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I may go on hiatus or something. Who knows? I’m not exactly sure why I write anymore and things are pretty bad XD I dunno. If you want to keep in touch with me, let me know. Or if you want to keep writing or something, I can try. But right now it’s looking bad.

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I don't even know who would mind if I came back. I don't even think anyone wants to keep in touch.

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Hey guys! IT'S BEEN SUCH A WEEK WHOA-- I'm sorry that I haven't been around much. I just don't have the time right now. And I hate that, but I hope you'll all be patient with me. I miss you guys!

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New Multi - Muse.           About Junhyuk.                     Follow.

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New Multi - Muse.           About Youngkwang.                    Follow.

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stares at drafts. stares at lack of writing skill.

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I remember you used to write a lot with mxrtifero too. had a thing for the ship to be honest, did something happen??

mxrtifero and I should still be okay, as far as I know! Nothing’s happened on this end. I still adore her to bits and pieces and she’s a lovely little dinosaur that I love writing with. Unfortunately, my activity has gotten a tad inconsistent because life happens. Aside from that, we live on completely different sides of the world, and so our schedules clash occasionally. And Lily and Yura are still very much into each other. We have a thread going on right now with them, if you still have a thing for the ship.

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While I’m in OOC mode, it may be important to note that tomorrow may very well be a starter galore day.

I highly encourage anyone to take whomever they want (but I’d really love if someone took Leo, as he’s been out of the game for a while--)

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regalstatus

SHHH SHE LIES.

NO I DON’T FOLLOW THIS PRECIOUS BABY SHE’S PERF. flails over you don’t you lie to the people, dear-- SERIOUSLY

sxpernaturals

NO I’M NOT CRYING ;w; WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT <333

oh and @ this anon tHANK YOU FOR ACTUALLY READING MY STUFF THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY. although it’s all celestialhorrors that makes it worth the read ;))))

OFFERS TISSUES? PLS DON’T CRY OMF WHY <3 <3 <3 

and uhm excuse me no it’S ALL YOU. I’LL FIGHT YOU. PUT EM UP. go love on them pls welcome them from their hiatus <3

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I noticed you used to have thread with more people like paradoxvm and sxpernaturals. Did something happen? You did stuff with outsxders too. I liked reading it.

paradoxvm and sxpernaturals are both wonderful people. I am still in leagues with both of them and nothing has happened in that regard. I will eagerly await paradoxvm‘s return bc they’re precious, but they’re away at the moment and that needs to be respected. And sxpernaturals has only just returned from their own hiatus and may need time to settle. Nothing’s happened to them that I know of! Just be patient with them, they’re precious babes that need to be protected. BESIDES IT’S WORTH IT TO WAIT ON THEM THEY’RE WONDERFUL coughs. (and a little birdy told me sxpernaturals has a new muse that needs lovin’)

As for outsxders (or I suppose now they go by a different url), I no longer roleplay with them for various reasons, but that’s life and it’s worked out for the best this way for my own well being. That’s as far as I’ll go into it publicly, as the situation is very personal to me. I’m sure you can find something else you like here, though. I write with many beautiful, talented people such as those above and more (coughs I’ve made numerous posts dedicated to their greatness but I’ve recently acquired a wild regalstatus whom deserves to be mentioned for her loveliness and yes). You can always talk to me privately if something bothering you about the situation at hand.

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thexsirensxcalling:

“Pleasure, Jeonghan,” he replies, accepting the outstretched hand with a smile. “You can call me Mark.” With a tilt of his head, Bai turns and moves off to his right, towards the stairs that lead down and into the only part of the establishment that is alive at this time of night. “The cafe is open pretty late but there’s nothing exciting there right now,” the dancer explains, taking the stairs slow so as to not drown out their conversation so suddenly. “The club is our main source of income and, honestly, my favorite place to be. And you don’t need a lot of money to have fun. Twenty dollars at the door will get you in, and from there it’s all about how you play your cards.” He turns and offers the boy a smile. “But tonight, it’s all on me.”

      Easily, he follows the other on their little hunt for entertainment -- although, Jeonghan finds that the other is the one hunting and he’s just tagging along for scraps. Mark, he had said. He’s always been good at remembering names, and he’s sure he won’t be an exception. “Your favorite place, huh? Why’s that?” he asks, curiosity genuine in his tone as his hand slides along the railing of the stairs. Sure, there are plenty of guesses he could make, but he’d rather hear it from the man himself. “On you? That’s not necessary, Mark. I wouldn’t want you to lose part of your income just because I’ve no clue what I’m doing.” As they head deeper, he can hear the rumblings of the club he’d been talking about, and it makes Jeonghan smile just a little bit more.

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makersanddreamers:

“You might,” JR says, voice soft, but with a lingering mulish edge. There’s no heat to it, though, almost as if JR argues the point just to argue. It wouldn’t be too surprising, considering his life for the past couple years has been nothing but confrontation. A lack of it now might drive him crazy. Who knows. He focuses on the soup for a moment, sipping some, buying a moment to think, then nods. “I’d like that. A lot. I don’t want to go to the hospital again. I’m so sick of everyone thinking I’m nuts, or that this is me still grieving and lashing out because of it.” Which is, unfortunately, kind of true. “As long as you don’t mind sharing the supplies.”

      Gil only reaches to poke the other man’s forehead. Somewhere in that thick head, JR should know better than to think he’d just let him be. He’ll let him figure it out himself, though. Sanggil isn’t the type to push, after all. “We’ve got plenty to spare,” especially after Jimin and Kai’s little mummy escapade with the bandages, but that’s another story, “let me go grab the kit I’ve got stored in here.” The bowl is set aside for now in favor of heading to the restroom and bending over to check under the sink. Both he and Hamin had decided to keep some supplies in their apartments for immediate emergencies -- and he can always restock after JR’s taken care of.

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makersanddreamers:

“I meant you in the general term,” JR says after a moment. With his cigarette out, he’s itching for something to do with his hands. Already, he’s wishing he had another cigarette in hand, but he’s still thinking about Minjun, and he can’t. He just can’t. “That….is an interesting way to put it.” Aware enough to know when he’s being studied, JR lifts his head, offering the other a dispassionate stare. “I’ve seen magic tricks,” tricks being the keyword, “where they do what you did. Something similar. And other shit. But you conjured it out of nothing. They never do. But the basis is there. And I’m sure it helps that I’ve seen magic before.” Real magic, like the kind that conjures something from nothing, the kind that can save a life. “Does depersonalization happen often?”

      “Illusionists are very, very different from your magicians.” At least, most of the time. He’s come across a few magicians deciding they deserve the title, and charge twice the money because of it. He and Hamin have had a bit of fun raining on their parades before. With an arched brow and a slightly sucked in cheek, Sanggil tries to decide what all he wants to tell. “Yes,” he relents, “but only because that’s what I’m called for.” Hamin makes the big shows, Sanggil works more personally. That’s how it’s always been. “Depends on what I do, and if they see it coming. If it’s all specifics, it’s more likely the person I’m working with will be able to handle what’s happening around them. If I’m meant to make them squirm, for whatever reason, then that’s where it gets worse.”

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mxrtifero: 

She always kept a strong and unshakeable image in front of everyone but little did they know that she had to break herself into tears every night before she slept only to wake up the next to build herself again to face the hardship of her immortality and it’s only worse knowing a peaceful death won’t come her way.

Verbal abuse, taking the lives of her loved ones in front of her eyes and a lot worse but this is the first time where he uses her sexually and it breaks down her pride, the pain is overwhelming, sleeping would be an escape from her train of thoughts but the thoughts keep her awake along the burn in her chest from crying hard.

Although it won’t take a short time for her to get over it but the sound of the love of her life is so awfully soothing, even her voice calms down momentarily to speak, ❝ The door is open ❞ She says, voice weak and tired but it could be heard. However the crying won’t stop, it only proceeds to become worse and she’s embarrassed to have the other see her so awfully vulnerable, shed to her most gentle layer.

      Gently, and without a care to how she must look to outsiders, she presses her ear to the door and listens for any sort of response. Yura knows Lily is in there, and in some sort of distress. It’s enough to start the fire in her veins that boils her blood. Anyone who believed it’d be a good idea to approach her would put their ears at risk -- after all, the Siren can’t control her tones like this.

      Immediately, her fingers clasp the doorknob and waste no time in turning it. Only when the door is safely shut and locked behind her does she allow her voice to be heard -- carefully, oh-so-gently -- “I’m in.” After all, scaring Lily won’t do either of them any good. Trying to keep her vocals in check, she makes her way to the bedroom.

      “It’s just me,” she coos, “come here, lets get you out of this room.” The main room has more light, it’s more open. Perhaps it’d help to put her in a new space, where Yura can see every corner and keep her nice and safe in her arms. “Talk to me, kitten. What’s got you scared?” As she gently coaxes her, Yura begins to wrap her up in the blanket closest to her, lifting the young demoness easily and pressing her nose to her cheek.

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