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when morning bad but warsaw trams smile devilishly at you

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I assure you: somebody, somewhere, is on the exact same wavelength as you are.

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describing my relationship to someone by introducing them to people as "an old wound"

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the fray: where did i go wrong….. i lost a friend…..  somewhere along in the bitterness….. and i would have stayed up with you all night……  had i known how to save a life……

12 year old me:

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books I'm having the time of my life with:

Death of the Author by Nnedi Okorafor

Water Moon by Samantha Sotto Yambao

if you haven't read them please do!!

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i must not take it personal. taking it personal is the mind killer. taking it personal is the little death that brings total oblivion. i will face taking it personal. i will permit it to pass over and through me. and when it has gone past i will turn the inner eye to see its path. when the taking it personal has gone there will be nothing. only i will remain

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Moodboard

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Cigarette smoke and old books. Faded sketches and rain-soaked streets. The poetry of solitude written in sepia tones.

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Moodboard

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𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰

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