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scarlettchmbrs·:

“well if the cia is hiring for any sort of hacking job then you’ll know where to find me,” scarlett said. she furrowed her brows as he spoke, “the world is huge, carson. taking a few years to just experience something different sounds freeing.” she sighed, enjoying the thrum in her body, the way she felt like she was kind of floating. she leaned her head back and closed her eyes. the smell of the jasmine from the incense hit her nose. she leaned her head on his shoulder absently, lost in thought. when he mentioned family, her mind instantly pictured chris, and she felt a terrible hole in the pit of her stomach at the thought of not visiting him. but it was almost too much sometimes. what would she even say to him? she caught herself zoning out and sat up straight, clearing her throat. “sorry,” she said hoarsely. 

“okay, hot shot.” he said with a laugh, he agreed with what she was saying to a certain extent but would never admit it. he’s been ‘anti-explore the world’ for as long as he could remember. its what his mom went to do and well, she never came back. they sat in a comfortable silence, both lost in their own thoughts. as she rested her head gently on his shoulder, he tensed before completely relaxing. he had never felt so at ease with a girl before. when she sat up straight and apologized, his brows furrowed in confusion, “for what? you didn’t do anything wrong.”

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scarlettchmbrs·:

“you’re probably right. but maybe change is good,” scarlett said, taking another puff from the joint between her fingers. she walked back to her and sat in the same spot she was before.·“you’re smart,” she said.·“you could be a teacher any day, but traveling?” she whistles.·“that’s the dream. there’s so much shit out there. in the real world,” she gently teased, raising her hand that was holding the joint.·“last chance.” she offered.·

“i’m always right,” he teased,·“wherever you end up once you leave this place, make sure you send me a postcard.” he grinned at the girl next to him.·“not really my dream.” he said as he reached for the joint, he placed it to his lips and inhaled. holding in the smoke until an unbearable burning sensation appeared before exhaling,·“i don’t really get what is so great about. sure, vacationing is fun but traveling constantly and leaving your family behind? sounds terrible to me, not to mention selfish.”

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scarlettchmbrs‌:

scarlett smirked, taking another slow inhale. “i’m just tired of this college shit. even with everything that’s happened, i’m just -” she sighed, getting up to burn an incense to diffuse the smell of weed in the room. “i would just rather be out there in the real world figuring shit out than in this bubble. feels like i’m walking on fucking eggshells every day.” she said as she lit the incense. she turned around with a shrug. “well, money and all that bullshit aside, if you could do anything once you leave here, what would it be?”

“scar, real world shit is going to be way worse than this, unless you move to the middle of nowhere. you most likely are still going to be walking on eggshells out there too.” he explained cautiously, not wanting to hurt the girls feelings. he couldn’t imagine how she was feeling being back on campus, all eyes on her but he was smart enough to realize these types of situations will follow anyone involved around for a long time. “honestly, i don’t know. i thought about teaching but im not exactly a wholesome role model. maybe travel, find my mom” he said nonchalantly with a shrug.

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scarlettchmbrs·:

“suit yourself,” scarlett said with a shrug. she leaned back against the wall her bed was against and lit the joint, taking a deep inhale and enjoying the taste of it on her tongue. she smirked, raising an eyebrow. “so do i,” she said, her body already relaxing a little. “you can either watch me smoke this or take a hit - up to you,” she looked forward momentarily, taking another inhale. all day she’s been getting nothing but stares from everyone. people whispering and pointing at the sister of the so called murderer. she was tired, and if she didn’t value her degree as much as she did she’d have left the campus by now. “i can’t wait to fucking graduate, carson, you have no idea. you’re lucky you’re almost out of here.”

carson watched her silently, the way she already looked more relaxed after one hit causing him to smile. it wouldn’t be the first time he had gone to class high, he contemplated, “i don’t know, heard the TA is pretty hot. wouldn’t want to make a bad first impression.” he said cheekily. his brows furrowed at her statement, “too bad i have no idea what im going to do when im done. unlike you, i wish i could stay another year or two.” he admitted. “why do you wanna leave so badly?”

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burkenolan·:

          first day back and nolan already needed a drink. the eyes they trained on him when he walked down the halls for the first time in months was annoying- part of him wishes he hadn’t clocked that cheeky grin off of chris’ face if it meant people stopped staring at him like he was the fucking criminal but at this point he’s given up caring. he ignores the other’s question, taking out a tumbler half-filled with alcohol and sat a good few inches beside carson, wincing a bit from some pain somewhere on his body. he takes a swig.

“well, look who it is.” carson spoke sarcastically, the other boys discomfort not going un-noticed. “don’t you think its a bit early to be drinking?” he asked as the smell of alcohol wafting from the tumbler in nolans hands.  Carson was a notorious day drinker himself but even by his standards it was way to early.

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scarlettchmbrs‌:

scarlett let out a small laugh, shrugging. she scrunched her nose, shaking her head. “sounds awful, not that i can really judge your poor taste in one night stands,” she said, taking another drag of her cigarette. she slept with people fairly often, and had the same expectations of them: leave right before breakfast. she just didn’t understand what made the party crowd so appealing nowadays. “getting stoned is taking a nice break from life, but i guess we have our own guilty pleasures.” as they arrived at her dorm, scarlett finished off her cigarette, throwing it on the ground and crushing it with her boot. she opened the door and let him in, flinging her bag off her shoulder and onto her bed, and grabbing the pre-rolled joint she had in her drawer. she sat on her bed and patted the spot next to her, inviting him. 

carson shrugged his shoulders, “it’s not like theres anyone better to hook up with. they don’t care about the smell of smoke, or the alcohol. not even what ever other drugs i’ve had in my system, just sex. “ he said defensively, he knew she wasn’t into the same things as he was, which confused him beyond belief when he though about why she still put up with him. Carson put out his cigarette as before walking into her dorm. his eyes wandered all through out the small room. It was cute, he thought. He grinned as she grabbed a joint from a drawer and quickly sat next to scarlett, “and here i thought i was the bad influence in this friendship, i’ve got class later, Scar.”

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scarlettchmbrs·:

“it’s tech talk, carson, keep up,” scarlett said, her lips tugging up into a small teasing grin. she stopped for a second, lighting her cigarette and then lighting carson’s before putting it in her pocket. she took a long inhale and looked at him as she exhaled. “fuck no,” she said, shaking her head. “i’m not getting involved in that shit,” scarlett said. she would rather do anything else than entertain a college party full of losers. “well, if you ever feel like you get too drunk and you’re about to pass out on the side of the road, don’t call me,” scarlett said with a small smirk. “why do you even go to them anyway? they’re full of horny greek life people and shitty booze.” scarlett said, taking another puff her from the cigarette between her fingers. 

“sorry, sorry, you’re the only nerd i know. us dumb people have a hard time retaining this stuff.” he laughed, carson but the his cigarette up to his lips and took a long drag of it. he kept his eyes on the short brunette and internally cringed as she talked about not wanting to get involved in the party scene that carson was well immersed in. “duly noted..” he said with a nod of his head, “i don’t think we go to the same parties, babe. besides they are a nice break from life, even if i don’t remember it the next day.” he explained before taking a sip of his coffee. “plus, party girls don’t expect anything the next morning. exactly my type.” 

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scarlettchmbrs·:

“he is definitely a dick. moron doesn’t know the difference between iterative and recursive algorithms,” she said, rolling her eyes. “shut up,” she said with a small smile on her face. she stood up, packing up her computer and slinging her bag across her chest. she led him back to the campus coffee shop and waited in line with him, letting him buy his coffee before leading the way back to her place. she pulled out a cigarette and put it in her mouth, offering one to carson. “you gonna hit up all of those parties again this year?”

“is that supposed to be common knowledge? cause i have no idea either of those are..” he admitted, carson was the absolute worst when it comes to anything math or science related. “what? its true” he said, as he stood up, following scarlett into the campus coffee shop so that he could finally get some caffeine into his system. With his coffee in hand, he took the cigarette the brunette had offered him, finally able to curb his two cravings at once. “uh, probably? didn’t really do much of it during the summer so i gotta get back into it.” he stated, it wasn’t exactly his ideal summer but his dad pretty much forced him into living a clean life. “shall i expect to see you them as well?”

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scarlettchmbrs·:

scarlett rolled her eyes, feigning annoyance even though she was joking. she listened intently, watching his face. she noticed that any time she asked him about history, something she knew he was actually passionate about, carson rambled on like a little kid. he was a good guy, and nice to scarlett, so she genuinely enjoyed his company. she smirked, shaking her head. “wouldn’t you like to know, huh?” she took a small sip of her cold coffee and shrugged. “nothing new. professor welton’s got it out for me, but besides that everything’s the same old shit.” she glossed over the topic of her brother, because of course that was something that was always on the back of her mind, but she wasn’t even sure what to say about it. “wanna go grab you a coffee and we can go back to mine and smoke? i need to not look at the screen for a few hours so my eyesight doesn’t get worse.”

carson wiggled his eyebrows suggestively, “if you ever need someone to proof read, im your guy.” he listened to her speak, he liked hearing her talk, found her voice sort of calming. most girls he knows even, the ones he calls friends, tend to get on his nerves after a while. but not scarletts. “professor welton sounds like a dick.” he coulnt even fathom having it out for someone like scarlett, or so he tells himself. he doesn’t bring up her brother, he doubts he ever will on his own. carson thinks its something she should talk to him about when shes ready. Carson nodded his head at her suggestion, “coffee sounds amazing right now, “ he chuckled, “i don’t know, i think you’d look cute with glasses.”

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scarlettchmbrs·:

scarlett smirked, shutting her laptop immediately after the question. “it’s private.” she shut down, giving him a once over and putting her foot on the chair she was sitting on, hugging her knee. “anyway, how have you been? how’s the history studying been going?” she asked. carson was actually one of the rare people in the school scarlett gave a shit about, so it was actually nice to see him, though she’d never admit it.  

“private, huh? sounds like something kinky.” he joked, a grin spreading onto his face. he rubbed his tired eyes and let out a groan as she mentioned school work, “me? im just great, nothing a good ol’ smokebreak and coffee can’t fix.” carson spoke candidly, “i did go to Bishop museum in honolulu in the summer, but other then that history has been boring .” he said, but didn’t truly mean. “i thinks it more of the teachers than the actual subject but i can’t say for sure just yet..” scarlett was the only person who had asked him questions about his school work, all his friends thought it was boring no matter what fun fact he rambled out, which is what he found endearing about her. “how about you? get up to any criminal activities without me?” he asked ,full well knowing that if either of the two were to anything illegal it would be him.

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ewright·:

“  i  can  think  of  half  a  dozen  examples  just  within  my  family  .  ”  she  commented  dryly  .  “  father  says  some  people  are  meant  to  win  in  life  .  ”  a  sarcastic  laugh  came  out  of  red  lips  .  “  i’ve  always  thought  i  was  one  of  those  ,  but  who  knows  .  ”  rolling  her  eyes  ,  esme  took  out  a  pack  of  cigarettes  from  her  small  purse  ,  handing  them  over  to  carson  .  “  well,  i  guess  we  all  have  our  flaws  .  like  smoking  and  actually  enjoying  other  people’s  company  .  now  give  me  a  light  before  i  go  completely  insane  .  ”

“well” he sighed exasperatedly, “im definitely one of the losers. you on the other hand i find hard to one, you’re just better .” he said without an explanation. he figured one wasn’t really necessary. He took the cigarette in exchange for the lighter, “I’d have more flaws if i didn’t smoke, like homicidal tendencies or something.” he joked

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livvic·:

the first day back had been alright so far. now she was concerned on heading to the library for some textbooks. it was the first day, and she already had assignments. who’s genius idea was to even invent homework? as if the universe heard her complaining one of her folders fell out of her bag. quick to pick it up she hadn’t noticed she was causing conflict. “oh i’m sorry,” she mused stepping to the side. “i had dropped my folder,”

“wow, congratulations” he stated sarcastically, he was aggravated enough as it was trying to finish his readings before his class later in the day, “think its possible for someone to have aneurism from reading to much in one day?” he asked, though he wasn’t sure why. he didn’t even know this girl.

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carson had recognized scarlett almost immediately when he had walked up to, he was still recovering from the night before where he had a little too much to drink. he could see how focused she was with whatever it is she was doing on her laptop and half thought it might be best to leave it alone, however he hadn’t talkes with the pretty brunette since last term and decided to walk up to her instead. He hadn’t meant to make her jump when he approached but chuckled nonetheless, “sorry, scarlett, won’t happen again, promise.” he teased. he watched as she continued to type away with furrowed brows, “what are you even working on? its like day 3 of the new term.”

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scarlett sat at one of the tables outside of one of the on campus cafes, typing away at her computer. her eyes were laser focused, the remnants of her old cigarette bud in the ash tray and her tea cold by now. she sniffled a little from the light breeze and continued working, jumping when someone came by next to her. she fixed her beanie and huffed, gesturing for carson to sit in the seat in front of her. “you can’t just go scarin’ people like that, carson, jesus christ,” she said, continuing to type at her computer with furrowed brows.

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ewright‌:

“  oh  trust  me  ,  i’m  not  one  to  judge  another’s  bad  habits  ,  old  sport  .  ”  still  playing  with  her  cigarette,  esme  sat  next  to  carson,  staring  idly  into  the  horizon  .  “  is  that  a  challenge  ?  i’m  not  one  to  lose  .  ”  some  would  even  question  if  the  world  was  part  of  her  vocabulary  .  “  you  know  i  could  very  well  just  go  look  for  someone  else  with  a  couple  matches,  right  ?  ”  a  smile  tugged  her  lips  upwards  .  “  but  what  do  you  want  ,  hypothetically  ?  ” 

“theres gotta be worse, right?” he said with a laugh, but it was true, its not like his smoking was hurting anyone. besides himself that is. “ah yeas, i forgot just how competitive you truly are. although, i can muster up all the stubbornness i have just to see the look on your face when you lose.” he smirked at the girl who was now sitting next to him. “if im so expendable to you, you wouldn’t have sat down. besides, hypothetically, i would just want another cigarette. i’m out and i don’t feel like heading to the store to buy more.”

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idyllicka·:

“i apologise, but you’re actually sitting on my cardigan” she stated, her finger pointing towards the grey knitted wear underneath him. “i was in such a rush for lunch, and with it being such a nice day, i forgot all about it” though now, with the scent of smoke, she’d have to wash it before wearing it again. 

“oh shit, my bad” he apologized and lifted himself up and off her cardigan. “i don’t blame you, the nice weather isn’t going to last forever”he quickly put out the cigarette in his hand, even he’s not dense enough to realize not everyone is a smoker. “i’m carson by the way. i don’t think we’ve met before.”

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calihmu‌:

Cali had been walking across campus when she spotted a familiar face reading and decided to go over to him. She hadn’t seen Carson since they left for summer and missed messing around and getting into trouble with him. “Yeah, did you miss me?” she winked taking a seat next to him.

“oh hey, cal.” he said with a smile, he nodded his head slowly, trying to answer to figure out a way to answer her question without making himself look like a complete douche bag, “yeah, i mean, parties in seattle are nothing compared to here.”

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carson let out a low whistle at the coldness of the girls tone. her eyes not looking up from her book as she continued to read, leading him to stick both of his hands over the pages to block her view, forcing her attention to be on him, “not even for me?” he asked teasingly, knowing he was probably high up on her list of people she didn’t want to see.  “i don’t want anything, technically. did you have a nice summer?” he asked awkwardly.

“ what ? ” stas’ called out coldly, refusing to stray her gaze from the page she was reading from her book, letting out another venom filled reply before the other person had the chance to talk. “ i’ve been on campus for two fucking minutes and everyone already wants something for me – i’m not open for business yet so fuck off. ”

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