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fedya and his espurr i love him so much

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self shipping angst is sooo funny. yeah this is my favorite character and romantic partner i love them with my entire heart. im going to make sure i almost die in front of them

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when your selfship with a character brings someone else joy and happiness

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I have a bondage kink but bondage during sex is a turn off or doesn’t do anything for me. I need the bondage to be in like literally any other scenario ESPECIALLY CUDDLING then it’s the greatest thing ever. I literally just want to see people tied up for funsies or whatever

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Found out one of my mutuals despises Fyodor and I can’t even be upset like yeah that makes sense. But please support my loving queerplatonic partnership with him anyways

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My friends and mutuals should never be embarrassed by anything they do because I post about being in love with anime twink Fyodor Dostoevsky and you cannot get more embarrassing than that

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attackdog puppyplay where I rip your enemies to bloody pieces and then lay my head in your lap to hear ‘attaboy’ and feel fingers in my sweaty, bloody hair

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When I am horny for a character I want to do Sex with them even if that sex is like, inflation that still counts as sex. Like when I think of Charles Cuevas it’s like . The things I am going to do to her are diabolical and it’s because I am an animal without an ounce of self control in my body

But with Fyodor it’s like, I indulge in the petplay kink because it’s comfortable and I like him. Petplay makes me feel comfortable and happy and so does Fedya

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I feel like I remember seeing a post about petplay once that was like “teach the sub commands in a different language so they really don’t know what you’re saying and feel like a pet” and I feel as if I do not need to elaborate on my train of thought further

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Fyodor is a Russian orthodox man who’s been alive since the 1400s. I feel like he would play the whole “treating another human being like a pet thing” completely straight despite the fact it’s like, one million percent a kink dynamic. I’m never sure if he would know what bdsm is because he’s the smartest guy in the universe or if he wouldn’t know what bdsm is because he’s an old old old old Christian man but I like the second option more it’s funnier.

He just thinks that having control over someone and treating them as lesser but still with affection and petting them and giving them orders and basically training them and treating them like an animal way more than a person is just like, normal I guess. Like back on his weird mindgame manipulation stuff. And everyone is like “there is no way they are not fucking” and the worst part is no they aren’t THEY’RE JUST LIKE THAT

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going to start gatekeeping furry like it’s a music subculture from the late 80s. no poseurs.

If you haven’t drawn deeply regrettable or alienating fetish art you aren’t a true head

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This issue with desiging a bsd oc is that they gotta be a human (there’s already a character who can transform into a tiger and a character who can transform into a cat so I can’t even win there) but whenever I try to make a design of myself as a human it just doesn’t resonate. Like nah that isn’t me I’m a small cat thing. Please I just need to make one good humansona

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₊˚⊹♡ silly Fyodor facts!

disclaimer: sources of these are mostly bsd wan, mayoi, official guide books + interviews! more will be added with time!

❥ he's a scorpio [born on november 11th]!

❥ he's very indulgent when it comes to entertaining, for example, Nikolai; playing along when there's a game, and even playfully outsmarting Nikolai -> joking around while remaining a neutral expression

❥ he struggles with writing in Japanese, katakana especially [including his own name. help. cutie.]

❥ he bites his nails and fingers

❥ he got lost at a big train station and was upset about not catching his following train in time. </3

❥ he has a flower-shaped lamp on his desk!

❥ when shibusawa threatened to cry if they wouldn't wear the team outfits he put together, fyodor and dazai complied <3

❥ sellers pressured him into buying and eating roasted chestnuts..

❥ he likes sushi, ice cream, hamburger steak without egg and chinese food!

❥ he hacked the sushi restaurant's order system for his order to arrive faster..

❥ he owns a book named "Frequently Used Japanese"

❥ he has the tendency to silently stare.. [for example at poe, who got anxious in response]

❥ occasionally, he takes things very literally and responds accoddingly

[poe: if i were to breathe this air akin to broth boiling at the bottom of a hellish cauldron, i might get poisoned.

fyodor: to me it seems like there is plenty of room to breathe.

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nikolai: w- wait, what? you're really giving me something? is this some sort of illusion?

fyodor: no, it is not.]

❥ he enjoys listening to classical music and views it as a reward after a long day

❥ he prays every night before going to sleep

❥ he's fond of long hair on others and likes touching and braiding it, and tying it up

❥ he likes pretty people

❥ he's lonely and is aware that there's no one who supports him, to the point of saying "I am always alone. That is fine by me. Has been, and always will be."

❥ he wishes for the world to be filled with people "pure of heart"

❥ he would gift you a country for valentines day!

❥ he's anemic and describes himself as unhealthy

❥ he plays the cello and the erhu

❥ he claims he hardly feels any appetite [though he seems to like indulging in different kinds of food nonetheless; this might be him forgetting to eat on occasion rather than not liking eating?]

❥ he likes to have jam with his tea

❥ when asked to compare himself to a colour, he said "the white of the snow of my hometown"

❥ his biggest wish [and new year's wish!] is peace for humanity and blessings for the children

❥ he enjoys a dark and gloomy atmosphere and the nighttime scenery

❥ he, at times, braids strands of his hair, or puts it into a small bun or ponytail

❥ occasionally, he drinks red wine

❥ sometimes, he has a bit of a go-with-the-flow attitude; “Well, if Shibusawa-kun is happy, then I'm happy. I'm his friend, after all.”

❥ when he got the opportunity to, he wanted to try on a kimono; he's interested in different cultures

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Anyone who follows me from that post just made on other accounts can bear witness to the Fyodor plushies I bring to class everyday

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I cannot be normal about him honestly. I need to bite him. Lick him. He’s my best friend

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DOSTOYEVSKYYYYYY

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It’s not romantic either but I guess sometimes there’s kink involved . Beautiful aroace relationship

My thing with Fyodor is just like “what if there was this really evil guy but I was his favorite person ever and the only one he liked and he kept me safe and took care of me. Because I’m special” like sorry you’re all gonna die in his plan to start the third world war but he’s keeping me as a pet because he likes me. Maybe at first it was because I was useful but then at some point he was keeping me around from genuine attachment