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dante and virgil at prorev

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fujoing out at the site of the rooftop concert rn. as god intended

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allison hargreeves is my biological daughter

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or whatever baseball is about

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listening to the song is not enough i need the bassists fingers in my mouth

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yaoi really is all we have left

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tmi i must be in heat or something everytime i listen to an interpol song today hearing carlos’ bass makes my entire body tense and istart shaking genuineky what the fcuk

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My mom kept complaining that all of a sudden the Beatles are back and they're fucking everywhere and they're so obnoxious and were practically having an orgy in her garden under a cucumber leaf and that's when I realized she meant spotted cucumber beetles and not Paul McCartney

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When I (M29) was a young boy (M7) my father (M35) took me into the city (X167) to see a marching band (M23, M21, M22, F22, M24, M25, F21, M

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i think during mikeys pitch the baseball shouldve went flying back in a u-shape to hit him in the head like a boomerang

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<3

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I think 50 shades of grey did so much damage to BDSM writing in fic and like not because I think fic writers were taking inspiration from it, but we did get a lot of detailed explanatory posts about all the different ways in which those guys were Doing It Wrong, which is not in and of itself a bad thing but since then everybody got so hung up on making sure everybody in their fics was nothing like 50 shades of grey and actually demonstrates that yes I do understand the principles of safe sane and consensual and the traffic light system and safewording and aftercare and checking in that now everybody fucks like a 101 handbook and I think we've only just recently started to recover from it. love me a dynamic where it's two repressed freak idiots who accidentally invent BDSM all on their own and have to come up with the strangest most deeply harmful ways of navigating that situation

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Hi, what happened to your Milex vampire fic? It's gone from your AO3, you don't plan to finish it...? :(

hihi !! its so sweet to hear youre still interested in hearing about it.. unfortunately i fear lately (over several months) ive been very much struggling to write, very much not as interested in milex, tlsp as i used to be, which makes my struggle to write all the much harder. the fic is still up on ao3, but for now i've put it on anon. and as for now, i honestly don't think i ever will finish :( i hate starting projects, even seemingly do-able ones, and then not finishing them. but i rlly struggled w that story. i think my aspirations for it were much more demanding than i could reasonably measure up to.

but i am incredibly touched you reached out to ask. it means a lot that my work, even unfinished stories, had an impact enough that you would think enough about it to wonder if it would be finished. so thank you <3