catturnedfox145

[catturnedfox145]

I love you. I love you I love you I love you and that's all I know. I always thought I might be a masochist but now I'm sure. I love suffering for you. I'd suffer as much as you want. I doubt that you'd want that at all, but here I am, like a fool, thinking about you when I know I can't have you. It's ironic, isn't it?

I don't think I've ever been in love until you came along. I still have no idea if this is it. But I know I'd suffer for you gladly, without you even asking for it. I'd be anything for you. Anything. Just as long as I could be for you. Christ, why did this have to happen? "You are the knife I twist inside of myself". You're the sweetest pain I've ever tasted, and it pains me that I'll only get to do it metaphorically. Just know, my heart can love enough for the both of us.

[catturnedfox145]

I'm sorry that you exist and I'm sorry that the world made you hate yourself for it.

[catturnedfox145]

Being touch starved is so weird. For months you think you don't like physical touch, you tell yourself you're better off without it, but then one day in class a girl touches your back to get your attention and you melt. It's the way she does it: softly. Your heart skips a beat and your brain kind of rewires. When was the last time you've felt this loved by a stranger?

[catturnedfox145]

Perco-me nos teus olhos

Como quem se perde em alto mar:

Repentina, louca e completamente

Sem volta a dar.

Serás tu o meu mar de rosas,

Ou apenas outro para me afogar?

[catturnedfox145]

I'd like to cry

But I don't have any tears,

For the passion in my heart

Burns the sadness

And fuels my soul

[catturnedfox145]

I wonder if the stars look down to us and dream

[catturnedfox145]

Your addiction to escaping reality has caused you to become what you once feared most: absence

[catturnedfox145]

Our love is never wasted.

It never is, really. Every time you smile at strangers, every time you share your food when you're hungry, every time you check on people, every time you have worried about someone, every single time you have loved was never a waste. Even if they didn't do the same for you, even if you don't feel like they love you as deeply as you do, loving someone is never a waste. The love you give out will always find it's way back to you, one way or another, so make sure to always be love. It's the best thing you can be.