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wow relapse ha, lol idk huhu naconfused tuloy ako kung okay naba talaga ako or indenial lang ako pero okay nako eh, meron bang okay na nagrerelapse :(

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grabe nakakaubos ng energy, ayoko na muna makipagusap lol hahahaha

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may work crush na ako hahahahaha prolly yung ET namin from US na bumisita samin here sa PH lol HAHAHAHAHA and connected na din kami sa linkedin

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getting better everyday :)

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I just realized ang lala talaga ng attachment issue ko and it’s crazy to think but thank you, i will be just fine in no time

I can’t wait myself to get healed :) But i have no regrets at all sa lahat ng naexperience ko just lesson learned and will be focusing on myself, self love over anything <3

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I’m fine

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hi to my very first love 🫶🏻

thank you for the decade of love! yeah guys hahaha we broke up fr but anyway you've been with me for about half of my life, and you've seen how I've grown over the years. You've been with me through ups and downs, and I'm grateful for that and wala akong pinagsisihan cause we’ve learned many things in this relationship. just wanted to say that im sorry sa lahat ng pagkukulang ko and all but ik tapos na tayo dyan hahaha gusto ko lang sabihin. im happy cause habang nagscroll ako grabe na pala narating natin to our very first formal date nung highschool tayo na tamang jollibee lang na ngayon nakakalabas na tayo kung saan man gusto nating restaurant im amazed cause narating natin yun together and now ko lang narealize hahahaha happy ako dun so much kasi naging successful tayong magkasama.

i will surely miss you yam most esp our foodtrip, late night walktrip, yung kakengkoyan mo hahaha lalo na pag kinukulit mo ako para lang inisin ako, our simple date kahit dyan lang tayo nakatambay sa bahay nyo pancit canton trip or streetfood masaya na tayo habang naglalaro ng ml, yung pagtambay sa condo tapos paglulutuan kita ng fave mong kaldereta or sinigang, sunday date magsisimba together at madami pang iba.

thank you for always supporting and believing in me lalo na nung pinanghihinaan ako ng loob ikaw lang andyan for me and sempre ako din sayo. thank you for the great experience and memories with you yam <3 even tho we’re not together sempre di ko yun kakalimutan naging part ka na ng buhay ko eh hahaha not just part but sobrang laki ng contribution mo sa life ko just so you know. you’re not just my boyfriend dati, but naging kuya, lifecoach, and everything kita. I appreciate you so much sa lahat lahat! our relationship is not perfect pero masaya ako na na experience ko yun lalo na with you.

just wanted to say that im happy that you’re happy! kahit wala na tayo penge padin molo sa pasko ha hahahahah loljk i love you so much my engr ko for the very lasttt <33 i hope mas maging successful ka pa cause i know you’re very determined naman eh and i believe in you! Proud ako sa lahat ng narating mo hahaha ayoko na ng sobrang dama kaya eto nalang hahahaha ingat ka always ha! pag may problem ka andito lang naman me but yk if works hahaha iba na kasi ngayon eh. basta masaya ako yam, kung happy ka na :)

ofc di mo to mababasa but this is my last message for you :> mamimiss kita for sure but i know kaya ko to hahahahaha

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I actually lose interest when I see myself trying harder than you. i need my energy reciprocated

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today is my 2nd work anniversary at PwC! 🧡

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lesson learned: don’t expect anything or set an expectation so you won’t be dissappoint

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mama’s here na but buong pagstay nya here wala syang ibang ginawa but to fix our house hahahaha pinapaayos nya kasi so di pa kami makaalis alis

anyway, tomorrow andito na tita and pinsan ko and ang gulo gulo pa ng bahay hahahaha so pano na

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straight 1 week na akong loaded sa work but im glad that i was able to survive it and it’s cute lang din na sir alfred is very mabait to me unlike dati na lagi kaming magkaaway kapag wfh pero now we’re like REAL teammates hahahaha i like how he cares about me since 1 week na akong pagod sa IBM he always asked me if kaya ko paba hahaha

very nonchalant kasi si sir alfred like di nya papakita na nagcecare sya sayo dadaan nya yun sa pangaasar kasi gusto nya strong personality sya something like that and also im sad kasi nagresign na sya :( smula nung nalipat kami sa Pmaas si sir alfred na yung OG reviewer ko, well dati ayoko talaga sa kanya hahaha kasi di ko talaga gusto attitude ni sir alfred di kami nagkakasundo nagbago lang yun nung time na naiyak nako hahaha di nya nako inaaway but now we’re GOOD it’s just that magaling kasi sir alfred eh sayang lang na nagdecide sya ng pabasta :<

but anyways, nothing is permanent naman. need natin i accept yung change but for me may attachment issue kasi ako hahahaha na need ko iovercome but sguro acceptable naman since ito din yung first job ko

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pyromusical with miamors and kwini girl!

it’s nice na naggala kami and finally hindi near shaw or ortigas hahahaha kasi palagi na kami andun. we enjoyed watching the fireworks cuz it’s very magical like sobrang ganda nya lalo na yung finale ng china dabest!

anyways, kaya andyan sila paul and mund its because wala kaming mabook na grab like 1hour and 30mins na ata kaming nagbobook sa moa tapos sakto kachat ko nun si paul sabi ko wala kami mabook so yk typical paul hahaha sabi nya sundo nya kami e sakto din nanuod sila ng concert ni mund kaso sa cubao hahahaha very out of the way sabi ko pa nga wag na but he said im so maarte daw kaya sabi ko sige na nga hahaha kesa di kami makauwi kasi 12 am na nun so thank you! may utang na loob na naman ako hehehe

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bakit kaya ang bitter ko bigla hahahaha why can’t I be happy with them nalang but anyways I know lilipas din to hindi naman super malalim eh like tolerable sya so its fine

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Nastress ako sobra sobra! June 14 pinaka latest na date nalang available sa exam huhu di ko kaya nastress ako sobraaaaaa :(((

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Good morning naman talaga! 🥰 Eto nalang yung will ko para ganahan pumasok since monday na monday katamad sobra

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Oh, I thought you gonna say, you need someone to talk. I would've slided in your DM's and we would fall in love 😭

hahaha u can slide thru my dms and we can be friends!