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’1986’ W + E

ignore the proportions, I just had to get this out of my system lol.

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preacher's daughter vinyls out everywhere on april 4th ♡

here's some unused b-reel from the american teenager shoot with @silkenweinberg in my hometown back in 2022 ♡

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#needthat

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scanner animation test for an incoming project I'm slowly researching on

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{2013} sister midnight sister noon from the polaroid diary (prints) [sx-70 film,thread, acrylics, sticky tape, paper]

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just came across those old pics from 2023 that I just love

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tests

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je déteste instagram, je poste ici avant

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[26jan17] 091/365: debris  (digital, laser prints, fineliner, 2o16)

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some images ☆

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some images ☆

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first version of this little sand animation, heavily inspired by oklou's latest album (I still need to add some shots to make it smoother)

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Trevor Grimshaw Poles and Pools (1972)

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Why did Baudrillard’s work speak to you that much?

the concept of simulacrum just gripped me immediately. because it merged into my already existing hatred of this rapidly developing cycle of life and reality as we know it flowing into the ether of the internet and back out again, the same but different somehow. i found myself unable to experience life as it comes because im filtering it through the media i’ve consumed and considering it wrong when it doesn’t match. all the while, i feel helpless to stop it. i do my drugs and i have my orgasms and i seek out my gods and i started wondering if i came back from it all different each time. i hate change but i need change, and all the while change happened and continued to happen completely apathetic to my feelings towards it because in the grand scheme of things, i am nothing. simulacrum became a spiritual vehicle for my own personal ouroboros.

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How did you learn to mix?

i just accept the possibility of being really bad at something and then proceed to do whatever i want

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matt and i shot by brandon kruk at the 9million show in tallahassee