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pink diamond

01

(michael kaiser x reader series/smau)

note: this sucks pls don’t hold me up to standard sorry guys

Kaiser was a ruthless man, ruthless in loving, ruthless on the field, and ruthless in ruining you.

dear diary, Saturday, June 15th, 2024, the day the world came crashing down for you, yet nobody else. on headlines it was just another scandal, for fans it was just their ‘chances’ going up with either you or him.

That day, was the day he sent the text that you two could no longer be together. You couldn’t beg, you couldn’t cry to him. If it had got out you begged over text, you’d be reprimanded by fans, and heavily by your agent. That’s probably why he chose to do it over text. ‘Less drama’ according to him.

That day for you was like doomsday, god refusing you heaven. You wouldn’t be surprised if it was gods choice to break you up, after all, michael means gods chosen emperor. but can’t he put you two back together? You would’ve treated him right for the rest of your life. You swear to yourself.

You used to pray every night for him to come back. Starved yourself and cut to cope, pain in the body silences the pain in the mind. But, alas, your fans noticed, and soon enough so did your. She agent made you stop, as any good person would, yet you resented it. Something about publicity and not good for your reputation? You don’t know. You zoned out the entire time. So, you settled on cat scratches and under 800 calories a day. Good enough, right?

Sunday, June 15th, 2025, that’s today. It’s officially been a year since you and kaiser broke up. Your friends noticed your mood, and decided to force you out to a club. You went out shopping and everything with them. Now you have your makeup on, you’re all dolled up, and in ten minutes you have to leave. You know how this night’ll go, you’ll drink yourself black out drunk, loosen up, and finally be any fun to be around, which, you haven’t been since you two broke up.

You made sure your phone was fully charged, and told your driver to come get you if you don’t call by 6am. Maybe, tonight you’ll get so drunk, you won’t remember whatever dream you have, they always have him in them. Looking like an angel, your savior, the only one for you. His pretty blue eyes shimmering comparable to a deep sea. As you were in the car, your driver playing your favorite music, you stared outside the window, the flash of blue, or a rose bringing him back to you. Till you eventually couldn’t take it. Looking down at your lap.

Eventually, you arrived at the club. Slightly late, you walked in, texting your friends to ask them where they were.

So, you wandered to the bar, making your way to the right side. Before spotting a flash of blue and blonde hair, you wanted to look away, and you tried. You really did, but, alas, your eyes drifted to the source. And, there he was, in all his glory. With those guys you met that are on his team. Sae, Oliver, and Shidou, You think. You immediately look away after spotting them, and try to get away before one of them notices you. But it seems like the universe isn’t not your side, because the one with bright pink tips, the Shidou one, calls out to Kaiser happily. “Yo! kaiser, isn’t that your ex girlfriend?” You freeze at that. Usually in a life or death situation you would choose to run, but, for a mental life or death situation. You just freeze up. Isn’t that just great?

You slowly look back to the group. Putting on the best mix between a glare and a scowl you possibly could, not that it masked much. You looked scared. Probably. You saw kaiser glance at you, with a mix between a scowl and a look of confusion. You swallowed hard, before walking off to find your friends. After finally, finding them, you ranted to them about what just happened, and how simply terrible it was. They comforted you, and got a few drinks down your throat. And, well that’s all you remember.

Now, you wake up in your bed, half of you subconsciously praying to wake up next to Kaiser. But you really know you wouldn’t wanna get back together like that. You didn’t dream of him last night. Maybe you did, but you don’t remember. Maybe you’ll start drinking yourself to sleep more often. Anyway, you unfortunately still do have to live, so against your bodies wishes, you stand up, and go make breakfast. Well, not really. You just took some strawberries, and ate them with your tylenol, and daily pills, the ones your manager and therapist force you to take. And then, well you feel your ‘breakfast’ coming up. Forcing you to run to the bathroom, before you vomit all over your dining table. Which, would be a pain to clean. You clean up your face, with a shower, and brush your teeth after throwing up.

Today, you didn’t have many plans. Well, none at all actually, expect bedrotting, and maybe trying out the drinking yourself to sleep plan. So, you head back to your bed, and begin doom-scrolling. Before, somebody texted you. A quick buzz, not spam. So it couldn’t be your friends, but you already knew that by the flash of Kaiser contact on your screen. And then, a few more buzzes. Hesitantly, you open up the messenger app, and then just as hesitantly open up your messages with him.

Oh, god. This day is clearly, going to be much worse than you thought. You think you’re gonna be sick.

hope u guys like this

april 19th 2025

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Y/ns group

00

(michael kaiser x reader)

y/n is a singer

lola does modeling, gyaru gal, mean looking girl that’s actually pretty kind.

kikyo is the mom friend, she does acting. very caring but serious at times.

rue is p cheerful, the fun friend, does professional volleyball

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Michael’s group

00

(michael kaiser x reader)

in this au they’re still all soccer players but kaiser does acting gigs occasionally, and sae does modeling on the side.

pretend oliver also has 3.1m 💔 I messed up

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The girl you’re flirting with is going home early to write 70k+ words about having sex with a video game character who’s pushing 60

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how i’m feeling now

(michael kaiser x singer reader series/smau)

note: this is my first post ever :p I haven’t written in a longgg time. I hope u guys like this at all. came up w this listening to party 4 u. header sucks coz I made it :x writing part will be much better than smau. ask to be apart of taglist :xx

tws: angst w comfort,, thoughts of suicide, suggestive, reader and kaiser do do it a few times.. but it’s not in detailed described, ed, cutting, mental illness.

00: michaels group, y/ns group

01: pink diamond

02: forever

03: claws

04: 7 years

05: detonate

06: enemy

07: i finally understand

08: c2.0

09: party 4 u

10: anthems

11: visions

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ᝰ.ᐟStreet racer!Rin

I remade my ugly ass street racer rin drawing. Anyways here's the revamped version 😛😛

(Does anyone see his tongue piercing 💔)

It still looking fucking ahh 💔💔 but it's better than before so whatever. I'm relearning how to draw so bear with me

I hate colour theory. Me and my homies hate colour theory

Made by me. Idm if you use, js credit me

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i took it as a compliment when my friends “insulted” me saying that i’m just like shidou

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Shidou ryusei 🎀

It was supposed to be a simple study of tonocha__ (twt) 's art style( they're amazing!!) But well aaaa.👍

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ᝰ.ᐟStreet racer!kaiser

I was searching for some bllk street racer au fanart for hoursss and I couldn't find shit so I took it upon myself to draw every character from the street racer au. Starting with my husband kaiser (he's so fine, shoot me)

Art made by me. Idm if anyone uses it, just credit me :p (it lowk looks ass but whatever)

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MAN WHATEVER i needed to draw my two favorite men together (ok alexis is just a girl dont hmu)

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nah no way nagi got voted off, it’s april fools 😁😁😁 it’s a prank chapter 😁😁😁

tomorrow i’ll wake up and it’ll all be just a dream 😁😁

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Blue Lock Spider-verse! (4/?)

Bonus:

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go puzzl boy

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THEYRE SO TINY I WANNA PUT THEM IN MY POCKET💘😭

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This is so cute I’m gonna flip out 😭

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OMG HIORI AND CHIGIRI!! 😍😍 HIORI LOOKS SO CUTE AHHHAHAHSGAGEHWHDSHDDB!! AND CHIGIRI LOOKS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING!!!

The rest looks good too but those two look the best to me🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Source: X

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