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[canisstella]

//This blog is currently on hiatus. I'm not sure how long for. My muse is really low right now. With the nature of how my mental health condition affects me I tend to hyperfocus on specific things like certain fandoms and then my attention shifts to something else and then comes back again. It's been near enough continuously with my HP characters since 2019 so pretty good going.

This isn't goodbye or anything. Just hiatus. I will come back to these characters. Despite JKR's best efforts, Harry Potter is in my blood and it probably always will be.

I will still be active with my non HP muses over on @collectionofvoices and you are free to speak and engage with me there if you wish.

Thank you all.

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send ‘you know i love you,  right?’ for my muses reaction  (  can be platonic or familial,  not just romantic  ). 

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Send Me 💬 + a Name and My Muse will Talk About That Person

This could be someone else’s muse, or the mun’s interpretation of an NPC or background character in my muses like. Heck, even a complete stranger my muse has to look up!

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umbrella academy season 2   from the last 2 episodes

❝ You guys are great at all the hero shit. ❞

❝ What I am is sexy trash. ❞

❝ Martyrs aren’t around to enjoy the victory party. ❞

❝ You wish you could pull off these shorts! ❞

❝ Everyone is a little guy to you. ❞

❝ He’s gonna kill me, isn’t he. ❞

❝ All I’m suffering from is bracing clarity about you and your murderous intentions. ❞

❝ Yet again you are experiencing daddy issues. ❞

❝ Careful, I want that hem straight enough to cut throats. ❞

❝ Everything is a test, darling, the question is: why are you failing it? ❞

❝ Blood is thicker than water, but you can drown in either. ❞

❝ Maybe you don’t deserve him. ❞

❝ Maybe you should watch how you talk to me for once. ❞

❝ Tell me where [Name] went or I’ll staple your colon to your nose and let you die on your own farts. ❞

❝ What’s wrong with me? ❞

❝ I’m a monster. ❞

❝ Maybe you have a right to be pissed off and sad and messed up. ❞

❝ It’s a shitty world full of shitty people, but you aren’t a monster. You’re my sister. ❞

❝ Sayin’ a lie over and over doesn’t make it true. ❞

❝ They’re family, what one knows they all know. ❞

❝ The world is filled with injustice, good people die along with the bad. ❞

❝ It’s been a total shitshow since you died. ❞

❝ Hey, I’m the expert on the dead, remember? ❞

❝ I do feel like I’m being held hostage most days. ❞

❝ I’m scared, and for the first time in my life I don’t wanna do it alone. ❞

❝ It wasn’t you that made him stay. ❞

❝ No, I’m comin’ with. I can’t let you face the unknown alone, right? ❞

❝ You’re not even worth my wrath. ❞

❝ Enough, the point is you’re going to die today. ❞

❝ We got two choices: fight and die now, or run and die later. ❞

❝ I know you don’t wanna hurt anyone. ❞

❝ Let me know when you’ve killed them all, will you? ❞

❝ Eat shit and die. ❞

❝ Love shouldn’t have to hurt this much. ❞

❝ I know what it’s like to love dangerous people. ❞

❝ I almost had them, why did you do that? ❞

❝ I would do anything to protect you. ❞

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120+ sentences taken from the first three issues of the comic book SANDMAN. feel free to adjust as necessary.

“From the dark they call you.”

“We did it. I don’t believe it. We did it.”

“This isn’t Death. Damn it to Hell.”

“She never woke up.”

“We will discuss the conditions of your release.”

“You’ve bled me dry, but you can’t blackmail me any longer.”

“If you’re lucky, they’ll only hang you.”

“Bugger and blast him!”

“I was hoping you’d work it out on your own one day, and you have.”

“I know that the order will be safe in your hands if I ever forsake the material plane.”

“I beg protection, lord.”

“We can’t make him "do” anything. All we can do is keep him there, and hope.“

"His wife and children miss him.”

“The scandal was hushed up.”

“You aren’t Death, but you live forever.”

“You haven’t aged a day since we caught you.”

“I didn’t have to get so old.”

“Something died inside him a long time ago.”

“But what if the police found out? It’s kidnapping!”

“The order isn’t just a way to make money and get laid.”

“I’ve seen stuff you’d never believe. Things that still scare me. Nightmare things.”

“We’re safer just leaving him down there.”

“You don’t have to be in there, you know.”

“Why won’t you talk to me? You could tell us so much.”

“I’ve killed people before now.”

“I hate you. I’m glad we trapped you.”

“A naked man in a glass box. That’s all you are.”

“Don’t humor me. I can’t stand it when you humor me!”

“The old man’s stroppy today.”

“You don’t think he’s dead?”

“I suppose we ought to take a look at him.”

“It feels so good to be back.”

“I left a monarch, yet I return naked, alone.”

“That’s the first time a naked man has ever turned up to raid the buffet.”

“He will give me the other thing I crave: Revenge.”

“I dreamed I had a baby.”

“You aren’t talking. What’s the matter? Cat got your tongue?”

“There are offenses that are unpardonable.”

“Can you have any idea what it was like? Can you have any idea?”

“You threatened, cajoled, and pleaded for gifts that are neither mankind’s to receive nor mine to give.”

“Lord, what fools these mortals be.”

“Have you no excuse? No explanation?”

“We didn’t want you. It was a mistake.”

“We wanted to capture Death.”

“Have you ever had one of those dreams, you know, where you think you’ve woken up, but you haven’t? It’s just part of the nightmare and you’re still in it.”

Keep reading

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Send “ ✏“ plus a scenario you’ve always wanted to rp with our muses and I’ll tell you whether or not I’m interested!

(If you cannot see the emoji send “Pencil” plus a scenario.)

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PLEASE send me character development questions.

I love to get insightful about my character and to ramble on them. Ask me about their habits, thoughts, relationships! Go as deep and complex as you like! And send as many as you like so loads.

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more random dialogue prompts ,

“why do you have that look on your face?”

“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”

“what have you done to yourself?”

“did you do something different with your hair?”

“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”

“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”

“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”

“there’s something wrong with me.”

“no, i don’t hate you.”

“hey stupid.”

“we’re aren’t them.”

“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”

“you know you’re wrong.”

“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”

“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”

“what makes me so special?”

“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”

“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”

“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”

"how about we don’t do that.”

“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”

“you’re the worst.”

“i don’t need you right now.”

“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”

“i thought you were supposed to call me.”

“take my hand.”

“i need you.”

“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”

“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”

“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”

“why won’t you tell me what happened?”

“you don’t know what this means to me.

“i know it doesn’t make sense.”

“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”

“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”

“your voice is putting me to sleep.”

“did you find what you were looking for?”

"you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”

“well, i guess that’s broken.”

“i thought it was part of the act.”

“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”

“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”

“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”

“how could you do this to me?”

“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”

“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”

“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”

“people think i’m weird.”

“i think i’m losing myself again.”

“you can’t be here.”

“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”

“do you know what today is?”

“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”

“i need to get out.”

“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”

“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”

“you gonna eat that?”

“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”

“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”

“we’ll never make it in time.”

“you’d be late for your own funeral.”

“you should have seen it coming.”

“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”

“why can’t you just be happy for me?”

“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”

“is this how you flirt with everyone?”

“how much longer till we’re there?”

“what have you done?”

“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”

“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”

“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”

“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”

“i never want to hear you say that again.”

“you’re all i have.”

“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”

“i was doing so well until you showed up.”

“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”

“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”

“how can you stand this place?”

“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”

“you need to stop.”

“i don’t like that look, what happened?”

“is that seriously your password?”

“what’s your problem?”

“you had no right to use it without asking.”

“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”

“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”

“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”

“why do you want to help me?”

“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”

“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”

“hey, look what came in the mail!”

“do you want to get a drink or something?”

“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”

“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”

“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”

“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”

“you need to leave.”

“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”

“i do blame you.”

“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”

“you’re no longer useful to me.”

“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”

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“Professor Lupin?” he said. “If you knew my dad, you must’ve known Sirius Black as well.” 

Lupin turned very quickly.

“What gives you that idea?” he said sharply. 

 “Nothing — I mean, I just knew they were friends at Hogwarts too…” 

 Lupin’s face relaxed. 

 “Yes, I knew him,” he said shortly. “Or I thought I did. ”

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Fire: from “A Journal of Love”, The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1934–1937

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Reunion after (physical) trauma prompts

tws apply: grief/fear for someone’s life, mention of injuries, unconsciousness, hospitals, comas, mention of involuntary drugging. that’s the general vibe.

WORDS

“Theeeere you are. Hi. Welcome back.”

“Breathe. Hi, we found you, just breathe for me, okay?”

“This is going to hurt, but it will help you.”

“You’re safe. [Name], can you hear me? They’re here to help you, you need to let them help you.”

“I found them, they’re over here!”

“Does anyone have medical training?”

“N.. no, no, no, no, hey. [Name]? Hi, I’ve got you.”

“You can sleep, [name]. It’s over.”

“I’ll still be here when you wake up.”

“You were in an induced coma. Your body went through a lot.”

“I wasn’t –… Your doctors weren’t sure you’d wake up.”

“[Name]? Was that - did you squeeze my hand?”

“It’s okay. It’s meant to be there, it’s helping you breathe.”

“Can you hear me?”

“You.. you were so close to dying. I was scared.”

ACTIONS

[ GATHER ] for sender to gather receiver’s (unconscious) body into their arms, in the style of no no no not them.

[ STARING ] for sender to find receiver sitting alone staring at a wall, covered in blood, and to touch their arm.

[ WAITING ] for sender to be waiting at receiver’s hospital bedside when receiver finally comes out of a coma, or wakes from surgery.

[ STEADY ] for sender to catch or steady receiver when receiver tries to stand up too early or to push their body past what it’s ready for

[ TEARS ]  for receiver to find tears on sender’s face, when they’re finally reunited (either immediately after the trauma, or waking up in a hospital), because sender thought receiver was dead or dying

[ GRIEF ]  for receiver to wake up just as sender is saying goodbye, because the doctors told them to. feel free to specify what they might be saying. do not judge me, this is going in the meme

[ LETTER ] for sender to find a last letter, video, text, etc that receiver made for them, thinking they wouldn’t make it out of the situation alive. Obviously receiver does make it out alive, but the letter/video still exists (and receiver will detail what’s in it).

[ FIGHT ] for receiving muse to not recognize sender or medical staff trying to help them, due to being drugged or otherwise disoriented – so they fight.

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"Ah. That's disappointing. I thought you would have maybe been... In bed." He waggled his eyebrows, having recovered quickly from the disappointment that was only half feigned.

 “Maybe?” (from Sharleen)

@thebloodychampion

Send “Maybe?” if your muse has thought of kissing mine

"And here I thought you were immune to my charms." Sirius replied with a smile that could only be called sinful and a wicked gleam in his eyes. "Now, I have to know, where were you when you thought about kissing me and what were you doing?" He asked, leaning in closer, his voice shifting and becoming deeper, huskier.

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 “Maybe?” (from Sharleen)

@thebloodychampion

Send “Maybe?” if your muse has thought of kissing mine

"And here I thought you were immune to my charms." Sirius replied with a smile that could only be called sinful and a wicked gleam in his eyes. "Now, I have to know, where were you when you thought about kissing me and what were you doing?" He asked, leaning in closer, his voice shifting and becoming deeper, huskier.

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POV: Studying with Sirius 🚬☕️📖 //

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Sirius Orion Black ✨ // @rosiexjo/p>

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𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 𝐩𝐭. 𝟏

i’ve made emotional ones before but also, angst?? bon appetit!

“ i can’t do this alone… “

“ i can’t do this without you. “

“ nothing is worth losing you. “

“ i can’t lose you! not again! “

“ i don’t wanna lose you! “

“ i love you… “

“ i never should’ve dragged you into this. “

“ you’re not alone, [NAME]… you never were. “

“ if something happened to you… that would be because of me. and i can’t have that. “

“ …did you know about this? “ “ this is all my fault… “

“ i/we/you lost… “

“ you won’t win. “ “ this path you’re on… it’s gonna get you killed. you know that, though; don’t you? “

“ i can’t stop. “

“ you would tell me if something was wrong. wouldn’t you? “

“ it’s like you’re not really here; even when you are. “

“ don’t you get it?! if anything happens to you, i… i don’t know what i’d do! “

“ you have no idea how important you are to me, and i’m tired of waiting for you to figure it out, and i sure as hell won’t wait to announce it over your reckless ass’ grave! “

“ no! i’m not leaving without you! “

“ i can’t do this anymore… “

“ you don’t even know me. “

“ what have you done?! “

“ you’re shaking… “

“ i’ve… made some mistakes. “

“ you are nothing to me. “

“ you were never nothing to me… “

“ stop it. enough of this self-sacrificing bullshit! stop acting like you have nobody who loves you! you have me! so no! you don’t get to be a martyr. not today! we can figure out a different plan… “

“ i would’ve done anything for you… “

“ i’d risk everything and anything for you. “

“ i’m not a good person. “

“ please don’t look at me like that… “

“ i believed in you! “

“ we can’t lose… “

“ what?! what am i supposed to do?! please! tell me, what the hell am i supposed to do?! “

“ please, just go… i’m not the kind of person anyone needs to be around right now. “

“ what happened to you? huh? what happened to you to make you this way? “

“ they’re coming for you. right? that’s why you’re pushing me away like an idiot? because you don’t want me getting hurt? “

“ nothing’s going to be as good as it was before. “

“ you lied to me! “

“ i didn’t mean for any of this to happen! “

“ i can’t trust you anymore… “

“ i know it’s selfish. god knows, ever since we met, i’ve been the reason behind every threat and danger that’s come your way. but… i honestly can’t say that i’d change a second of it. “

“ it’s been an honour knowing you. “

“ there’s nobody else i can turn to. only you. “

“ i don’t trust anybody else. not the way i trust you. “

“ we have no choice… “

“ why?! why are you helping me?! “

“ it’s too late. there’s nothing more we can do… “

“ please don’t go… don’t leave me. “

“ you are everything to me. okay? EVERYTHING. i can’t lose you… “

“ you deserve better than this… better than me… “

“ i thought i could give you a better life. instead, i’m the reason it’s gotten worse… i’m so sorry. “

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Send “Maybe?” if your muse has thought of kissing mine

Even if it was only once for a split second!