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I’m slowly learning.....

“I’m slowly learning that I don’t have to hurt those who hurt me. I’m slowly learning that maybe the ultimate sign of maturity is walking away instead of getting even. I’m slowly learning that the energy it takes to react to every bad thing that happens to you drains you and stops you from seeing the other good things in life. I’m slowly learning that I’m not going to be everyone’s cup of tea and I won’t be able to get everyone to treat me the way I want to be treated and that’s okay. I’m slowly learning that trying so hard to ‘win’ anyone is just a waste of time and energy and it fills you with nothing but emptiness.

I’m slowly learning that not reacting doesn’t mean I’m okay with things, it just means I’m choosing to rise above it. I’m choosing to take the lesson it has served and learn from it. I’m choosing to be the bigger person. I’m choosing my peace of mind because that’s what I truly need. I don’t need more drama. I don’t need people making me feel like I’m not good enough. I don’t need fights and arguments and fake connections. I’m slowly learning that sometimes not saying anything at all says everything.

I’m slowly learning that reacting to things that upset you gives someone else power over your emotions. You can’t control what others do but you can control how you respond, how you handle it, how you perceive it and how much of it you want to take personally. I’m slowly learning that most of the time, these situations say nothing about you and a lot about the other person. I’m slowly learning that maybe all these disappointments are just there to teach us how to love ourselves because that will be the armor and the shield we need against the people who try to bring us down. They will save us when people try to shake our confidence or when they try to make us feel like we’re worthless.

I’m slowly learning that even if I react, it won’t change anything, it won’t make people suddenly love and respect me, it won’t magically change their minds. Sometimes it’s better to just let things be, let people go, don’t fight for closure, don’t ask for explanations, don’t chase answers and don’t expect people to understand where you’re coming from. I’m slowly learning that life is better lived when you don’t center it on what’s happening around you and center it on what’s happening inside you instead. Work on yourself and your inner peace and you’ll come to realize that not reacting to every little thing that bothers you is the first ingredient to living a happy and healthy life.”

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Sigh..

Hi tumblr. It’s been a long time.... Dami ko na pede maikwento dito pero nextime nalang pag may time. 😊 As of now, sitting pretty lang ako sa office. Charot. Haha! Walang task e. Petiks. 🤷🏻‍♀️ Gusto ko lang ishare yung goal ko na gusto kong iachieve but hesitant pa kasi werking na ako e. Simply pero mej hard kasi it’ll cost me thousands.. Hahaha gusto ko lang naman bumalik sa pag-aaral pero this time, ako lang ang susustento for myself. Either Masteral or ipursue ko Accountancy... Accountancy na kasi ako nun but nagshift due to new policies implemented. na pag di mapasa yung compre, d muna mkakapaggraduate. Oh ang hirap diba? Dko nga mafirst take yang compre e tapos d pa ko mkakagrad. Lalo na mej tagal nakong studyante. Gusto ko rin maexperience magwerq kaya nagshift ako to Accounting Tech. Hihi. Mej nahirapan akong magdecide magshift kasi mahal ko na si accounting tapos gusto ko ring maging CPA. Pero due to circumstances, nkapagshift pa rin ako. Kaya eto ako ngayon, working girl na. But narealize ko ngayon na kulang pa din e. Knowing I can better my life pa if Titleholder nako... or nkapagmasteral. Kaya ngayon, di parin ako mkapagdecide. Masteral ba or accountancy? I need a guidance. Lord guide me. You know my plans. But I know also Your plans are far better than my plans. So, take control my Lord.... Kaw na po bahala sakin. Other goals ko e mkapagnegosyo as soon as possible. Kaya nagsstart nakong magipon for that. Mej maluho pa kasi ako nowadays e. Hoping next year mkapagstart na ako. I just want to thank God for this year. He showered me with so much blessings sa family ko, for protecting us especially, I just had a car accident last September!!!Thank God!!!!! Near death experience talaga yun. Laking pasasalamat ko talaga kay God kasi walang injury sakin. Lakas ko sa kanya talaga!!!👆🏼 Mej d pa nga lang ako over sa trauma. Pero ok na din atleast no? 🙌🏼 Andddddd.. Dami kong napuntahan this year kaya I feel so fulfilled na rin! More travels to come next year!!!! Boracay, Palawan, Batanes, Siargao, and more! Korea?! 😂 Japan?! 😊 SG? 😊 well, nothing is impossible. Let’s see. Lastly. I thank God for having a loving & faithful boyfriend!!!! 💖 Since 2013 up to now, mas inlove pa rin sya sakin. Wahahah! Oh well. Those years were well spent. To being classmates, schoolmate, my everyday buddy, my confidant, my always-to-the-rescue, glutton buddy, travel buddy, kachikahan, and more! To ups and downs, fights, tears, and churbabels. It was him. Kahit may break up, 1 week nga lang. wala naman akong naging karelasyon. It was always him. Kahit minsan nagdodoubt sya bc of stupid rumors, eventually, nakikita nia naman yung totoo. Kung ano ako. Ugali ko. Ugali nia. Di nio kailangan puntiryahan ugali ko kasi normal naman sa tao na may bad side e. Ikaw na talaga perfect pag waley! Looking forward for this relationship. Kahit may inconsistencies. Ok lang. normal yan. What is 4 years. Mej tagal na yan. Sanay na kami. Pero goals muna. Yan ang npaka importante sa lahat! ☺️ So much for that. Dami ko palang time. More kwentos to post here soon. Sana di nga lang ako tamarin! Hihi Bye for now tumblr. 💋

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as an introvert, once u find someone that u enjoy spending time with just as much as u like being alone, that’s a big fucking deal.

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don’t announce things. don’t share your plans. show your progress. prove your growth. let them see your prosperity, not what steps it took to get there.

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Thank you Lord for this moment. 🤗 #tb

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The presence of a family all wrapped in each other is the best Christmas ever than any other gifts. ♥

You don't choose your family. They are God's gift to you, as you are to them.

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December 22, 2016 <3

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Your Love Guard Me Through This Night...

Tonight I Pray that you get into the habit of putting on the full armor of God every single day!  Don’t allow anything to come between you and Jesus.  I pray that you realize that the closer we get to the end the more trials Satan will throw in Your path.  It will be when you have HIS full armor on that the Holy Spirit will be able to flow through you and carry you through the trials to the place He wants you to be.  Then you will have the opportunity to seek out the Lord so that you can please Him above everything else in our life. I pray that you walk IN the Lord and not try to walk in both this world and with Jesus for when you allow other people’s expectations to drive you, your energy is scattered to the wind draining you of everything.   When you pretend to be something you are not, you cannot please God.  I pray that you turn our eyes to Jesus and make Him the central focus of your life.  He has designed you to need Him every moment and when you realize this He will show you that He can meet every single one of your needs.  Hold tightly to His hand and allow Him to lead you through the maze of darkness and into the warm light of His Eternal Love!!! In Jesus Name I Pray, Amen and Amen…  I Love You All!!!  God Bless You!!!!♥♥♥ http://dlvr.it/N7xGK8

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thoughts....

Hello my Tumblr. Just dropping by...

So, I’m officially 1 month unemployed. Idk what to feel but I really want to work my ass off as soon as possible! I’m getting tired staying here in this house, repeating routines...

So this is what they called the reality as soon as you graduate.

Somehow, I’m happy..But there’s this emptiness in me that I really should fill it up. There’s something that I should pursue but Idk.

I’ll leave the rest to God..

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Lilium 🎹 🎶

Hello there. At this very moment, I am learning to play a piece which I’ve encountered on watching anime, Elfen Lied. BUT I’ve found out that the music sheet arranged by tehishter on YouTube seems to be a very hard one. I’m not really good in reading notes ‘cause its been 5 years since I’ve learned reading them. Now that I’m back at it, reading each of the note is a struggle. I’ve forgotten the dynamics and the transitions but still my desire to learn this beautiful piece keeps me going. ‘Cause I know in the end, it’ll all be worth it. I pray that God will provide me a beautiful piano this year. That’s all for today! 

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Success in progress.

I just can’t wait to graduate this year. Got so many goals that I need to achieve. Atat na atat na po ako. I know God is with me. Well, He’s been there naman talaga since then. Happy lang talaga ako kasi malapit nako sa realidad ng buhay. Kahit ika apat na tong kurso ko, alam ko may magandang plano ka Lord sa buhay ko. Di po yun lahat sayang kasi may natutunan naman ako. Lord, you knew all my plans na. I submit them all to you. ‘cause I know your plans are far better than my plans. “plans to prosper me, not to harm me. plans to give me hope and a bright future” (Jeremiah 29:11)

Alam na alam mo yun Lord. Kasi palagi po yun nasa isip ko. Na makatulong ako sa pamilya ko. One of my life goals talaga yan. But Your Word have just reminded me right at this moment, “Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart”. Boom lang. Inevaluate ko agad relationship natin kung andito kpa ba sa puso ko; kung nka-align pa rin ba ko sainyo.. :( Sablay na naman po ako sayo. Can’t help it. I felt nothing but shame. Shame kasi yung mga kasalanan ko sayo ang humahadlang.

 Forgive me oh Lord. I surrender na po. ‘tong pride na ‘to na nasa puso ko and any impurities that you’ve seen in my heart. Cleanse it with Your precious blood and renew a right spirit upon me. I’ve been bad… to my parents, siblings, friends, and to my boyfriend. Help me to obey Your Word.. ‘cause I’m always struggling..Give me the desire to seek YOU ALWAYS. Yes, ALWAYS. I always feel the battle of my flesh against the spirit. I just want to feed my faith and starve my fears. But its always easier said than done. Strengthen me oh Lord ..guide me.. mold me..shape me to be a better person than I were yesterday. I’ve been a failure, disappointment.. have learned the hard way.. But Lord, I still cling to Your Promises.. Your WORD always give me hope. And I’m forever grateful for that. for Your abundant grace and mercy..

Thank you Lord for this life.. Still blessed for having people like my family, friends, and my boyfriend who cherished me.. love me.. and support me all the way.  😊 😊

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Hola 2016 ♡

I just want to thank the Lord for all the blessings, unconditional love, abundant mercy, that He showered upon my family this year, 2015. Your love Lord guards us here. I'm sorry for all the failures, wrongdoings, and my mistakes that I've committed.... You know my heart, oh Lord.... Please make me a better person this year 2016. Mold me, shape me, to be a person you want me to be.... I offer all my plans to you Lord this year.. Guide me, lead me, and help me for my responsibility to my siblings. Help me because You know I cannot do it without You Lord.. Bless my Mom and my Father.. Grant them strenght and wisdom along their way.. Bless my heart too. I'm so blessed. Beyond blessed. Thank you for that Lord Jesus Christ. :)

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Hellooo! It's been awhile! Just droppin by to share about any events that happened this month! I just turned 22 last October 08! I'm beyond blessed for what God has done to me despite of my failures, disappointments, mistakes, etc... I'm very grateful that HE gave me another year to celebrate my birthday! And also the chance to forgive ppl, repent, to love and be loved in return. I'm also grateful that I have ppl around me that give me a constant & incredible support, cherished me and love me for the way I am. I'm just excited for what God has in store for me next year. Thank You Lord Jesus for everything despite of my inconsistency.. I'm overwhelmed Lord. HAAYYYS! I wanna thank also to my boyfriend for that gift (the one in the picture). I rly appreciate it and loved it. I wanna thank himfor his patience... for putting up with me always. 💕 #HELLO22🎉🎊