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Suyeol being silly during Wait ✳ EXplOration in Yokohama

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Suho about Baekhyun’s personality ✧ EXplOration in Japan DVD (trans.)

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It’s that time of the day when you’re alone and suddenly all your thoughts come rushing to you. And you don’t have someone you can share anything with. This is hard.

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FLIGHT FROM SEOUL TO MANILA

Im currently looking for a cheap flight ticket from Seoul to Manila or Seoul to Clark for December 20, 2018. Around 3000-4000php will do. If someone can recommend any, please tell me. Thank you so much!

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PAPAHUWAYA NIYO KO SG AWAY NIYO

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I dont want these negative thoughts to hover around me. But im just really nervous about the defense. Huhuhuhuhu My 5 years in the chemical engineering department will be judged with this. Im scared. Fcking scared.

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Sorry

I hate how I feel so useless or a burden to people whenever I leave the house. I always feel sorry to people for dealing with a messed me. I cant deal with my thoughts. I always feel helpless. I feel like I cant do anything right. Im always tired. And Im really sorry for being like that. I dont know what happened it just did. I suddenly felt like this. Idk why. Im sorry.

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Im tired. Idk if this is still worth everything.

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Pressure

True enough, the end does not justify the means. No matter what happens, people will always look at what happened last. They will not take into consideration whatever happened to you to fall into you last destination. If you fail, they’ll blame you for not doing enough. If you succeed, they’ll wait til you fail.

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Suho in Happy Together  ↳ @yeolben

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Send help. Hirap na hirap nako.

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PUTA LABAN!!!!

(Self, 2018)

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Ang saya

Ang saya nga naman pag ibang tao na yung pinagtatawanan. Pero pag ikaw na parang maiinis ka rin eh. Kagagaling. Ang saya. Nakakatuwa.

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Happy 41st birthday, Cha Taehyun <3

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대한민국 다시 가고싶다. ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ (at South Korea)

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Keep calm

I am keeping calm because i might be able to say words that i dont mean to say. I broke my body clock to be able to arrive on time because we have an important appointment today and you just give me an excuse that you woke up late. That is very unacceptable. I know Im a tardy kind of person but I tried my best to arrive here early because this is way more important than my sleep. I am really annoyed right now but I am trying my best to conceal how I feel to avoid misunderstandings.

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Failure

I am already 21 but it seems like my decisions dont really justify my age. Im immature. I dont know how things work. I cant carry out the responsibilities assigned to me. Im such a failure. At 21, Im starting to fail in all aspects of life and it seems like there’s no way out of it. Im out of focus. I dont how to prioritize things. Im always told to share the burden of things but I just know how to do so because I think Ill just be a burden to others if I share my load to them. *sighs* Maybe I got so used to being alone that I think I can just handle things on my own. Unfortunately, that’s not the case. People get dragged to my wrong decisions and it affects them negatively. They get in trouble because of me and I dont like it. *sighs again* I feel sorry for the people around me because I feel like they always have to deal with such a toxic person like me. I will never be able to compensate all their sacrifices for being with me all throughout. Im really thankful for them, tho. I thank them for not giving up on a failure like me.