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GASP IDEA.

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Mood from snapshots of 1.16

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blue wood has me shitting netherbricks, 

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i want to play the nether update immediately. 

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NETHER UPDATE WHAT

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oh god

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there’s a chance i might go back on hiatus, or just, idk, never come back, lol

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boredom and feeling not real is wild.

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Did somebody say more Timtam memes

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I honestly believe that people who lost their childhood, teenage years to mental illness and/or trauma are so strong for still being here. Especially once you’re about 18-25 and trying to relearn how to be in society and healthy and human.

Especially when you decide to work towards getting better.

Especially when your life isn’t where you wished it would be.

Stay alive okay? If you lost your youth, I’m sorry and I’m so proud of you for still being here. Keep fighting. Your best years are ahead of you.

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"I had a bad childhood"

says too much

sounds sad

people will assume things

"I come with lore"

makes you sound like a character

is cooler

people will be so distracted by the wording that they won't see how badly you've been doing

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i’m dissociating hardcore right now, so i think i’m gonna try the big post.

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hiatus is over. 

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Every single fucking time

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a fun and interesting fact about me is that im a fucking idiot