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I absolutely understand the annoyance that we didn't get an explicit "coming out" scene - especially to stupid oblivious Mike who I love but JESUS my man - but the scene we did get between Will and Jonathan was so painfully perfect, and cemented my love of Jonathan even more.

This was the big brother who took on everything and made himself the man of the house as best he could at we don't even know how young, who has done everything in his power to support and protect his baby brother all their lives, saying "I'm not going to force you to articulate this heartbreaking, terrifying thing you're dealing with just for my sake. I'm not going to attach any definition to it until you do and choose to come to me with that (which I hope you can one day). In the meantime, I love you unconditionally, I support you no matter what, and that's forever," and my HEART.

I also loved Noah's acting choices, here especially. He's in tears but there's also the nervous laughter, like he's pretending he has no idea what this conversation is really about. Yet he's still worried even in this turmoil about making sure Jonathan knows the love and support is mutual, because he is a precious, precious boy and I love him.

I didn't get everything I wanted from this season, not by a long stretch, but there was some genuinely good stuff in there.

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I know I’ve talked about this before but I’m still out here wishing that Joyce got a moment with Billy, because you know that woman would clock what’s going on within five seconds of seeing that kid and she’s not the kind of person who sits back and lets others get hurt. This is the woman who fought to get away from her own abuser, who pulled her sons out of that fire, who took one look at Eleven and decided “I’m your mom now.” Joyce doesn’t let kids fall through the cracks, and Billy deserved at least one person in his life who’d stand up for him, who’d look out for him, who’d show him a single ounce of kindness.

Joyce’s entire personality is built around protecting others, and Billy has never had a single person protect him in his entire life. HIs mother left. His father beats him. His step-mother stays quiet. Grown women, mothers themselves, fawned over him, sexualizing and commodifying his youth, never seeing him as a full person, just a body to gawk at and objectify. Every single adult in his life has failed him, and nothing would enrage Joyce more than knowing that there’s a child whose had to live his entire life walking on eggshells and fighting for control, for safety, for security. A child living the life her boys could have fallen into if she hadn’t made the right choices, if she hadn’t loved them more than she did herself, if she hadn’t valued her children over a marriage that, let’s face it, was probably doomed from the start. She’d be furious to know that nobody, not one single person, had ever looked at Billy the way she looked at Jonathan and Will and Eleven, that no one had stepped up for him, that no one had put him first in their hearts.

Joyce Byers is five foot, three inches of pure Mama Bear Energy and she wouldn’t be able to stand by and let a child get hurt. I have zero doubts that she’d stand toe-to-toe with Neil to give him a piece of her mind, any time, any place, because how dare a grown man lay a hand on a child? (And of course, Hopper would be terrified at all of this, because if this man is willing to harm his own son, what might he do to a stranger butting into his business? But that’s the beauty of Joyce: she doesn’t care. Sure, Neil is bigger than Lonnie, probably stronger than Lonnie, and yes Billy is strong himself, but this is not a burden for a child to carry and she would be hellbent on lifting as much off his shoulders as she could.)

Joyce is the person that Billy deserved. She’d see right through his charm; she’d never fall for the cocky smile, the little winks, that sultry voice he puts on when he’s trying to impress someone. She’d know that it was all an act and she’d get to the bottom of it, and when she saw what was there she’d do whatever she could to help him. She’d mom the hell out of that kid, and he’d have no idea what to do with that, how to react to this genuine love and kindness from a stranger, but maybe one day he’d realize it was how he truly deserved to be treated all along.

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twisted ends & new beginnings

head cannons for my oc ellie with each of her “siblings”

edward mason cullen

• even though they look at their new life very differently they get along super well

• when edward leaves carlisle to hunt murders she tracks him down

• he leaves with her because he was already planning on going back and she knew that

• she’s horrible at hiding her thoughts but they’re rarely ever bad

• she plays games with him and alice since the rest of the cullens won’t

• she hates seeing him sad but the older they get the sader he seems

• ellie doesn’t think it’s fair bc her brother is a truly good person vampire and she knows that

• she cries when he stops composing and playing the piano

• everyone at school thinks edward and ellie are true siblings like jasper and rosalie because they look so similar

• she supports edward and bella’s relationships even more than alice does and from the very beginning

• when edward saves bella she’s the only cullen to go over and make sure bella is okay

• when bella’s back is turned she helps edward fix the dents his body caused the car behind them

• ellie helped him get ready for his wedding while the other girls helped bella

• she picked out his tux

• on e&b’s wedding day ellie tells bella all the happy changes she brought to him

rosalie hale

• ellie helps rosalie pull off the theatrical murders of the men who killed her

• they don’t talk much but they have a good relationship after the murders

• they support each other when it’s needed

• rosalie can’t understand how ellie is so happy being a vampire

• she often gets aggravated with her optimism

• ellie calls her rosie

• rose almost smashes ellie’s car after she tells edward she’s proud of him for saving bella

• “he could be the reason we are all found out!”

• “he feels for her rosalie!! would you let emmett die if you had the opportunity to save him or not save him!?”

• on the dL rose models for alice and ellie’s clothing line

• ellie stops rose from smashing the bowl when bella comes over for the first time with her powers

emmett cullen

• they click the moment they meet

• instant best friends

• dumb and dumber as vampires ong

• they are top notch competitors

• “emmett how many bears did you take down?”

• “8, beat that loser”

• “hAh i got 9 so you’re the loser here!”

• emmett then proceeds to search for another near the rest of the cullens end up having to intervene bc if they eat too much they’ll be grumpy and sluggish

• “race you to the car”

• they basically act like real teenagers when they’re together well real teenagers with super strength, hearing, etc

• they both love jeep rides and baseball

• they play fight all the time and esme hates it so they can never do it for too long

• rosalie hates them together bc they seriously don’t know how to act

alice cullen

• these two are fashion icons and true sisters

• they spend their time together drawing new designs

• the rest of the cullens have no choice but to be these sisters fashion models

• they have to try hard to fit in at school bc they want to dress fashionable but would stand out if they did

• the cullens all wear clothes made by alice and ellie after the two promised they wouldn’t go crazy and just make them “normal” clothes

• they drew and made bella’s wedding dress together

• they have a clothing line together

• alice loves taking pictures of jasper and ellie in secret it’s like a hobby of hers

• they haven’t figured out why yet but sometimes ellie can see alice’s visions

jasper hale

• they are absolutely in love

• jasper will do anything for her and she’ll do anything for him

• they met when he was in maria’s army

• he made her leave bc he knew maria was going to kill her and though he didn’t know why at the time he could let that happen

• later she finds him after he’d just left peter and charlotte

• she leaves the cullens to help jasper become a vegetarian

• everytime she visits edward tries to convince her to bring jasper home

• finally after five years she does

• esme ofc loves him

• carlisle is happy bc his fist daughter has found someone to love

• rosalie is jealous until she finds emmett

• emmett and jasper bring a little happiness to edward

• after another five years jasper and ellie move in with the cullens

• they meet alice on their travels and she ends up going home with them

• jasper plans the most romantic dates and gifts for ellie even after decades and decades of them being together

• when jasper expresses his want to kill bella in order to protect ellie

• “jasper i’d rather die than watch you kill a innocent human girl.”

• jasper immediately feels guilty and changes his mind about bella

• ellie loves pda but it takes jasper a few years to love it just as much as her

• jasper is uncomfortably with all the people that talk about his looks at school but ellie loves it

• “that’s right my jass is hot as hell and you can’t have him”

• they get married but they don’t have a ceremony bc ellie knows jasper doesn’t like attention

• jasper asked her to marry him while they were on the Eiffel tower bc ellie loves paris 

• ellie and jasper are the only cullens that have real fighting experience

• at one point jasper learns a little bit of french after ellie refused to speak english for a whole week

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Pretty wild that Daniel Radcliffe wasn’t even a teenager when he met JKR and he’s so quickly become the progressive legend that she has always imagined herself to be

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“Nothing was more obvious about him, than the fact that the honey-blonde male was both a vampire and a soldier - his clothing gave away the latter. He was tall with features that seemed to taunt her with their softness. A strange thought, considering just like her, his skin was hard like granite. His voice was alluring despite the commanding tone he used that made her want to do anything he asked of her. His lips were thin and pink, jawline sharp, nose a perfect slope, all his features beautifully symmetrical - as were all vampires features - he was frighteningly gorgeous.”

— twisted ends & new beginnings {coming soon}

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Shit Slytherins Say: #229

“Thou shall not try me.”

Slytherin 22:9

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I like believing that Slytherins did fight in the battle, fought for their home, where they grew up. They probably dropped the cloaks and ties in order to not be a target.

Slytherins levitating rubble off of students

Slytherins sending the spiders flying out windows

Slytherins using hidden passages to evacuate students

Slytherins using hidden passages to sneak up on the enemy

Slytherins with no death eater affiliations, fighting death eaters to save their friends

Slytherins with death eater affiliations going through a mental turmoil as they have to make a decision on which home means more to them, and choosing Hogwarts.

Slytherins, fighting for Hogwarts because hogwarts is home. Where they had their first crush, kiss, ghost encounter. Where they learned how to read the stars and bottle fame. Where they met the people they now call brothers and sisters.

Slytherins man. Teenagers fighting in a war that they never should have to, but doing it anyway because they protect what is theirs.

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Derek: I’m hungry.

Penelope: I’m bored.

Emily: I’m gay.

JJ: I’m tired.

Spencer: I’m depressed.

Derek: Good to know, but I’m still fucking hungry.

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Being Draco’s Significant Other...

A.N. It has been a while since a posted a headcanon. I really want to start writing them more often. Enjoy!

I’m just going to say it because we all are probably thinking it

He is kinky possessive af

The sight of you talking to another guy *cough Potter* makes his blood boil

Your his

He is yours

Am I the only one who thinks he would be a little clingy

Like, he just wants you to love him as much as he loves you

I’m going to point out the obvious and say: Draco wants you to feel like a Princess

“Draco why did you buy me this necklace? Did I miss our anniversary?” 

“Nope.”

“Then why????”

“Am I not allowed to treat you like the Princess you are.”

Y’all two are lowkey probably the most feared couple at Hogwarts

Boys be dodging you in the hallways so they wouldn’t get the death glare from the blonde boy beside you

Don’t make the mistake of sitting next to this boy in class you had to limp out

You probably don’t have a choice but to sit next to him though

Because he is protective, so sit next to someone that isn’t him

He will make it so you wouldn’t be able to walk for a week

This boy here would be cocky af

Until

You show him who is boss

“Love, if your hand goes any higher I might have to fuck you on this table.”

Makeout session in the Library and Astronomy Tower

Pulling on his blonde hair while he digs his nails in your hips just fuck me already

If you are in a different house expect good night kisses outside the common room before curfew because this boy lives for your kisses

If you’re a Slytherin expect good night kisses, I mean make out session, in front of the fireplace lucky Slytherins

When you’re away, always expect to get an owl from him because he wants you to know that he loves you with all his heart and soul

Not too much PDA only if he wants to show you off to Potter

Just love this boy, please

m a s t e r l i s t

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positive things i associate with the Hogwarts houses pt2

Ravenclaw

knowing someone is wrong in a conversation but not correcting them because its minor and you don’t want to embarrass them in front of the other people you’re with

finding that one pen that writes exceptionally well and using it whenever u can

the new paper smell

“can you actually read that fast?” yeah, i can.

lying on the ground when u have a lot of stuff to do

“cleaning” but just getting distracted by either nostalgia or stuff you forgot about or reading parts of books you find

extremely passionate, can talk for hours if able to about things they enjoy and love and equally enjoy listening to someone talk about something their passionate about too

stubborn, but only because the things they’re stubborn about are the things they know a lot about

always has music on, no matter what. in the car, in the kitchen whilst cooking, in their bedroom, necessity whilst cooking, even sometimes while studying. The only time they aren’t listening to music is when they’re sleeping

the friend that knows a lot about really random topics of conversation like facts about American presidents or mythology

looking for your glasses while wearing them

Hufflepuff

taking a nap on your pile of clean laundry on your bed instead of putting it away

“oooh are you reading this right now i hear its good!” i am reading it! I’m also reading this one, and I’m half way through the one over there.

lots of water bottles everywhere

fuzzy socks

full hugs, not side hugs or ‘i barely know you but hi’ hugs, i mean their specialty is a two-armed, full, tight hug

a lot of people consider them a friend even though they may not realize it, or be very close. they give of a trustworthy vibe that makes people feel comfortable and enjoy them as a person.

the friend that always remembers your birthday, probably even the first one to wish it to you.

not having to do anything

the sigh of accomplishment after completing something you’ve worked hard on.

the patient friend, willing to explain things that are new to someone, or teaching something new.

the friend thats a low-key badass. ex: has the perfect roast for someone in the group chat (without crossing comfort levels), will call people on bullsh*t if they’re being rude or disrespectful to someone in the conversation, has overwhelming fiery passion inside them and is more than happy to pour it into someone else but will absolutely shut ignorance down if anyone tries to sh*t on their passion.

Slytherin

shaving your legs and telling anyone you’re comfortable with to feel them

“you have a lot of books”  what gave it away? my hundreds of books in plain sight

the smell after it rains

the ride-or-die friend. will do anything for their friends. being best friends with a Slytherin is the best because they will always be there for you and vice versa. DO NOT give out the title of ‘best friend’ easily.

the friend who remembers all the small things about you like, what your drink order is, or your favorite book.

the friend that always seems to have everything you may need, nail file, gum, phone charger; you name it they’ve most likely got it and will of course let you borrow it

the friend thats the most up to date on current fads like clothing or even food, but their specialty is social trends, they may not follow them, but they know whats up.

honesty is the best policy. they give it and it’s best that you give it to them as well because they’re smart and if they don’t already know that you’re lying (if you are) than they WILL find out.

being busy. the stress free kind of busy where you’re being productive and getting what you need to done, you’re ahead of schedule and things are good.

the friend that has a strong sense of preservation. meaning that if a Slytherin says ‘thats a bad idea’ or ‘this is going to end badly’ they’re probably right. they’re run the different outcomes through their brain.

the feeling of brotherhood. comradery.

Gryffindor

sharing earbuds when u find new music & can’t wait

“oh I didn’t know you liked to read?!” “haha yeah i do” i would much prefer that to talking to you right now tbh.

flying down the stairs christmas morning

Devoted friend. Will always be there to help you or provide moral support even if it’s been awhile since you’ve last talked.

being stubborn but always opening to listening/discussing why they should see it another way if you disagree.

team accomplishment. maybe you worked on a project together, or had a good debate. but that feeling of having been productive alongside another person

feeling energized in the morning. even if it’s not anything too crazy like going on a morning run but just waking up well rested and ready for the rest of the day

trying something new, with a good outcome whether it’s food, new clothes, a new hairstyle, just that feeling of ‘somethings new, i like it’.

the friend that doesn’t give a single shit about the rules if they believe the rules are unfair.

will almost always verbalize their feelings if it is important to them, usually being when someone starts talking sh*t about someone the gryff is friends with

pride. pride in themselves, in their team. their group of friends. their work. their past accomplishments. pride in their futures.

part one

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Next Generation Amortentia:

Rose: Old books, freshly made pumpkin juice, grandma's blueberry bread and coconut (Scorpius's shampoo).

Hugo: Soft sea-salt pretzels, hot chocolate, dry basil leaves and hazel wood.

James Sirius: Butterbeer, toasted sunflower seeds, cinnamon and chestnut wood.

Albus Severus: Strawberry jam, firewhisky, cinnamon cookies and clean sheets.

Lily Luna: Black tea leaves, cherry flower, rosemary water and blueberry.

Victoire: Orange and poppy seed juice (Teddy's favourite), lavender flower, incense and wet grass.

Teddy: Fresh ink, lavender flower (Victoire's hair), chai tea blend and rain.

Dominique: Almond wood, fresh ginger, bacon caramel and periwinkle flower.

Louis: Homemade chocolate-chip cookies, lemon-peel tea, Shell Cottage's wild blackberries and coffee.

Fred II: Basil tomato sauce, watermelon, honey-roasted almonds and menthol cigarettes.

Roxanne: Coffee grounds, apple and cinnamon soap, warm milk and chocolate.

Molly II: Lemon pie filling, olive oil, juniper wood and Diagon Alley's fish and chips.

Lucy: Freshly painted walls, chamomile flower, coconut oil and honey-lemon water.

Alice II: Wild flower garden, moist clay, lemongrass and pink pepper grounds.

Scorpius: Red Roses, roll-up cigarettes, elder wine and apple pie.

Lorcan: Cypress wood, blue champagne, jasmine tea and peppermint candy.

Lysander: Poppy flower, pumpkin-spice pound cake, caramelized apricot and muggle beer.

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okay but 8th-year Drarry where Harry takes the whole “fresh start” concept a little too far. He’s going around introducing himself to people as if they’d never met. 

Some people think it’s some kind of weird stunt

Some people think Something Happened™ to Harry during the battel or after and he’s lost it

Some people (like Neville) just laugh it off

Luna gives him a full tour of Hogwarts as if he truly hadn’t been there before (he does, in fact, learn some new things)

Nearly-headless Nick even joins in for a bit of a laugh for a moment

Draco is very cautiously observing Harry’s behaviour

On the first day, he was a bit worried that Harry had sustained some serious injury he somehow hadn’t heard about. It didn’t take long for him to realize what was going on, but he kept a close eye anyway

(Actually, he was half sure by lunch but certain at dinner when in the middle of his bit with Headmistress McGonagall, they started debating her decision on 8th-year students not being allowed to play during official matches. Only Potter would actually argue with the new Headmistress over Quidditch…)

Draco watched over the next couple days as Potter “accidentally” sat at the wrong tables for meals, sometimes dragging others along. 

Harry would “forget” school rules or where something was and ask anyone walking by for help

If he kept this up much longer he was going to gain the reputation of an utter fool

Waiting for Advanced Transfiguration to begin, Draco was in the middle of wondering just how far Potter would take this bit and how long it would last when his thoughts were interrupted

“This seat taken?”

Draco looked and stared up at Harry

Had his brain been working at all he would have registered the fact that he was openly staring at Harry Bloody Potter and come up with something to say - but he didn’t.

Harry pulled out the chair and sat down

“…everywhere else is full”

Draco processed enough of what Potter had said to look about the room and see that wasn’t true, which he said

Potter snorted - actually scoffed at Draco - as if he had expected Draco to go along with the joke which he was supposed to be in on

Which, he was, he supposed.

Potter cleared his throat, set his wand down on top of his stack of books in the corner of the table, turned in his chair to face Draco (who was still staring at him, flabbergasted) and put out his hand

“I’m Harry Potter, nice to meet you.”

“Draco Malfoy,” he whispered, staring at where their hands were now joined

“Oh, I know - I’ve heard all about you”

Draco’s eyes darted back up to meet Harry’s - but his green eyes were still playful

“And what have you heard?”

“A lot of bollocks.”

Draco furrowed his brows

“I’m not about to let a bunch of stories from the past tell me who is and isn’t the right sort. Think I can figure that out for myself.”

“And you think…”

“I think we need a fresh start. We all do.” Harry was now serious and Draco wasn’t sure what to do with that any more than he knew what to do with the joking Potter.

So he nodded and hummed an agreement, turned back in his chair to face front, and said “You should know I don’t let people cheat off my notes.” which earned him a laugh - a genuine laugh - from Potter.

Draco had made Harry Potter laugh.

He wanted to do it again.

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happy hogwarts battle day! friendly reminder that tom felton improvised this scene. it wasn’t in a single script. he did that for us. gay icon