASAN PIKER Twitch 4/26/24

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HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY, CHANNING TATUM!!!

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#terrified boyfriends

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we definitely didn’t focus on this enough because what the actual fuck. he looks so hot yet soft in that hoodie with his hands in the pockets and he’s going ‘hey’ all confident, even though he’s nervous as hell about why buck wanted to meet up with him. but he’s also built and the outline of his tits and his nipples are showing. HE’S BREASTING BOOBILY like HELLO

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I watched 911 kinda regularly - without really being part of the fandom. Which to be honest seems to be healthier. Some fans are super intense and obsessed with the idea of Buck and Eddie. I never saw it really but I have to say I really like the development with Buck and Tommy.

So I never shipped Buck and Eddie romantically. I love their relationship and how close they are but I never thought there is more or there needs to be more. Now that I checked some tags here I see how popular they are and how many think that this recent development means that Buck and Eddie become a thing.

And of course I cannot say this never will be an option also regarding with how much attention they get even now. But there are some things that do not make sense to me if the plan is to pair them up.

Because A) to make them a couple they kinda have to repeat the storyline again. Buck - mostly presented as straight for six seasons - realized he is also interested in men. So at one point Eddie - who has also been only presented as straight so far - has to go through the same process to make them become a thing. So the audience would see a very similar storyline twice. And I can’t imagine that the show runners would just tell the same story again.

B) If the plan is to put these two together - why include the detour with Tommy. Why not just tell the storyline with Eddie from the start. Have them experience a very close moment in which both realize - oh it’s you who I love. Because Eddie needs to have the realisation at one point anyways to make this work. So they could just tell the story with the two of them.

C) If Buck and Eddie are together. The creators would limit themselves in telling future stories. Because Eddie and Buck already share a lot of screen time. Also have them be romantically involved would make it almost impossible to separate them and show them with other characters. It would be like work together, hang out together, go home together etc etc. So far, their individual love interests - apart from family issues - is pretty much the only thing that kinda separates them and allows the creators to tell individual storylines.

D) What would really change when they are together? Kinda goes hand in hand with the previous point. Both are super close. They care about each other. They love each other. What would change if they become a couple. Nothing except they might kiss here and there. The dynamics will remain pretty much the same.

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Tommy Kinard is one of the best characters to be (re)introduced to 911 since Maddie Buckley.

Not only does he have a history with the 118, he’s perfect (so far) for Buck. I mean holy shit that’s some genius casting and chemistry there.

And given the chance, his backstory has the potential to be a minefield of heartbreak and character development.

And Lou Ferrigno Jr. is knocking it out of the park. The actor and this character was obviously brought back for a reason. For an expanded role that draws on him to be funny and vulnerable and brave and a love interest. He has earned the chance to be part of a major story on a majorly successful show.

But for whatever reason some keyboard fan-squirrels are slagging the storyline and him and waving their torches because…what? They’re mad he’s doing TOO good of a job? He’s too likable as Tommy, too perfect a fit for one Evan Buckley?

This story started out getting all this positive press and chatter about the realistic and authentic portrayal of Buck embracing his bisexual side without angst or guilt. And we celebrated!

But then it turned into a bag of feral cats with a bunch of stans acting unhinged. Even the actors have said it is overwhelming.

I want Tommy (and therefor Lou) to stay. I want Tommy to be Bucks boyfriend. I want to learn more about him. I want his origin story. I want to see a queer love story that looks a lot like any other love story.

And I want Lou Ferrigno Jr. to spend some time enjoying playing a popular character on a hugely popular TV show.

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hiii what are some of your tommy or bucktommy headcanons if u wanna share

heheheh HELLO always down for bucktommy

buck loves wearing tommy's clothes almost as much as tommy loves seeing buck in them. he accidentally wears one of tommy's old, worn LAFD t shirts to the station one day, getting really confused when chimney whistles, saying you got something you wanna tell us, buckaroo? he blushes like mad when he realises, but walks around with a massive smile on his face for the rest of the day, thinking about one day getting to wear his name for real

tommy's very into casual physical contact - he slips his hand into buck's back pocket when they're walking down the street, pressing a hand to the small of his back when ushering him through a doorway, an arm around his shoulders when they're watching TV on the couch. it's not even a conscious thing most of the time, but buck fucking loves it

inspired by @canonbibuck 's headcanon of tommy having a fixer upper and @bigfootsmom 's incredible fic, tommy buys a house and he's asking buck's opinion on everything. the colour of the walls in the living room, the backsplash in the kitchen, even the fucking light fixtures. buck's confused by it, and when he brings it up to tommy, he gets shy and quiet in a way buck hasn't seen him get before, saying evan, it's going to be our home one day. you know that, right? it's only fair you get your say. and buck is so fucking taken aback by how much he loves that man that he presses him to the nearest hard surface and kisses him senseless

speaking of, buck just loves ??? just kissing tommy ??? like with no expectation of it leading to anything else ??? (although if it does he definitely doesn't complain). they'll roll around in bed for an hour before a shift, just pressing eachother to the mattress in different ways and kissing eachother senseless, the world falling away until it's just the two of them

sleepover weekend!

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I want to dance with you tonight (and for the rest of my life)

Bucktommy / E / 14 932 words

Cover by @ronordmann 💙

Mood board by me

Three months after Tommy kissed him passed so fast, but Buck enjoyed every second of it. Every date, kiss, hug, sex. Every text till the next opportunity to meet again between their shifts. Tommy makes him feel happy, giddy, smitten and, most importantly, wanted. He isn’t the one chasing so hard he forgets about himself this time, or the passive one, letting relationships just come to him, not trying to do much. No, now he takes as much as he gets. Of course, during their first three weeks Tommy was the one who was making most of the moves. He would set the dates, time and date, just asking Buck if he wanted to have another date and then tell him when and where it would be. Tommy was the one buying him flowers, initiating kisses or any form, even not sexual intimacy - always making sure Buck was ok with everything, never rushing him to do something Buck didn’t want to. And it made Buck feel safe. Soon he was the one to lean and kiss the man, or hug, or put his hand on Tommy’s tight, while the man would drive him to the next date’s destination, any time he wanted. Or Buck and Tommy enjoy their relationships, fall in love and go to Madney wedding together

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BuckTommy/Tevan is such a grown and sexy ship. We’re all like, yeah, it would be nice if Buck and Tommy became a permanent couple on the show but, you know, if it doesn’t, that’s fine. We just want Buck to be happy - whatever that looks like. We’ll still watch the show. We won’t harass the writers and the actors. In fact, we won’t make a fuss at all. You know why? Because at the end of the day, we got bills and the rent is due.

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I'll start with saying it's not Eddie hate post, so please Eddie haters it's not place for you

Now, to every Tommy hater, who thinks that saying that bucktommy is bad/doomed just because Tommy made closet joke and went away from Buck. You love to scream how Eddie is ALWAYS THERE FOR BUCK AND ALWAYS SEES HIM, but sweethearts, it's not true

You remember 3x1? Eddie wasn't there for Buck, he wasn't the one to support him how he needed. He was the one to say "look my kid has problems every day, but never sorry for himself. Stop feel sorry for literally almost dying twice, hard surgeries one by one and PA for months only to lose your job". He pushed Buck out of bed and then before they really talked in 3x6 and 3x9 he was rude to Buck(not saying Buck was right about lawsuit, but Eddie's "you're exhausting" was the kick too deep we NEVER saw apologies about). Then Eddie like everyone made fun of Buck's sex with therapist situation in 3x9(which, oof, Eddie fr?). And over years made sometimes teasing with love yet not really sweet comments. HE DIDN'T ALWAYS SEE BUCK. He STAYED enough to learn Buck, how no one did. He came back to Buck. But he wasn't always "perfect match"

Remember the line people like to use about buddie: "you don't find it son, you make it" about love? Eddie and Buck made friendship and MAYBE love

But you know why you're so scared about bucktommy? Because Tommy can actually make romantic love with Buck. He at least wasn't so close to Buck during closet joke how Eddie was during 3s. And he came back the second Buck called. And he's gentle with Buck and he wants to know him

So just because you want to make buddie "always perfect" for each other stop erasing their full story. It's not true. They weren't always perfect for each other. They just made good possible fundament for being perfect

There are never perfect from the start love story. But there are stories about how people stay together and creat their own perfect stories (bathena, madney, henren). And now TOMMY STAYED TOO. He came back to Buck, explained why he left (not to pressure Buck for something he's not ready, like Chim always was with Maddie), and stayed to try to know Buck better. To see where story can get them. What they can make?

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still insane to me that tommy favorite film is love actually and buck had an ep called buck actually and even more insane tommy leaving the 118 is what opened the spot for buck like,,,,, you wanna talk about red string theory huh