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If I could turn back those days that we were happy and contented of what we had, I would be so grateful.

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If I ever loved you, I will always love you. I won’t reach a point where I just casually stop loving you. And anyone who I become involved with and perhaps love in the future has to understand that certain parts of me will always be with someone that I was with in the past, someone that I fell for. In the design of my heart, there are spaces that will always belong to someone else. That’s not to imply that I love you any less than them, it’s just the reality of love not being a simple word I just casually throw around to every woman I’ve been with. If I tell you that I love you, those three little words and that love I feel for you, will stand the test of time.

sunshinestateblues (via wnq-writers)

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Are you scared? Or are you not ready? There is a difference.

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I did it again.

Two weeks ago, i met someone. A long lost friend. We've been friends since i was in high school and it felt so good to have another good conversation with him again. He's my crush back then and he doesn't change. He's the same silly guy with the most corny jokes and accent ever. Hahaha We've been to a deep conversation and ask me for a deal. If he's taller than me, then i'll give him my number. If not, i'll do anything to him. But it turned out to be bad. He's taller than me and i don't have any choice but to give him my number. He's so crazy you know. He confessed his feelings to me after a week and asked if he had the chance to be my boyfriend. Oh God! There's no such thing as one week love. I don't think it'll work. I said no to him. I said if he fell in love with me i may not be able to catch him. And that will be bad. But he pushed himself so hard to the point that i don't know what he really want. He's begging me to give him a chance to prove that he's worth loving. But i can't. I like someone. I can't betray him. So what i did is i pushed him away. I don't appreciate all his efforts. We had our everyday conversations but it doesn't mean anything to me. And yeah, everything must come to an end. He gave up. I felt relieved in some way coz there will be no more destruction for me. But in some way, i'm going to miss him. He's so crazy i can't help but laugh. There are nights when he'll call me and do his accent and i'll laugh so hard and he will be mad. Hahahaha memories. I did it again. I push again someone that could make me happy. (Probably) I'm not yet ready to fall in love again.

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It has been a while since I last post a selfie. Hello! GAAAHD! This picture is so hot HAHAHA ( just find out why XD)

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throwback feelings

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Happy Birthday Mama! Salamat po sa lahat lahat. I love you po!

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Happy Birthday to this beautiful lady i’m with in this picture. you’re 18! Welcome to the club! :D I love you so much! No more drama. *hugssss* 

PS. I want to go to your house. but the problem is you’re probably not at home at this moment and i don’t remember where your home is. 

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Cancelled Spain Trip.

Two years ago, I was so excited when I finally find out that I was going to Spain. That will be my graduation and 18th birthday gift. After hearing that wonderful news, i began searching about the things to do and bring on the trip and how to make the trip memorable. I also imagined myself standing there, in front of the Sagrada Familia making memories with my father. But all things went wrong. My Papa decided to go home because of his reasons. I cried. I felt like i was just few miles away from Paris and then it’ll be gone forever. So what I did is think that reasons in a positive way. It’s also my dream to be with my father coz he’s working abroad for a long time so it could be a great way to be with him now that he is not coming back to Spain (even though the gift was gone). I had a lot of catching up to do. 

l know it’s sad but we just have to accept things. Ther are still many chances to go to Spain so i’ll never lose the only hope i had.

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Nakakainis na talaga yung mga taong grabe makapanghusga ng kapwa. Yung lahat ng sasabihin mo ay may ibang kahulugan sa kanila at pagkatapos ay pagtatawanan ka kahit wala naman talagang nakakatawa. Mabuti pang mag-isa na lang.

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Minsan sumasagi sa isip ko na "sana may lalaki ding magmamahal sakin kagaya ng mga nakikita ko sa larawan. Sana may kinikilig din kapag dumadaan ako sa harap niya o di kaya naman ay ngumiti ako sa kanya. Sana may tumitig din sakin at sasabihin niyang " kapag naging akin ka hindi na kita pakakawalan". Sana may isang taong handang maghintay sakin. Sana may isang taong kayang sakayan lahat ng trip ko. Sana may isang taong wagas makapag-effort. Sana may isang taong isisigaw sa buong mundo mahal na mahal niya ako. Sana may isang tao na kayang gawin ang lahat para sa Diyos at sapamilya niya ng higit pa sa lahat." Madaling isipin, mahirap hanapin. Hindi naman kasi ako kagaya ng karamihan sa babae. Maganda, maputi, sexy, may boobs, makinis ang mukha. Ako di maganda, morena, walang boobs, matagihawat ang mukha, malapad ang balikat. INSECURE. Oo mali pero sana may makita akong ganito. Wala namang masamang mangarap.

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Naguiguilty ako. Nabibisita ko na lang ang tumblr kapag malungkot ako o down na down na ako. Pero kapag masaya ako, hindi ko na to naaalala. Sadnu?