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Being a low empathy autistic is weird.

I feel like an impostor in the community. I know some of them hate me because I have the "bad autistic trait" that makes me more likely to be toxic.

I always tried to mediate that by caring more for others than myself, I thought that if I did that enough, I would magically get it back twice as much. Obviously that never happened, people just abused me over it.

If only, I am just autistic, and the years of neglect and abandonment meant nothing. Then sorry, but I do feel broken.

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There's a few (or a lot) of things that only people who are disabled understand the struggle. Or maybe, I don't know, abled people just don't bother to be more empathetic.

Not everyone can have a well balanced diet.

Not everyone can be vegan or vegetarian by extent.

Not everyone can have a healthy workout routine.

Not everyone can keep a complete hygienic lifestyle by extent.

No one is fully independent and shocker, disabled people are going to struggle with independence more. This is not something to be ashamed of.

Not everyone can have a job, by extent

Not everyone can afford to buy sustainable stuff.

No one should be forced to give you "good morning/noon/night" no one is should be forced to share shit they don't want to share. No one should be forced to distort their truth to make you happy. None of this makes someone an asshole.

You criticizing people for "reinforcing" anything of the above with no sense of subjectiveness is inherently ableist.

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Man there's this famous political movie in Brasil.

Main character is kindaaaaa hot. He's also a huge fascist.

He was the villain.

Common conservative people treat him as the hero.

Yeah no appearance doesn't define someone's morality. But white people are dumb as fuck and need to be treated as kids. It's that simple.

you could make a racist colonizer character but if he is drawn in a appealing artystyle or is overall charismatic, then fandomite white ppl will be over his dick because they'd fuck a fence if it was painted white.

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bpd culture is i just want you to reach out first. i dont wanna keep being the one who does that

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I was never that into furry art but the way Salem draws them is just... So.... Ahhh🩷🩷🩷 maybe it's the more realistic body proportions, body acceptance and love, the painterly look.

I love Hitomi so much her body is exactly like my girlfriend and I die of love every time I see her and Hitch together

Hitomi wip be upon ye

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I'm a genderfluid girl (not woman, I hate being called that idk why), I go by They/Them and She/her, I'm okay with He/Him and being called a man for lighthearted jokes, I present as hyper feminine, most times atleast, when I'm not, I dress like a edgy boy.

I'm Omnisexual, I normally go by Pansexual since it's easier for people to understand. I am attracted to most people, but in different levels of attraction. I'm more into GNC people and Trans women overall, I find most women attractive.

I'm also demi sexual/romantic. Even I am. Really. Horny. I need to know the person well enough to actually want any sort of intimate relationship. As for romance, I'm not into it, I barely feel it in the common sense of what romance is. But I do like dating and having a stable life with someone, it's just none of that traditional roses and chocolate kind of thing.

I do call myself a lesbian, I like women and feminine enbies first and foremost, cancel me I guess.

I call myself a f*ggot, yes I am a man sometimes and I am gay for men sometimes, cancel me, I guess.

I call myself a chaser as a joke, I just really like trans women, apparently I'm not a chaser because I'm "also trans" and I guess I am also trans!

I feel like I was a blond white guy in a past life, sometimes I feel like that guy and I hate that blonde does not fit with my skin tone.

I don't care for people but I WILL respect everyone's identity bc that's how I want to be treated. Be better. 🫵 (My limit of respect is when you disrespect me I am NOT a carpet for strangers)

Top n list of traits in people I like uwu

Fat people (classic, always loved them)

Girls with dicks

Confident Dommies (yes I am a sub 😔✊)

Medium sized boobs (sorry I don't like big boobies unless the person is chunky)

Light brown hair

People who are very nerdy about a topic

Curly hair

Crossdressers

Big glass "um actually" people

Punk ppl in general

People who are a bit weird (when it comes to past violent acts)

Twinks

Ppl with distinct styles/aesthetics 🫵 dress like a fictional character I will like you

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Friendly reminder that the r word is a slur. I repeat, it is a slur.

It comes from the French word ‘retard’ meaning late or delayed.

It was historically (and sometimes still unfortunately) used in the medical field to describe developmental delays and intellectual disabilities.

It is now commonly used as an insult to someone’s intelligence.

It is not an ok thing to say, and people with developmental delays and intellectual disabilities have repeatedly said it is not reclaimable.

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it is now pride. please recall these facts:

pride was a riot

fuck the police

fuck the police

fuck the police

fuck the police

by "a riot" i mean the kind where you throw bricks, not a laugh riot

throwing bricks at cops is, however, a laugh riot

pride is for everyone (except the police)

thank you for your time and consideration. fuck the police.

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I just realized this can be read as refering to anas, it's not, that's not a fashion trend, that's a beauty trend.

I'm talking about clothing here.

If y'all keep calling every FASHION trends toxic I'll start cutting myself and call it mentally ill core

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If y'all keep calling every FASHION trends toxic I'll start cutting myself and call it mentally ill core

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I'm not used to any type of attention, specially less the good type

I low key get scared when I get praise

Like, what do you mean the OWNER of the market I worked at complimented me?

I don't deserve that??? I just don't. I'm JUST a perfectionist, that's ALL.

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how to shut up a narcissist:

-give them money

-offer them $1,000 cash

-send a large amount of money to their bank account

-gift them 10 100 dollar bills

-venmo them one thousand dollars

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Actually I think we all should stab people who harass us.

Just make the system full of people who defended themselves and watch the number of "criminals" spike up. The glaring issue our society have with rape culture and disrespect.

With that said, this is WHY I'm against trans girlies getting guns, YALL ARE GOING TO PRISON IF NOT DIRECTLY KILLED BY COPS self defense DOESN'T EXIST by law if you don't have human rights.

A trans woman was just sentenced to 15 years in prison for defending herself from an attacker. She wanted no part in the fight and witnesses described her actions as self-defense. With right-wing media constantly portraying her as "evil" since the incident, the trial was over before it began.

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Mentally ill person: hey, guys, this is not okay, this person was freaking out because they were without their meds, they were under a extremely stressful situation, they were having an episode and got killed because of it. This shouldn't happen.

Neurotypicals: um yeah but if they weren't addicted to drugs this wouldn't be an issue 🙄🙄 how are cops gonna know the difference anyways? They were just trying to stop him from hurting others.

Mentally ill person:

“the police didn’t kill that person because they were mentally ill! the police killed that person because they were an addict and a schizo!” pissed me off so much I almost regained the ability to ambulate just to smash a brick into this person’s fucked up head

that’s literally the same thing or worse you STUPID fucking asshole

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Yes I mostly talk about myself

I am studying psychology mostly to know myself better, knowing how people work to help them in the future is a plus.

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Sometimes I mask for a long period of time (my type of masking is the type I don't even realize when it's me or the mask) and then one day I'm just slightly more tired than normal and remember how much I hate people.

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Daydreaming all day to the point I'm acting so snobbish irl that my coworkers complain.

Oh yeah. Did I mention I have maladaptive daydreaming? I rather pretend it's not maladaptive lol, it's my only coping mechanism.