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nothing much

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things r starting to feel like how they were 3 years ago

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someone put me to rest

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bealooo

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i forgor he existed

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god IM YEARNING for some kind of sport to do I'm so sick of being stuck in my room and doing assignments all day

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quickone

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went this whole week staying up late and waking up early without a very needed 12 hour sleep day and I think I can feel myself having an out of body experience

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dont care thats its 5 30, i felt a spark for the first time in a while,,,,had to draw smt after weeks of not drawing for myself

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trying to convinve myself that my armour looking hand sculpted is okay bc i mean armour IS hand made,,,RIGHT

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this has got to be one of my worst school terms bc what do you mean I haven't touched a game or even had time to do a small doodle because I've just been so sucked into my work,,,,the worst part is that my brain LOVES this,,,it thinks that me not touching things I enjoy means I'm putting in the effort to get that good grade and it's finding comfort in it, im so cooked

Sickening workaholic behavior

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OURGGGH thinking abt how amias is just innately born with that sickness inside him so even after all this he wont be cured but, at least he saved the world right 💔💔💔 OUGHH he's such a poor thing,,,thinking he was selfish for wanting a cure but in the end it was selfless of him to still keep going and finishing what he started even after he found out that he'll never be okay

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I can get through this but actually I cry every time I work on a specific assignment because I just can't take this shi 💔 I hate you unreal

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life is so great then the deadline reminder hits me like a truck wdym 2 weeks before my deadline OURHGHGOGUBGHGOUHDHGFOGUH I

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miss when i used to have strange hyperfixations in other things and art being an outlet instead of art being my fixation,,,i need a hobby so bad bruah

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girlfriendss

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clip studio keeps crashing on me when im in the middle of a drawing,,,i had to do this little guy twice bc of that,,whateva,,,i hope it stops crashing