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Seeing Corinne on set after seeing Lou follow her? Clown make-up fully on, I'm so ready 😍

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I would have liked to see Buck teaching Bobby to bake :(

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reblog and tell me how long it took you to watch all of 911 up until whenever/if you started watching live.

for example, i watched all of s1-s5 in about 3 weeks and then i was caught up by the time they were airing s6. i’ve seen some people who’ve watched 7 or even 8 seasons in less time than that so i’m curious.

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i miss lou

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my favorite part of les miserables is when joly asks marius “what’s wrong today?” implying that there’s something wrong with marius everyday and what is it now??

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i fear seeing bradley jaden play javert fundamentally changed how i view the character the musical and by continuation me as a person . and it’s only like 1/5 because he’s hot

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Whoa Bradley and Killian holy MOLY

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me literally every time i see a helicopter for the past year+

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It was so good 😭 and our Enjoltaire were SO attuned to each other, it was incredible.

And Alfie and Michael were obviously killer but I can't wait to see Bradley and Killian.

I'm seeing Les Mis TONIGHT !!!!!

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I'm seeing Les Mis TONIGHT !!!!!

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so about the side profile..

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as i grow older and age in fandom especially, i have waning patience for 2012 style fandom wars. i don't have time for the type of person who goes "why is this the 2nd top ship on ao3 when it bugs me", i don't have the energy to be friends with people who go "i specifically expressed dislike for this ship and people still write it?" and i have absolutely no time for someone who goes "this very personal trauma i have projected onto this random character and ship should be recognized and agreed by everyone else, otherwise they're bad people"

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You know what would be an incredibly juicy plot that the show will sadly never go for? Buck avoiding being near his nephew. Out of all the 118 characters he had probably the most special relationship to Bobby and as of 8x18 he has barely allowed himself to even begin grieving him.

And then like a month after the man who was like a dad to him died his sister who barely had a connection to Bobby at all decided to give Bobby's full name to her newborn son. That kid is not just a Robert by middle name, his full name ist Robert Nash Han and Athena is already calling him Bobby.

Buck knows it's not the kid's fault and he doesn't love his nephew any less than he loves his niece, he doesn't even really blame Maddie and Chim - they're trying to honour Bobby in their own way. But the "real" Bobby Nash hasn't even been in the ground for a month, it feels like his body is barely cold and Buck is only beginning to really deal with this loss.

Every time someone calls the baby by name he flinches internally and he hates himself for it. He avoids holding him, avoids being alone with him, avoids talking about him and he hates it, hates that he is being so selfish about it, but he can't help it.

After Jee-Yun was born and they finally felt safe about covid he spent as much time with her as possible and it brought him so much joy. Spending time with little Bobby brings him pain. He tells himself he just needs to get over it, that it'll pass, but for now it just hurts.

It takes Maddie a little while to catch on, but she does eventually notice that Buck is avoiding her. He basically lived on her couch for a while there and visited her a lot and now that his nephew is born and he should have all the more reason to want to come over he suddenly has an excuse to almost never be around? It's weird and so different from how he acted when Jee was a baby.

She finds an opportunity to corner him eventually and he confesses everything. That he hasn't been avoiding her, but little Bobby. That he respects her and Chimney's decision, but doesn't like it. That he knows it's not fair, but he doesn't know how to handle it yet.

And there's not really a solution. Maddie admits that maybe they should've discussed the name as a family. They hadn't even asked Athena for approval and it was really soon after the funeral, maybe too soon to start naming babies after Bobby. She suggests that Buck could call his nephew by a different nickname. The middle name isn't really an option, but there are other nicknames for Robert. Everyone else has already taken to calling the baby Bobby or little Bobby though and just Buck using a different nickname won't make a big difference.

So Buck simply repeats that he'll get over it with time. That the pain of losing the original Bobby will become more manageable with time and he will learn how to deal with this better. Neither of the siblings are really happy with this outcome, but there isn't much else to do. Maybe as a final scene one could see Buck going back to therapy and starting to grieve Bobby for himself - not just follow Bobby's last wishes, taking care of the team or trying to be okay too hard, but to actually feel the loss for himself. Show Buck willing and beginning to work on this.

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Manifesting doctor odyssey season 2 where tristan is trying his best to move on by either sleeping around or getting in a new relationship while max and avery slowly realize that something is missing to their relationship and that something is called tristan and they’re lowkey kinda jealous to see him with other people so now they gotta chase after him instead of having tristan always be the one chasing after people

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missing lou ferrigno jr hours. when will he come back (post)

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The way Buck so considerately tells Hen, "You don't have to apologize. You just have to do what's best for you." And then the show has Chimney yell at him for transferring.

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THEY MONOGAMIED MY THROUPLE SHOW?!?!?!?