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THEY’VE INFILTRATED MY SKULL THEY ARE IN MY BRAIN AND FEEDING OFF THE FIRING NEURONS. THEY WONT LEAVE HELP ME

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rips my shirt open to reveal a second shirt underneath that says I ❤️ STICKING MY FINGERS IN THE OPEN WOUND OF CATHARTIC RELEASE

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Been so busy working on lore for my dnd campaign that I forgot to name it

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Hi, I love your blog, keep up the amazing posting! I just have a question. The theme of angels 'in the machine' seems rather unique to me, and I've not seen it discussed elsewhere. Would you be willing to share some of your thoughts/inspirations/explanations for this theme? <3 !!

Angels are essentially divine machines. They are created by God with a specific purpose. Much like we create our ‘angels.’ We are the higher power who create machines to fulfil the purposes we give them.

Angels do not question this purpose. They do not posses their own free will. They exist on a linear path, similar to machines programmed to run on algorithms and commands. Running on a string of tasks, made to work and serve.

And if the angel rebels, it is cast out. It loses its divinity and its wings. It is broken, much like broken code and damaged tech. Much like we throw it out and replace with a new model.

Angels are also like telephone poles and transmission towers, created to send messages. Metaphorically speaking, the pure intent and function of angels and cell towers are the same. Their job exists on the same linear path, much like cables carrying messages back and forth, or trains and cable cars. The rings on top of telephone poles are halos.

Pylons are also angels! Giant and intimidating, with such intricate detail. Such raw power. The sweet hum is the angels singing. So beautiful, but get too close to the power and you die.

Angels and technology share ideas of perfection, purity, and of a creation designed only to be an extension of the will of their creator.

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WHAT THE FUCK

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I HATE EARLY TRIG

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guess who’s SETTING THEMSELVES ON FIREEEEE!!!!!!!!

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I just need to update my fanfic… I just need to update….

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They could never make me hate you Wayne

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Just started working on 88 degrees west guys 😱😓

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Someone shoot me PLEASSPLEASPELEASPLEASEPLEASEPLEASPELASPEL GOD MAKE IT STOP

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If u want to write a story about a character that’s just you but hotter with a dark twisted backstory and magical powers and a pet falcon or something, I think u should just go ahead and do that. Who’s gonna stop you? The government?? Fuck the police.

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God give me the strength to not give this monster woman the biggest fucking rack…..

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Me with mouthwashing unfortunately

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I don't have much but I DO have an open wound #OPENWOUND

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I HATE GEOMETRY SO FUCKING MUCH OMG UGH

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Some more reimagined Eva stuff