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James D’Arcy in Poirot: The Mystery of the Blue Train.

He doesn’t get much screentime , but he appears throughout the whole movie .

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James D’arcy Olivia Colman and Shaun Dooley in the Bridport Torch Procession  17/08/2014 (X)

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"He’s called Mossi. I don’t think your Mum wants to meet him…"

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"Maybe you should come with us and look after him, next time, Edwin…"

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James D'arcy + Mouth & Neck Appreciation

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     I suppose you can consider this my formal resignation. I should have sent this sooner, but I had not the time, resources, or leisure time to do so. I pray you forgive my tardiness if nothing else; I truly expect you will forgive nothing else.

     I am in London with my family. I have no plans to return to America, at least not while there is as much turmoil as there has been as of late.

     I have been employed to help clean up London. My country has granted me a sort of immunity with regards to my former employers, as long as I serve Country and Crown from now on. I am an asset to them much more than I am a liability. I am afraid our paths may not cross as much as they have in the past—though you may prefer that.

     If you have any questions about our Lernaean friends, I would suggest we speak in person. If you are unwilling or unable to travel, it is truly not that important. I would seek only to answer questions that I am unwilling to through pen and paper. I apologise for any inconvenience this may cause.

     I wish you well.

Sincerely, E. Avery

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                                                Answer is — {you can’t tell ‘em.} 

                                   They’ll never understand.

                    Because what you did WAS FOR THE RIGHT REASON

                                             BUT what you did was also w r o n g

And you’ll never wash it off

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vehementguardian's One Year Anniversary Follow Forever

So, it was around this time last year when I made Ana’s account. It was on a whim, and I didn’t think it was gonna last, but I did it anyway because I’d seen a glimpse of the community and I really wanted to be a part of it. Since then, I’ve made over a dozen different accounts, and I’ve met so many different people, yet I still feel like Ana’s my core muse. I wanted to make a follow forever for today, because it was the only thing I could think of doing that would allow me to make a wide-scale appreciation post of everyone who has been with me, whether we’ve interacted or not.

Thank you for the great year, and I hope I end up spending another year here, whether it be on Ana’s account, or with any of my other muses.

My Closest

agentklutz - Why did we not roleplay together sooner? Seriously, I can’t believe we barely started interacting this year. I broship Ana and Teller to a ridiculous point, and I will never regret the relationship we’ve developed for them. Your replies are always something I wait for— even the small threads, yup— because Teller’s way of speaking and thinking and the way you add tidbits of his thoughts in in longer threads is kind of awesome. I love the detail that you’ve put into your plots and your muse, especially with what you’ve told me on Skype, and ugh I can’t wait for how things turn out later on.

agentrochester - Eeek, Rhaine is another one of Ana’s close friends. Can I keep them? Rhaine always pushes Ana out of her little ruts, and surprised Ana by how nice and helpful she can be. You’re one of my earliest partners with Rojas, and I love that we still thread on here and between my other muses. I’ve also gotten to watch Rhaine as she’s went through her mother’s passing and her struggles with alcoholism. Rhaine is also one of the few that can mother hen Ana more than she mother hens people, which is kind of impossible in any other circumstance.

agentshadowstep - I started speaking to you after TWS, and I’m so so so glad that happened. You’ve made me laugh myself to tears, and you listen to me go on quite a bit. We haven’t interacted too much, but Kaleb is a big part of Ana’s life post-TWS, and I love all the headcanons we’ve come up with about that. It’s always fun to make headcanons just by one of us linking each other to things we find around Tumblr, though I think we sometimes fall into going from headcanons to feelings. You end up sharing my pain as well, so. There’s that. You also take a lot of time and consideration into your writing, I think, and I admire that. Your replies and drabbles are always well thought out, and I love the background you’ve made for Kaleb.

oncedeadliesmith - Ma’am, I could probably write an entire essay about our friendship. Yeah. It’s like that. Holy fuck, am I glad that I’ve been able to roleplay with you again. You’re literally my sun and stars, okay? You can always make me smile or laugh when I need it. I love all of the plots we’ve been through, and all of the things you’ve helped me with on Ana and on other accounts. Your drabbles are always something I look forward to, because even if they’re infrequent, they’re fucking goldmines of fluid writing. I will never be able to play as many muses, and make each of them so individual, as you’ve been able to do. I’m glad we’ve been able to roleplay for as long as we have, and I hope we continue to write together for just a little longer, ‘cause I never expected our friendship and plotting to go on for so damned long.

wingedxassassin - You are the second canon character I ever played with on here, and oh my gosh am I glad we met. You’re sweet and funny and our past conversations have always been nice, even if it’s just one of those “catching-up” conversations. Our threads between Clint and Ana are always amusing, especially since Clint usually decides that it’s a great idea to tell Ana a bit too much information. He’s another friend that gets on Ana’s nerves, and there’s something about people that get on her nerves who always end up being some of Ana’s closest acquaintances.

pastel-acid-alice - Not a roleplay blog, but I don’t care, because you’re pretty awesome. The fact that we met at orientation and didn’t speak to each other for an entire semester, only for me to see you in my Art History class was kind of awesome. Mostly because we ended becoming friends after we started sitting with each other. And you give me food. I appreciate the Teen Wolf spam and the other things you bring to my dash, ‘cause it does add some color to my dash.

Memorable Others

agentjjkelly - You’re always there for me when something’s wrong. Sometimes I don’t think people pay attention, but I’ll post about a bad day and you’ll come into my inbox to help me out. That’s really sweet and thoughtful of you. I think we’ve talked more ooc than interacted, but I like our conversations quite a bit.

shieldagentmorgan - You helped me so much in the beginning. I don’t know if you recall it, but I’d sent you an ask because I had no clue what I was doing, and I’d just barely made Ana that day, and you gave me some clue of how the community worked and ugh, thank you for that. We’ve played with each other with various muses since then, and have been a part of two different major plot discussion before, and all of that’s always been nice. You were one of the reasons why I joined the SHIELD/Marvel community, and ugh thank you. Just yeah, thank you.

theshielddoctor - There were a lot of people who welcomed me into the community, but your muse was the Head of Medical, and hell was I intimidated by you. Then it turns out you’re really nice and Revekka always gave Ana a bit of a hard time, even though they were actually pretty good friends. We only really talk on Skype anymore, but I will never forget our past interactions.

the-joyboy - Holy crap, Turk was the first person I ever shipped Ana with, and she was pretty “tough love” about it all with him. That’s something I won’t forget. I used to jump on opens relentlessly, and you put up with me and my endlessness about everything and wow are you a great writer. I think you left quite a mark on the way I ended up aspiring to write, and you were another reason why I started Ana’s account, and I’m glad we had that chance to interact.

Ana's Co-Workers

      agentchurchill , agentdanielgaloyan , agentharrisonofshield , agenths

     agentmacmurray , agentmaller , agentmorris , agentsinclair , agentsirenphillips

     agentsterling , agentwallace , bandaidsandbattlestaves , callmeoperator

     cauterisethewound , custosx , cutoffthehead , drjacobkelly , evelynphoenix

     execucio , goingpostalforshield , hadtogive , issomethingonmyface , levesqxe

     medicmadoc , shieldagentgranger , shieldagentkayson , shieldagentlissner

     shieldcounselor , shieldsdynamicduo , specialagentace , specialagentgray

     spellsbulletsandbusiness , steppingonyourmoment , thermxdynamics ,

     theshieldjanitor

Other Lovelies

     chrysaoros , felix—fides , goldeneyesandsilverstrings , hangyoubyhooks

     ionlyplayforsport , lxpe , miseriaoizys , moonhoundman , motherofasgard 

     perdxro , thebeyondcorporation , thefutureofwarfare , thehydradormanns 

     thesandalphonpair , theunspecifiedsource , theworkbehindstark

     worrisomebanshee , xaedificare

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     I hope this letter finds you well. I realise that we have not spoken since you immersion, but I hope with this letter to somewhat remedy that.

     I am in London, and have spent my time mending things with my family. I have done my best to avoid out mutual friends on both sides of the fence. I realize that you have not had that luxury, and I apologise sincerely for what assuredly seems like my cowardice on this issue. Protecting myself and my family was my priority. Being that as it may, I should not have fled, but fought. I was not thinking clearly, and had been recovering from another rather traumatic experience; I did not wish to endure another. That situation in itself does not excuse my actions, or lack thereof.

     I was afraid. I had no idea whom to trust. I was in a foreign country, and the ground beneath my feet had turned to sand. Anyone could have been a friend of Schmidt’s without my knowledge. All my information from all my missions over the past eleven years had been leaked to the known world; every dirty secret I had kept hidden now exposed. I panicked. I was weak.

     I could have proved myself an asset to you when you needed me most, but I failed you. I have never been a good man, Sterling, and only at the best of times could I even aspire to be a decent one. You are everything I am not, and I could not be more proud, though perhaps it is not my place to be. I have no doubts about the kind of man you are. Your dedication and determination are qualities that I greatly admire. You are one of the bravest men I have met.

     I am sorry to have failed you.

     If you feel this letter warrants a response, feel free to give it one. If not, I understand completely. I wish you and yours every happiness.

Sincerely, E. Avery.

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づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ Campaign make a person happy: send this for the 10 tumblrs that you most admire, if you receive it 3 times or more consider yourself loved!

  // i will crey //

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Consequences of Loss

"You abducted a SHIELD agent."

"I did."

Phoebe settled down in the bedroom of their new residence. It wasn’t like Sagaponack. Just as spacious, yes, but the atmosphere in Sagaponack was different. They had lived so close to the water before. It’d been their home for as long as she could recall.

Elliot stood at the door frame of the bathroom. Talking had been to a minimum since their time in the conference room, but of course this would be their first matter to discuss. His head had been filled with a number of things today— the usual, as she’d known it. Everything was typically work related in there, but sometimes he’d start thinking about lunch or his son or her. They hadn’t spoken when they got back to New York, the jet lag had been enough to keep this conversation until now. This had been combing through his head all morning.

"And it wasn’t for HYDRA?"

"No, it wasn’t."

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