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I just needed to put together some Edmar hugs today

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I love this show so much 🥺

Look, love is not something we wind up, something we set or control. Love is just like art: a force that comes into our lives without any rules, expectations or limitations. Love like art, must always be free.

SENSE8 (2015 - 2018) cr. Lana and Lilly Wachowski, J. Michael Straczynski

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reblog to give writers the power to write 10k words of porn without plot

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Vampire Simon truthers are gonna have a field day with this one I can feel it

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Happy pride everyone 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

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I’m so glad I’ve found Omar.

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YOUNG ROYALS Simon's hands on Wille • for @skibasyndrome <3

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Edmar:🧍🏼‍♂️🧍🏽

Me: 😵‍💫🥹🥰🫠😩😭☠️

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💜💜thank you!💜💜

Here is my list:

All in my Head - FDVM (ft. Omar Rudberg)

Red Light - Omar Rudberg

King of a Tragedy - Isak Danielson

Talk - Omar Rudberg

Bye Bye - Omar Rudberg

Äter upp dig - Maxida Märak

Du är allt Jag ville ha - Oscar Enestad

Om du inte fanns - Omar Rudberg

Happier - Omar Rudberg

Sabatoge - Omar Rudberg

And because so many of the above are just Omar (😆 for good reason) I wanna give you the next few non-Omar songs cause they are also really great.

What doesn't kill you mutates and tries again - iamnotshane

Roller Coasters Make Me Sad - Em Beihold

I Should Have Stayed at Home - Ryan Mack

No pressure tags: @simonsapelsin @mysteriousboo @darktwistedgenderplural @willowforever

Let me know what your music taste is 🤔

On repeat

I've been tagged to put my "on repeat" playlist on shuffle!

thank you @grapehyasynth 💜💜💜💜

Mondkuss - Rosenstolz

Beautiful James - Placebo

Kaleidoscope - blink-182

Lonely is the Muse - Halsey

Stockholm Syndrome - blink-182

Heart's All Gone - blink-182

Arsonist - Halsey

Hurt Feelings - Halsey

Girlfriend - Omar Rudberg

Viel zu kalt (Februar) - Rosenstolz

I've been.... feeling a little nostalgic.... what can I say....

Very much no pressure tagging @sobadbad @sillylittleflower @themarsbar @saynomorefic @phneltwrites @pagegirlintraining @earlgrey-lateatnight @iwouldnevergetintofanfic @enjoythesilentworld @toffeelemon @goldenwilmon @hergrandplan @bigalockwood @causethisismyblog & anyone who sees this and wants a go at it. Feel free to tag me in your posts so I can snoop on your music taste 💜

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Aww yay! Thank you for the tag!

What is your favourite colour? Purple

What is your favourite holiday? Probably Christmas

If you were any animal, what would you be? Idk, an owl? Maybe a cat?

No pressure tags: @skibasyndrome @loren91 @darktwistedgenderplural @willowforever

I was tagged by @mrboomybeloved. Thank you!

Picrew: https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1322863

What is your favourite colour? Teal

What is your favourite holiday? Halloween 🎃

If you were any animal what would you be? Probably some kind of small bird. When I was little I really liked hummingbirds.

Tags: @heartofhubris @pinkra5 @cyndromsblog @hapikiou @mysteriousboo @monitorchakas @deadflowerpalace

And like always, if you don’t want me to tag you in these things, tell me!

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The birthday breakup

For some reason I have been musing over Wilmon's birthday breakup and what might have happened if Simon hadn't done it. I'm very interested in what possible futures might have played out and I'm convinced that if they hadn't split up then, they would never have ended up together.

When Wille excuses himself from dinner, Simon is trying to negotiate the situation as best he can. Wille is allowed to be upset, but he's also abandoned Simon to two people who barely know him, are talking without him about someone he never knew, and have nothing in common with him except Wille. Polite as the three of them are to each other, Simon and Wille's parents don't really know how to interact with them at the best of times, and this is not the best of times.

What Simon sees and hears when he goes to talk to Wille in the corridor is really important. He offers to leave. He can feel the air vibrating with tension and he knows that his presence is just standing in the way. Wille wants to hash things out through talk while his parents are in denial. Simon's presence provides a shield for them all to hide behind; we need to be polite and pretend everything's fine in our first real interaction with our son's boyfriend.

Simon's offer to remove himself is actually the most sensible thing he can do. He's fairly casual in the way he offers to go, and also in the way he says to Wille, "Please don't leave me alone with your parents like that." It's making his wishes clear and honest but keeping things as light as he can, not wanting to increase the tension in the air.

Wille, though, is incredulous that Simon even suggests this but his main response is "I… I need you here!"

In that moment and in the scene that follows, I think Simon sees what their future will be if he accepts the role he's being set up to play. He'll be Wilhelm's mascot, his buffer, his shelter from the storm.

I'm not suggesting that Wilhelm is the selfish one and Simon's the selfless one, because things are more complicated than that. Wilhelm loves Simon for himself. But Wilhelm at the palace inhabits a different world and is under different pressure, and as the cracks worsen he needs Simon there to comfort him and soothe his feelings and be on his side. Wilhelm hasn't had anyone on his side in the palace since Erik died. At the palace Simon is his buffer, his shelter from the storm.

But having Simon there will also mean Wille has a crutch to lean on, and an excuse to keep going in the same old patterns with his parents, because he thinks he can bear it as long as he has Simon. And that means he will stay in this role, he will keep trying to fit himself into the wrong shape, even as everything cracks and shatters around him. And eventually things with Simon will sour as well.

Simon can't fix the family relationships, and he can't stop the bad things from happening, and he can't give Wille the tools he needs to cope because - like Wille - he's a teenager. A teenager who has no idea how to operate in Wille's unfamiliar royal world. Wille needs Simon to ward off the bad atmosphere, but he'll only end up poisoning them both. So Simon needs to go. Going might not fix anything, but staying definitely won't. It will give Wille an excuse to maintain the status quo.

So Wille doesn't give up the crown for Simon. Absolutely not. But Simon's action in breaking up with him helps to create the conditions that make Wille able and willing to give up the crown for himself.

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Oh god.

The photo with his hands on Simon’s face. Suddenly, Wille felt tears prickling in his eyes. He knew it wasn’t real. His mind knew that. But his heart... His heart saw the look on both of their faces and his heart believed that those were two people very much in love. About to lean in for a passionate kiss.

(from "I love the way you lie")

Another one of my babies was honored by receiving one of @loren91 's illustrations. 🥹🥹🥹

Thank you so much @gulliblelemon. It's perfection. It's them 💜💜💜.

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One heart wasn't enough...♡

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Yay! Thank you for the tag @mysteriousboo!

Favourite colour: Purple (it was this long before yr 😆)

Last song: do the snippets Omar leaked of his not yet released song Sabotage count?

Last film: A part of you. (Its been a while but watching it fucked with my head and I've been avoiding movies since)

Currently reading: a lot of yr fanfic

Currently watching: Gilmore Girls and Startrek Discovery

Currently craving: nothing in particular at the moment... Typically always chocolate and sleep tho

Coffee or tea: neither ew

No pressure tags: @gulliblelemon @skibasyndrome @simonsapelsin @darktwistedgenderplural @loren91 @willowforever @buffonia

Got tagged by @staliaofatreides hiiiii thank youuuuuu 💖💖💖💖

rules: answer + tag nine people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

Favorite color: gray uwu

Last song I listened to: hermit the frog

Last film I watched: Barbie in a Christmas carol, with my australian friend :3

Currently reading: camera obscura by Nabokov

Currently watching: nothing but I’m waiting for hotd to start airing

Currently craving: nothing tbh I just ate my weight in cherries so I’m very content

Coffee or tea: ΦΡΑΠΕΣ ΣΚΕΤΟΟΟΟΟΟΟΟΣ

I tag: @wombtowaste @lusi-1 @purple-amaranthe @whenthesunn @antigonenikk @wingsofhcpe @iveneverbeenmorestressedinmylife @alalumin @leichensohn

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💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💌

Awww!! Thank you! 💜💜💜

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💜 wilmon;

"You playing, or what?"

i had two ideas for this - one very sweet, the other this one - and @skibasyndrome voted for this one. This is an expansion of an idea I posted on here at some point a while back!

"You playing, or what?"

Wille doesn't realize he's zoned out until Simon drops onto the couch next to him and he blinks down to find he's created a mini Stonehenge of Jenga tiles. "I don't think you can play alone."

"Well, I'm here," Simon reminds him, and then he's nudging Wille's hands out of the way to set up the tower. "I've never played this version."

"We don't have to," Wille protests half-heartedly. He already feels guilty that Simon has trekked out to Wille's neighborhood, knowing that they'll likely be snowed in together for the next few days, just because Wille's been feeling kind of blue lately. His best friend had showed up with a backpack full of, by his description, clean underwear and snacks, and a tote bag of games he borrowed from someone at his work.

"You go first," Simon tells him, bumping Wille's thigh with his knee. Wille chooses an easy tile from the third-from-top layer of the tower, which doesn't wobble in the slightest. Simon blows a scornful raspberry but only asks, "What's it say?"

Wille flips over the tile and reads, "Take a shot."

"Oh, this is a drinking game?"

"We can use my leftover Julmust," Wille offers, since Simon doesn't drink alcohol.

Simon giggles and shoves him slightly. "Christmas was over a month ago, Wille, gross." But he's already up from the couch and headed for the small kitchen.

When they're settled back in front of the coffee table with a glass each of Julmust, Simon takes his turn, hand hovering around several tiles before he selects one. When he turns it around to read the text, his eyebrows shoot up.

"What is it?" Wille prods.

"Um." Simon rotates the tile so Wille can see the text as well. Lick someone's neck.