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Ours. 💚💛💜❤️🩵🖤

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we'll jump off that bridge when we get to it

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CHAPPELL ROAN performing at the 67th Annual Grammy Awards — February 2, 2025

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Diet Pepsi

--a poem by Freyah Nicole/Fleur

(inspired by Diet pepsi by Addison Rae)

"losing all my innocence in the backseat"

you say you love me,

my hair caught in the wind.

sitting in this silence comfortably,

living in the moment as we sinned.

you call my baby,

your hand on my thigh.

my cheeks flush like cherry,

helping me overcome this pleasurable high

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Hurt

-a poem by Freyah Nicole

I am terra

The earth

As i watch my moon hug his sun

I stand in the shadows watching

It feels like a different kind of pain

What could i ever gain

Watching my love be with another

Wherein i suffer

SO LIKE- I WANTED TO DO SMTH FOR THE SOLAR ECLIPSE THING, I SAW THIS VID ON TIKTOK THAT SAYS IN THE SOLAR ECLIPSE, LUNA AND SOL HUG EACHORHER WHILE TERRA, IN THAT CASE, WATCHES FROM AFAR AND I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA ANSKANHABAUANAOSBS

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Growing up as a gacha og was realizing the toxic one was singing this

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Take us back

-a poem by Freyah Nicole

(Inspired by the song "unsaid emily" from julie and the phantoms)

If i could take us back

Then maybe our lives weren't like the dullness in the void

If i just did that

Then maybe we wouldnt hurt so much

Writing in every letters the words "i love you"

As i never plan to send them

Slowly erasing myself because in my eyes

I feel like such a fool

If you could only know

That I'll never let you go

If you could only know

That i wish to be in your arms saying

"Its gonna be okay.."

Its gonna be okay.

I'll take us back

Back to when we were happy

I'll take us back

To the times we weren't fighting

I'll take us back

For you my love

I'll take us back

For you

Only for you

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Who

-a poem by Freyah Nicole

No

cus who could ever give me reasons why they like me,

who would give me those long messages when doing the archer trend

Who would post me to those made up holidays

Who would care to keep friendship jewelry from me

I cant think of anyone

Who actually would

Do any of those things

Everything seems fake

Friendship

Love

Reality

Me.

So, who would do those things, for a freak like me?

A weirdo who nobody even likes

A weirdo sitting alone at lunch with noone to talk to

A weirdo who cant and doesnt make an impact for being there

For anyone. At all.

An insignificant weirdo

Freak

So.. who would?..

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That Friend

-A poem by Freyah Nicole

Im that friend

The one walking three steps behind

Because the side walk isnt wide enough to include me

Im that friend

Who was never included in the convo

The one who my friends didnt care about

Im that friend

That gets treated like a ghost

As they forgot my birthday

But not hers..

But im done being "that friend"

I wanna be the friend

Who walks alongside everyone

And doesnt care if the sidewalk isnt wide enough

I wanna be that friend

That everybody remembers

I wanna be that friend who nobody thinks is a burden

I wanna be the friend that everyone adores

But im the friend nobody desires

The friend the everybody thinks is a waste of space

That friend that has no hope

Of ever getting friends

PLS JAVSYSNAKSVAHAJ

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I WISH

-a story/long poem by Freyah Nicole

i wish i was just a fictional character

from a book or an anime

The perfect kind of girl everyone likes

curly hair, friendly face, tall, nice body,

smart, pretty watercolor eyes

literally everything perfect

i wish to be the perfect girl everyone talks about in books

the girl who befriends everyone

the girl who looks so perfect shes like the galaxy

in endless beauty

to be honest im more fascinated

about space more than myself

"id look directly at the sun but never in the mirror"

gives my own kind of vibes

people may think i look pretty but not smart

some people think im smart but not pretty

but all i really wanted was a friend who loved

and accepted me for me

and not for my brains or beauty

what i wish was a friend like in a book

who supported me through our hardships

the bestie i wanted to have all my life.

I wish the world was straight from an anime

where everything was peaceful and nice

i wish people came straight from a book

where there wont be any corruption

i wish i lived in my own book of life

where everything was happy

I wish life wasnt full of hardships

that sometimes would be too strong to overcome

I wish losing someone wasnt so hard like in books

But then again, These wishes are impossible

because its just A WISH

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Gusto ko po gumawa ng poem eh parang naging story na😭 try lang po, ang sakit sa fingers kakatype😔👍

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I bet

- a poem by Freyah Nicole

Gaslighting myself

Is a self need, like

I bet im the girl you think about

In all the nights you rant on about

I bet im the girl you think about

On all those nights that you pout

I bet im the girl you need

As my face comes up on a TV screen

I bet im the girl you'll miss

Everytime you receive a kiss

Or when you go on a date

I bet im the girl youll hate

When its my touch you crave

I bet im the girl youll share food with

When i have my mood swings

I bet im the girl on your mind

When you realize your hindsight

I bet im the girl who make you smile

When you see my style

I bet im the girl who you wont let flee

Because you belong with me

But after all, gaslighting myself is a must

So that the reality wont break my trust

But it has now come to my mind

That the world isnt kind

The particular reason why i stated that is

My mind is filled with mist

Mixed with a hint of fizz

To sum up my point

I will never be poised

To be on a persons mind

Or make them smile

Or the girl they desire to find

Because its all just me gaslighting myself

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Broke friends

-a poem by Freyah Nicole

She is a friend

My best friend

We love each other

Very much.

But she changed first

I asked her

"What happened?.."

She shrugged and walked away

She was a friend

Was my best friend

We loved each other

very much

Now she changed me

We met again

She asked me

"What happened?.."

I shrugged and said

"I dont know, you did"

I left her standing there

Like a statue

Shocked

And i left feeling happy

My burdens of confronting her..

Finally happened

Im free

Free of my feelings

Finally..

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Her.

- a poem by Freyah Nicole

Shes a beauty

Shes lovely

She's got everyone wrapped around her finger

But in those sparkley emerald eyes

And that glimmering smile

Lies a devil in disguise

Dont trust her

Or you will crumble

Into little, tiny pieces

Shards.

And for your heart

Will suffer

Forever

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My dad, but he didn't cheat or left money in my moms hand. He basically just left LMFAOOO

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As the moon changes phase and the waters changing tides, there was but a girl who befriended change, though it was the one who scarred her life

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'who’s afraid of little old me?' is the depressed elder sister of 'you're on your own kid' but turned out as a rebel bitch who dresses up like punk core aesthetic and would punch anyone if they dared to cross her way

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The Tortured Poets Department in colour 🤍