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1.5 hours environment study on the unnamed ‘Coral Forests’ from Hollow Knight Silksong. Not my favourite work but they can’t all be winners. Enjoy anyway!

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(∩^o^)⊃━☆ casting a spell on you!!

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Sending love out tonight to introjects who:

Love engaging with their source

Hate engaging with their source

Feel awkward about engaging with their source

Are just like their source

Are nothing like their source

Are only kind of like their source

Want to meet others from their source

Don't want to meet others from their source

Have a big role in the system

Don't have a role in the system

Don't know what their role is

Front frequently

Don't front at all

Don't like being associated with their source

You guys are wonderful, and you're important no matter what your role is, or if you even have one at all.

[ ENDO/TULPA OR SUPPORTERS DO NOT INTERACT ]

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To newly discovered systems who are still questioning everything:

(Here's basically everything we wish we knew up front).

- However many alters your system has is fine. You don't have too many. You'll probably realize you have more than you originally thought as time goes on.

- It's really normal to have nonhuman alters.

- It's really normal to have fictives.

- Not every alter needs to fit into a specific obvious role. A lot of alters will probably fill more than one role in your system.

- Being the host doesn't mean you're the "real" person and they're YOUR alters.

- Being an alter doesn't mean you're not the "real" person. Everyone, even the host, is an alter too.

- Persecutors aren't evil and if you treat them like that, they'll just get more problematic.

- However often you switch is normal. If you switch multiple times an hour, great. If you don't switch for weeks on end, also great. That's how your system works and it's fine.

- Age is weird in systems. You can have adult alters who lack the maturity and ability to function like other adults. You can have littles who are able to make complex decisions. Don't assume what an alter is capable of based on their age without actually getting to know them.

- 99% of the time there's no benefit in having a formal diagnosis beyond validating YOU. A trauma and dissociation oriented therapist can help treat your symptoms without making a formal dx. In fact, you might be better off without having that dx on paper.

- You don't owe anyone proof that you're not faking it.

- Thinking that you're faking it is extremely common. If you have to worry about that, you're not faking it. You'd have to make the intentional, conscious decision to fake it.

- Not knowing who you are is common. Blurring together/ passive influence is really common.

- You can split again simply out of necessity; you don't always have to go through a new traumatic event to split.

- CSA isn't the only type of trauma that can result in DID. Any type of ongoing trauma in childhood can cause DID.

- "Is it normal if _____?" Probably. The experience of being/ having a system is incredible subjective and varied.

- There's a good chance your inner world is more or less a vivid daydream. It doesn't have to be like a literal place you "go" when you're not fronting. If it is, cool, but it doesn't have to be.

- Some systems have to intentionally create their inner world to aid in communication. Not everybody just has one automatically.

- At the end of the day, you are one person. In the long run it'll benefit you to remember that and not over-focus on all your differences because that can increase dissociative barriers among other things.

- You are collectively responsible for each other's actions and need to learn to work as a team, as much as you can.

- Yes switching during dreams is a thing.

- In-system relationships between alters is a thing and it's not weird. It's common.

- If you can't track down when and how everyone in your system split that's normal.

- You don't all have to be super distinct to be valid. It's normal for alters to have a lot in common/ to have overlapping traits. Again, you're all part of the same person.

- Alters having a different accent internally but not using it externally is a thing.

- Substances will affect switching and internal communication.

- If you all just use your physical birthday and don't celebrate individually that's fine. If some or all of you celebrate different birthdays/ significant dates that's fine.

- Sharing a romantic/ sexual relationship with a partner is fine and normal, but you also don't have to. However, you should work towards everyone in the system having some kind of positive relationship with your partner because it'll make things way easier.

- You don't owe it to anyone to tell who's fronting.

- If you don't even know who's fronting that's fine. It's normal to not always know.

- If your switches aren't obvious to anyone outside of you and you don't all act super different, that's normal. It's a covert disorder.

- Alters intentionally doing things to give themselves a sense of individuality is normal. Sometimes it's a coping mechanism. If you do things like develop your own handwriting on purpose, that doesn't mean you're faking.

- Dissociative amnesia can happen without switching. Sometimes it's all 100% you and your memory can still be crap.

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Net doodle from awhile ago

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I like hornet a lot

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Got a new tablet pen and to get used to it I rendered some funny little guys

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Father has given Baby a Sword

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Pat pat

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Lace and Hornet get into a Ghost throwing contest. Who can yeet the baby the furthest.

Bonus points if they even tried to lift THK.

they can do it if they work together, i believe in them

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so 1000 days since silksong reveal huh

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prompt 19: ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  hornetober by @arty-cakes​

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prompt 19: ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  hornetober by @arty-cakes​

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prompt 19: ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  hornetober by @arty-cakes​

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been playing hollow knight recently