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Kute - Alex G

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an attractive older man did a double take at me at the store and i had to try not to blush to myself.

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i love roblox but I love gore more<3

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u know those mutuals who you are like silent buddies with and you never talk to each other but you reblog each others stuff and when you see them on you’re dash you’re like yooooo thats my bud!! 

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you know you've made it when the gang call your boobs cute.

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How did you know you were polyamorous ?

mainly having crushes on multiple people at the same time, wanting them all at the same time, and being open to my partners having open relationships with me. the last point is very important. it's more so that the thought of my partners getting into other relationships while still dating me kind of comforted me that i could do the same. this explanation is probably very bad so please, i implore you to Not Listen to Me and instead explore it within yourself. then you can find peace with what you're happiest with.

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Opps...Suchst du mich?

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Oh so imagine Billy wearing Stu’s jacket sometimes cause Stu’s just a gentleman to him

A quick little messy afternoon sketching sesh never hurt anybody

His fingers are turning blue billy. Just give it back

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02-17-2024, 5 AM

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sui ideation, not a vent. just. a silly imagine.

lrb. someone to hold my hand as i attempt again and for the last time. i'll tell you i'm scared, and you'll tell me it's okay. you'll help me out. maybe cut down my wrists for me. or maybe i'll ask you to hold my hand as i jump. i've always been afraid of heights, you know that. i'll ask if it's okay for me to hold onto you a little longer before i do jump. maybe we'll hug for a bit. and then i'll say i'm ready.

"you don't have to do it today, but you should do it tomorrow. promise me you'll actually do it."

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i think you should killyourself right now

can u hold my hand ive never done it before and im nervous

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after all. why shouldn't i? why shouldn't i follow garfieldsfatass back?

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this is just like fnaf except the surviving i have to do is against my hallucinations and delusions and reminding myself it's not real and i have to wait until 6am to get my medication.

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i am above medication taking. i have discovered and reached a new plane of existence. nobody understands this except for me.

i forgot to take my meds aaaah ok. ok. this is ok

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i forgot to take my meds aaaah ok. ok. this is ok

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i feel so guilty you guys have to wait so long for a mid ass reply,, thank you for putting up with me.,,

i should start conditioning myself so everytime i sit down and write replies for rps, i can't smoke until i finish them. it's like a reward. (also, rp partners, i promise i am writing them. it's a work in progress).