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i decided to write post on her since it is the only account i actually feel comfortable with expressing emotions. these past few days have had me in a pretty dark place mental health wise and i have done some things im not really proud of to get to there. ive felt severely empty and kind of alone and honestly i deserve these feelings. i thought about giving into old habits and ridding these feelings easily but whats worse than suffering through all of the pain while remembering your mistakes? nothing really. i just feel like im just stuck and i have no one really to confess these things to so i mask them and bury them within myself to they literally eat me alive but again i deserve to feel this way. anyways ive been listening to the titanium cover by christina grimmie (may she rest in peace) because it is exactly how i have been feelings these past few days.

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Prompt: the “my boyfriend said bisexuality wasn’t real so i dumped him for his sister” post starring the blakes and clarke

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I was in England and you had just lost your husband. You had enough going on. And I wasn’t really thinking about starting a family then anyway. But then I moved in here and I really got to know your kids, and feel what it was like to have a family of your own… Things changed.

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