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Blog ~ hi, it's me

--- about me ---

it's lia, female, 18 y/o

I write as a hobby and I'm not constant at all

really like to read

feel free to dm me, don't bite

english not my first language

(hating my post rn)

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!!! contains mdni themes, be careful

some (all) are old things I wrote, I changed style ecc now

but don't feel like deleting anything

just know they're probably cringe (also eng not my first language)

if you know me irl, no you don't (pt.2 just to be sure)

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Mythology inspo ~ Writing Prompts

[mythology couple prompts]

"trust me, it will be different this time" "I don't believe you anymore, in the end I'm the one who loses everything, I'll be the one to die" (Orpheus and Eurydice)

"you know I can't leave you, we're stuck together for the eternity" "I'm sorry" "no, you're not" (Hera and Zeus)

"don't look at me, please" "I need to" "you'll never get enough, won't you?" "of you? never, even though I'll have to die" (Eros and Psyche)

"do you love me?" "I was kidnapped by you, how can I love you?" "you haven't answered my question" "... yes, yes, I do love you bastard" (Hades and Persephone)

"do you seriously think I will ever love you?" "but you said-" "stop it, you know I'll always, only, love myself" (Narcissus and Echo)

"I thought you were gone..." "I'll always be by your side, but why?" "what do you mean?" "why do you have to kill yourself like this?" (Priam and Tisbe)

"how did you..?" "beat you? easy, I cheated" "I- how can you?" "don't be like this, in the end you just love that I was able to beat you" "you cheated!!!" [yes, they love each other] (Atlanta and Ippomene)

"I'm here for you now" "he left me..." "don't worry love, nobody will ever hurt you again" (Dionysus and Arianna)

"you're perfect, you're everything I've ever dreamed become true" "I guess so, you're the one who made me like this" (Pygmalion and Galatea)

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Kaeya //Don't understand//

"I trusted you" "I still don't understand why you did" by @muses-of-the-mind - betrayal prompts

genre: fluff, hurt to comfort (kaeya x gn!reader)

words: 704

cw: blood, mentions of fainting and throwing up (not in datails)

!!! : I used a not-mine prompt to write the story, even though the story itself is completely mine; I changed the prompt in a present tense. English is not my first language, for eventual mistakes you can freely contact me and give me advices.

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The night was cold, the sky outside clear.

In your heart everything was confused, stormed.

Blood was running down on his hand, skin stretched, ripped, glass everywhere, mirror broke in pieces, scattered on the white floor, which began to be painted in scarlet drops.

His eye wes lost somewhere else, far from the room, his mind far gone, the other still covered; your look was firmly on him, like you wanted to make sure Kaeya wasn't going to move. Or wasn't going away, at least.

"Kaeya, I trust you."

"I still don't understand why you do that."

His voice was shaking, fear and anger weren't discernible from each other. He never meant to hurt anyone, not you. And he did not, at least not in the way he had thought.

Blood was running down on his hand and it didn't seem near to stop, while a single teardrop fell from your eyes.

And it hurted him more than every single piece of glass.

"Come on, you know I could never be afraid of you." You scolded him. Even then, with Kaeya's angry eye and shaking body in front of you, you couldn't be afraid, nor intimidated.

Kaeya was scared, no, he was terrified. He just wanted you to go away, never look at him again, nor talk to him, neither thinking of him.

He was disgusted by himself. His hands stained with blood, his body still full of rage, his head clouded, only desiring to scream. Scream.

"You're only hurting yourself."

His eye snapped to you, looking right at yours.

"Don't you dare lie to me," he hissed angrily, "You're crying."

Your heart skipped a beat. One hand started raising slowly, fearful of what you could have found.

Water, tears.

"I- I didn't mean to." A whisper from your lips.

"You should go." Cold words from him.

The cold outside seemed to fall on the room.

"I don't want to-" You wept. Head spinning. You couldn't believe that. You weren't afraid of him. You could have sworn that. No, it was impossible. Short, rapid breath. Mind clouded, spinning. No, it couldn't be.

A firm grip on your arms made you snap out of your own thoughts.

"Fuck, don't faint please." Kaeya's worried look on you, finding your eyes to make sure you were fine.

Shaken body held by a shaken body, who was keeping who from falling apart wasn't known.

Your hands were gripped on his shirt, trying to ground your mind. You could feel his heart beating, his breath on you, his warmth. He was there.

"I'm here." Kaeya breathed out "I'm right here, damn, focus on me."

His frightened voice and his presence were the only things you could focus on. Kaeya was there.

On the other hand he was sinking in your perfume, your skin, you. Again and again.

He didn't want to let you go.

Then he saw it. The blood from his hand ran down your arm, onto you.

Kaeya clenched his jaw, gosh, he was nearly throwing up. Blood on your perfect skin was the last thing he ever wanted to see.

"I'm sorry."

The words echoed in the room. Your voices mixed together.

A slight chuckle left your mouth, while slowly softened the grip on him.

"You shouldn't have said that." Kaeya noted firmly and you looked at him confused.

"You neither, if that so."

He tried to look away, but your hand gently posed on his face, making him stop, not running away.

"Don't hide. You have nothing to apologize for" You muttered "Even if, you're not allowed. We made a deal, right?"

A soft smile spread from your lips to your eyes, while cupping his face with both hands. His were now leaning on your hips.

He sighted. "I should've known better before making that deal, shouldn't I?"

A limpid laugh from you filled the room.

"You're an idiot Kaeya, come here." You beamed, swinging your arms across his shoulders.

Your head was right on his chest, he could smell your shampoo, your body pressed onto him. Your warmth, your breath, you. Again and again.

He didn't want to let you go.

"You're stupid to even think I'll ever leave you, trust me."

"I do".

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Zhongli //Stay//

genre: smut (dom!Zhongli x fem!sub!reader)

-!minors do not interact! -

words: 907

cw: cockwarming, ass slaps, quite dom/sub dinamics, sir/master kink, praise, punishment, slight dacryphilia, mean dom, porn without a real plot (if I have miss something please write me)

!!! : english is not my first language so yeah, feel free to give advice and sorry for my mistakes <3

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The moonlight barely lighted up the room, as the most of the light came from a lamp on the table.

You couldn't remember well how you ended up like this, and saying the truth you can't even think straight right now.

Zhongli is focused on his work, his features hard in concentration, one hand writing and the other around your hips.

You were sit on his legs, or better said, stucked on his cock.

His calm and regular breath was driving you crazy while you were trying not to move as he asked you.

A little smirk showed on his lips in the moment you take a longer breath and started relaxing around him, trying to adapting as well as you can at this position, seeing no near ending.

That little smirk in that moment, can't be anything nice, and you know that.

And God, how you hope you were wrong, but, at least, not this time.

He was still focused on his work, while his hand, previously on your hips, started moving in slow circles, starting by your hips and gradually went down.

You closed your eyes, take a deap and shaking breath, whilst mentally cursing him.

His hand continued travelling down on your body, his other hand writing and his eyes still away from you, as nothing is happening, even if his throbbing cock said you something completely different.

You couldn't resist and let out a whimper the moment his fingers gently brush on your clit, with such a light touch that made you go crazy and wanted more.

His hand moved on your thigh, leaving you moaning unsatisfied, looking up at him with pleading eyes, only seeing his smirk and his eyes on the piece of paper, ignoring you.

You started feeling your body tremble, all that thoughts you tried to cool down, immediately went on your mind.

His cock filling you, his veins pulsing into your core, his hand on your thigh, his hot breath on your neck.

Him. Zhongli.

"...li" That thought. The last part of your thought came out of your mouth: his name.

He doesn't do anything. Just continue working.

You shutted your eyes, mind foggy, whilst your body starts make unconsciously circolar movements on his hips.

At the point he took a deep breath, let go the pen end hardened his eyes, loosing his smirk.

"I thought I'd ask you to stay still and quite while I was finishing the last part of my work, darling."

He looked down at you. Hard look and serious face, though you kept your eyes shut, trying to not moving and repress your own pleasure while tears started falling from your corner and pleasing whimper from your mouth.

"Darling, you know, you have to look at me while I talk to you, or do I have to teach you again how to behave, mh? It's look like that though..." He said, firmly gripping your jaw and making you look right into his eyes.

"No, no, 'm so sorry Zhongli, I-" you were cut off by his hand harshly collide with your ass.

You let out a moan feeling the burning pleasure of his slap, your body shifting on his, making friction between your bodies and making you move on his cock, while your clit brushed against him.

"Sir, please, I- I- won't do that again, I'm sorry, let me move please, need you" you cried out, tired of being denied by your pleasure.

"Remember the rules darling, stay."

With this words he returned to his work, leaving you whining and crying, while you were trying so hard to obey him, failing every time your body felt the orgasm coming, continuing your movements.

You were so, so close to your release, gripping into his shirt, and tears of pleasure streaming down your checks, when you felt hands, his hands, on your hips, lifting you up.

You shook your head to him, without breath, without words, watching into his cold eyes.

"This is not how I told you to behave, is it?"

You can't answer, your pussy was clenching around nothing, you were so close.

Your crying didn't sound like an answer to him.

His grip firmly conduced you to the bed, leaving you in the center of it, while he sighed, slowly opening his shirt, button by button, and taking off his pants.

And you know you were done.

He took his tie off, pinning your hands up, tieing them at the bed, spreading your legs with his hands and placing himself between, preventing you to close them.

His hands lowered on your body, slightly touching your clit and brushing between your folds.

You meweled, clenching around nothing. Again and again.

He chuckled darkly, close to your ear, licking your neck before whispering lust words, which made your condition even worse.

"Oh darling, I told you to not misbehave... Think I have to show you how to behave properly when your master order you something, mh?"

You held back your breath, trying to not worsen your situation.

"Such a naughty girl, do you feel your pussy clenching around nothing? Do you want my cock? Oh you want it so bad..."

He made fun of you, pressing his fingers on your clit, making your body tremble worse.

"I guess you won't have it until you learn how to behave, love"

Your whimpers and suppressed moans only made him chuckle.

"You know what you're in for".