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Going off of @fugamalefica headcanon that Missy is Bellatrix, Missy could be short for Meissa. A Star in the Orion Constellation, much like Bellatrix. Meissa means the Shining One

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Happy head-canon birthday:

27th February, 1998

Delphini Vinda Black’s 26th birthday

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Drastoria fic I’m trying to find:

She does something to Crabbe or Goyle on her first hogwarts express, Slytherin boys are ver protective of her (Nott, Zabini and Malfoy) Draco hexes someone that bullied her in her second year and Bellatrix doesn’t find out about her when teaching Draco Occlumency

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What would Bellamort relationship be like if they went to hogwarts together

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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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I personally think in different circumstances and in a perfect world, Taylor would win over Harry and he’d get up on stage and they’d kiss 😔

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Here’s to all my boys with love handles, stretch marks, ribs that show, who feel they are too big or too small, who feel “unmanly,” who have cellulite, who can’t grow facial hair, who can’t seem to gain weight or lose it, who feel “too short” or wish they looked like a male model. Y'all matter. Love you. 💕

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What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to  her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all  busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too. 

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Reblog this if you're not a larrie, and you do NOT believe Harry is a womaniser.

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Marlene: [to Lily about Sirius] I mean, I like him for his personality but his dick is sure a bonus.

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marauders-lover: the first time Sirius says ‘I love you’ to Marlene.

Marlene was holding a mug full of black coffee in one of her hands. It was a freezing December morning and she needed something to warm her up; coffee certainly was the best option since her gloves weren’t helping at all. Just like that, Sirius found her, sitting down on the common room couch and covering herself in a large blanket.

“Enjoying our lovely Scottish weather, aren’t you?” he asked her, sitting by her side and pulling her closer to his chest.

“Is there anything worse than that? I can’t get out of this castle, I am almost losing my fucking fingers and I caught a cold again!” Marlene answered, her cheeks flushing a bit while she talked due to her anger.

“Whoa.” Sirius laughed. “Can I do something to help you?”

“Yes, of course. You can stay here, wrap your arms around me and warm me up. I’m freezing.”

Sirius took the mug of coffee out of her hand and put it somewhere else, then he rubbed his hands gently along her legs for a long moment before picking her up and place her on his lap. He wrapped his arms around her waist and Marlene rested her head on his shoulder.

“Fuck. I love the way you smell.” She said and kissed his neck quickly.

Sirius grinned. “Fuck. I love you.”

Marlene jumped a little in shock. “What?”

“I love you.”

“Are you kidding me, right?”

Sirius rolled his eyes. “Of course not, Marls. It isn’t so hard to believe me, is it?”

“I don’t know. It may be a little difficult to believe you considering you’re the biggest asshole that has ever stepped in this castle and that you’ve fucked every girl that crossed your way.”

“Ouch.” Sirius sighed. “Well, it’s not like you didn’t do the same, is it? Besides, you’re not like those girls. I feel different when I’m around you and I know you feel the same about me. We’re attached to each other, McKinnon.”

“Speak for yourself.”

Sirius drew his head down and kissed her, his tongue exploring her mouth. She put her arms around his neck and squeezed her legs around his waist. He laid his hands on her thighs and she shivered under his touch. Sirius broke the kiss, touching his forehead to hers, she looked at him, and he smiled.

“C'mon, say it.”

“I love you, you moron.”