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Small Astro observation post

-Mars trine sun in synastry is a vibe. Truthfully if either parties have issues natally with their mars/sun then this can feel somewhat different for them but generally as a person with my mars trine my mars and my Pluto…I like this aspect. It’s the feeling of generally matching each other’s energy without much effort as opposed to other aspects like sextile or square.

-Libra suns with Libra mercuries…what are you guys the most confused about? I swear balance and harmony is fine and I respect that you guys wanna try to achieve it but don’t sacrifice yourself in the process please. Trust and honesty helps achieve harmony, and I know it’s surprising but honesty ≠ you’re being rude (but they are not mutually exclusive either). You can be rude and lying just like you can be kind and honest. I feel like this has to be said so much because some people seem to believe when you respond with “I’m just being honest” or “do you not like when someone tells the truth” will make things better or make you any less of a dick. I could honestly call someone ugly but it doesn’t make me any less rude. Anyways moving on…

-Sag and Scorpio risings are some of my favorite rising signs to talk to. It might be the house overlay especially in romance situations bruh. Like sag risings would have my mars in their first house so the attraction is wild, but it’s even worse if they have their mars in my fifth house (sag mars or early Capricorn mars)

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PLUTO IN HOUSES - SYNASTRY🔒💜

PLUTO IN PARTNERS 1ST HOUSE = house person can get a better view/actually a whole damn script by the Pluto person of why they move the way they do in this world - PLUTO SEES, & NOTICES EVERYTHING👁️. House person can get more calculative/cunning, more intense, more ruthless, more powerful, or very much more fearless in life bc of the Pluto person! Pluto person can also help the house person with transforming their worldview/or help them become better at controlling themselves before they make a move in this world!🤌🏼 House person can feel REALLY special here, bc Pluto can be really into them, & it's really obvious/or Pluto makes it very obvious here❤️‍🔥. House person can be very attracted 2 the Pluto person - they can find them sexy, & magnetic<33. Also very very intense sometimes - but that's usually also one of the reasons they can feel really attracted2em, actually. Conflicting aspects can show problems/issues bc Pluto can get obsessed with/or2fixated on the house person/issues bc house person can feel like Pluto is trying 2 overpower them - get them under their control.

PLUTO IN PARTNERS 2ND HOUSE = house person can feel an incredible support from Pluto person here - Pluto is the one always giving power 2 house persons confidence, & self worth😻<33 - Their self worth/values/material possessions/even their income could have transformed a lot when Pluto came into the picture. Pluto's way of showing power, fearlessness, intensity, cunningness, & their way of transforming/facing their shadows is something the house person is really attracted2/secured by, & they value the shit out of it2🔒<33. Pluto can also be really into supporting the house persons financial goals2 - sometimes they can even give the house person a "push forward in the line” here🫶🏼. Conflicting aspects can show issues bc Pluto can try 2 dominate the house persons spending habits, material possessions, or self worth/issues bc house person can feel like Pluto is trying 2 take away their personal security.

PLUTO IN PARTNERS 3RD HOUSE = house persons mentality/mindset can go through a transformation here, bc of the Pluto person. house person can feel heard, & listened 2 on a whole other level here💞<33 - Pluto can go insanely deep, when it comes2 their conversations with the house person. Pluto can also be really interested in the house persons relationships with their siblings/cousins - if they have any ofc/they can also be really interested in figuring out the house persons thought patterns. House person can be attracted 2 Pluto persons powerful/fearless way of communicating🫰🏼/attracted 2 Pluto persons potent ways of getting their points across❤️‍🔥<33. Conflicting aspects can show issues because the Pluto person can try 2 dominate the house persons mind/or always try2 dominate their conversations together/or try 2 dominate house persons relationships with siblings/cousins.

PLUTO IN PARTNERS 4TH HOUSE = house person can get a clear view of their upbringing/childhood/of their family here because of the Pluto person🤌🏼 - Pluto person goes deep here bc they want 2 know the house persons core - why they are who they are, & how they became like that. Pluto can also want 2 know everything about the house persons past in general🤔 - always being two steps ahead<33. House person can feel very very secured, & loved by Pluto, because Pluto knows every "beautiful, & ugly" thing about them, & they choose 2 love, & accept every single thing❤️‍🔥🫶🏼 - house person can be very loyal 2 Pluto bc of this<33. Pluto can also transform the house persons family life/homelife<33. Conflicting aspects can show issues bc Pluto can try2 control the house persons home life/home, contact with family/issues bc house person can feel like Pluto is always watching over them/Pluto can be 2 probing. PLUTO IN PARTNERS 5TH HOUSE = house persons views on dating, & fun can really get transformed here🌪️ - Pluto can show them new ways of doing things<33. Pluto can be very focused when it comes 2 courting the house person in the beginning, & they always go all in when they have 2 plan out dates🌹 - they're deep, & meaningful. House person can find the Pluto person mysterious, magnetic, & very intense🫦. Sex between these two can feel/be very deep, passionate, & intense<33. Pluto can also be a powerful supporter/investor when it comes 2 house persons creativity/art<33. There can also be a deep focus on raising kids together here - Pluto can be the one who's all about "micromanaging"/over protecting their kids at times🔒. Conflicting aspects can show issues bc Pluto person can be/feel way 2 intense for the house person when it comes 2 dating/fun/creativity/kids.

PLUTO IN PARTNERS 6TH HOUSE = Pluto can transform the house persons daily routines/transform the way the house person live their daily life here - Pluto can go all in on helping the house person with getting fit💪🏽/or help them take care of themselves in general here. Eating habits can also be focused on🥗🍜🥞 - Pluto can be the one making their food/or deciding on what 2eat<33. Pluto can also help the house person with seeing things clearer/help them with always being 2 steps ahead when it comes 2 their work/or coworkers here👥 - if house person has issues with giving their power away, Pluto can teach them how take it back<33. House person can be really grateful 4 Pluto in their life, as Pluto can help them with doing things they never thought they would have the power to do💪🏽. Conflicting aspects can show issues because Pluto can be too fixated on house persons daily routines eating habits/their health/on how, & how much they workout - issues bc house person can feel micromanaged here.

PLUTO IN PARTNERS 7TH HOUSE = Pluto can transform the way the house person sees/views partnerships/marriage/relationships in general here👥<33. House person can find the Pluto person crazy sexy, & attractive bc of how they showcase their power/bc of how fearless/brave they can be when interacting with others🤌🏼 - Pluto can also be very very focused on their connection, & on protecting it❤️🔒 - which also can cause major attraction from house persons side. Pluto can help the house person become more fearless when it comes 2 how they deal with others/help them be more "on top" when it comes 2 how they go about their "businesses" - teaching them 2 really think about their moves, before they move when it comes 2 other people. Conflicting aspects can show issues bc Pluto can be 2 dominating/or 2 into deciding things 4 the house person - especially who they talk2/surrounds themselves with. PLUTO IN PARTNERS 8TH HOUSE = Pluto can be really into knowing the house person on a very special, & intimate level here❤️‍🔥 - they want 2 know what kind of intimacy they really seek in life/what really turns them on/what fetishes they have/what kind of secrets they keep/what transformations they've been through/what traumas they got in their bag<33. House person can become very attached 2 Pluto, because Pluto knows all their truly vulnerable points. Sex here can feel/be very very intense, powerful, & transformative, & it can bring a liking 2 darker stuff, or they can be into some kind of bdsm shit together👋⛓️ - Pluto is typically the one dominating. "Transforming through/or because of a deep intimate connection/sexual connection". Conflicting aspects can show issues because one can manipulate the other 4 own benefit/issues bc Pluto person can violate the house persons boundaries.

PLUTO IN PARTNERS 9TH HOUSE = Pluto can be very fixed here on showing house person the way when it comes really "living life, & really being free"🕊️. Pluto can be intense when it comes 2 showcasing their belief system/or their higher thoughts 2 the house person here. Pluto can be a very big supporter when it comes 2 house person experiencing life all around🛩️🌍 - with, or without them<33. Pluto can also help further the house persons education level📚 - Pluto can be fixed on helping the house person with achieving a higher education📓. Conflicting aspects can show issues because Pluto can be 2 dominating when it comes 2 house persons beliefs, or education level/issues because Pluto can be/feel 2 confining 4 the house person. PLUTO IN PARTNERS 10TH HOUSE = Pluto can be fixed on helping the house person with furthering their achievements/work/image/reputation/social status here⭐️🥇. House persons social standing can also go through a transformation bc of Pluto❤️. Pluto can be a powerful public supporter 2 house person - Pluto's connections can also come in handy 4 the house person<33. House person can become more secretive, more calculative, but also more fearless in public, & when it comes 2 how they make moves 4themselves in regard 2 their worldly goals here, because of the Pluto person✨<33. People can see these two as a powerful duo! Conflicting aspects can show issues because Pluto can be 2 involved/or 2 decided on deciding things 4 house person, when it comes 2 their career/social image - how they're seen in public/issues because house person can feel like they have no power/or voice. PLUTO IN PARTNERS 11TH HOUSE = Pluto can be a very big supporter/investor when it comes 2 house person achieving their dreams/their humanitarian goals here💋<33. House persons friends can see the Pluto person as elusive, intense, & mysterious - Pluto can also make a big impact in house persons friend group here/or make a big impact on house persons social life🫰🏼<33. They can make big changes in their community/or in communities all around together, & be very dedicated 2 it<33. conflicting aspects can show issues because Pluto can be 2 dominating when it comes 2 house persons social life, dreams/issues because house person can feel like Pluto is holding them back in life😤.

PLUTO IN PARTNERS 12TH HOUSE = Pluto can transform the house persons sleeping pattern/views on spirituality, & isolation here. Pluto can also make the house person become more powerful in themselves, when it comes2 their hidden sides - the sides they hide away from the world/or when it comes 2 the things they don't want showcased🫣<33. These two got a very profound psychic connection💜, & house person usually feels it right from the start - House person can also feel that the Pluto person is gonna be someone really special 2 them/or feel that they're someone pretty important, when it comes2 their journey here on earth, in some way, shape, or form😘<33. Pluto sees right through the house persons hidden fears2, & can either help them with em, or make em worse😮‍💨. Conflicting aspects can show issues because the house person can feel like they can't ever hide here - Pluto always sees, knows/issues bc Pluto can effect the house persons psyche in a bad manner.

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Vibes

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Solar Return Chart Notes

Indications

Being envied/gossiped about:

Aries/Scorpio/Leo/Aquarius Rising

1,13,8,20,5,17,11,23 degrees on rising or MC

Sun, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Neptune, Uranus, Pluto in the 1st or 10th house

Lilith in the 1st or 10th

Lilith harshly aspecting 1st house, 10th house, or personal planets

MC ruler in the 1st, 3rd, 6th, 10th or 11th (solar x return, return)

Sun aspecting Mercury, Mars, Uranus, Neptune

Mercury in harsh aspect to Sun, Mercury, Mars, Saturn, Pluto especially if planets are in the 1st, 10th or sometimes even 12th house (solar x return, return)

Chart ruler / MC Lord in 12th house = hidden, hidden enemies (or vice versa) 12th Sun = people could talk about your personality, ego, overall personality traits - 12th Venus = your relationship, love life, looks - 12th Mars = Your sex life, your attitude, your energy

Transforming in a major way:

Pluto conjunct personal planets

Pluto/Scorpio in the 1st, 8th, 10th house or ruling Profection year

Planets in the 8, 20 degree

Jupiter in the 1st, 8th, 10th house

Jupiter aspecting Sun, Moon, Rising, Mars

Jupiter aspecting Pluto

A lot of planets aspecting your 8th house ruler

Venus in the first or conjunct the asc

Chiron in the 1st, 8th, and 12th house

Capricorn Rising/Saturn ruled Profection Year

1st, 2nd, 5th, 8th, 10th, 12th Profection year

Finding Love:

Sun/Venus/POF/Vertex/Juno in the 1st, 5th, 7th, 10th house

Chart Ruler is Venus or in 2,14,7,19 degrees

7th house ruler in the 1st, 5th, or 7th house

5th house ruler in the 1st, 5th, or 7th

POF/Juno/Vertex in positive aspect to Venus and Mars especially conjunction

POF/Juno/Vertex aspecting POF/Juno/Vertex

Mars in the 5th or 5th house ruled by Mars

A lot of positive aspects to the 5th and 7th house

Jupiter in the 1st, 5th, 7th house

Jupiter aspecting Venus, Juno, POF, Mars, Vertex especially in 1st, 5th, 7th, or 10th house

Moon in positive aspect to Venus

Moon positively aspecting Vertex, POF, ASC, DSC, Juno

Im definitely forgetting a lot of aspects, these are just the ones I thought of first 💕

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What are some of the most powerful/hottest aspects in synastry ?

powerful aspects:

The Sun of one partner in close aspect to Mars of the other. Especially the most exact aspects and the conjunction are very, very powerful. The Sun always symbolizes the physical body, so no doubt that the Sun is involved in this configuration. The planet Mars symbolizes our primary and instinctive physical and biological drives and urges.Sun conjunct,trine, or sextile Venus. Ever just see someone and just plain and simply admired them? The Venus person here will just plain ol’ really dig the sun person. The sun person will know this subtly and radiate the warmth of the sun back to Venus. The two will enjoy each others company. Venus conjunct,trine, or sextile Jupiter. Indicates luck and happiness. With things going how they are today, a little luck and happiness is definitely healthy and very healing. This also indicates love without over possessiveness and jealousy which to me at least, is more indicative of love at it’s purest. Sun in another person’s first house. Might be more of an infatuation, but the first house person will see the sun person as everything great in the world, the best thing since sliced bread. Might even try to emulate the sun person.Venus in another person’s 5th house. A spirit of fun,romance, and adventure overtakes the both of you and chances are you’ll take some spontaneous risks together(where you may end up with a child).Venus conjunct, trine, or sextile Mars. This is the classic placement for harmonious passion, love, and sex. Your energies are in sync and this will be the root of great enjoyment and pleasure. True love.Moon conjunct, trine, or sextile Jupiter. Mutual admiration. The moon person will feel more openly loving and generous in the company of the Jupiter person. The moon native will definitely want to expand horizons with the assistance of Jupiter as they will feel more positive and lucky.Mercury conjunct, trine, or sextile Sun. Pretty much a cornerstone type of aspect at least in my view. Communication will come easy and there will be an appreciation for the thought processes. Expressing appreciation mentally and verbally will keep bonds strong if periods of separation occur.

hottest aspects:

Venus of one partner in close aspect to Mars of the other. Especially when Venus belongs to the female partner and Mars to the male partner, this aspect is a hot combination denoting sexual compatibility. The most exact aspects and the conjunction are very, very powerful. When Uranus or Pluto (this most compulsive planet) enhance this aspect, we get such a magnetic combination from lust at first sight, that you will not be able to resist this insatiable force. Mars conjunct, trine, or sextile Pluto.This will be a competitive, intense, highly sexually charged union. These two planets natures are highly explosive so it’s pretty much like adding gasoline to a burning stick of dynamite. Be sure to have positive goals to channel this energy towards because it will not remain dormant Venus conjunct, trine, or sextile Pluto. When Venus touches Pluto what you will get is an intensely strong and passionate attraction that will not waver over time but grow (barring a Plutonian “explosion” of some sort). Possessiveness can come into play here but the attraction is so magnetic it won’t even matter.Venus or Mars of one partner in close aspect to Pluto of the other. These aspects denote insatiable, compulsive and obsessive sex needs. Here, sex is never over…marathon sex. Venus conjunct, trine, or sextile Uranus. If you want a stable, assured, and practical relationship make sure you DO NOT have this aspect. This makes the flow of Venus erratic and unpredictable. Spontaneity is full blown here and the Uranus person will most likely be viewed as exciting and eccentric by the Venus person lending to their arousal. All exact semisquare (where two planets are 45 degrees apart) and sequiquadrate (where two planets are at 135 degrees apart),aspects within a 1° orb in which the Sun, Venus, Mars, Uranus and/or Pluto are involved.

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Mars synastry aspects

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How to spot a potential power couple by looking at their synastry/harmonious aspects for romantic relationships

💜 in heterosexual relationships, attraction most often occurs if the woman has her Mars in the same sign as the man has his Venus 💜

💜 the relationship has great potential if one of the partners has his/hers moon in the same sign in which the other partner has their sun 💜

💜 mutual attraction occurs when partners have their first house in the other partner's seventh house 💜

💜 in heterosexual relationships, if the man's venus is in the woman's first house he sees her as the perfect woman, the woman appears to have everything he ever wanted in a partner (this is especially true regarding the woman's physical appearance) 💜

💜 one partner's moon/venus in the other partner's seventh house in synastry indicates romantic interests 💜

💜 if there are positive aspects (like sextile or trine) that connect the moon or venus with saturn in synastry, or if one partner's saturn is in the seventh house of the other partner, there is a high probability that the individuals will be interested in a longterm romance 💜

💜 likewise, if one partner's moon falls in the 10th house of the other partner and vice versa (so both partner's moon fall into the 10th house of the other partner), strong emotions are present in that dynamic. It's most definitely one of the strongest combos to have in a synastry 💜

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Masterlist

I figured I'd finally make one of these since my blog keeps on expanding more and more so I wanted to make it easier to navigate.

I am open for asks, my only stipulation on it is that I can't really help out with composite charts too much since I don't feel that knowledgeable on them quite yet. I do want to figure out a theme for my blog soon but ehh any suggestions are welcomed.

created on 10/30/2023

edited on 11/2/2023, Edited on 11/15/2023, Edited on 1/4/2024, Edited on 1/17/2024, 3/26/2024

My chart

Aries sun, Virgo moon, Leo rising post

Virgo moon and self expression

My asks are open in case anyone was curious

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The random Astro questions I've asked

Ascendant aspects

Synastry aspects to Pluto

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Link for me

Astro observations

#1

Certain aspects observations

"unpopular opinions"

Different Element Placements

#5 (mostly includes Aries, Taurus, and Gemini)

#6

#7

#8 Sag placements

#9

#10

#11

Virgo moon vibes

Sag moon vibes

Libra placements

Scorpio and Capricorn Placements in one chart

Composite and synastry I have with someone (it's kind of odd imo)

Music artist observation

Venus signs (Aries, Gemini, Virgo, Libra so far)

Mutable Moons

Dominant Planets (Saturn, Neptune, and Uranus)

Pluto aspecting Sun and/or Rising

Virgo moon (from a Virgo moon)

Roasting some of the signs

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Composite related things

Composite chart observation #1

Composite moons (Cancer and Scorpio for now)

Composite moon (more about scorpio)

Synastry Observations

Mars conjunct Pluto

Synastry with my Parents (pt 1)

My rankings

Moon signs and their parental issues

Mars signs ranking

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My Skincare Routine (Dry skin)

Morning

-Cleanser (depends on the vibes)

-Toner (always)

-Hylaronic Acid Serum (everyday)

-Caffeine solution for my under eyes (everyday)

-Moisturizer (everyday)

-Eye cream (if I’m feeling bougie)

-Sunscreen (everyday) 70spf

Night

-Double cleansing (first oil then gel, depending on the vibes)

-Toner (depends on if I double cleansed or not

-Hydralouronic Acid (everyday)

-Moisturizer (everyday)

-Eye cream (again if I’m feeling bougie)

-Sunscreen (yes even at night, I like being cautious)

Depending on the day I could replace my moisturizer and eye cream with a different moisturizer that has retinal in it but I don’t use it too often since I don’t really need it that much. I use it every two months or so.

Thanks for reading but this isn’t my usual kind of post to do. I post more astrology related things. For reference my sun is in Aries, Moon in Virgo, and my rising is in Leo

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Astrology Observations 📎9

Degree Theory 🎐✨ Random 1

0

This is the most potent degree ever, no matter where it appears in the chart, it’s wise to utilise the unlimited potential that this degree offers. Many opportunities open up and one can always find something amazing waiting on the other side of the door. There is also an element of destiny with this degree, where they might feel led through uncharted territories safely. So, one might have to face inner fears of the unknown and deal with their triggers in order to take a leap of faith especially since they can feel a sense of eagerness to discover more in those aspects of life. This degree can help them accomplish incredible things, as a visionary.

11 and 23

These degrees are so powerful much like Life Path Number 11, these people go through some incredibly tough lessons and situations in life. Ik it’s not accurate to describe all the things that happen to a person as simply their karma but some people like those with 11 and 23 (also a few other special degrees) suffer through unimaginable things (not due to their karma) so they can attain a level of mastery in life. They can be seen by many as exceptional people since they suffered things that they didn’t really deserve. Others may seek their guidance and support making them quite inspiring (and influential). Their soul path is difficult and often one that leads to enlightenment. They are seen as leaders and guides who are grounded and humble.

8, 20, 4, 16, 28

I see these as “Inherited Power”. 8 and 20 can give one power through marriage or partnerships in general. While 4, 16 & 28 can be Power one might inherit through their past life karma or family or both. ( Especially 28 is by far the most powerful degree along side 0, 2, 29 and 22 but in a more profound way). 4, 16 & 28 being Cancer degrees can make one more settled and established over the years, attaining that much desired stability and foundation. 8 and 20 degs are extremely powerful when in sync with their partner (romantic or otherwise), atleast from the resourceful and influence point of view, either they add to the partnership or the partnership adds to them, sometimes both equally contributing to the prosperity of their relationships.

4, 16, 28, 8, 20, 12, 24

With these degrees, there may be a struggle to protect what is their’s as well, since Scorpio Pisces, and Cancer are of Water element representing karmic rewards and lessons. Breaking generational curses/patterns become a huge burden to them but the rewards are immense none the less. Fighting for what is theirs and what they worked hard for, protecting their rewards and releasing karma that is not personally theirs (like that in familial karma, etc.).

4, 16, 28

Many placements with these degrees give one a strong feminine presence (regardless of gender or sexual orientation), Empress vibes. The concentration of these degs in the chart can make one harness feminine powers of manifestation over time (with maturity, it’s a Cancer degree after all). There may be an immense influence on/from family, especially if in a woman’s chart. Life partner plays a significant role in their life. Loyal, grounded, feminine charm, emotional intelligence, beauty, maternal instincts, nurturing, protective, compassionate, people skills, creativity, etc. are their strong holds, especially when they form their own emotional (even financial) foundation creating stability for themselves and their loved ones. They can gain support and security through/with their family, (if not) from/with their life partner.

5, 17, 29

They tend to value their talents a lot more than most, especially if it’s on serious placements like Mars, Saturn, Pluto, MC etc. Sometimes this can escalate to obsessively focusing on their looks or talents, what they bring to the table becomes extremely important to them, basing their self-esteem on it. These are the kind of people who feel they are not worthy of any happiness or success without being talents/skilled/hard working. Although this attitude adds quality to their personality, not the type to seek instant gratification. They are the happiest when they think that they have earned the spot light. The challenge will be to accept praise and opportunities when handed over to them (out of no where usually), this is part of their karma, since even if they don’t acknowledge how incredibly gifted they are, they will have to learn how to welcome blessings as part of their hard work and good-deeds (since they add up over time and cash out as opportunities/blessings every now and then).

10, 22

One or more placements with these degrees give one a strong masculine presence (again, regardless of gender or sexual orientation), Emperor vibes. An urge to leave a legacy can become so overwhelming on their conscious. Their reputation means a lot to them as well. In a way, everyone seem to want to be like them, so jealousy and hatred can be something they are already used to. Protecting what they have and what they have built also become important in their life since in one way or another others would want to usurp them. They can be workaholics who seek perfection in everything they do. If they do not exercise humility they can become tyrannical. When they are grounded and stand in their power, they can be excellent leaders and inspiring guides. It is important that they maintain a good work-life balance. These people have the potential to make their dreams come true through their own will & efforts, attain power & position, even leave a mark on the world.

6, 18

Virgo degrees are mainly focused on organisation and developing skills. Those with one or more placements with these degrees are borderline obsessed with excellence. They will keep elevating from one level to another, improving their skills and getting more and more efficient in whatever they do. They will also have to be careful never to overextend their help to anyone since there are always people who will want to take advantage of their kindness/expertise and trample all over them in the end. But, on a spiritual level, these people are truly satisfied when they are helping others, so discernment is key and vital.

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astrology notes: 17 (mature edition pt. 2) ♡✨

quick note: i'm absolutely not an astrologer. these are just a collection of some observations, thoughts, theories, and personal experiences based on astrology. above all this is just for fun. you can apply the astrology notes below to your mars, venus, pluto, lilith, and eros placements since they relate to sex, desire, seduction, and attraction. and for those same reasons, those planets, points, and asteroids may be mentioned repeatedly throughout this post in addition to aries, scorpio, and the 8th house. so, apply it how it fits according to your chart. keep in mind that i’m not reading your birth chart and i know nothing about you. these are just some possibilities that may or may not apply to you. lastly, minors do not interact - sexual content - mature readers only! enjoy 👄

🌷lilith in the 5th house: could be into provocative or sexual ways of performing like being a stripper or burlesque dancer. if they’re not the one’s doing the dancing then they may like going to strip clubs or burlesque shows. regardless, 5th house placements might like to dance on their partner, like giving them a lap dance. or they like playing strip games that lead to sex such as strip poker, beer pong, twister, etc. and like gemini, those with mars in the 5th house are most likely a big tease.

🌷sag is considered the type to go from person to person, but for the right person they’ll be willing to wait for marriage if that’s something sag and their partner wants. that could also be something that attracts sag to that person - their unwillingness to compromise their faith in God or their observance of their religious principles such as not having sex before marriage, but also the fact that their person isn’t quick to give in to what sag wants or to fall for sag’s charm.

🌷 leo may prefer to have the lights on rather than off. they want to see theirs and their partner’s body, but they also want their partner to see theirs. how else is their partner supposed to compliment them on how good they look naked? and like 2nd house placements, they may like to watch themselves having sex in the mirror. they could even want a mirror on the ceiling above their bed.

🌷 virgo risings may come off as innocent but with aries in their 8th house, not only do they prefer a partner who is dominant because they're typically the submissive types, but they also have their moments where they want to take over and express a little bit of their dominant side. they can take it but they can also give some of that same energy back. in this case, their looks may be deceiving and their sexual side may come as a surprise. this individual, including those with mars in virgo, can be quite picky with their sexual partners. and if you’re going to have sex with them, they’ll most likely make sure you’re clean first. this can mean taking a shower first or at least having clean hands/nails and no body odor. in addition, they could be the type to want you to get tested first to make sure you’re clean from STDs, and for these reasons they might not be interested in one night stands. 

🌷 asteroid eros (433) in aries and even other aries placements may like their head held and caressed or having fingers running through their hair, and they might like pulling on their partner’s hair. they’re also the types to want to see and stare at your face during sex because they want to see you moan and react to the things they’re doing to you. it boosts their ego & turns them on knowing that they’re the cause of the pleasure that you're feeling.

🌷mercury in the 8th house, pluto in 3rd house, and gemini mars: might c*m quick via masturbation, but they're also talented with their hands in general when it comes to sex. so handjobs and the like may be their area of expertise. their words are powerful and can be used effortlessly in order to arouse you. they’re the type to guide their partners, whispering sexy things in their ears, giving them instructions and talking them through to an orgasm (for themselves and their partner).

🌷 mars-saturn aspects: it might some time for them to c*m but they usually have a high libido and can easily go several rounds. however, they could also go without sex for years and years, so being celibate probably isn’t difficult for them. 

🌷mars-venus aspects: may enjoy some degree of pain during sex so they may be a bit of a sadist or masochist. for example, whipping or performing actions that leave a visual representation of pain like bruises or red hand prints from spanking. if it’s not to that extent then a little bit of biting could really turn them on. this can apply to aries/scorpio placements too.

🌷 aquarius: some of them probably like to kiss their friends on the lips - not even in a sexual way but just because. they could have an array of sex toys and may prefer a solo session because they feel like they know their body and can please themselves best. even if they’re having sex, they might want to include the use of a toy. probably have some interesting or uncommon kinks. could prefer friends with benefits and it may work out for them since they’re good at not getting attached. they can also invent new ways to keep things exciting in the bedroom. the type to surprise their partner and make them c*m unexpectedly because they did something to catch them off guard.

🌷 scorpio & pisces: i feel like these two would have such a profound sexual experience together and i think their similarities would play a big role in that. they’re both water signs making them both emotional and those emotions would definitely come out to play during the act. and sex could even be a means of catharsis for them. 

pisces relates to all things spiritual and scorpio is familiar with the occult side of spirituality, but this isn’t outside of the realm of pisces either because as the ruler of the 12th house, they’re no stranger to the deep & dark mysteries of life. 

and i definitely believe that sex has a spiritual aspect to it. they might try Tantric sex or Kama Sutra positions, or they just have some form of a spiritual experience. maybe sex between the two of them feels like an out of body experience. or they experience la petite mort, the little death in english, which is an expression that describes an orgasm that feels like death - but a pleasant death. in addition to this, pisces and scorpio both have this desire to merge their souls with the person they love and sex is definitely one of the ways of doing so. 

all in all, the both of them together could have some of the most spiritual and emotional sex & since scorpio and pisces are both prone to addictions, sex between these two could be very addicting.

🌷 if you have libra 8th house synastry with your partner, you may have the thought or desire to partake in anilingus with each other. this could be something that you are totally against and cannot imagine doing, but with that person it could be something you are willing to consider. this could catch you by surprise and make you think, “omg who am i?” lol. 

🌷 i’ve noticed that a lot of celebrities that have genital piercings (whether it be something they’ve willingly revealed themselves or something that was revealed due to a wardrobe malfunction) have a combination of sag or scorpio in uranus, neptune, and/or as their moon sign. and to my surprise, they also have their mars in an earth sign. so, some you who have or want genital piercings may also have these placements. if these placements fall in your or 8th or 12th house, that would also make sense since those houses have to do with things that are hidden.

🌷 eros in the 10th house: i’d say this placement definitely desires a dom/sub dynamic. if they like playing the dominant role then they could like being called master, sir, or daddy. if they’d rather play the submissive role because they desire a dominant partner then they may like being called babygirl, my girl, or princess. they like having their partner telling them what to do & how to do it. in return, it pleases them to please their dom. they might also like sitting on their partners lap because it feels like their personal throne but it also makes them feel protected which this placement finds attractive. they like that protective energy in a partner since it gives them a sense of safety and comfort. if eros is aspecting neptune then they might fantasize about messing around with their boss or supervisor, even more exciting if it actually ends up happening at their place of work. oh, and they may like reading episode or wattpad stories with this kind of plot.

if you read this until the end, go rinse your eyes lol but i hope you enjoyed this post & thank you so much for reading. ♥︎♥︎♥︎, those hearts are for you.

[candeathbereal]

Fashion/Style Tips for the Rising Signs 👠

These is a gender-neutral post, by the way. Anyone can be a fashionista: male, female or non-binary

The Rising sign is the key to maximizing and defining your personal style. While Venus shows the way you'll want to feel in your clothes or put them together, your Rising sign indicates the kind of styling you'll like best/look best in and the aesthetic that is fit for you

(All the famous fashion icons in these gifs have these respective Rising signs, btw)

ARIES RISING

Fashion tip: Be bold

Aries Risings look best when they're wearing things that most people would not have the confidence to wear. Daring pieces and ensembles fit you like a glove, whether you are showing some skin or just pushing the edge of accepted taste. Something that could possibly look like a tragedy on someone else but that actually looks good when you wear it. You find your fashion sense when you take risks, which may end up starting trends. But, please, don't follow any trends yourself. You are meant to set the trends, honey!

An athletic or athleisure look would also be perfect for you. Sweatpants or track-pants aren't bummy on you. Aries Risings shine when they look like they just left the gym or are just going to the gym. Y2K fashion is coming back so, ladies, you would really rock a Juicy tracksuit (If you're old enough, maybe you did back in the day!) Regardless of your gender, adding a masculine touch to your ensemble will really make it pop. Also, red is your power color! Red pieces, red shoes/bottoms, red hair. It's bound to be memorable.

TAURUS RISING

Fashion tip: Keep it simple

Taurus Risings look their best when their ensembles aren't flashy or busy. Less is more for this very casual placement. But, we're talking "chic casual". Maybe some low-key jewelry added but that's it. You could make a simple jeans and t-shirt outfit look impressive. As long as you're comfortable, you're good. Yet, it is very important that your clothes fit you perfectly. If the proportions are off, your discomfort will be obvious and it just won't look right. So, try everything on before you buy it! Know your measurements and, if you can afford it, get some of your clothes tailored.

Surprisingly, Taurus Risings aren't huge on labels. As the pragmatist you are, you will often thrift before you buy designer. Quality is VERY important to you and you have a radar for cheap or low-quality fabric. You would prefer to avoid fast fashion brands. You never, ever want to look cheap, even if you only spent a few dollars on the 'fit. But, if you do want to spend a little, you would look amazing in anything silk, wool, cashmere, velvet or fur. Fabric that is sensual or luxurious or elegant was made for you. The same goes for anything floral.

GEMINI RISING

Fashion tip: Don't be dull

Gemini is one of the Rising signs that can get away with a lot more because your style is best when it's interesting. And when observing your fashion choices, some may say "interesting" in a shade-throwing way. But, it's better than being boring! Gemini Risings look best in the clothes they choose on a whim. Don't nail yourself down to one aesthetic. You can dabble in SO many different looks and pull them off. You also can be very trendy, always in touch with what's currently happening. You wouldn't dare keep last season's shoes in your closet. You also just get bored easily with old clothes. So, you might have quite the shopping habit to satisfy your current tastes.

Gemini Rising has the most fun with fashion when developing a sort of character through it. Are you the wild bohemian or the serious professional today? You can take it to the level of a borderline Halloween costume. You know how to adapt and shape-shift, style wise, based on the situation. You've got range, okay? And you will embrace all the accessories and colors that come with it. You will also definitely be someone who has sped through so many different looks and hairstyles in their life, to the point where you look like different people. When looking back at photos of your old self, you may cringe especially hard or just laugh and say, "I was working those bangs, wasn't I?"

CANCER RISING

Fashion tip: Stick to what you know

What a Cancer Rising's actual look is will vary significantly. It has to be a style or aesthetic that is very personal; something that means a lot to them or that they're very comfortable in. But, whatever it is, you shouldn't stray too far from it. This Rising sign can play it safe with style but that doesn't have to be a negative. You just know what works. It ain't broken and you're not trying to fix it. You might also go through distinct phases where you are rocking a particular look for a long time and then you decide it's time to change. Your clothes are a direct reflection of how you're feeling.

Due to your love of comfort, you might be especially fond of sweaters. The bigger and cozier the better. Wintertime may be your favorite time because you enjoy wearing multiple layers. Cancer Risings LOVE coats and jackets, particularly the ones that they've had for years and hold sentimental value. It's hard for you to toss out old clothes, in general. You also look great in anything retro or vintage. It's that attachment to the past. Fashion from decades prior cycle back around eventually but you're usually ahead of the curve, already wearing that old stuff. You might be especially attached to styles from your younger days or from a certain time period in your life

LEO RISING

Fashion tip: Make a statement

Leo Risings are capable of using fashion as an ideal vehicle for self-expression. Ideally, when you walk into a room, you want your ensemble to get attention. Now, that doesn't mean choose pieces that are loud or flashy or gaudy, even though some Leo Risings go that route. More so, it's about making sure that your clothes pop, that they really stand out. You look your best when you are the definition of "fashion statement" and that takes a great deal of confidence. Your clothes definitely need to wear you, not the other way around. Whatever you wear will work if you make it distinctive.

There are so many style choices that could work for you. Bold statement tees, for instance, are right up your alley. (Think Regina George's "a little bit dramatic" shirt in Mean Girls) But, you could also glam yourself up. You were meant to dress up, to possibly overdress for certain occasions. Not necessarily formal; more so polished or glossy. You would be that person to show up in a fancy 'fit to a casual event and some might hate but they'd low-key admire it. Also, you don't feel your best without the right pieces of shiny jewelry. And you would shine in colors like yellow, gold or orange.

VIRGO RISING

Fashion tip: It's all in the details

As a Virgo Rising, you maximize your style when you pay attention to the details. The way everything is matching, the color of your nail polish (if you wear it), the fabric of your shirt, the fit of your pants. You look best when you put a lot of thought into your style, including your hair. Often, especially your hair. Virgo Risings rock the hell out of the "messy hair" look because it is very strategically messy. Even when you look like you're not trying, fashion-wise, there is a lot of time and effort behind it. On the flip side, you might actually roll out of bed and throw something on. But, somehow, when you do, you do it perfectly.

This is another placement where it is crucial for you to get clothes that fit you like a glove. The more form-fitting, the better. But, of course, not too tight, either! Baggy clothes would only work for you if that's the exact aesthetic you're going for. Speaking of which, you can master an aesthetic, once you choose one. You commit fully. The "clean girl" or "hot nerd" vibes would fit you most obviously, along with neutral or earthy colors like white, brown and green. But, you're also a style chameleon! Many with this Rising can wear androgynous pieces and styles extremely well. You might really impress by taking a generally masculine ensemble and adding a feminine piece or vice versa.

LIBRA RISING

Fashion tip: Just look pretty

Surprisingly, Libra Risings can be very hit or miss when it comes to style. They're either impeccably dressed or look like they got into a fight with their closet and lost. However, the face card never declines! So, if all else fails, you're still going to look cute. Your looks either elevate your outfit or save it. What might look ugly on someone else has a certain charm when you wear it. Yet, many Libra Risings will have a Cher Horowitz kind of vibe: very stylish and chic in a way that is aspirational. You could really, really love fashion. You absorb a lot of current trends yet you could also become a bit of a trendsetter as people will find your wardrobe so aesthetically pleasing.

You could really benefit from having the input of someone you trust when it comes to clothes, whether that's a stylist or a very fashionable bestie or partner. Your shopping ventures are most successful when they're undertaken with someone else. Also, whenever there is a dress code, whether it's for a social event or on the job, Libra Risings will fully understand the assignment. You thrive by adding a more feminine touch to what you're wearing. For women, that could mean Barbiecore, being very girly or glossy/glittery/sparkly. Tomboys can have this placement but they doll up VERY well. And the men can get super-polished, wear pieces with a more feminine flair or even, in select cases, certain clothing meant for women. Both genders look amazing in pink.

SCORPIO RISING

Fashion tip: Get a reaction

Scorpio Rising people look best in clothes or looks that are going to have a strong impact. Whatever you're wearing, it works best when it makes an intense impression. Kind of like Leo Rising but they are more about glam, pizzazz, expression. With you, it's more about taking it to an extreme. Your style could be incredibly out there or provocative. It might also be more low-key but you impress most when your fashion gets a rise out of others. Whether it's by having a dramatic and severe style, going totally monochromatic or giving very sexy looks, you have the power to stop others in their tracks with your clothes.

There are so many directions you can go in. Every Scorpio Rising's look will wildly differ because every day is like Halloween for you. I said the same about Gemini Rising but it's more lighthearted and playful with them. You can truly use clothes as a disguise. It's sort of your armor, which is why dressing sexy or showing skin is such a power move for you. Stereotypically, there is the goth look or the witchy aesthetic. But, this Rising sign has range. You can also shine in any type of power suit, emulate the mystique of Old Hollywood or, honestly, sell virtually any aesthetic since you will commit 110 percent. Of course, black is your power color and you look damn good in lace, leather, mesh or any type of boots. So, find a way to work those things into your ensemble.

SAGITTARIUS RISING

Fashion tip: Be like a rock star

Sagittarius Rising looks best when not feeling hemmed in by other people's fashion rules and regulations. A carefree approach works very well for you, fashion-wise. When in doubt, ask yourself what a rock star would wear. That may lead to some questionable or messy choices, in others' eyes. But, you really pull it off! And even if you land on someone's Worst Dressed list, it doesn't matter much to you. Many people with this Rising sign really don't care much about fashion to begin with. And the ones who do know that a true fashionista takes risks and that is not always going to be loved by everyone. Whatever! Better luck next time.

You might be able to find your style by using a particular rock star as inspiration. It's no surprise that a lot of Sagittarius Risings prefer or look better in casual wear. But, it's more so casual with an edge, not just a shirt and jeans. You can feel very inspired by edgy street style and go in that direction. You're very adventurous with clothes and willing to try a lot of things once. The 1970's hippie/bohemian aesthetic would look really good on you. Instead of a power color, you can make the biggest impression in any kind of animal print: snakeskin, zebra stripes, cheetah print. Even those tropical-type/Hawaiian prints could work. What would be tacky on someone else could look oddly appealing on you.

CAPRICORN RISING

Fashion tip: The world is your catwalk

First of all, so much of Capricorn Rising style comes from having a commanding presence. Being able to walk into a room and shift it, make people sit up. This attitude will only make your clothes more impressive. You need to think of yourself as a fierce 90's supermodel, just in terms of elegance and presence. If you don't have that type of confidence, work on it! Put effort into how you carry yourself, into being graceful yet strong, having a powerful walk. As you evolve into this majestic being, it will elevate whatever you wear. You make the clothes but the clothes also make you.

Like an iconic supermodel, you're most impressive in clothes that convey status or class. If you've got the coins, you will want the luxury brands: Gucci, Louis Vuitton, Armani, so on. If you don't, you will have a store or brand that is your version of Gucci. You're practical but don't like cheap clothes. You want to feel sophisticated. Capricorn Rising style is about developing a particular "uniform". Although some may thrive in formal/professional attire or a business-casual vibe, others can go in less traditional directions. In any case, you have very strict fashion rules you abide by. You look best in black, grey or beige. It's a rather basic color palette to many but you just find it to be a classic look.

AQUARIUS RISING

Fashion tip: Be experimental

As an Aquarius Rising, you develop a sense of style by treating fashion like an endless experiment. You can be very innovative and inventive when it comes to your looks, from your ensembles to your accessories to your hair. I would say "don't be afraid to be different" but you've already mastered that! Most of your looks will be applauded, not ridiculed, for their uniqueness or riskiness and may even be highly imitated. This is definitely another "style icon" placement. The thing that makes it work is your free spirit, your casual poise, and disinterest in impressing anyone with your style. You're not trying to be cool and that's what makes you one of the coolest people in the room.

I hesitate to recommend an aesthetic to you because you would find that kind of... inauthentic. No offense to anyone else but that just feels like trying too hard to you. You wear whatever you want and there may be no predictable pattern. Also, you absolutely HATE looking like anyone else (which is why it may be a little frustrating if/when others copy you). So, if you do adopt an aesthetic, it will be your own uniquely invented one. You are most striking in blue or silver but Aquarius Risings have also been known to impressively rock neons or other quirky colors. Some of them may just give a James Dean-like plain tee and jeans look, as if they are too cool to care about clothes. But, they look best when wearing pieces that really stand out, whether it be futuristic, couture or casual glam

PISCES RISING

Fashion tip: Go with the flow

Pisces Risings maximize their fashion sense by embracing the current mood. And this doesn't necessarily mean your mood, although it can. You have the ability to be a sponge for current trends, reflecting whatever is happening at the moment. Therefore, if you're into fashion, you can make a big impression because you are like an embodiment of what's in season. As a result, you might do a lot of shopping in order to keep up. Or you could go the easier route and simply embrace the flow of your fashion taste. This could make you invariably casual, even when the situation is more formal, or give you a different fashion sense every time you step outside.

Yes, Pisces Rising people often need some help in the fashion department, sometimes desperately. This is why it may be easier for you to wear what you know is "in". However, many with this placement are capable of carving out their own look. Often times, the "flower child" or New Age aesthetic works well, complete with actual flowers or crystals as accessories. You can find a way to turn your ethereal charm into a fashion statement. When in doubt, style yourself like an angel, an elf or a fairy. But, you also have what it takes to shape-shift into any style you want. To you, clothes are meant to be disappeared into. Any shade of purple, the color of the third eye and crown chakras, would look amazing on you. Also, you look really good in sandals, flip-flops or any open-toed shoes, which you will love wearing to the point that you might have to remind yourself that there's a time and place

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My experience with people based on their planets in my houses:

This post is about how people with their inner planets in my houses reacted to me and what kind of relationships I usually had with these people. These notes are just my personal experiences and not facts. I would also love to hear your opinions on peoples planets in your houses!☺️

1st house:

People with planets in my 1st house always noticed me before I noticed them. I could tell they were attracted to me and most of the people who had crushes on me had something in my 1st house. They usually followed me on social media and were very supportive. I could feel some kind of respect coming from them and I noticed they wanted the same from me.

2nd house:

This was always a hit or miss from what Ive noticed. These people usually had some kind of impact on my self esteem usually positive. They saw something in me that I didnt. But since I have my Prispus and my South Node here I think it got a little intense because they usually touched one of these points with their planets. Ive noticed that they liked my style and were generelly attracted to me.

3rd house:

These people loved talking to me and wanted my opinion on everything they were doing in their life. There too much mindgames going on tho and I didnt feel like I could trust them.

4th house:

These were people who felt like family and I felt like I had met them before. These were people who lived in my neighbourhood. It felt cozy and close. They usually liked me.

5th house:

These were people who I could feel had my back in some way even tho we hadnt known eachother for long. I usually had a lot of fun with them but we both had like a ”bad influence” on eachother because there was too much fun going on.

6th house:

These were the people who lived in my neighbourhood who I saw everyday without thinking about it. There was no chemistry at all but I kinda liked it? Because there was no competition or having to act nice or anything it was just ”thats my neighbour”. We knew who the other were and thats all.

7th house:

This was a genuine like from both sides. I could tell they genuinely liked me and we didnt need to talk about it. This is the people I never had a conflict with but usually no relationship either because we almost liked eachother too much. This was the ”You are extremely hot and I know you find me hot but lets just enjoy this extremely boring friendship relation we have going on”. I usually found them to be very good looking physically probably because they represented what I need in a partner (7th house). I viewed them as ideal physically but I also have Juno in my 7th house so most of them had conjunctions to my Juno. These were also the ”forever” kinda relationships going on like if we hadnt seen eachother for 5 years we could still catch up and talk like we saw eachother yesterday.

8th house:

This was always a hit or miss. These were the worst stalkers or my closest friends and partners. They knew who I were and they were going to get my attention no matter how much I ignored them. These were people who would talk about me to others. You ever had someone make up a crazy rumor about you? Well it was probably someone with planets in your 8th house. I feel like I brought something inside of them to the surface and they either liked it or not. Ive noticed they were usually jealous of me because they saw me as having something they wanted (8th house the house of other peoples stuff).

9th house:

This was mostly people I went to school with and didnt really like. There was something about politics or just a lot of differences in upbringing here. Different political views or just from two completely different worlds. I felt like they didnt really like me or saw me as to different to what they were used to.

10th house:

People with their Venus here liked my reputation from what I noticed. They usually liked me and I could sense a mutual respect for eachother. I noticed that we usually matched in physical appearance like height, clothes and appearance in general so we looked good walking beside eachother. I feel like they saw me as better than I really am and I wanted to live up to that so I became a better person around them.

11th house:

My three childhood bestfriends have their Venus or Mars in my 11th house. This was just pure friendship like we could hang out EVERYDAY for like two months without getting tired of eachother. This was genuinely enjoying the others company. I felt like they wanted to be with me all the time and they found me very funny.

12th house:

It felt like they had the key to my mental diary and they were going to rip every page out and send it to the whole school or something. It felt like their eyes could see through my pants with lazer eyes and see how unshaved my legs were kinda feeling. It goes both ways tho so they felt the same about me. I also felt like I couldnt really trust them and that they were keeping something from me even though they didnt. Like everytime they told me something I started reading through the lines and they did the same thing to me. They usually suspected negative things about me and focused on my negative qualities.

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⏳️🪐 12th House and How Your Mental Anguish Affects You 🪐⏳️

Exchange readings: Open: You (Tarot) x Me (Astrology)

12H ruler in 1H

Imma give you a hug first, okay. What you have gone through, like the experiences that you have had with the world at large, all that you have seen in your life, you internalized it all. You have sort of taken it upon you to be the witness of the suffering around you. Because you feel it all so personally. The person you have become, the thoughts and beliefs you carry are the way they are because of the absurdity of life that you have felt so deeply. It has shaped you, a lot. Next time, try to detach. It is not about you, it was never about you, it about them. You are observing, not absorbing.

12H ruler in 2H

When you are at that lowest point, second guessing everything, it really does affect your ability to manage your resources. And more often than not it can make you feel like you are not worth-it, or that you simply do not deserve to be happy. Especially if you have Chiron in the 2H too, it can feel suffocating because you keep on doing thing, trying to make it work, but you never feel like you did enough. Affirm to yourself about your successes, keep a gratitude journal and remind yourself that your need/wants are all valid.

12H ruler in 3H

You can completely obsess over finding out the reasoning behind why certain things happen the way it did. It's like you want to understand, you want to make actual sense out of it, why your problems are causing you the things that are happening. This can lead to a detachment from actually allowing yourself to feel things out and like emotionally get in a better shape first. You can get stressed out about the facts, a lot of the times. Perhpas communication is something you truly struggle with. Talk it out with someone, understand your feelings first and then a lot of the facts will start to make sense too.

12H ruler in 4H

A lot of your turbulent thoughts and experiences affect you very deeply, like the depth which can make you question your entire existence. Now, I gotta be honest with this one, you are clearing up a lot of karma from your family lineage. You are going to the very root of the issues. Because these mental anguishes aren't surface level for you, they are seated very deeply within your psyche. You have to face these deep seated demons, otherwise you can keep them shoving them down, till it becomes completely unbearable to face yourself. On the positive note, learn to be vulnerable with yourself, learn to be more accepting of what you are going through.

12H ruler in 5H

When you are at the low point in your life, you start to put a great distance between enjoying yourself and becoming completely oblivious to your childlike nature. You need to embrace your inner child. Do what you want, but do not do it because you feel like you can't do anything else with your life. There needs to be like a balance here, between enjoying yourself and knowing when it can get destructive. Too much of anything never did good. You can struggle with finding that simplistic joy in life. So try and spend time alone for a while, maybe get a coloring book or just try and bake cookies. You don't have to be good at something to enjoy it. Even if it's loving yourself.

12H ruler in 6H

You can neglect your health like nobody's business. These thoughts, stress and anguish can manifest directly in your body. That's what it is. When you are not in a good energy, you know you need to reconnect with your body. This may come initially as a bit challenging to truly get yourself to do, but, once you build that habit over time, you will realise how much you have mastered yourself. Focus on your physical well-being. This placement is very simple. You don't need to spend time spaced out and in another world. Get down and strengthen your body, you will notice that you will start to feel much more better in your mind.

12H ruler in 7H

When you get to a low point in life, the point where you are confronted with your old habits, fears and challenging emotions, it highly reflects in your relationships (more so the romantic kind). You can easily slip into unhealthy patterns with your partners, like seeing them with rose colored glasses or not having a proper sense of boundary with them. And you may even fear that true vulnerability with them. So when that happens, seek to be honest by being polite. You are not for everyone, and the ones that are for you will always understand this. Relationship can either make you or break you, choose the people wisely.

12H ruler in 8H

At the lowest points in your life, the people who aren't by your side intentionally, remember them because they are not supposed to be a part of your life. A healthy bond is where both people are there for each other, and that's exactly what life keeps teaching you over and over again. Your biggest anguishes are be caused because of the way certain people treat you and use you for their own benefit. When that happens, remember your biggest enemy is what you do not choose to see within those who take advantage of your kind nature. Yes, we can witness everybody's suffering, but at the end of the day everybody is responsible for themselves.

12H ruler in 9H

When you are at that low point in your life, you can question your faith a lot. There is a feeling where trusting your morals can become really hard. It's like when you know you truly love something, but the mere beliefs that everybody has instilled within you from birth hold you back. And you may even be the type who rebels often because of this thing. Create your own beliefs. That will require you to question what you have always been taught, don't be afraid to question it. You need let yourself see thing. At your lowest you can really see in black and white. Take a step back and observe. Read and learn.

12H ruler in 10H

Many of your mental anguishes come from you struggling with what kind of image you want to uphold between other people. You may struggle a lot with showing up between people or excessively thinking of what other people may think of you when you are at the low points in your life. You can often feel like other people look so deep within you, within the things you want to hide from everybody. When that happens, remember that what others think of you is absolutely none of your business. As long as you know that you are on the right track, you don't need anyone to tell you otherwise.

12H ruler in 11H

You are learning to trust in your dream and not hold yourself back from achievement. You know when you are at those low points in your life, there could be a deep seated fear of missing out on opportunities. You can start to second guess your own hopes, uncertain if you even deserve to have what you want or not. There could also be this sense of feeling like there is no hope left for you, like there is nothing anymore you want to have. When that happens, try to remain grateful, look at all the cool things you have achieved till now, appriciate yourself, open yourself up to something new.

12H ruler in 12H

When you hit rock bottom, it's like plunging into the deepest recesses of your mind, where you confront your fears and doubts about existence. It's a heavy burden, carrying the weight of your own struggles and the suffering of the world within you. At times, it feels suffocating, like you're lost in a maze of your own thoughts, trying to make sense of it all. But amidst the darkness, there is also potential for a lot of spiritual growth. Your journey through the depths of your psyche can lead to a greater understanding of yourself and the universe. Meditate often, and write your thoughts, talk to someone like-minded. Do not isolate yourself either.

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That's all! Thanks for reading!

[candeathbereal]

Neptune opposite Ascendant

Alright let me preface this by saying that my neptune is conjunct my lilith and my lilith is also opposite my ascendant. I feel like some of the things I'll say won't relate to every person with a neptune opposite ascendant since I think lilith does have an effect on you especially with the close aspects.

Okay let's get into this

Is it just me or do people assume the weirdest shit about us? I know I look young asf but I think it also makes people think I’m really innocent maybe. Like my Saturn is in my tenth house so I seem very hardworking and stern I guess. But people will turn around and be like “you’re one of the nicest people I met” especially at my job. Which weirded me out cause I remember being told how ruthless I am and yada yada. Sometimes I wonder if there is a mixture between the two idk tho. Other things to include here for further analysis is that my Venus in Aries sextiles my Neptune in Aquarius, my Neptune and my Lilith are conjunct so they both are opposite my ascendant (so conjunct my descendant). My Uranus is also in my seventh house but not conjunct my Neptune. Another thing to add is that my most dominant planet is Neptune while Saturn is a close second. You could look on my blog to find out this info too but I like to include this info again because I can't expect people to read or even remember any of the random shit I post on here.

-Oh Neptune aspecting the ascendant people seem to have pretty eyes. I didn’t think so at first till I looked at celebrities with Neptune-ascendant aspects. And like yeah….i guess I got pretty eyes too since my Neptune is opposite my ascendant or maybe my eyes are dead...idk

- idk if the signs change too much on this aspect and it’s expression, so I won’t really get into that due to my lack of knowledge on the matter. I’m also a Neptune dominant so weirdness is just the vibe in this life for me so take my words with a grain of salt since I could just be talking out of a sweet fantasyland. Writing a sweet story on a cloud made of my unachievable dreams. Making no sense in the process but in the end how can I when the world makes no sense to me either. *insert joke about me being the same as the universe blah blah*

[candeathbereal]

Astro observations #11

-The funny thing about looks is that astrology has the funniest ways of expressing itself that reading something like "leo risings have great hair" or "saturn dominant people have great bone structure", and you can go along with it. One day I asked my boyfriend what feature of mine stood out the most and I was expecting something like my eyes since that is usually said for neptune dominants. Then he said something like "Your hair and face shape" and I sat back thinking about it. Like hair, sure I do have a leo rising so I expected that but face shape??? Did the part of my teenage years where I focused on working out my face so I could have a great jawline actually work out in my favor....yes yes it did. Now I have a great jawline that it can coexist with my hair as a outstanding feature. I make a big show of this because I started looking more and more into astrology and appearance patterns and you know what I found? Nothing becuase I am shitty at researching and connecting things. I know it's not ideal all things considering I do run a astrology focused blog but shit happens. I would love to hear you guy's thoughts and opinons on astrology being connected with appearance and the patterns of all that. Like I can see certain things but I fail at finding the patterns myself tbh.

-Moving on, my pluto trines my sun and my ascendant and my sun trines my ascendant. My venus also trines my ascendant while my jupiter sextiles it. And honestly it's interesting to hear people's first impressions of me and I give off conflicting impressions. I seem hardworking yet not to the point of being an asshole about shit. In high school I had people think I smoked but I have never done any drugs but I give off a certain vibe. I also think it's cause smoking isn't considered "acceptable" ,for a lack of better words, so I have always spent my time around people who do smoke because I never truly felt "normal" or "acceptable" when I was younger especially. To a certain degree I understand why I tend to vibe with what's considered outside of the norm but I don't exactly indulge into it myself. My seventh house is in aquarius, my uranus and lilith is in my seventh house, plus my seventh house lord is in either my tenth or my seventh house (I am still unsure about aquarius because it is said to rule both uranus and saturn). So naturally what's considered "outcast" or "stigmatized" hasn't always escaped my interest. Yet I don't find serial killers and all that, that interesting...I still learn about it because I feel a pull to understand why. Like why does this confuse people so much? You can find a reason for murder and most people if not everyone seems to be able to want to kill somebody. Of course this is a very rooted in morality so just know serial killers that kill people out of pure pleasure disgust me. Anyways I want to assume it's beyond the mindset of murderers that interest people so if anyone wants to discuss it with me further my inbox is open. Or anything else you guy's would wanna talk about. I feel like I'm missing something in this world which is knowledge. I live through pure curiosity as opposed to spite or hope. There is not a defined goal like spite but there is still somewhat a goal in curiosity. It's to know more but it doesn't always have to be positive either. It is the 'neutral' between many reasons to live but it works for me.

Alright enough of my random babble, I hope this made sense to anyone. Afterall I am posting this to be shared with others because if I wanted to only have this be for me it wouldn't be so public. Or even written down to be honest.

[candeathbereal]

Astro observations

Sister signs are the funniest to look at sometimes, because much like sisters there will be the similarites. For instance, Leo and Aquarius are both cocky asf but you know what the difference is between them? Idk if it's just the leos I've met or what but they will say they don't care what others think of them and yet when you say something about them all of the sudden they in their feelings. I can say this as a leo rising too cause bitch, no puedo mentir....if you talk about my looks I might feel some kind of way lowkey. Mostly because it is one of those things that I take seriously about myself so it feels really odd when someone who (in my opinon) doesn't look as good as me and disses me on the way I look...I'm going to be acting (with a lack of better words) like a bitch. I think this is why I get along with libra placements so well because I swear if a libra calls you ugly, you know they can say that shit with no worry of pushback. Like have you see libra placements...motherfuckers rule Venus for a reason (taurus are also pretty but it is definitely different if you know what I mean, I jsut wanted to point that out since Taurus also rule Venus and I didn't want any confusion). Moving on what I wanted to point out is that Aquarius (at least from the ones I've met) honestly don't seem to care. Like I think depending on the placements of the person it could change some stuff up but overall most Aquarius I have met in certain things say they don't care and they won't. Like if you say shit about something they don't care about...they simply won't really react as opposed to thier sister sign leos (fire signs can't help it, it is me I am the fire sign).

Literally Leos it's okay to care about shit...like own up to it. It's better than contradicting yourself. And yes ranting a whole bunch about something does count as caring about it. I'm sorry to break the news to you (i know breaking news people care about things). I do wanna repeat that this is based off my own personal experience as a leo rising with my sun in aries (17 degree) and my venus in the fifth degree (if you don't know those are leo degrees), so I am calling myself out a bit when I wrote this.

Moving on, I might write more about the sister signs in another post

Is it just me or are a lot of Pisces suns I've met happen to be left handed? Like I assume being left handed and a Pisces is one of the biggest coincidences I have experienced in my life. It's even funnier cause I remember meeting a person who was ambidextrous and they had a Gemini sun, libra moon, and a Pisces mars. I asked them if they were left handed and just had to learn how to write with their right hand (apparently left handed is connected to Satan or something like that) , but actually they just decided to write with their left hand as well because it felt more balanced to them. I find it funny because of the whole thing of doubles in these three signs. Gemini= Twins, Libra= Scales, and Pisces = two fish.

Alright final thing, mercury in the fifth house in synastry is definitely a moment to experience. It is one of my favorite house overlays in synastry from usually being one of the most fun conversations I have had with someone with this overlay. Generally speaking air house overlays with mercury is great but something about the fifth house really goes for me. I want to assume it's because my fifth house is in sag and I already have a ninth house stellium natally plus a sag mars. Plus my Aries mercury is helpful in this as well but ehh.

Anyways I would love to hear you guy's thoughts, or even any suggestions on what I should talk about next.