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castleofclouds · 2 months ago
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Can't wait!!
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐌𝐞? ★★★★✩ (On Progress)
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Pairing ; reader × 02 lines boys.
Genre ; Romance, Fluff, Comedy, mention of Technology, a bit of angst, and something nice.
Disclaimer ; MAJOR ooc, this story contain a use of curse, mention of alcohol and some 18+ content, story are purely Fictional not related to any of these people, and grammar mistake or typo.
Story are purely mine (I get inspirational from other works but its mainly for spice) owned and made by ©latteetastegood, don't copy and repost in other platform unless permits.
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Your life are supposedly to be comfortable, and cozy, you aren't interested in romantic relationship at all, enjoying your peaceful but productive life, until one day your friend just decided to drop a bomb in front of your porch and lit it up.
Suddenly you are entangled with people that you don't even want to be entangled with, and what's with that app? Your life suddenly are purposely just for a single rating? You look up at your head, there's clearly a feeling of a stars on top of your head like a Sims player getting controlled, you too are controlled by this stupid app that one day decided to mess you up.
And if that's not the worst, you are match with 5 different people! Going on dates, seems already impossible, you had to choose dating one of them? You look at your phone screen.
This is madness.
You scroll down, to see a man with beautiful face and eyes, looking at you sweetly, that you didn't know are a sadistic lunatic that love to mess with you, Oh Sion.
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Being a Theatre student he is, he LIVES for drama! No wonder he is so bossy and love playing a trick on you, you wonder how many life you had once you are done with him.
Another scroll down, those innocent sparkling eyes are not fooling you for the second time, it's him, he might looks pure and innocent, he isn't. If anything he is the most back stabbing human you could ever known, Kang Taehyun.
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How can he looks so pure, with stars on his eyes, but lying so easily, not to talk about his weird hobby of talking to an animal!
Third times a charm they said, it is. You are about to get your world fuck, that's for sure, there he is, a man that you thought would be the one who saved you, no he isn't. If anything he brings you to hell. Park Jisung it is.
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You wonder when or how does it went wrong, suddenly he is very indifferent towards you, doing whatever he wants based on his needs. Yeah not very cool even for him.
Oh, it's him. He doesn't even supposed to be here? That one man that makes your blood boil just by seeing him, him and those annoying charismatic aura, what is he a vampire or something? Park Sunghoon are too good to be true, that's why good aren't even in his dictionary.
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Handsome? Yes. Beautiful? Yes. He is him for a reason, he is the quality, no matter in which angle, he always looks the perfect one, didn't I tell you how red he is? You don't see it? Maybe you will see after you saw how many different faces you'll see at the bar when he is around.
Last, last is your last hope, but no, God decided to just let you suffer until one last time, he sent you another arrogant guy to humbled you down, yes he is so mesmerizing, yes he is ethereal, yes he is Park Wonbin.
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You doesn't even understand why such narcissists, and a professional model like him even on a dating app on the first place, but you didn't even questioned it much further. It's simple he needs attention.
You could only breathe and sigh, why you? Why them? Why five? Can you choose? What if you didn't want to choose at all? Is it even an answer?
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Masterlist.
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TBA...
A/N.
Lessgoo! I can't handle it okay? I want to write something new :') and for your information, this is very OUT of CHARACTER okay? I'm sure they are gentle and soft I just wanted to make something new haha, and trying something different for a while, I've been really into a lot of things and ig this account will be used for different writing and fandom one! Hehe have fun reading!
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castleofclouds · 4 months ago
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Nct Dreams as your exes (texting)
Nct dream au
Pairing : nct dream × y/n
Disclaimer : fiction, typo, time stamp
works of original by @.castleofclouds, please tag or do not repost without my permission!
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Mark.
Ghost typer.
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Renjun
Drunk text.
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Jeno
Asking friends.
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Haechan
Still thinking like in relationship.
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Jaemin
Private account.
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Chenle
Blocking to avoid.
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Jisung
Accidentally Liking.
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Masterlist.
A/N
Whew, another reaction again! How are we feeling? Do we like this one or nah?? If you knew me, Yess it's has a very quite not much but a glimpse of TBDE. I would be uploading more next time, I hope y'all like this one! Hv a nice day <3
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castleofclouds · 4 months ago
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You're Watching ; The Ones Before Us.
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Castleofclouds presented original series, a spin-off series Truth To Be Told : I Missed You (TBDE prequel)
Genre ; angst, romance, humor, fluff, slow-burn, friends to lovers, different status.
Disclaimer ; everything are fictional, mention of kms jokes, suggestive 18+ content (?), typos or grammar, non-idol.
Story are by © castleofclouds, do not copy or repost without watermark!
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Eps 1. Stories Left Unfinished.
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When was it?
The last time I feel it, was 2 years ago, in a whirlwind of the paintings, your presence caught my eyes, colored in the beautiful colors of navy and violet.
Jaemin were starstruck at the unfamiliar figure next to him, a nameless person was standing next to him, admiring the painting as she goes, but she weirdly look sad, like holding her tears, Jaemin doesn't understand.
The art was there, yet his eyes were nowhere at there, it's like as if Jaemin were in a romance drama, suddenly your presence are much more intriguing than the painting itself, he was surprised to see someone this late at night.
He usually go to this art gallery, the art gallery open late at night until morning, nobody was there except both of them, the silence so quiet yet so loud at the same time.
Her wailing were echoing through the room, if the painting have ears, they would probably cover their ears by now, she only stopped crying after tinnitus at her head rings.
Jaemin stopped looking, he doesn't want to make her feel uncomfortable, she muttered under her breath, a words he couldn't heard.
Her eyes swelled, puffed after crying, Jaemin smiles, he found that cute, she have a really beautiful crying face, not to be creep of course, he just think your face delivered your feelings very well, he knew that wail, he have that before, a year ago, at the same spot, in this art gallery exactly at midnight, that's why this place had been his favorite go to after that.
He wonders if you feel the same, how does she found this place? Does she stranded on here like he used to one year ago? One thing for sure is that he felt a very deep condolences, like he wants to comfort you, maybe a simple pat in the back, “Are you okay?” he muttered a courage to asked.
She wipes her tears away, “I'm fine, sorry, I might be bothering you, I found this art gallery 10 minutes ago.. I don't know such place exist.” he smiles, so she is also stranded like how he used to be, he takes a handkerchief from his jacket, giving it to the unfamiliar somebody, “It's okay, is there something wrong?” he asked again after getting the consent that the other person do want to talk with him, she sighs a bit, hesitating if she should tell this stranger somebody she just met.
“I just broke up, my boyfriend cheated on me.” she decided to gamble and answered, Jaemin look at her sympathetic, “That's must have been hurt, are you okay?” he asked as he looks at you worry, your hair wet, probably from the rain before, your outwear looks very soaked and uncomfortable.
Jaemin do what most gentlemen would do, and taking of his jacket, she looks at him surprise, “Ah no need for this, it's fine..” she tried to refuse, but Jaemin already wrapping the warm jacket on her, the warmth from the jacket giving her goosebumps, as she indulged herself into the warmth the scents of his parfume stick to her clothes, it's white musk and vanilla, and another scent, lavender? It's calming every inch of her neurons giving signal to her brain, she wouldn't forget this day.
“Thank you, I don't know how to pay you for your kindness today..” she mumbled, thinking how can a stranger that she barely knows helped her at her toughest times yet her loves ones are only causing her pain, Jaemin chuckled, "No need it's the least I can do.. Let's just say I'm helping the past me?” she tilted her head at that answer, what past? She thinks to herself.
“You are very obvious,” Jaemin smiles, “Exactly today, it's my ex girlfriend one year remembrance day.” she gasped, this stranger had an ex? But what does he meant by that? Did they break up? What is remembrance day?
“It's been a year since she passed away, on an airplane crash.” he added, that's when it clicked, she quickly apologized even though she didn't do anything wrong, Jaemin shakes his hands gesturing to don't mind it, “It's okay.. It's in the past.. Sometimes I came here everytime I missed her, she loves art gallery, she's a painter btw, a very good at that too, she said she would love to held an exhibition someday.. But I guess she can't do it now?” Jaemin smiling but those eyes couldn't eye, they talk more than Jaemin words, he clearly missed her.
“I'm sorry for your loss..” you added, he shakes his head, “It's fine, I'm used to it.” Jaemin remarks, and then he looks at you again, “Nice to meet you, stranger, we don't exchange names yet, may I asked what is it?” he asked again after a while, in which she replied after a lot of thought, “Can we just keep our names to ourselves? Not that I don't want you to know, I just felt it's much more comfortable if we don't know each other, that's why I said those, I didn't mean anything negative of course,” she reassured, Jaemin understand, it is much more comfortable when he doesn't know, but he does felt a bit intrigued about all of this. He felt like he will knew her sooner or later.
That day was cold, it's midnight after rain in the afternoon, the only sound that could be heard through the corridors room of the art gallery were the sound of their breath, as they admire the painting in front of them, Jaemin decide to pick up another question again, he seems to be very interested in this somewhat stranger situation.
“Say.. You have been in relationship before then? Is this your first or?” she thinks to herself, “No, it's my fourth..” Jaemin gasped. “I'm sorry..” she laughed at the harmless expression.
“It's okay, it's a lot isn't? Yet none of them actually stayed.. I fall too hard, and get hurt a lot.. All I want is a simple relationship, where both of us can stay with each other for long, I can't even get past a year how am I supposed to stay that long?” she explain, Jaemin nodded his head understanding.
“I get it, it's must've been painful, you know being hurt by your love ones more than once, I wish you won't experience it again actually..” Jaemin sympathise, wishing you a long and happy relationship ahead.
“It's late, should we head back now?” Jaemin said, as he looks at the watch on his hands pointing it's past midnight already, “The magic are going to wear off,” he joked, you laughed, “What magic?”
“Oh you know, the peace and content feelings you get in the midnight? I feel like midnight is a very cozy times, you don't have to worry about anything, you don't have to remember anything, it's like a new start every night, like as if you are in the middle of between a parallel line?”
That's soundes like a line from science fiction book, but she can't help it but beamed at the innocent thoughts, “You are right, it's a new start every day, like a reset?”
Jaemin nodded, “Like a reset of all of your worry and pain, the only thing you have now is your body and a new day ahead.” both of you talked a lot that day, until the visit are over both of you decide to part away as he drop you off close to your house.
“Let's meet again, hmm.. How about a nickname?” Jaemin suggesting, she accepted it faster than he thought, “How about we used a painting names? That would be fun!” he remarks joyfully, “Hmm.. For you, Ophelia?”
“Ophelia by John Everett?” Jaemin smiles, “Alright Ophelia it is! And you could be.. Eleanor by Frank Dicksee?”
“Nice to meet you Ophelia!” She greeted Jaemin happily, as Jaemin beamed and added, “Nice to meet you too, Eleanor.”
Masterlist, Next.
A/N
You know I've been holding this series too long, I think I need to continue it sooner or later, I mean it's been like what? Almost 5 months late? I promise it to be November but I can't published it back then (maybe I should stop promising things) anyway, I'm back it's finally time for each individual, yes this is a spin-off, yes this is told from Jaemin point of view, yet it looks like a lazy chapter, and I'm truly sorry with the painting name if I butchered them, I love art and love to include them in this one even though I think this is the last time you will see Ophelia and Eleanor duo (the duo we never knew we needed) alright, see you next time then, I'm going to sleep now that I know I finished this chapter at least gosh. Probably some typos here and there.
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castleofclouds · 4 months ago
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ᴛᴏ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʏꜱ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ.
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‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ Nct Dream Alternative Universe OT7.
‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ pairings ; ot7 × reader (yn)
‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ disclaimer ; fiction, cursing, 18+ content, kms joke and many more.
Story are by © castleofclouds, do not copy or repost without watermark!
‧₊˚ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖‧₊˚ ⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖‧₊˚ ࣪﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪sumarry : your life was peaceful until your stupid friends start giving you ideas of making thread about ur exes, stirring a whole new problems for you, suddenly one by one of your past start running back to you and opening old books of you and them, how do you act in this situation?
genre : gotta be fluff! texts (sometimes smau) angsty, slowburn, romance, humor, mention of 18+ content.
tag : @bluedbliss, @luvandletter, @1daily2lele7,
To All The Boys I've Dated Before : Headache.
Your head was aching so badly, you woke up in the middle of a familiar bedroom, with the pastel pink wallpaper all over it, your head feels like it's going to explode, you look around and caught a sight of your hand had been bruised covered by a lot of bandage all over it.
Huh, Weird.
You isn't usually the clumsy type, so this a bit shocking for you, you get up thinking of getting a sip of water because you could really use some hangover to wake you up completely, the glimpse of your figures on the mirror caught your attention.
You are a mess! (Not that you never one, but this is a mess mess type situation)
Your lipstick had been all over the place, your hair are tousled, every each strands of it is all over the place, and the horror in your face when I see a lot of small bruise like a tiny bite on your collarbone.
Each by each of last night scene play out in your mind, until you remember a man with blond hair was all over your face, you don't have to think pinpoint anybody else because you know very well who is that blonde muscular man.
“Jeno you fucker..”
Karina dialed you, she sounds worried with her tone half worried half relief that you are waking up fine, you muttered the courage to ask about last night, she hesitant as she take a deep breath.
“He walk you home last night that's all nothing more!”
You raised your eyebrows in disbelief, a simple walking home? With all this kissmark on you? Yeah aint no way, you had to interrogate her for more 5 minutes until she spills how last night you and him were all over the place, especially after playing those seven minutes in heaven.
You never want to facepalm your face hard, she even admitted that, before the seven minutes games there's also a spin of bottle game, and a dare of you to making out with him, the more you listen the more embarrassed you got.
“Thanks..” you said as you close the phone, you need your coffee, this morning had been too much.
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On the other side of the line were your other ex, he was religiously looking at a polaroid picture of him and you back when you and him weren't a past things and actually in love.
“You know boss if you really miss her that much, ask her to get back together..” Xiaojun muttered, which Renjun respond with a slap at the nape.
“Ain't no way, we are done like years ago, getting back together? As if!” he exclaimed clearly bothered, yet his ears are turning red by each moment.
“Then at least stop using my phone to see her account will ya? You kept hesitating whether to like her post or not, it's annoying!” Hendery nagged as he stand besides the counter, Renjun tuck his two-toned hair back, “I paid to use your phone I can't even do that?” he ranting, unable to counter attack Hendery stopped trying and decided to stop talking further.
The bell rings, Renjun suddenly change into this sweet angel out of the heaven as if he doesn't just scolding his coworkers, he smiles brightly welcoming the customer, “Welcome to RCafe, how should I help.. Yn?” when his eyes realize the girl he was just contemplating about liking her post or not suddenly showed up at his door.
“One Caramel Macchiato.. Please?” your voice weak doesn't have any time to even pick a fight, RCafe is the only cafe within campus that opened up very early in the morning, Renjun were eyeing you up and down he looks worried, you look very pale and quite disheveled, when his mouth were opened to asked, a sight of a bruised on your collarbone stopping him.
“Oh. Alright, we'll bring it.” he quickly went back to the counter, his face red from angry completely pissed.
You tilt your head in confusion, he would usually fight back, but today he is specifically calm, like.. Almost too calm, you know that calm, here's the thing about Renjun, he never the type to talk what he is feeling, instead, he just show it and hoping for you to catch it, and as someone who had known him for quite a while that calm is calm before storm.
As you sat down, you could feel a glare against the back of your head, Renjun were death staring behind your ears like you are doing something very terrible to him, 5 minutes later Xiaojun came and bring your coffee, he smiles but not those ‘happy to see you’ smile but scared one, like there's a dagger up his throat.
You pick up the cup when a notes fell to your table, you look at it for a while, and look at Renjun, as he throw his face away, like a kid mad at his parents.
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The cat sticker and the ‘RJ’ initals are enough to explain who is it, Renjun are like this, back when both of you are still in relationship every time he is mad, he would just sent you a note asking about things, but not always, it's just something he do out of jealousy.
So he is jealous now? That's explained his attitude, you rolled your eyes at the notes, drinking your caramel macchiato as you finished it you went to the counter to pay, you look at Renjun at the cashier, as someone who is the manager of the cafe you don't understand why is he so worked up? He had 3 people work under him, you payed the coffee and when you almost leave you look back and muttered a response.
“Btw, it's not your concern who I'm with. So stop doing this, don't make us more uncomfortable with each other shall we?” you smiled and left the store, he looks hurt abit about it.
Hendery look at Renjun and give him a Pat at his back, “Cheer Up boss.” was all he said, Renjun shake his head and sigh. “She's right, we are not in that type of closeness to ask about something so private like that..” as he said that, a single drop of water run down his face.
“Wait.. Jun, you..” Xiaojun look at Renjun, as he smiled but his eyes aren't.
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You walked back to your apartment, you felt bad about what you said to renjun this morning, you awkwardly scratch your nape in guilty, you saw Chenle, you want to walk past him when he stop on your track, “Morning,” He said joyfully, you smiled back as response.
“Did you sober yet? Want to grab a breakfast together?” he asked, his eyes caught the bruise on your collarbone, he sighs yet he still smiled, “Wait here..” he went to his apartment, you bewildered.
He came back with cute bandages and a medicine, he gave you, you taken aback by it, “What's this for?” you asked, he pointed at your collarbone, “You have a lot of mosquito bites on your collarbone.” he added, you want to protest that it's not a mosquito bites, but he just silenced you.
“Can you please not tell me if it's not a mosquito bites? I think I would feel at least more better about it, a simple lie wouldn't hurts right?”
You look at him, you never understand Chenle, but one thing for sure, Chenle isn't very happy today, yet for you he tried to look as if he is happy.
You want to hug him so much, embrace him and tell him that it's all a mistake, and you would never do it again, but the only thing you could do was nodded your head, as your head hung low.
“Can you at least do one favor for me?” he asked, you look up and nodded fast, “Let's grab a breakfast together? Spare your day with me today, that's if it's okay with you of course.” he waits for your answer as you laughed.
Chenle you will always have a special place in your heart, the way he is adoringly asked you and his fidgeting at the thought sold it, you beamed “Of course, let's have a pleasant day together.”
Previous, Masterlist, Next.
A/N
Hello? Do anybody still at the store? Haha, gosh can't believe this story are from last year! I came back, because I see some of you are actually waiting for this one? I'm sorry it's been quite a long time isn't it? What can I say last year of my college life is very tough with the upcoming schedule and such it's hard maintaining both hobby and responsibility, I hope everyone had a nice day! Here for a long long 2025 healthy and happy life! Let's talk alot next times! Dw I'm back now so wait more for me!
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castleofclouds · 7 months ago
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ᴛᴏ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏʏꜱ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴅᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ.
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‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ Nct Dream Alternative Universe OT7.
‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ pairings ; ot7 × reader (yn)
‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ disclaimer ; fiction, cursing, 18+ content, kms joke and many more.
Story are by © castleofclouds, do not copy or repost without watermark!
‧₊˚ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖‧₊˚ ⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖‧₊˚ ࣪﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪sumarry : your life was peaceful until your stupid friends start giving you ideas of making thread about ur exes, stirring a whole new problems for you, suddenly one by one of your past start running back to you and opening old books of you and them, how do you act in this situation?
genre : gotta be fluff! texts (sometimes smau) angsty, slowburn, romance, humor, mention of 18+ content.
tag : @bluedbliss, @luvandletter, @1daily2lele7,
To All The Boys I've Ever Dated Before : A Secret Behind Truth.
“Um.. Hi?” Jaemin asked, your foots freeze to the ground, what should you say at this point? Should you be mad? No.. It's not like Jaemin is Renjun, should you feel sad? No.. Unlike Chenle, Jaemin still is the bad guy, should you feel remorse? No. Unlike Jisung you didn't owe him any apology.
So why should you talk to this man? the man that left you alone in your apartment at 5 am in the morning after a break up text?
You hold dear your paper bag, Jaemin saw what you are going to do, so instead of standing on your way, he takes the hint and leave, he thinks it's for the best, because your snarls look like you can snapped his neck any moment, so he retreats.
“Let's talk sometimes later.. If the time allowed us.” as he left you alone in the cold night, at least unlike your other exes, he knows when to leave you alone.
You take another step, walking in the path to your home, as you reach there, your knees weak, your eyes empty, there's no words that could come out to your mouth, karina, winter and yangyang were shocked to find you look lifeless on your doorstep, this past week clearly are the tiring.
The day after wasn't as much pleasing, your lectures suddenly asked every each of your class members to go visit an exhibition held by your lectures favorite students, you like exhibition actually, but after what happened yesterday the idea of going somewhere else than staying at your bedroom and wasted your time on a games and drowing yourself in beer, like an unemployed seems very gullible for now.
The exhibition actually held quite close to the campus, and it's actually closer to your apartment than you think it would be, you walk past the convenient store that you visit yesterday.
Wait, Convenient store?
“Everybody pay attention, I want to introduce you guys to my favorite students from the photography major, Na Jaemin.” states your lecturer as he introduced the guy next to him, the one that you run away from yesterday night.
At this point should you even be surprised? The past week you have been running away from your exes, if all of them just suddenly showed up to your doorstep you wouldn't even be surprised at this point.
You lied of course, you would still be shocked, but not surprised.
“Hello everyone, i'm Na Jaemin, Sir Kevin, actually are my lecturer too in Photojournalism class that we as photography sometimes take, it's such a pleasure to be here to introduce my artworks to you guys.” Jaemin continued, as he ended his speech everyone start scattered around enjoying the artwork that Na Jaemin photograper took.
You look at the every each of the picture, and potrait, everything seems to be taken in a point of view of someone clearly in love, stated at the title of this exhibition actually, ‘Lingering Feeling Of The Past.’ you wonder who the muse for it, but they more you thought about it, you don't want to.
You know who it was, it wasn't you, that's for sure.
“I didn't know the one who held the exhibition today was Jaemin,” karina concern, as she whispered next to you, you shakes your head, “No worries, it's not like I didn't expected this.. But you know it's just, hard? Seeing your ex everywhere, kinda scary don't you think?” you spilled, karina nodded, “You met Jaemin last night didn't you? Is that why you look so terrified?” this time you didn't know how to answer.
“Yeah, I don't know.. Among all of the exes I had, I felt more confuse by Jaemin more than anybody, like something deep inside me scared of seeing him again?” you confessed, karina tried to console you by rubbing your shoulder, like a patting on the back.
“Are you afraid of something?” you contemplating for a bit, you are scared but why? Is what you would often ask yourself. “You know, i have a lot of fear, I'm afraid of heights, afraid of spiders, afraid of seeing people from the past, but it's not the fear that I can't handle, it's the thought of having to faced it first is what haunting me, like a nightmare that I often have to went through first before I fell deep into my consciousness.” you explained, it is true, you didn't care about the fear by itself, it's the thought of having to facing a fear is much more disturbing for you.
The way everything just found the perfect time to fit, it's like the universe were trying to set you up for something, and you don't know what it is, should you feel scared? What do other people do in this scenarios? That's the kinda question you asked yourself everyday in the morning.
As you look around the empty halls, and the artwork being hang on the walls, it's Jaemin’s someone you knew from the past, but everything seemed so unfamiliar, like watching your childhood movie and found a part you never remember before, some sort of mandela effect that you brain tried hard to solved, but remains unsolved, that's how Jaemin felt to you, he just seems like this mysterious people in your life that you never get to explore.
But one thing that is clear is Jaemin’s artwork, his photos, if eyes are the souls to someone heart, then Jaemin's eyes are the camera lenses that he used to take every picture that he showcases in this beautiful exhibition, every picture seems like it belongs to someone, someone you never met, but recognize.
“How do you like the exhibition?” Jaemin whisper lowly standing next to you, you startled and almost fall back to the ground, your eyes wide open, “You should never do that! What if I fall?” you furiously nagging him, he smiles away as a response, before reached out his hands for you to take, you didn't take it instead you stand on your own.
Jaemin look dissapointed but pull back his hands nonetheless, he knows you don't want to see him this very moment, but the idea of your figures in front of his are exiting enough for him, “Hi Karina, do you like the exhibition?” Jaemin change his questions to another person in the rooms, “It's beautiful, as you always do Jaemin..” Karina compliments, Jaemin seems very pleased.
“Mind if I talk i have private time alone with Yn?” Jaemin looks to Karina, as much as Karina wants to stay, she felt like both of you needs to solve this misunderstanding, so she walks away, leaving you alone at the corner with this man you used to spend a time with, you clicked your tongue in displeased, why does this man want anymore? Jaemin look at you with sorrow, you hate that looks, he seems to be pitying you or something.
“Don't look at me with pity, it's annoying.” you irritated, he nodded and changed the topic, “How's your life?” he asked, you respond shortly with a “Fine.” he tried to asked another question but cut short by none other than his friends who also works as his assistant, “Wait Lia. I'll be there in short.” as he answered, he looks at you “We should talk sometimes later.” and then he disappears in between the crowd.
You walked to another section, and found another secret compartment in this exhibition, you enter inside and found the lightning for this corner are different than the other, it's pinkish with a gradient of violets your eyes trembled at the translucent sight, there's six pictures and every each one were reminded you of one thing clear.
On the other side, Jaemin and his assistant Lia, had a talk in front of the gallery, “That's the girl isn't it?” Lia addresses the topic, Jaemin shocked to how Lia quickly catch the hints, as he beam in response, “You think so?” he chuckled, Lia continuing her questions knowing that she is totally right, “She had the same hair ties as in your picture, you know the one in the translucent room? The girl in that picture you took were her.” she added, Jaemin nodded, “Haha, you are so very correct.” Lia look at Jaemin and the sudden sad look he had on his face, “Then why didn't you tell her? That you still think about her? I see how you view her Jaemin, it's different than your uhm.. Other exes, she might be not in the picture, but she never left the frame.” Lia acknowledge, Jaemin stand there silent, “Maybe some secrets would be better than some truth?” Lia could only shake her head as a response.
On the contrary, you walked outside the exhibition, what was that?! Your head fuzzy from all the confusion, is this Jaemin way of mocking you? Is this one of his schemes? You don't know, you need to get your head out of it, you opened your phone, asking for Winter whereabouts, she replied saying she is the middle of band practices, and apparently winter band would be collaborating with another band, so you decided to go to the place, it was in music faculty of your campus, when you reach the room, your hand hesitated to open the door.
But you did anyway, and there is Winter, and Giselle both of them are in the same band, you remember it is for a event held by the campus and Winter being a great guitarist and Giselle decided to join, Winter band actually form not only with both of them, but the two member are actually on a band break, so they decided to collaborate with another band, when she introduced you to the band, you see familiar faces like Johnny, and when she introduces who the vocalist would be, that's when your pupil starts to shrink, as if it identifies a danger within reach.
“He is the Vocalist of NY Band, Lee Haechan.” Giselle introduces, your body froze, even the idea of hearing those names again causing shiver down your spine.
“Haechan.. Hi? Yn..” Your voice low, almost like grumble, he smile, you heard a crack deep inside your neurons brain, he smiles? Smiling? Did he enjoying this? “Haechan, hi Yn!” he seems excited, too excited to your liking, you hate those smirk, he always seem like he had knife under that jacket, those stupid leather jacket he always wear.
Your eyes twitched in discomfort, clearly not enjoying the view in front of you, Johnny tried to scold the guy next to him, but he just shrugged it off and grinning stupidly, “Btw.. I saw your thread, I'm sad that you think that lowly of me you know?” he tried to masked off his guilty by gaslighting you.
That ain't working anymore.
“Oh, I wonder why?” you grinned sarcastically, he pick off the sarcasm quite fast, “You could have say I was quite a good boyfriend at least.” he smirked it off, he probably thinking it's some sort of jokes you are playing but you aren't here to play, you walked away from the argument, there's no winning with that one arrogant fucker, so you decide to just watch them practice, it was going great, you hated at how good Haechan voices were, with how it fits Giselle you think if Haechan wasn't a jerks you would marry his voice individually.
In the middle of his singing his eyes found you, as he send you a wink as a signal, you shrieks, is he trying to charm you? No fucking chance.
The practice went well, you squeeze yourself at the back of the room, you wish you at least have a cigarette, but you don't even smoke, you need a strong liquor to hold you, you can't handle this man sober, talk about the devil, the Lucifer shown himself, he found you, as he beamed, you hate those idiot smiles he does when something stupid is up in his head, “Fell for me already?” he chimed in confidently, as if! Even in your wildest dreams you wouldn't think of it.
You can't handle his ass as you excused yourself, tonight you need to numb your head from all this annoying ex up your arse.
Winter followed you outside, as both of you went back to your units, Yangyang and Karina were already there, “I need alcohol!“ you shouted the first thing when you just came back home, both of them taken aback by the sudden information, “It's one of her stupid exes again..” Winter inform, Karina shook her head, Yangyang already typing on his phone, “Get ready ladies, I just book us one of the fun club on the whole campus! JohnYC!” you jump in excitement, JohnYC Is actually Johnny Cousin's Bar, and it's quite famous, so you quickly running towards your dresses tonight was going to be your wildest arch of your life!
On the other side of the line, especially in the JohnYC bar, sitting alone at while drinking his vodka, a tall figure with a beauty mark under his eyes, scanning the crowd around him, until another person came and disturbs his perfect alone time, “Jeno, when will you enjoy the bar?“ Jeno clicked his tongue, “This bar had been very boring lately,” he remarks, his friends on the other side smirked, “Oh, what happened mister charming? I suggest a bet?” his friends replied, Jeno eyes fired by the suggestion, “What Bet?” his ears perked.
“Easy, how about one night stand with the first person that entered through that door?” His friends suggesting, Jeno never backed down from the bet, “Bet, keep your 100 dollars bcs its going to be mine.” Jeno grinned.
You were eyeing the exterior of the bar, and it awwed you so hard, you wish you came here fast, you couldn't handle your energy as you ran towards the enter door, your friends followed you from behind, you showed the guard your IDs, and when you are allowed to be inside you squeal a bit, you missed this life.
As soon as you entered the door, an eagle eyes caught your presence, Jeno grinned turn into sour, he would never thought it's you of all people, when you found the naughty eyes that eyeing you, you couldn't be more brazen.
“Fuck.. Another one?!” Jeno looks at you clearly not enjoying the situation, how the hell he supposed to win the bet if the bet were you? Of all people. “I'm not going to win this one..” he whispered, clearly hated this idea even more.
You wail, your life genre had turned from a comedy romance to horror within a single week alone, what happened the next month? And a year? This isn't going to be a fun ride, but hey fastening your seat belt, because the roller coaster of this whole chaos just started and you are at the front seat watching this all played out.
Previous, Masterlist, Next.
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Okay, I'm finally here, this one. Wow. That's a long ass ride! I kinda wanted to finish this one's first, just so I can make sure yn met every each of her exes, before I continue with the plot, this is when comedy and angst starts to collaborate guys! Oh btw. I'm terribly sorry there's so much curse in this one haha, I just wanted to put all those female rage within this chapter alone, which encountered yall like best? Be sure to tell me! Have fun everyone!
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castleofclouds · 7 months ago
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Hello! Its been long, actually I'm on semester break and I've been taking much time to at least enjoy my life for a bit, and I'm sorry for not uploading much, actually about that too, I'm kinda in the middle of writer block and it's been hard for me to even write a single paragraph, I was thinking of continuing the series but it's nothing but a scratch now :( so yeah that made me in a lump, but dw! I'll try to upload much later, let's hope for the better! Btw I hope you enjoy your holiday (that's if you had)
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castleofclouds · 7 months ago
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haechan fic recs
i've recently gotten into nct and now i'm in a HAECHAN BRAINROT, so here are some of my favorite reads :)
the boy is mine (series, around 101k, infidelity, smut)
pussy fiend (2 parts, 68.9k, smut, fluff, college au)
indica dreams (11.7k, smut, fluff, plug!haechan)
what the puck! (11.6k, fluff, angst, hockey player!haechan)
fast times (7.6k, fluff, coworker au)
red velvet hearts (7.7k, fluff, bad boy!haechan)
learning languages (18.5k, smut, fluff, angst, college au)
romancing (23.7k, fluff, college au, enemies2lovers)
two "rules" one problem (14.8k, angst, fluff, college au, enemies2lovers)
getting even (11.6k, smut, college au)
the need to know (40.4k, smut, fluff, angst)
settle down (series, angst, smut, rockstar!haechan)
6 reasons i hate boys (16k, angst, fluff)
paperclip (6.3k, smut, neighbor!haechan)
SMAUS:
shes the man (humor, friends to lover, college au)
blooming hearts (humor, college au)
divine timing (college au)
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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Me and my sexy mind after writing jisung part with Saturn and its ring theory, and seeing many people like it (p.s thanks guys, it's so cute reading y'all comment I enjoy it)
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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lee donghyuck fic rec .ᐟ
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legenda — smut (s), fluff (s), angst (a), humor (h)
[ always updating! open to suggestions! ]
one shot
☆-settle down ( a, s, f ) 22k
☆-anything you can do i can do better (s) 4.8k
☆- 6 reasons i hate boys ( h, a ) 16k
☆-amortentia ( f ) 2.7k
☆-i become attracted to seaweed ( f) 18k
☆- under a spell ( f, h )
☆- desire ( s ) 12.1k
☆-all of the girls you loved before ( f ) 3k
☆- foe-ney ( f ) 3.9k
☆-take my breath ( f ) 5.5k
☆- strawberries and cigarettes ( a, s, f ) 15.9k
☆- just us ( f, s ) 3.8k
☆-serenade of the damned ( s, dark fantasy ) 10k
☆- i like you (i do) ( s ) 6.3k
☆- moles ( f ) 833
☆- round & round ( s, f ) 6.1k
series ( completed )
☆- THE BOY IS MINE ( s, a )
☆- shes the man ( h, a )
☆- divine timing ( f, h )
☆- blood red (a, s, minor dni)
☆- one night only ( a, f, h )
☆- blooming hearts ( h, f )
series ( on going )
☆- PAY THE PRICE ( a, f )
☆-formula of love ( f, h, a )
☆-forbidden feelings ( smau )
☆-i love you i’m sorry ( f, a )
☆- love you hate you ( f )
☆-catch that gomdo! ( f, h, a )
☆-fien ( f, h, a )
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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The ndream proposal texts are so cuteee 🥺
I was literally tweaking watching those on Twitter. Did u find haechan's tho cuz I couldn't find his video
Oh my i watch them on the tiktok, if you want the link I can gave it to you through dm? If u wanted too^^
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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NCT Dream Proposing to you (Smau Vers)
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pairings : nct dream × you
disclaimer : fiction, typo, non-idol
special tags : @1daily2lele7
Story are by ©castleofclouds do not repost or upload.
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Mark Lee.
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Renjun Huang.
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Jeno Lee.
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Haechan Lee.
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Jaemin Na.
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Chenle Zhong.
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Jisung Park.
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Masterlist.
A/N
I know I did this thing in the past, and apparently many people love this, so I'm back with another version, which one do you think the cutest, I actually got inspired by watching the tds3 they were holding rings. How can I not fumbled like wtf?! Knetz are so spoiled, when is it my turn?! Gosh. Any way I hope you enjoy this one.
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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If Nct Dream As A Dream Job.
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Disclaimer : fiction, grammatical error, or typos.
Special tags : @1daily2lele7 ^^
Story by ©castleofclouds do not copy or repost
We all have our own different ideas of a “dream future, some people wish to have lived freely, thus there's a saying, “dream jobs, if money didn't matter.” but in dream vers!
Mark As Novelist.
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Mark would be a novelist, he would spend a day with his favorite drink by his side, daydreaming about the life of other people, he normally enjoy writing his script in a coffeehouse while enjoying a nice warm bread.
Mark never stays at one place, he always travelling around the world to see the world, he says it's for his research purpose.
He would 100% love writing about fantasy and even romance book, and sometimes he often challenges himself to write another genre that he never write before.
His publishers will really have a hard time based on how free mark as a novelist would be, he would spend weeks to write his first draft and went AWOL the next month just to show up with panda eyes and a complete book.
Renjun As Artist.
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Renjun always had passion in painting or just the idea of colors in a canvas, he could spend an hour just to draw doodles at the bottom of his papers, he always seems like a creative and talented person so it's not a surprise.
You could find Renjun on the park, or a garden, drawing people that passes by, as he imagined the life they lead, what is their routine for the morning, do they eat cereals for breakfast or a straight up buffet?
Renjun art are ambiguous, yet full of mystery, so many symbolism you could find just based on his drawing, it looks like his drawing always holds a bigger mystery of Renjun mind, that only few can understand.
He often held an exhibition, showcasing his arts, and it's the most fun of the days, he felt joyous seeing people enjoying his arts, as he inspired others to be like him, an artist.
Jeno As Barista.
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Jeno had many talent, he could do well in so many things in life, one thing for sure, he looks good in apron, Jeno as a barista is a dream come true, and Jeno would totally do his works diligently, he is just that trustworthy, you can trust your coffee to him. He will not dissapoint.
Jeno would spend days learning about new latte art, watching it from his YouTube and recreating it on his home, with his cat and enjoying a warm eclair.
Every each of his coffee could brighten someone days, he makes sure to tend to every each carefully, making sure the beans were perfectly measured to taste good.
His cafe never empty, there's always people interested about the coffee he make, and not only coffee he can many more things, just leave it to Jeno, he will find a way!
Haechan As Film Maker.
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Haechan love the idea of entertaining other people, than having to entertain himself, he loved the idea of people enjoying what he brings to the table, and if it makes people laugh, he wouldn't asked for anything else.
Haechan never stop searching for another place to set his camera, imagining his actors playing a scene, he could imagine the actors dancing in the middle of the fall, as the leaf fall from the tree, he never stop imagining of what scene will be held next.
Haechan love all kind of movies, he loves romance, and he knows how to capture the essence of what love truly is, either it's a good ending, or an ending with a heartbreak, he will make sure to bring the movies to life, as if the audience were in the film themselves.
He doesn't like the idea of being pressure, so most of his works are singlehandedly by him, sometimes if it means he had to pay for everything he would do it, he will live for today if that's what makes people happy.
Jaemin As Florist.
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Jaemin as a florist, is a great combo, both are beautiful and delicate on some many parts, Jaemin always gives off vibes of someone gentle, someone that knows how to take care of others, just like how different plants have different way of care.
He would always waking up the earliest, while cluster different part of the flowers, cutting the stems or the leaf, and he loves making bouquet the most he found joy in that, and he would do it again and again.
His favorite flower are poppy and gladiolus, because that's his birth flower, he thinks the idea of flower base on his month of the birth are pretty, and he loved making bouquet for special occasions.
He works together with some other florists and he love teaching the young about the arranging flowers, on days when he doesn't work he love giving free bouquet to other people.
Chenle As Baker.
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Chenle would totally be a baker, he loves kitchen and baking could totally be something he skilled about, baking are his way of showing love, he could bake cinnamon roll and send it to you every time he missed you.
On days when he doesn't stay at his baker, he loves showing support by going to another baker in town, learning about how specific place scone can have different taste than the others startled him a lot.
He could totally be making many kinds of cakes or desserts but one thing for sure he loved making brownies, he had a friend, Felix who teaches him how to make brownies and he never stop making it ever since.
His bakery would always filled with customer, he love trying new recipes every week is a paradise.
Jisung As Astronomer.
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It's not a secret anymore Jisung love for space, is bigger than the universe itself, he always found himself wonder about the space and the sky, what could be hiding behind all of those beautiful planets in outer space.
As an astronomer of course he would spend his days watching the stars, times where he is the luckiest are when he saw a fallen stars, he thinks it's a charm for tomorrow, always giddy even found himself smiling from ear to ear.
He spend most of his day at his house, studying about the space, searching for the potential another living creature, he wished one day he could find something much more bigger than the Jupiter itself.
He love stargazing, watching as the star twinkles under the dark blue sky, contrast to the sparkling stars always excited him, and even bringing his own telescope to watch the stars closer.
Masterlist.
A/N
Hi hi, Cassie here how are you? Sorry if lately I didn't post as much as I did, i'm Trying, I wish you could understand that, I will make sure to do my best at my series and more. Hope you have a nice day!
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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I'm truly sorry, if i didn't post much for this months, i'm trying actually, I just finished my internship, and I'm still kinda sad since I'm kinda attached to my workplace, I'm sorry for the reader of TBDE for not uploading much, even TBT should have been uploaded for this month, I'm just kinda busy with my life and it's kinda hard juggling my responsibility and my hobbies, I hope you could understand that, I will try to post as much as I can in the December, thank you for your patience and I wish you love what I wrote! Once again thanks and I wish you a happy year! ^^
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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I'm feeling giddy today, a kid at my work place gave me a cute envelope filled with cute stickers, handwritten letters and a cute minji photocard 😭 I'm crying tsunami rn, LIKE HELLO?! A SWEET KID WITH A SWEET HEART? U HAVE MY HEART BABY 😭💗
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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yeah i can’t do this no more yall
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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Man went ethereal ✨
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241124 MARK
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castleofclouds · 8 months ago
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106 notes ini 3 days are just crazy😩😩 thanks guys, so y'all really love the fake texts huh? 😋 oke noted gonna make some later, have a nice day!
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