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canyoncurl · 3 days

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happy bpd awareness month to all my fellow borderlines who are trying their very best despite their circumstances! your struggles are valid all year long and there are people out there who will offer you the patience, support and tenderness you deserve. keep on keeping on, little doves. 🫂🤍

#reminder to be kind to yourself this month (and always)!!!#you’ve made it to this day; you’ve got a tomorrow and a next week in you – i promise

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canyoncurl · 3 days

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silas denver melvin / june gehringer / phoebe bridgers

#no love without teeth #📝

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canyoncurl · 11 days

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“It ends or it doesn’t. That’s what you say. That’s how you get through it. The tunnel, the night, the pain, the love. It ends or it doesn’t. If the sun never comes up, you find a way to live without it. If they don’t come back, you sleep in the middle of the bed, learn how to make enough coffee for yourself alone. Adapt. Adjust. It ends or it doesn’t. It ends or it doesn’t. We do not perish.”

— Caitlyn Siehl (via karibu-nyumbani)

#it ends or it doesn’t #to keep #yeehaw

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canyoncurl · 28 days

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hi my darling its from here

thank you very muchly, moonie. love you. ✨

#hope you’re well!#sending a squeeze 🫂

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canyoncurl · 28 days

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#trying to find that one quote that’s something along the lines of ‘the wound is not the size of your life’ or something #big breath!!!#sadness can’t kill you!!!#guilt can’t kill you!!!#being uncertain or anxious can’t kill you!!!#… shame could probably get pretty darn close but alas djdjdj :’)

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canyoncurl · 1 month

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i will never stop being 6 years old and lonely. i will never stop being 11 years old and lonely. i will never stop being 19 years old and lonely. i will never stop

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canyoncurl · 3 months

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#forever one of my favourite casual harry fits!#this colour looks dreamy on him.#also the big chunky ring on his pinky finger - nom nom!#🤍

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canyoncurl · 3 months

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much like the minotaur I am a creature in some sort of situation

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canyoncurl · 3 months

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kunichi_nomura: Can’t believe that you’re already 30. But I guess 30s is new 20s. Happy birthday best British gentleman ㊗️🎊🌹 @harrystyles

#miss you so terribly!#let this be a reminder to everybody that ageing isn’t as scary as we’ve been conditioned to believe #it’s a privilege #i am so lucky to have known harry through his twenties & to see him thrive through his 30s too #also the first photo feels very liminal in a way i can’t explain dhfgf #🤍

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canyoncurl · 3 months

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From Invisible Dreams by Toi Derricotte

#whatever i am #face me entirely #banshee wailing ensues!#📝

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canyoncurl · 3 months

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What's wild is that you'll have an abusive parent. And you'll maintain a relationship with them despite your better instincts because that's your parent and you want them to be a parent. And one day you'll bring up all the things that they did to you because they need to be addressed. The baggage needs to be unpacked. And they'll say what do you want me to do with this box of rotting flesh? And you'll say I want you to acknowledge the box of rotting flesh. I want you to apologize for cutting it off of me and stuffing it into that box and then forcing the box onto me. I want you to recognize that I have been carrying this box for years. And I want you to help me carry it. And they'll say well where's my apology for you putting your unsuspecting body into my hands and then expecting me not to stick a knife in you? And you just have to move on because the only alternative is rotting in the box yourself.

#also #when you’re carrying a box of rotten flesh; you become desperately aware of the smell you’re trying to mask #you conceal the rot – preserve it – but people still sense its stench #they stop short and ask you what you’re carrying; and sometimes you’re shocked into telling them #and how do you succinctly tell somebody that you’re carrying a piece of you without admitting it’s you?#how do you carry a reminder of the rot you once wore without growing to despise it?#your options are: to put the box down – to lose parts of yourself that you saturated your fingers trying to save #– or to see yourself as it #to inhabit it until all previously unmarred flesh spoils from contact #until that flesh; too; stinks in the fluorescent heat of day #you become burdened with a permanent sickness; a flesh-deep burr #a reminder of all that was once stolen from you; and the ache of its absence #:’)

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canyoncurl · 4 months

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Happy new year !!

#the colour palette!!!#all the soft edges!!!#the gentleness of touch!!!#all so very lovely #🎨

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canyoncurl · 4 months

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elegy for my sadness, chen chen

#something oddly poetic about the 63 notes on a post about being indelibly alone #📝

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canyoncurl · 4 months

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#both cheeks #forehead #nose #placing both my hands on your cheeks and giving the biggest smoocharoo!#and kissing the back of both your hands for good measure #happy new year lovie! 🩷

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canyoncurl · 4 months

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‪‬ “Please remember that some people might be lonely this Christmas and now would be a good time to reach out" ❤️ (via BBCR1)

#hope you’re all looking after yourselves this boxing day #fun friendly reminder that it’s okay to take time away from festivities to breathe #and a good cry is always allowed; even and especially at this time of year #🤍

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canyoncurl · 5 months

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think it's a deep consolation to know that spiders dream, that monkeys tease predators, that dolphins have accents, that lions can be scared silly by a lone mongoose, that otters hold hands, and ants bury their dead. that there isn't their life and our life. nor your life and my life. that it's just one teetering and endless thread and all of us, all of us, are entangled w it as deep as entanglement goes. v neat i think.

#everyday magic #🪄✨

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canyoncurl · 5 months

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Nico Alvarado, Tim Riggins Speaks of Waterfalls

#‘it wasn’t the burning so much as the loneliness / it wasn’t the loneliness so much as the fear of being alone’#unknown / nth (hozier)#📝

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