calm-and-wine

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how is your 2025 resolution to unlearn your deep rooted shame going queen

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"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

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no one will come to save you but some will offer you their hand to hold when life gets tough and those are the ppl that matter

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it’s always wyd? and never I’d like to get to know u I’d like to take u out we’d go to the hail mary and afterwards make out instead im typing u a message that ik I’ll never send rewriting old excuses delete the kisses at the end when I see you the whole world reduces to just that room and then I remember and I'm shy that gossip's eye will look too soon and then I'm trapped, overthinking and yeah, probably self-doubt you tell me to get over it and to take you out but I can't I'm too scared and here's the night bus I have to go and the doors are closing and you were waving and I like you and I'll never let it show and you won't wait and maybe I won't mind i work better on my own and now I'm home a little bit drunk and I ask myself what if it's not meant for me? love what if it's not meant for me? love a few days pass since I last saw you and you've taken over my mind I'm retelling jokes you made that made me laugh pretending that they're mine I wanna tell the whole world about you I think that that's a sign I'm losing self-control and it's you it really is, 1000 times I look at your picture and I smile how awful's that I'm like a teenage girl I might as well write all over my notebook that you rock my world but you do, you really do you've turned me upside down and that's okay, I'll let it happen cause I like having you around I'm electric, a romantic cliché yeah, they really are all true when we catch eyes at that stupid party I know exactly what to do I'll take your hand, and we will leave french exits from me and you and now I'm home, a little bit drunk some things don't change, and I know now me and u we’re meant to be in love

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no one will come to save you but some will offer you their hand to hold when life gets tough and those are the ppl that matter

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the person that you could’ve been or the life you could’ve lived isn’t real. it’s an illusion and a fantasy that only exists in your head. all you have is here and now

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*absolutely nothing happens* 

wow this is giving me a lot of anxiety 

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hello i would like everyone to know that sometimes you can sob your eyes out and have an existential crisis one moment and then suddenly you're booking your driver's test and applying for jobs and crocheting a blanket and maybe life isn't so bad anymore!! maybe you can feel awful and fix your life anyway!! maybe you're allowed to be a wreck and still be good enough!! i am a full on adult and have avoided getting my license for years but now i'm finally doing it because i've grown around the fear!!!! the world didn't crash and burn when i was fifteen!! i did this for myself and i'm going to be okay!!

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girls will be like “this shade of green 😍” about every shade of green they see, and they’re right

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teens these days with their heartstopper easily accessible streaming on netflix don’t understand what it was like being 15 in 2016 and ur favorite show is a norwegian gay teen tv show that has no official english translation so the only way to watch it is on google drive. and if you’re watching it while it’s airing god help you because every time a new clip drops you have to wait for the translation tumblr accounts to post a transcript so you can at least read that before the fan translators have time to add english subtitles to the episodes and post them on the google drive. and when you try to recommend the show to anyone you have to be like trust me it’s such a great show here’s a link to the GOOGLE DRIVE.

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what is your eye color. what is your favorite color. what is the color that appears most frequently in your wardrobe. what color is your favorite blanket. what color is your water bottle.

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Everyone please tell me have you seen one of your top artists live this year

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i hope im not just a mutual to you but also a really annoying stranger who is somehow always going through something

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some people just don't understand that (in my head) in my head i do everything right (when you call) when you call i forgive and not fight (because ours) are the moments i play in the dark we were wild and fluorescent come home to my heart

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i root for all of my mutuals even if we don’t talk ❗❗ i see u an hope ur doin well an hope ur achieving ur goals 👀👏💓

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