if you must call me something, its CB. im a genshin focused writing blog. it's purely self-indulgent. they/them pronouns only. 22.
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my main male character accidentally got an essay worth lore drop today in my docs
#he’s so fucked#i love him tho#Everyone does#And if they don’t just remember you’ll see a demon under ur bed abt to eat u#abd it’s his best friend btw😭#im just happy my brain is working today tho omg
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fleshing out one of my main characters backstories erm im scared
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i will never date someone who hates reading again
#i got made fun of so bad#he couldn;t understand a core part of me lol#and when he couldn't understand he got defensive and made constant jokes abt it#like im sorry u arent good with words but dont u dare make me feel bad about it?#i just realized though that its important for me to be with someone who atleast tries to understand what makes me just me#WAIT THAT S IT#its literally cause he never tried to understand if he didn't like it he didnt really push to care#thats insane behaviorrrr
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im gonna try to finish this scara piece tmr or smth like that so you guys have smth to gnaw on for a bit
#it’s been a week and I feel like i need to publish smth#even tho im hyper fixated on smth else rn but#scara is always smth I can come back to easy
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thinking about how all my characters in this story has some sort of family linked trauma
#not a single one of these fuckers is normal#I have like six main characters but I still need to add a few more erm#im having fun though but I didn’t rlly imagine myself writing smth with a huge cast but here we go#all but one of them are friends#I think it feels like a theme tho to all give them a slice of family trauma#if u knew some of the things I wanna touch on then it makes sense lol likevits intentional? not just a ah I gotta give them trauma#if u get it ily
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is it safe to talk abt my original work on here😟😟
#bc this is a genshin blog#but im a writer at heart so I write outside of fandom stuff#I dunno im just kind of feral abt these characters#I could make like a side blog abt them or smth ig? but I don’t rlly want to#I like merging all my energy into one huge bundle of mess abd then letting everyone feast on it idk#seriously I spent four hours working on Pinterest boards abt them bc it helps me brainstorm
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I wrote four very loaded lines and never wrote anything else for the rest of the day😭😭
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have to take a break during writing angst and to ask myself do i want this to end badly. or will I redeem it. or will I give a bittersweet ending.
#I will think abt it#but I don’t think there’s a way to sweep this away#bc it’s a complicated thing that u cant just kiss away#u cannot love someone enough for them to heal from that
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I have fuel (peanut butter and jelly sandwiches) so now I can write🫶🏻🫶🏻
#what will I write is the question bc#I have a few different ideas#but hopefully I’ll do smth I think#yea
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im probably gonna write some shit today I rlly feel like going on a writing rampage
#probably scara#bc he’s my baby and my own personal writing victim#if I hurt him don’t hurt me im just thinking and he’s actually ok abd it was just a dream
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about catboydreamer
22. adhd. (kind of) transmasc (fully) non-binary. smth smth mental illness fr. bisexual but asexual / demisexual(I can never ever decide). they/ them pronouns.
some things I like:
Scaramouche
xiao
writing until my hands bleed (metaphorical. but mental.)
drawing even though it makes me cry cause carpal tunnel
reading books until my eyes hurt
talking to / about my friends like it’s my life support
link to writing masterlist
#introduction#I hope u like me still#im just silly.#im actually trying to get a diagnosis but my doctor won’t call me back…#I need to know if it’s bipolar or smth else I stg#anyways this is it
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lately I haven’t been too overly proper w/ my writing which is crazy cause people still love it and find it regardless 🫶🏻
#I still tag them but#I dunno I just don’t expect it bc I have been lazily tagging the premise or just giving non and people r eating it up#also m really anxious abt a wirk thing#so maybe I’ll write smth quick to cheer me up here in a minute idk tho#anyways thank u to everyone who enjoys my shit lol
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guys.... i have so many ideas for scara. do u maybe think im obsessed with him a little bit... hah... maybe?
#i am and always have been#i remember going in a scara rampage right around the time he was gonna get released#i was so fucking excited#i literally ate breathed and slept scara those two ish months before hand#and even after i was obsessed#and i always come back to him#like i dont play genshin regularly#but i always know him and love him
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sometimes i act like a fucking dog bro. this is why i write though bc otherwise i;d be waiting for people to come online and speak to me.
#i have too much energy#so i have to channel it into writing#it works out tho anyways#atleast then im not rambling endless bc now my rambles are TARGETTED#sometimes im rabid abt my friends bc i love them#like sometimes im like a dog waiting for its owner to come home but its me waiting for my friends to come online#ALSO im starting to get sick of the silence a bit#i miss my lil sit on vc with friends but i dont rlly have friends like that rn#my best friend in the entire world has strict parentsss#WHY AM I STILL SPEAKING#....im gonna go write now bc im doing the thing AGAIN
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maybe I should make a proper introduction post
#u guys know nothing about me.#like literally my name? Ig#it’s actually the most ominous I’ve ever been#im not gonna say everything but I feel like it’d make sense to say smth abt me lol
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i cant be on my phone much today so ig we gonna be writing
#i forgot my charger#i need it to not die but its at like 12%#btw it has to last until like 10:30 pm#rip
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one thing about me is I become more chill the more u know me
#like im still hyper#I’ve got that introverted shy type where I can’t speak to u unless I’ve known u for awhile#and then I ramble alot#but sometimes I don’t?#abd it’s not me trying to be rude but if I feel comfortable being quiet around you pls remember it’s GOOD#im sick of being around egeryone who wants me to fill the silence#idc if u fill that silence abd keep talking pls do I probably like ur voice but don’t get upset by my one liners :(#I have unlocked a new fear of people disliking my quieter self since im not always loud and passionate lol
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