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Chapter 2 pt. 2 because it's too long for tumblr to handle 😭😭😭

Their house was quiet. By now my heart had slowed down a bit and my vision was back. “Sit tight, kid,” Darry said. “We’re gonna get you some ice for your face, and then we’ll figure out what to do next.” I nodded, too tired to speak. My mind was racing with questions, with fears. I hadn't thought about what would come next. I had barely had time to process what just happened. Pony sat beside me uncomfortably fidgeting with his hands, "You're lucky, you know," he said quietly. "Most people wouldn't have made it out of there." I gave him a weak smile, I really didn't know if I was lucky. Maybe I was unlucky because I had made it out. Even so there was no going back now. "I'm not sure whats gonna happen," I said softly. "I'm not even sure what to do." There was a pause, as if the gears were shifting in his head trying to create a response. "Don't worry about that right now," he finally said, steady and reassuring. "You don't have to figure everything out right this second, you've got us now, we'll look after you." I swallowed hard. Look after me? That was Johnny's job. For the first time in a while I felt like I wasn't alone, like I had hope.

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So a little background for this "story" if i can even call it that, me and my friend had this idea to write this together (i'll tag her accounts below) so i ended up writing chapter 1 and 2 so here is chapter one because both are too long to post together😛

Chapter 1: Johnnys always had been there for me. He saved my life more times than I could count. But who had been saving him? I had remembered johnny running around with these boys... they called themselves "greasers"? At least that's what I think. He always pressured me to stay out of trouble and what not even though he ended up killing a kid, what a hypocrite am I right. Who was I kidding I miss him. On one extra bad day I needed a break from my own home so i decided to walk to the Nightly Double drive in. While the movie was nothing special i did meet another girl around my age. I didn't catch her real name but she said she goes by Little Bit. She didn't talk much, shes seen too much happen to people who run their mouths. And just like that the movie was over, i didn't catch the end because of Tim Shepard having an all out brawl with this other boy, I think his name was Paul. I caught him staring at me puzzled for a while, but only if i knew what that meant then. On my way home I stopped in the empty lot where my brother used to hang out. I walked over to a slab of concrete at the back of the lot, it looked like there was some sort of red stain on it. Then I hear a car pull up. Red, 1967 mustang i believe. Four guys jumped out, one of them seemed to have rings like my brother told me after he got jumped. I finally realized whats going on but it was too late to run, they had already surrounded me. One of the boys grabbed a hold of me and whispered "you're the sister of that rotten greaser who killed our friend." He went on and on cursing me out until he continued with " you know what we do to hood's sisters who kill our friend, we give em the same treatment Bob got." I had so many thoughts racing through my head, i don't remember which one but one pulled out a 6 inch switchblade like the one my brother had killed a boy with. At this point they had me on the ground holding a rag in my mouth. I was scared to death they could kill me any second. They started talking about how I was a no good hood or something like that but i didn't care, all i could think was I might end up with Johnny. The bigger of the four held me down while the others just went to town slugging me left and right. I tried to get up but he was at least twice my weight. I saw one of them place the blade right on my neck and I thought "surely i'm dead." They got some pretty good hits then stopped. "So greaser what'll it be, we kill you like he killed Bob" I had no reason to live in Tulsa anyways, after Johnny died sadness and pain was all that I knew. I wished they would have just killed me already I was in so much pain mentally and physically. Just then they all scattered like little mice. I tried to see what was happening but my eyes were too swollen to even open. I heard someone yell "jesus christ look at the kid." I recognized the voice from the many times johnny would come home with someone. I felt like i was about to cry I could tell they noticed. They all were awkwardly standing around me for a long few seconds before any of them spoke. The biggest one spoke first. "Are you alright kid" i tried to respond but i could even speak. All i could do was lay there helpless, i was scared to death man. I mean what else do you expect after getting the life beat out of you.

@p3psic0laa @carlwheezersversion

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STOP I HAD A GENIUS IDEA AND NOW I CANT REMEMBER IT 💔💔💔

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he did tho 💔

chase kissed a nine year old

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Nuh uh

(Let me live in denial💔💔)

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PLEASE DO ITS SOO GOOD (make sure to have a lot of tissues tho…)

i ahve movie recommendation for you

idk if you’ve already seen watched it but dead poets society

it made me SOB

OMG IVE BEEN NEEDING TO WATCH THAT MOVIE!

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oh!!!!!!!!!

spamming a ton of tags for awareness

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why does tumblr always be doing this

and then i check my notifs in the app

🫩 tumblr stop making me think i blew up

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Chaseee when I catch you chase 😡😡

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random question, does anyone know what this cut would look like in wavy hair?

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daily reminder guys, put sunscreen on. i forgot to, and no it hurts to move my legs :)

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Please shower and take meds - Love Lillian ❤️

i’m not a reminder???

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I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL IF I HAVE TO

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whatever you do: don’t think about how todd probably gets another desk set each year on his birthday but he never has enough of his own courage to throw it without neil.

guys please don’t think about how he probably lets those desk sets gather dust as they stack up every year.

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i’m not gonna take my meds

Hi it’s Lillian from school OWIWWE

Hazel wrote this

But it is actually Lillian’s phone and account

And h don’t to take my meds

thats nice sweetie take your meds

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brody started hitting himself in the head with johnnys folded clothes yesterday and then covered his face with them and you could hear the sobs😭

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heheh ty for tag glitch

H - here with me by d4vd

A - astronomy by conan gray

Z - zero to hero from hercules

E - evermore by josh groban

L - lovers rock by tv girl

why was this so hard 😭

tags: @sup3rdup3rv3rys1lly @hoodturnedhero @chasefromhousemd @multifandom-bonanza

MOOT / TAG GAME !

mission— spell your real name / name you use on tumblr with songs you like >< ready, set, go !

m — my love, mine all mine (mitski)

i — i love you, i’m sorry (gracie abrams)

c — coraline (lyn lapid)

k — killshot (magdalena bay)

i — i know you (faye webster)

e — either way (ive)

tagging— @puma-riki @flwrstqr @liwinly @woniefication @lilificationn @stvrriki @okwonyo + anyone else who wants to join !